in the years of crushing on you

Xu Xiao didn't know what happened. After being yelled at by Xu's mother's voice, he was still a little confused. He just saw that the trash can was filled with platycodon flowers. Combined with what he said before, he probably understood a little bit. , but a little wronged.

"Mom, why are you attacking me? I don't like men."

The angry curse that Xu's mother was about to blurt out was swallowed back by Xu Xiao's words.

At this moment, her son still doesn't feel that he has other thoughts about that man. She doesn't know if it's good or not.

Xu Xiao saw that Xu's mother didn't answer the conversation, but paced around the living room on her own. "Mom! What's wrong! Don't shake."

Mother Xu turned her head and glared at him. "sit down."

Xu Xiao nodded weakly, and shrank to a small corner on the sofa.

"I remember that your company sends people to study abroad every year. Has the list come out this year?"

Mother Xu thought for a long time, and Fude also sat on the sofa.

"Ah?" Xu Xiao didn't know why Mother Xu said that, he choked up, "I have nothing to do with him, are you going to drive me abroad?"

"Is the list out yet?"

"No. Because the country I went to recently is not a big country, and the requirements are relatively strict, not many people signed up."

Mother Xu thought for a while, and then said. "If you go, you will pay for your own expenses?"

"The company will definitely pay some, but I think it shouldn't cost me much." Xu Xiao vaguely felt that he might be sent abroad by his mother.

He was right. As soon as the words were spoken, Mother Xu slapped her thigh and stood up. "Okay, I'll pay the money, you tomorrow, no, you call your leader now and say that you want to sign up, and then immediately pack up your things and go home with me."

Mother Xu has always been vigorous and resolute.

Especially on this matter, Xu Xiao seems to have a lot of reluctance in his heart, but he thinks carefully, and he doesn't know why he is unwilling. It is always good to go abroad to study and improve himself, and he can't just be a translator for the rest of his life. Well, this time, Mother Xu is planning to send Xu Xiao abroad at her own expense.

Xu Xiao rubbed the back of his head, thinking that studying abroad is also good, and improving some other skills is also beneficial to him. Then he thought about the conditions of the unit, and felt that he was qualified, so he called the leader in front of Xu's mother.

This matter was finalized, and Xu's mother packed his things again, as if he was about to move.

"Mom, don't worry about it. Do you want me to move?"

Mother Xu's hands froze. "What's the matter? You haven't been home for so long, don't you miss me and your dad? Hurry up and stay with me for a few days, and prepare by the way."

Xu Xiao knew that he had to go back this time, but remembering that Qu Hao came to send flowers today, he must have written something in that little notebook.

Taking advantage of Xu's mother going in to get his things, he picked up the signature pen from the coffee table, and rushed to the door. Time was limited, or it was a habit.

As soon as he opened it, he had already written the word 'psychopathy'.

He paused at the tip of his pen, and finally added another sentence after the three words.

"This broken flower is actually not as beautiful as a rose."

Xu Xiao dragged the suitcase, and obediently followed behind Xu's mother, holding a bag of garbage in his left hand, ready to take it downstairs and throw it away.Although there was a trash can in the corridor, he didn't want to dump it here.

The reason... the bellflower branches were too long, and some of them rushed out of the trash bag. He thought for a while, if Qu Hao saw it, what... what to do.

He slowly took the trash bag to the trash can in the corner downstairs, and when he was about to throw it away, Xu Xiao didn't know where the idea came from. While Xu's mother was not paying attention, he folded the platycodon flower branch that was protruding from the trash bag. One section down, put it in the trouser bag.

Then the trash bag was thrown into the trash can.

When he left, he looked back again, and only when Xu's mother urged him, he walked forward slowly.

……

Qu Hao has not seen Xu Xiao for a long time.

He still comes to deliver flowers every day, but the platycodon flowers in front of the door have never been collected.

At first he thought it was his behavior that made Xu Xiao unhappy.

Then he picked up the notebook in the white bag and prepared to continue writing.As a result, as soon as he opened it, in addition to that person's routine "crazy" three words, he also added a sentence in his greeting.

"This broken flower is actually not as beautiful as a rose."

Ah.Qu Hao laughed lightly.

Roses can be given casually, but since you called the name, I will give you roses every day from now on.

The next second, Qu Hao's cell phone rang.

The caller was Qu's father, he didn't answer, he just hung up, because he knew what his father was going to do.

Sure enough, the text message came the next moment.

"Tomorrow noon in the private room of the xx hotel. The daughter of your aunt's friend, she is so pretty."

Qu Hao didn't know what to say, he thought for a while and finally replied a text message.

"No, I don't like her."

"You just like men, don't you?!"

Through the text, Qu Hao could see the anger on his father's face.

"No, I don't like men, I just like him, and he doesn't happen to be a man, that's all."

After sending this sentence, no one responded for a long time.

Qu Hao didn't take it seriously either, he looked at the platycodon flowers in the bag in a daze, and when he left, he took out the platycodon flowers from the day before and threw them into the trash can in the corridor.

It's okay, he can still wait, he still has so many puzzles to solve, he... can wait.

In fact, Qu Hao knew that even if the jigsaw puzzle was completed, he could break it and re-assemble it at any time. Time was never a problem, he was just afraid and there was no result.

Just like his jigsaw puzzle, whether you put it together well or not, there is no difference in the result.

That person is always in his heart, and he can't forget or erase it.

Every day since then, the bellflower has turned into a rose.

Qu Hao still went every day, and the notebook was filled with one.He added another notebook.

Uncle Li's breakfast stall downstairs has added a cooking pot to make some pasta for breakfast.

From forcing him to go on a blind date, Qu's father almost gave up in the end.

Maybe Qu's father saw that the person his son liked didn't like him, so there was no need to worry about these things.

Of course there is another reason.

Qu's father once ran to see a psychiatrist, hoping that the psychiatrist could cure his son's mental illness of liking men.

did not expect……

Instead, the psychiatrist made Dad Qu's thoughts clear.

Time flows in the world and things change.

The only thing that hasn't changed is Qu Hao's attachment to Xu Xiao.

And that jigsaw puzzle that hasn't been put together since Xu Xiao left.

Since you left, everything is empty.

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