[FateZero] Air and water droplets

Thing? "

"—"

Can't remember exactly.

He made countless choices, all of which were his sins.

He wanted to apologize to countless people, and obviously Shirakawa Haiyin was one of them... But he really couldn't dig out such a long-term memory, even if Kotomine Kirei mentioned this incident, he still couldn't recall it .

"...I have a vague impression, but I can't recall it clearly," he said, "Can you... tell me all about it?"

"You don't have to know it all." The man showed no emotion at his statement.

Originally, Emiya Kiritsugu thought...he would at least bear some anger.

He saved many people and killed many people in his life.He also encountered a similar situation once, that is, he killed the other party's family...and then saved the other party.

- Pretend you don't know.

—Pretend that you didn't kill the other party's relatives and friends.

Only this... only this can save them.

Only in this way will he not collapse in the other party's anger and resentment.

"That child... can be said to be a silent person." The man said, "Emiya Kiritsugu... she is the kind of person you put on the mask to show."

"..."

"Emotions and anger are not visible, the smile on the face is just the appearance, and you know everything in your heart...Set up all the games, but you don't know anything."

"—"

"Yes...you don't know anything. You didn't know that she realized that you wanted her to be a bait when she signed the contract. You didn't know that she saved you by exchanging magic power."

The man's hands folded in front of him.

His eyes looked at him deeply.

But Emiya Kiritsugu knew that he was looking at "Emiya Kiritsugu" more than ten years ago.

"Do you think you plotted against her? Wrong, Emiya Kiritsugu, you are wrong." As the man said, his hands folded in front of him unconsciously clenched, "She plotted against you, but you didn't know it Love, she saw the future and tried every means to keep you alive, but you thought you killed her."

"—"

"Emiya Kiritsugu...I can't say she really likes you, but she can't live without you."

"......why?"

Emiya Kiritsugu felt his throat dry.

"She's a lonely person...an idiot." The man looked away, "Idiots always have a few places that are so stubborn that people can't understand...just like you."

"..."

Emiya Kiritsugu didn't mind the other party calling him an idiot.

But what was the stubborn aspect he was talking about—

His stubbornness at that time was "saving more people". Could it be that Shirakawa Haiyin's stubbornness was just "Eimiya Kiritsugu"?

"You're all the same... it's just that she's 'different'. "The man said slowly, "And I also understand now...why she described you like that. "

"what?"

The man looked at him, remained silent for a long time, finally stood up and looked down at him.

After looking at it for a while, he spit out the last sentence before he was kicked out of the house——

""Just a lonely ordinary person.""

-9

Emiya Kiritsugu still couldn't understand Shirakawa Kaine's emotions even after many years.

But he clearly realized that Bai Chuan Haiyin and him are like air and water droplets to each other.

One would die without the other.

One was mixed in the rain and finally submerged in the mud.

...with nothing left in the end.

The End.

The author has something to say:

After I finished writing, I realized that it was not cruel at all.

I've always wanted to prostitute Kiritsugu but didn't start writing. After finishing writing, I feel so refreshed.