After I was kicked out by the benefactor

Xu Shuming was taken aback by his question, his eyes met Zhong Wentian's, Zhong Wentian was still looking at him, as if he was studying his expression.

What expression does he want to see on me?Is he as ruthless as he imagined, or is his cruelty written all over his face?

Xu Shuming was sitting on the chair, and just now he looked a little surprised and confused, but it faded away from his face in an instant, and his eyes became extremely calm in the blink of an eye, covering up every trace of his personal feelings, and no one could tell him from him again. He saw a change of mood on his face.

Xu Shuming didn't answer Zhong Wentian's words right away, but looked sideways at his father's still sleeping face, then stood up from his seat and said, "Mr. Zhong, this is not a place to talk. If you have anything to say, you might as well go outside and say it." Bar."

Zhong Wentian looked at his fully armed face, frowned slightly, followed his gaze to look at Xu's father, and finally stood up under Xu Shuming's urging gaze.

He first bent over to Xu's father, and said softly: "Come here rashly, I'm disturbing uncle." Then he followed Xu Shuming out of the ward.

Xu Shuming turned his head and saw his polite appearance, with a very surprised expression on his face.

This made Zhong Wentian unhappy, before he could show emotion on his face, Xu Shuming turned around indifferently and continued to walk outside.

Xu Shuming took Zhong Wentian to the balcony at the end of the corridor. It was dark now, and a round lamp attached to the top of the wall emitted a faint yellow light. It was already summer, and some flying birds came from nowhere. The moths cling to the lampshade, making tiny clicking noises, flapping their wings blindly and desperately to get through the lampshade, completely unaware that they are doing nothing.

Xu Shuming turned his back to the corridor, put his hands on the railing, and looked at the night scene opposite the hospital.Zhong Wentian looked around, this corner was very quiet, the first floor of their place was a single ward, so the beds were not too tight, there was no situation where patients and their family members crowded into the corridor for a single bed for a night.

"Cai Qianyan isn't dead, is she?" Xu Shuming's voice spread out gently in the night.

His voice was clear and steady, and he made such an assertion about life and death in a very indifferent way, as if it was just an ordinary and trivial matter that was not worth caring about.

Zhong Wentian looked at his side face, his face was very ugly for a moment, he said in a low voice: "If she really stopped breathing today, then you can't get away with the crime of abetting or even intentional homicide!"

Xu Shuming smiled slightly when he heard the words, and he turned his eyes to look at Zhong Wentian. From Zhong Wentian's angle, he could see that Xu Shuming's face was half hidden in the confused night and half soaked in the dim light, which made him handsome. The facial features were exceptionally clear, but there was a deep and cold glint in his eyes.

"She's not going to die." Xu Shuming's voice was calm, "You don't believe it?"

Zhong Wentian remained silent, neither shaking his head nor nodding.

Xu Shuming suddenly smiled and said, "If you believed me, you wouldn't come to me."

He paused for a while, then turned his face, raised his neck slightly, and looked at the huge billboard hanging on the building opposite the hospital.His eyes stopped on the star on the billboard, he was slightly lost in thought, his voice carried a bit of confusion that he didn't realize.

"I never wanted to let her die from the beginning, I just wanted her to taste the loss of life, she is so contemptuous of other people's lives, it's like a child's play. Then let her try it herself and watch herself The body temperature is slowly peeling off from the body, but I feel powerless."

Xu Shuming said slowly, Zhong Wentian leaned against the railing, frowned, staring at Xu Shuming's side face with burning eyes.

"If you think I've gone too far, you can take revenge on her for her. Although you keep saying that you don't like her, she is still your daughter's mother. Even if you don't feel sad for her, if your daughter does it for it It’s sad, and you must be feeling bad too.”

Zhong Wentian heard him here, and finally couldn't help but said: "I didn't think about what you did to you."

Xu Shuming couldn't help turning his head to look at Zhong Wentian when he heard it, and then pointed to the giant poster in front of him.

"Did you see that new star? Before that, the face put there was Yuan Chuchuan. He was so popular. This giant poster has been hanging there since my father transferred to this hospital. No matter what time you come to the hospital, you can raise your head and Yuan Chuchuan can smile brightly at me."

"...Once, my father's health deteriorated suddenly, and the doctor directly issued a critical illness notice to me. My father stayed in the intensive care unit after he came out of the emergency room. I saw my father's body full of transparent thin tubes, and I was terrified. He just fell asleep and couldn't wake up again. However, seeing my father in such pain, there was nothing I could do. I was so depressed that I planned to find a place where no one was around to calm down for a while, but when I looked up, Yuan Chuchuan's face followed me like a shadow. I was crying, he was laughing, how ironic. At that time, I didn't know where to go, and I went to the top floor of that building by accident."

Xu Shuming pointed Zhong Wentian to the top floor of a building opposite, which was the top floor he had taken Yuan Chuchuan to.

"I stood on the edge there, thinking, if my father went to the intensive care unit, then I would jump down with me and make amends to my parents."

When Zhong Wentian heard the words, his expression changed in horror, he couldn't help but straighten his back, stepped forward and said in a voiceless voice: "Shu Ming!"

Xu Shuming still looked at the huge advertising poster, and continued: "However, when I was most desperate and helpless, Yuan Chuchuan still smiled at me, that smile seemed to be ruthless irony to me again and again, Sarcastic about my incompetence, my cowardice, I finally took back my step."

He turned his face away, looked at Zhong Wentian quietly and said: "-Zhong Wentian, you think I am acting too extreme, but have you ever thought about who I am, who you are, and who Yuan Chuchuan is? ? Who is Cai Qianyan? I want to deal with you, but I still want to be a human being, don't you think it's too ridiculous?"

"You won't understand."

After Xu Shuming finished speaking, the two of them were silent for a while. Xu Shuming looked down at his watch and felt that the time was almost up, so he turned around, looked at Zhong Wentian and said, "I used you to get to where I am today.— —As for the future, I have already applied for the hospital in Hong Kong for my father, and when the hospital approves, I will set off for Hong Kong immediately.”

"At the beginning, my parents came to the mainland to look for me, just to tell me to go home. I have disappointed them once, and I can't let them down a second time. People often say that a tree is as tall as a thousand feet, but the fallen leaves return to their roots. The mainland was not mine from the beginning to the end. root."

"—Back then, I made the wrong choice."