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It is only people themselves that make people change.

The things you have experienced and the people you have met gradually have various influences on you.Just like a chemical experiment, one point more or one point less will produce different results.

I, who had died once, finally transformed into a brand new Chen Li—cheerful, cynical, with a smile on everyone I meet.Just give me 3 minutes to make you feel like it's too late to meet me.

But in the invisible heart, I was completely corrupted.I trampled on myself severely, insulting, belittling, and degrading to the end day after day.

After Gu Jia left, I started to join various dating sites, sometimes in school, sometimes even outside, and unknowingly gained a little fame (haha, isn’t it surprising, right?).At that time, no matter boys or girls, everyone avoided me.

People who used to sympathize with me have also begun to change their tone.Everyone thinks that maybe my nature is promiscuity, Gu Jia is such an excellent person, it is too wise to dump me in time.

Only Liu Yichuan and a few friends in the dormitory who knew the basics would persuade me from time to time to change my way of life.I laugh every time I hear it...

——To be honest, I can choose to continue to be so chaotic, or I can calm down and go back to the original state.Either way, it's the same for me, my heart is gone.At least I can live a more relaxed and happy life like this now, what should I change?

After graduation, Liu Yichuan successfully stayed in school to teach (oh, I forgot to mention, in fact, he is also a bully in primary school), while I was unsuccessful in job hunting, so I could only stay at home temporarily.My father was very annoyed with me, but my mother seemed to have seen something (or maybe the experience of swallowing sleeping pills frightened her last time), she didn't blame me very much, and tried to find acquaintances to help me contact work.

Three months after graduation, the resumes I sent out like snowflakes finally heard a ring.A company offered me a position as a sales representative for a six-month probationary period.

I really don't like the sales industry, and the profession doesn't match at all.But I can't help it, the counterpart job doesn't like me, where else can I go?You can't always eat from your parents.

I mixed in the company with a muddled attitude.The manager of the sales department, surnamed Mai, is shrewd and capable, known as Brother Grasshopper.Since I have a nonchalant attitude, of course I don't care too much about my business, and I always rank last in the performance appraisal.

One night, the people in the group went out to drink together, and Brother Grasshopper also came.I was so drunk that I put the lettuce bowl on his head.Everyone was petrified, only I was still there giggling recklessly.

Brother Grasshopper was actually not angry, and kindly sent me home.The next day, he called me to the office and said to me: "Chen Li, I don't think you are suitable for sales."

What do you need to say?Of course it's not suitable...

I muttered in my heart, but more I felt sorry. "Manager Mai, I'm so sorry last night! ... Also, thank you for taking me home."

"Well, it's nothing." He waved his hand indifferently and continued to talk. "With your current business performance, it will be difficult to stay."

"I know." I said honestly, "Actually, I didn't expect much at first."

"So you're quitting this job, right?"

"Don't you think I'm not suitable too?" I said.

"What are your plans?"

I froze for a moment—plan?I really didn't think about it.Maybe keep sending resumes?Maybe it will hit someone by accident.

"I think, whether it's suitable or not, since it's done, it must be done well." Brother Grasshopper looked into my eyes, "Otherwise you will find that you can't do anything well."

I was kind of shocked that no one had ever said anything like that to me since graduation.

"Well, I see." I bowed slightly to him, "I will work hard."

I have to say, I was beaten to some extent.One word from Mai Zijie, in exchange for the first place in the next quarter's business assessment.I looked at the report in my hand in amazement, and couldn't believe that the name on it was me.Colleagues cast envious glances at me one after another—I don’t know how long it has been, but Chen Li, who has been reduced to the mud, seems to be able to raise his head and breathe a little bit.