The drug cop is his boyfriend [Qianqiang]

The tall man looked out of the car, hiding his troubled eyes, the car was silent for a while, and the atmosphere was extremely cold.

Suddenly Zhu Kaixu's cell phone rang. It was "Rainy Day" by Nan Quan's mother. Gao Xiuyang laughed when he heard the first sound, with disdain in his eyes, but Zhu Kaixu didn't care.

When he picked up the phone, it was Zhu's mother who asked him why he didn't come home so late.Zhu Kaixu responded that the police force was delayed by something, glanced at Gao Xiuyang and added: "You can prepare some food, I will bring Gao Xiuyang to my house for dinner tonight."

Zhu Kaixu drove on the main road, passed the winding bridge, traffic jams, and detours for a long time, and finally arrived at Zhu's house.

The background of Zhu Kaixu's family is a bit complicated.Zhu Kaixu's father, Zhu Yiming, is a policeman family, an out-and-out Yuecheng native. He studied in Beijing in his early years and met an authentic Beijing girl. After they got married, they had Xiao Kaixu.Zhu Yiming has been working in Beijing, and Zhu Kaixu also ran around the streets of Beijing when he was a child. Later, Zhu Yiming's parents got old, and Zhu Yiming's job was transferred, so after discussing with his wife's elders, the family moved back to Yuecheng.

Zhu Kaixu was already in his 20s when he came to Yuecheng. He is an outstanding graduate of the police academy. He has been in Beijing for so many years. ", Zhu Ge, who speaks a Beijing accent, really can't bear it.

Zhu Yiming was transferred to work in the Provincial Public Security Department. In order to let Zhu Kaixu get familiar with the Yuecheng environment, he arranged for his son to serve as an instructor at the Yuecheng Police Academy.The Yuecheng Police Academy is the main education and training base for Yuecheng police officers, and is responsible for cultivating and delivering high-quality talents for the Yuecheng public security organs. It was when Zhu Kaixu was an instructor there that he met Gao Xiuyang, who was studying in graduate school at that time.

At that time, Gao Xiuyang was definitely a generous and bright handsome guy, talkative and straightforward, good grades and obedient.Although growing up in an orphanage was a little pitiful, but with a big smile on his face, he never saw depression.Although Zhu Kaixu was a few years older than him, he looked small. Gao Xiuyang patiently taught Zhu Kaixu to speak Cantonese, and the two quickly became good friends.

After Zhu Kaixu came to Yuecheng, the first friend he brought home was Gao Xiuyang.The Zhu family also liked this cheerful boy, but they hadn't seen him for many years. When she saw Gao Xiuyang, who was thin and slumped again, Zhu's mother didn't dare to recognize him.

"This, this, is this Xiu Yang?"

Zhu's mother looked at the tall man standing behind her son in disbelief, with a thin face and drooping eyes, without any expression.

"Hello Auntie."

"Oh... you, hello."

Although Zhu's mother had heard Gao Xiuyang's depression from her son's mouth, she was surprised and distressed to see the sunshine boy turned into what he is now.

The woman's thoughts were written all over her face, Zhu Kaixu urged: "Mom, don't look at it, is the meal ready? We haven't eaten yet."

"It's done, it's done, you go to the restaurant, I'll ask your dad to come out."

The four of them gathered in the restaurant, and Zhu Yiming was not too surprised to see Gao Xiuyang's appearance. They were all members of the police system, and he had heard about Gao Xiuyang's incident to some extent.

Because the parents were watching, the two boys were uncomfortable eating, and Zhu's mother kept nagging, Zhu Kaixu had a particularly uncomfortable meal.Zhu Yiming asked about Gao Xiuyang's current situation, he was not presumptuous in front of his elders, so he briefly explained a few words.

It was not early after dinner, and when Zhu Kaixu sent Gao Xiuyang out, Zhu's mother stuffed him with a lot of food, including pork ribs, dumplings, yogurt and a lot of snacks.Zhu's mother said: "Xiu Yang, don't wrong yourself, people in their twenties look like old men."

Gao Xiuyang was carrying the bag, feeling a little touched in his heart. He smiled and said "Thank you, Auntie" to Zhu's mother, and then looked at Zhu Yiming who was standing in the living room.

He bowed and said, "Thank you uncle."

Zhu Kaixu wanted to drive him home, but Gao Xiuyang refused. He hugged the big and small bags and said, "I want to take a walk by myself, and I can take a taxi back later."

Zhu Kaixu also seemed to be thinking about something on his mind, so he didn't insist anymore.When Gao Xiuyang walked away, looking at his hunched back, Zhu Kaixu couldn't help shouting: "Xiu Yang, don't be so stubborn anymore, okay?"

Gao Xiuyang was silent for a while, then turned around and replied, "I want to see people when I live, and I want to see corpses when I die. It's not stubbornness, it's persistence."

Zhu Kaixu "hummed": "You are not like a human or a ghost now, there is a point in being persistent."

Gao Xiuyang thought for a while and said: "What about you, you are not persistent, why don't you change the ringtone of your phone?"

Captain Zhu, who was always worried about others, stuttered, and the words of persuasion came to his lips, but he didn't have anything to say.

Gao Xiuyang no longer forced him, pointed to his chest and said: "Brother Zhu, compare your heart with your heart. In the matter of love, it doesn't have to be in the form of being together to prove the depth of love."

It was already 11:30 to see off Gao Xiuyang, Zhu Kaixu came home slowly, and asked Zhu's mother as if he had made up his mind after entering the door:

"Where's my dad?"

"It's in the study. It's true that you don't sleep so late. Go and call him."

Zhu Kaixu nodded, knocked on the door and entered the study, Zhu Yiming was reading a book, his eyes turned from the book to Zhu Kaixu: "Xiu Yang left?"

The son responded, Zhu Yiming then asked: "And then?"

Zhu Kaixu suddenly recalled his mother's words, and Gao Xiuyang's bow before leaving.Ah, it seems that those who take the lead home are not stupid, and those who come to eat are not stupid, and those who are robbed of food are even smarter.

"...As you can see, I asked him to come to my house for dinner. It's not just as simple as eating."

Zhu Yiming took off his presbyopic glasses and held them in his hands. The father and son talked alone without beating around the bush.

"I heard from Xiao Tang that he is applying for the shower plan."

"Yes, I went to Director Tang today, and he returned Xiu Yang's application after just flipping through it."

Tang Yili didn't even report it, and didn't give Gao Nengfeng a chance. Zhu Kaixu felt a little annoyed thinking about this.

"Xiao Tang did the right thing. Instead of giving you hope and only being disappointed in the end, it's better to give up the idea from the beginning."

Zhu Yiming's face was a little tired, but his voice was still clear.

The son has grown up, has his own circle, his own friends.When I first arrived in Yuecheng, I was ridiculed for having a heavy northern accent and blushing. After several years of experience in the anti-drug detachment, my vigor and stupidity have smoothed out a lot.Zhu Yiming likes his son's current state very much, except for one thing, Zhu Kaixu still places too much emphasis on friendship.

Ever since his wife said that Zhu Kaixu was going to take Gao Xiuyang home for dinner, Zhu Yiming had guessed the clue—this silly son was worrying again.Back then, he worked so hard to secure Gao Xiuyang into the anti-drug detachment, and later he defended him in every possible way. Now that he has found a home for that decadent man, Zhu Kaixu still worries about it.

"I understand what you mean. I brought Xiu Yang home for dinner to show you that he is really having a hard time. I want to beg you, please help him."

It wasn't because Zhu Kaixu protected Gao Xiuyang everywhere that he was able to hang out in the anti-drug detachment until now; nor was it because Tang Yili made an exception that Gao Xiuyang was still not expelled after all these years of depression.There are many more people who are caring for the child raised in this orphanage, or out of kindness, or guilt, or sincerely hope that he can recover.Among them, Zhu Yiming is the most important one.

Gao Xiuyang and Zhu Kaixu's anti-drug detachment is under the Yuecheng Public Security Bureau, and above the Municipal Public Security Bureau is the Provincial Public Security Bureau. Zhu Yiming's current position is the Deputy Director of the Provincial Public Security Bureau.

Gao Xiuyang, as Zhu Kaixu's friend, and Zhu Yiming, as a father and deputy director of the Provincial Public Security Department, took good care of Gao Xiuyang both in public and in private.Before leaving, Gao Xiuyang's bow meant more than pleading, but gratitude.

Thinking of this, Zhu Yiming put the mirror and books in his hand on the table.

"Xiao Tang's meaning is also my meaning. Gao Xiuyang's situation is not suitable for participating in the shower project, or in other words, he no longer has the ability to participate in this project."

Gao Xiuyang admitted that he was incompetent, but Zhu Kaixu couldn't refute it.

However, Zhu Yiming doesn't know the stories of these young people, and Tang Yili doesn't know Gao Xiuyang's obsession. There are many things hidden in the hearts of their younger generation, but they cannot be shared with outsiders.That's why Gao Xiuyang said four words to Zhu Kaixu before leaving, and compared his heart to heart.

The ringtone "Rainy Day" that hasn't been changed for a long time, only Zhu Kaixu understands Gao Xiuyang's thoughts, and only Zhu Kaixu can help Gao Xiuyang one last time.

"Dad, things like ability and strength can be recovered slowly. After all, Xiu Yang used to be so good." Zhu Kaixu looked at his father with a solemn and earnest tone, "I think there is only one reason why Xiu Yang is suitable for this project. That's why you helped."

A faint sadness flashed in Zhu Kaixu's eyes.His bright eyes come from Zhu's mother's inheritance, and only in the occasional flashes of absent-mindedness, it reminds people that he still has the southern softness of Zhu's father.

We attribute the mistakes of youth to fate, but how many hands are behind the ups and downs of fate.Your ups and downs are just a sentence, an order, and a document, but we have ruined our dreams and love, and embarked on a bitter journey home, through despair and fear, and there is no escape.You are high-ranking police officers, and we were just dumb boys doing sit-ups on the playground, firing blank ammunition in the shooting range, and learning the letter of the law in class.

"Can you give Xiu Yang a chance to participate in the shower project, as your remedy, as a relief for Xiu Yang and me."

Zhu Kaixu's words really surprised Zhu Yiming. He used the word "remedial" to make a man who has worked in the police system his whole life feel chilled.

Gao Xiuyang is now applying for the second phase of the shower plan, and the first phase of the plan a few years ago was also filed under Zhu Yiming's approval.The project prepared by several leaders of the Public Security Department to experience the newcomers, but they didn't want to make a group of people's youth end.

Zhu Yiming looked at his son Bensan and remembered Zhu Kaixu stuttering popsicles in Beijing Hutong when he was a child.The child who smiled sweetly at that time overlapped with the stubborn man now, as if it had been a lifetime away.

"Dad?" Seeing that Zhu Yiming hadn't spoken for a long time, Zhu Kaixu called out tentatively.

The big clock in the study struck twelve times, today has turned the page, and a new day has arrived.

Zhu's mother couldn't help it, and urged them to take a rest outside the door.

Zhu Yiming stood up from the chair and sighed heavily.He understood what Zhu Kaixu said, but Zhu Kaixu didn't understand what he wanted to express.

He walked up to his son, patted him on the shoulder, and said earnestly, "Xuxu, life is not a series of TV series. You and Gao Xiuyang are both immersed in the past, but you can't see the future."

He handed the half-read book to Zhu Kaixu and said, "There is a very good sentence in it, too many complaints to prevent heartbreak, long life should be considered, you and Xiu Yang are the same."

If you don't look far, those who live in the past will eventually die in the future.