Captain's Road to Attack

Originally, Cheng Shou thought that this Han Jun was not mentally ill, but simply pretending to be crazy and foolishly pestering Cheng Gong.

But seeing Han Jun like this, Cheng Shou felt that this Han Jun was half crazy if not really crazy, his eyes were crazy and blurred.

At this moment, Cheng Gong couldn't help coughing twice again. At this time, Cheng Gong coughed up blood more seriously than before, and he almost had the illusion of spurting blood.

Seeing this, Han Jun's expression also changed, and his complacent expression suddenly became pale.

Han Jun approached Cheng Gong and said, "What's wrong? Where did I kick just now? Why did it happen?"

Hearing this, Cheng Shou was so angry that he wanted to beat someone up. He grabbed Han Jun by the collar and stared at him and said, "What did you just say? You kicked him?"

Han Jun's eyes were not on Cheng Shou's face at all, but turned to look at Cheng Gong with a distressed and anxious look.

Seeing this, Cheng Gong grabbed Cheng Shou's wrist and said, "Let him go."

Seeing how his younger brother looked like this, Cheng Shou stomped his feet angrily and said to Han Jun: "I will settle the score with you later, my brother has to go to the hospital right now! If you don't want to see him If he dies because of delaying the best time for diagnosis and treatment, let him go to the hospital with us!!"

Before Han Jun could speak, Cheng Gong said, "I'm fine. It's not as serious as you think. I'll go tomorrow morning. Don't worry about it."

"I don't care about anything! I regret why I have been letting you do nothing to lead to the current situation! If I had known this would happen, I would never have agreed to your move away! Don't write anything with me now, and go to the hospital with me quickly! He is willing to be here I don’t care if we stay here or go together! Don’t force me to turn my back on you.”

Hearing Cheng Shou's threat, Cheng Gong wanted to say something, but Han Jun said, "Go, I'll wait for you here."

Seeing this, Cheng Gong frowned. Han Jun was a little abnormal, and Cheng Gong didn't dare to leave.

Seeing this, Han Jun said: "Then I will go with you."

Han Jun found a pair of trousers and put them on. Cheng Gong still looked at Han Jun with some uncertainty and said, "Are you sure?"

"Even if I wait until tomorrow morning, I will go with you."

Hearing what Han Jun said, Cheng Gong stopped holding on, and the four of them drove to the hospital.

When I arrived at the emergency department of the hospital, the doctor opened Cheng Gong's shirt and found some bruises under the ribs. After pressing it, there was congestion. The skin color recovered slowly, and Cheng Gong couldn't stop coughing when he pressed his lungs.

The doctor's initial diagnosis was lung injury, but the exact extent can only be determined by taking an X-ray tomorrow morning. Tonight, I can only review years of experience and prescribe some medicines to temporarily control the condition.

Lin Zichen was standing behind Cheng Gong when the doctor touched Cheng Gong's ribs. He suddenly found a tooth mark on Cheng Gong's shoulder. The collar looked in, and the shocking scratches inside were already bleeding.

Cheng Gong was a little caught off guard, and after being glanced at by Lin Zichen, he gave Lin Zichen a reproachful look, but didn't say much.

Lin Zichen's eyes kept staring at Han Jun, as if he could burst into flames.

At this time, Han Jun's face was surprisingly indifferent, which made Lin Zichen and Cheng Shou even more angry.

Originally the doctor advised Cheng Gong to be hospitalized for observation, but Cheng Gong insisted on going back and coming over early tomorrow.

After returning to Cheng Gong's residence, Han Jun locked himself in a room. Because Cheng Gong had taken painkillers, he fell asleep dizzily.

Cheng Shou and Lin Zichen took turns to watch over Cheng Gong, fearing that Cheng Gong's condition would suddenly deteriorate at night and no one would notice.

Early the next morning, Cheng Gong's biological clock woke up. He saw that the sky was bright but he couldn't remember what happened after returning home last night. He felt that he fell asleep as soon as he came back.

A bad premonition spread all over his body. Cheng Gong opened the room where Han Jun stayed last night, but couldn't open it for a long time, and finally had to use the key to open it.

The moment he opened it, Cheng Gong saw Han Jun lying motionless on the bed.

At first, Cheng Gong walked over with a fluke, but when he saw that Han Jun was foaming from the corner of his mouth on the bed, his face was pale, his eyes were closed, and he showed no sign of breathing, Cheng Gong couldn't help but staggered.

Cheng Gong saw a "Suicide Note" beside Han Jun's pillow, and he picked it up to read it.

It said: "Cheng Gong, I should have died when you saw this suicide note, but in fact I should have died long ago, because the temperature of nostalgia for you has been unable to make up my mind.

I hate myself so much, I hate why God let me meet you on the worst day, my body is so dirty, so dirty that I hate it, but your eyes are always so clear, how can I not feel ashamed like this?I dare not expect that you will fall in love with me, but God just makes you feel that you owe me, and you have been by my side to make up for the outdated promise. You are so good to me, so good that I can't help but start to look forward to you So maybe she fell in love with me.

Later I found out that you just want to 'pay off the debt', your feelings for me are too 'pure', pure makes me ashamed and anxious, when I found out that I seemed to be in love with you, the doctor said I had depression, you think I am Depression caused by psychological trauma caused by what happened in prison is actually because of you.

I am afraid that you will leave me, I am afraid that your eyes will be attracted by other people, I am afraid that you will leave me when you know that my heart disease is healed, in order to let you care more, I would rather hurt myself, I know I have There is no cure, maybe I am really crazy, maybe I just pretend to be crazy to tie you by my side, but I found out last night that I can't help but want to hurt you, because your eyes are no longer only myself.

Seeing you hurt, I feel regretful and want to die. I can't bear the thought that you can't just stay by my side forever. If this continues, I will want to kill you sooner or later. When I still have a sliver of reason, I think I still want to die. Suicide, maybe you can still remember some of my beauty, I really don't want to hurt you, please forgive me, if there is an afterlife, I don't even want to be a human being to accompany you all my life, I just ask that my short life can be with you.

Love your Junjuebi. "

After reading the suicide note, Cheng Gong silently lit it with a lighter. He looked at Han Jun lying on the bed indifferently, without shedding a single tear. Maybe Han Jun was right, he didn't understand what is Love, and I don't know how to love someone at all.

When the story was told here, Cheng Shou had already changed several pots of tea, and everyone heard it as if it had been a lifetime.

Zhu Ci'an's eyes were a little dull, and he didn't know what he remembered. The others were also reminiscing at the beginning, and gradually began to ask.

Liu Xin was the first to ask: "Then what happened later? Why did our leader set up a monument without words for Han Jun?"

Cheng Shou lit a cigarette and said with a smile, "You have to ask him yourself."

Liu Xin grinned, shook her head and smiled, even if Tuomeng asked Cheng Gong, she would always answer.

Lu Feng clicked his tongue twice and said: "I didn't mean the boss and his brother, you mean our boss was raped by someone?"

Everyone heard what Lu Feng said, and it was true after thinking about it.

"I said you can't spit out ivory from your dog's mouth! You have to say something so ugly!" Liu Xin glared at Lu Feng.

Lu Feng looked at Cheng Shou with an aggrieved face and said, "Ask Boss Cheng and his brother, am I right? Boss, isn't this called domestic violence?"

Hearing this, Cheng Shou took a puff of cigarette and said, "Maybe it's a bit disfigured to you, and I didn't want to say it at first." Cheng Shou looked at Zhu Ci'an and said, "But I'm afraid you might misunderstand, so I'd like to tell you about it. You are the second one brought home by Cheng Gong in such a long time, I hope you and my brother are well."

Zhu Ci'an nodded numbly when he heard the words, his mood at this moment was indescribable, his mind was buzzing chaotically.

He didn't want to compare with Han Jun either, but he couldn't help but compare.

When he didn't know Cheng Gong's predecessor, Zhu Ci'an couldn't wait to find out, but he really regretted it when he found out.

Cheng Gong always made him feel uneasy. At the beginning, he didn't pay much attention to this uneasiness. He always thought it was because of himself. He was too sensitive, lacked self-confidence, and cared too much about Cheng Gong.

Without Han Jun, Zhu Ci'an might never have known that Cheng Gong would have such a side, and Zhu Ci'an didn't even know what it was like in his heart at this moment.

Thinking of the scenes of himself crying and crying in front of Cheng Gong, Zhu Ci'an gave a wry smile, which made him feel a little pathetic.

Han Jun was as disturbed as he was, but Han Jun chose to take it by force, but he himself chose to compromise.

Zhu Ci'an felt that he would never dare or be willing to hurt Cheng Gong, and the things he cared for were always worried about breaking, where did he get the courage to smash them?

In a sense, Han Jun is much braver than him, and he will take what he can't get, even if this person is badly injured by him, even if his feelings are denied by everyone.

But what about him?In comparison, he was so weak, crying at every turn, he always thought that he was very strong, but now he found that he was so weak.

No wonder Cheng Gong has always felt aloof from him, and the love he begged for by crying is, after all, just drinking poison to quench his thirst.

Zhu Ci'an is now like a thorn in his heart, slowly bleeding, but he dare not touch it.

At this time Cheng Shou saw Zhu Ci'an's face was cloudy and a little bit drummed, shouldn't he say so much?How come there is a rush that backfires?

Zhu Ci'an looked towards Cheng Gong and Lin Zichen, the two had finished chatting, saw Cheng Shou and this group of people working in vain, and walked over here.

The two walked from the garden to the pavilion and it wasn't far, but they walked for several minutes.

After watching the two walk over, everyone's expressions were different.

Cheng Gong was the first to notice something was wrong was Zhu Ci'an, the way he looked at him was obviously not as hot and gentle as when he came here, but a little evasive and indifferent.

This made Cheng Gong very puzzled, and then looked at Cheng Shou, Cheng Shou shrugged, with an expression of "I don't know if you look at me".

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