There is light at the wellhead

"Did you quarrel with Zhang Zheng?" Guan Wei leaned on the bookshelf and flipped through the books for a while, feeling that He Jingyang was not very active.

"No."

"Then why don't you speak?"

"Think about something."

"Thinking about something again? Is it something you thought about on the road last night?" Guan Wei asked.

"Ah, no."

There was a stack of notebooks in the bookshelf, Guan Wei picked it up and turned to the name on the title page, and asked in surprise, "Zhao Qing's?"

"Well, I made a special trip to send it off, and it's very useful."

"He Jingyang, I like Zhao Qing a little bit."

"Your vision is at the same level as my sophomore year of junior high school."

"Then what is your vision now?" Guan Wei asked with a smile, there was something in his words.

He Jingyang just lowered his head and smiled, but didn't answer.

Mother He's cooking skills are so good, after dinner He Jingyang led Guan Wei to the store, feeling like she was walking a dog, and it was a well-fed puppy.The puppy stopped and walked all the way, complaining that the food was about to overflow.

In order to appease Guan Wei, the two visited the whole town from beginning to end, and led him to the place where he confessed his love to Zhao Qing, and showed him the honor roll with Zhao Qing's photo that made him fall in love at first sight.

He ran into Mao San'er on the road, followed them for a while as an acquaintance, and insisted on asking them for supper, but was chased away by He Jingyang.

The setting sun was just right, and a piece of gold was sprinkled along the old bluestone road in the town.The branches growing obliquely from the roadside houses cast deep and shallow shadows on the wall, and the evening wind blew by, trembling slightly.From time to time, someone called the children's names and told them to go home.

The air was cool, Guan Wei raised his head and took a deep breath, he couldn't see any flowers, but he seemed to be able to smell the faint fragrance of flowers.

There are mostly new shops on both sides of the main street of the town, which are clean and tidy.The four side streets that go out next to each other are connected to each other, and they are also residents.The courtyards of many people still retain their old appearance. The quaint gates and courtyard walls quietly disappear into the darkness, becoming more and more quiet and peaceful in the gradually covering night.

Guan Wei followed He Jingyang all the way from the alley, and suddenly felt a sense of trance regardless of the past and the present.It seems that many years ago, he and He Jingyang passed by here together, standing side by side as they are now, listening to the wind blowing and causing ripples in the air, the boredom in his chest was swept away, leaving only an empty silence.

"He Jingyang, have you rented out your yard here?"

"I've never heard of it, what are you doing?"

"It's so beautiful here, my parents will definitely like it. They should come and experience it."

"There is a hotel, don't you want to live there?" He Jingyang teased Guan Wei.

"That's different, it has to be a small yard like yours, with trees, stone tables and benches..."

"In a few years. We are talking about development here, and we need to renovate the pipelines, connect gas and heating to each house, just like in your city. At that time, some families will definitely rent out their yards. It will be better when winter comes. When it snows, you don’t have to do anything, just sit on a deck chair and put on a blanket for a day. You still need to have a stove, which is small, and you can burn some firewood and sit in a small pot.”

"Then I'll rent a room from your parents, okay?" Guan Wei was full of longing.

"Our family bought a house in Qingcheng. The building has heating. My mother is not in good health. Maybe I will move there in half a year. If you want to come here by yourself, the courtyard door is usually not locked, and my door key is missing. Under the stone bench in one corner, hidden between the legs."

"Well, why burn firewood and sit in a small pot?"

"Boil water and drink tea. When it is extinguished, it will be extinguished, and there is no need to make it, it is dirty." He Jingyang thought that he would suffer from the pain of starting a fire.

Guan Wei laughed when he heard it, "It's okay, I'll light a fire for you when the time comes, I don't think it's dirty."

He Jingyang glanced at him, "What major did you apply for?"

"Civil engineering, what are you doing?" Guan Wei was puzzled.

"Aren't you a student in your major? If you are at the level of our dormitory, it is possible to burn my yard. Our place will be designated as a historical and cultural town to protect it. The house price is so expensive. I guess you will have to sell yourself as a slave." Worth it."

"Then can you buy it?"

"I'll definitely buy it. But why do you have to burn it for me?"

The two looked at each other, feeling that they couldn't talk anymore.

After returning to the store, He Jingyang was tired all day, so he closed the roller shutter early, intending to take a rest.

"I'll just wash my hair." Guan Wei was also tired.

As soon as he entered the yard, he saw the towel blanket and shorts that had been soaked in the basin when he left in the morning. He Jingyang squatted down and stared at it for a while with a sad face, and asked Guan Wei, "Go into the house and see if there is a snail girl here?"

"No! There's nothing on the wall either!" Guan Wei ran in and walked around very cooperatively, and shouted happily when he came out.

"That's you! Come and wash them for me! Look at what you did last night!"

"I don't wash it, it's all yours." Guan Wei glanced at it with disgust, and ran into the house quickly.

"What the hell, who am I giving a birthday present to?" He Jingyang raised his shorts and shouted.

The two fought for a long time, He Jingyang squatted down resignedly, sprinkled some washing powder in, and began to rub slowly.

Guan Wei moved a small bench and sat by the side to watch for a while, then said: "You just need to find a partner, and the partner will wash it for you."

"Tsk, your day is endless, right? Then I will look for it tomorrow, as you wish."

"I'll look for it too. I'll look for it as soon as I get to school!" Guan Wei was angry.

"Yes, you look for it too. Look for it for four years, and get married as soon as you graduate."

Guan Wei felt a stabbing pain in his chest again, and said, "It's impossible for someone like Zhang Xiaoxu to wash things for you."

"Well. I don't need her to wash it, I'll buy her a washing machine."

Guan Wei was furious: "You asked me to wash it for you, and you bought her a washing machine!"

He Jingyang smiled: "Are you stupid? Can you get angry like this?"

Guan Wei knew it was a joke, but still felt uncomfortable, and got up angrily to wash her hair.He Jingyang looked at him from behind with complicated eyes and shook his head.

After washing her hair, Guan Wei realized that she didn't get the towel at hand, and ran out with the water dripping on her head, bumping into He Jingyang who came in head-on, on a whim, shaking her head and shaking He Jingyang with water beads.

He Jingyang wrapped him in his arms, pressed his head and covered it with a towel.

Their hair was almost dry, and the two of them slumped lazily on the bed. Guan Wei listened to He Jingyang tell him what time the bus would arrive tomorrow, how to get to the bus station when he left the house, and remember to call when he got home... Suddenly he heard Annoyed, he turned over and covered He Jingyang's mouth with his hand.

He Jingyang was covered with a dazed face, Guan Wei covered his head for a long time before withdrawing his hand.

"Then, shall I see you off?"

"Yeah." Guan Wei nodded, resting her head on He Jingyang's arm sullenly, suddenly remembered He Jingyang's sentence "Looking for four years, and getting married as soon as she graduates", she became angry again, and bit He Jingyang's arm hard.

He Jingyang sighed and lay down on his back.

"He Jingyang, what's the matter with you?" Guan Wei asked.

"I'm thinking about what to tell you."

"I also have something to tell you, so you should say it first." Guan Wei leaned over and lay on He Jingyang's body, with his ear pressed to his chest, listening to his heartbeat, thinking that he would ask him later if he wanted to be together, and the heartbeat was guaranteed Much faster than this.

"Two things. One is that I want to go to Qingcheng to see Li Jie and send you off by the way. The other is..."

"You're going to see me off, let's see him by the way!" Guan Wei was dissatisfied.

"Okay, see you off, and watch him by the way."

"Do you know where it is?"

"I made a few phone calls and asked about it. There is a printing shop downstairs. It's on the street of Xinhua Bookstore. It should be easy to find."

"Oh, what about the second one? No, since you want to go with me, why do you have to talk for a long time about how I will take the bus tomorrow?"

"Because I'm afraid that after finishing the second part, you won't want me to send you off."

"What's the matter? Your family has engaged you, are you afraid that I'll be angry?" Guan Wei feigned anger.

"No. The second thing is... I went to the billiards hall to find Zhang Zheng, and they were talking about the night show they watched last night..." He Jingyang hesitated to speak.

"Are you called again? Is there that girl?" Guan Wei's slender fingers scribbled on He Jingyang's chest for a long time, circling around the two protrusions, then suddenly "hummed" and pressed on one of them.

He Jingyang trembled all over, and then let out a low cry.

"No." He Jingyang pressed Guan Wei's fingers to keep them from moving, "I... I just made a joke by the way, saying that no matter how hot it is, it's just something between a man and a woman. It's nothing new. Then someone gave We said, he saw two men...from there...just...behind..." He Jingyang's voice became lower and lower, and Guan Wei suddenly understood.

"What you saw...was that the same? That hurts so much! It's also... quite embarrassing!" He Jingyang was very entangled, feeling that he had done something bad without telling Guan Wei.

"You think I didn't sue you, but deliberately tricked others? Then do you want that?" Guan Wei withdrew his hand in embarrassment and sat up straight.

"No, no, I don't want it! Didn't you say it's easy to get sick?" He Jingyang turned over and sat up anxiously, waving his hands.

"It's not with the same person, it's only when you mess around." It's time to confess!Guan Wei put his hands on He Jingyang's waist, looked up at him, and cheered himself up.

"I don't want...you don't behave like others in the future! You...you are timid and afraid of pain, you will die of pain." He Jingyang pressed his waistband nervously to stop Guan Wei's further movements, his voice changed his tone .

Guan Wei felt cold, and asked with great interest, "Who else do you think I can be like that?"

He Jingyang realized that he had said the wrong thing and shut up immediately.

"Can't you accept it?" Guan Wei couldn't help asking after the two of them lay side by side in silence for a while.

"Ah."

"And me?"

"No."

"Didn't you say you like everything, as long as I want it?"

He Jingyang was silent.

Guan Wei's heart sank slowly, but he still wanted to give it a try, "Oh, then don't. I don't like it either. Just be happy together."

"Even if it's not like that. Then tell me, why are you angry when my family is engaged to me? Then if I get along with a woman, and sleep with her, will you be sad?" He Jingyang didn't think about it in vain all afternoon. The problem hits the nail on the head.

"Didn't you say before that if someone wrote you a love letter, you would accept it, because you were afraid that I would be angry? Why can't you figure it out now?" Guan Wei asked.

"I didn't understand at that time." He Jingyang asked, "Then what if I marry someone and have children?"

Guan Wei was confused by this question. He thought that after the incident last night, He Jingyang should have understood his intentions at a glance. What they needed to consider was "how to continue working together", but he didn't expect that He Jingyang was still there. I am struggling with "what is being together".

"Then I'm making out with others, what do you think?" He asked He Jingyang back.

"I should be happy for you. If necessary, I will help you check it out to see if the girl treats you well and whether it is worth it. If you want to get married, I will definitely give you a big gift, which is heavier than theirs." He Jingyang's answer made Guan Wei's heart sank a little more.

"It's like you said before that you care about me more than everyone else?" Guan Wei was a little bit bitter.

He Jingyang was silent again.

"You don't like being with me all the time?" Guan Wei felt that his face was about to bleed.

"There are many things I like in this world, but not all of them have to be taken as my own." He Jingyang replied cautiously.

"Would I be willing to let you keep it as your own?"

"I can't have it." He Jingyang looked at Guan Wei very sincerely.

"Last night, didn't you feel good too?"

"This kind of thing can be crazy for a while or for a lifetime? We will always have our own..."

"I just asked you if you like it?" Before he finished speaking, Guan Wei's hand slid down He Jingyang's lower abdomen, caressed He Jingyang's place through his underwear, and asked a question, and tapped the top with his finger.

"I like it." He Jingyang's voice trembled slightly, and under Guan Wei's caress, he had already stood up unsatisfactorily, and a small piece of his underwear was soon soaked.He gritted his teeth and restrained himself from thinking about it, "However, if another person touches me, I will react."

This sentence was like a ladle of cold water pouring over Guan Wei's head, which made Guan Wei completely cold, "Really? Then you can change it."

He took out his hand and wiped it on the quilt, and suddenly felt that his behavior just now was really shameless, but it's useless to be shameless.

"What did you want to tell me just now?" He Jingyang asked shyly.

"It's nothing, go to sleep." Guan Wei lay down, curled up and rolled under the wall.

He Jingyang stood up and went to the ground in embarrassment, and came back after a long time.

Guan Wei opened his eyes and heard He Jingyang go out and come in, remembering that he was left out in the cold yesterday, he was so wronged that he wanted to cry, but today he was clearly rejected, but he was indifferent.

I think I came here with hope yesterday, thinking that there will always be an expected response waiting, so I am confident.Today, I understand that there will be no results. Without the care and support I can look forward to, I can't cry.

It's probably similar to a child falling down. Seeing his family members next to him, he will naturally cry like a baby. If no one cares about him, his first reaction may be to find someone who can care for him, and he doesn't care about crying.

After trying to understand this truth, the child told himself in his heart to get up obediently while falling asleep.

At dawn, Guan Wei was woken up by the cold, with his eyes closed, he stretched out his hand to pull the quilt.

He Jingyang suffered from insomnia all night, and just fell asleep in the early morning when he was woken up again, so he got up and pulled the quilt to wrap Guan Wei.After he pressed his arms and stretched his legs, he finally managed to wrap both of them in the quilt. He looked at Guan Wei's sleeping face in the dim light of the sky, looked at it for a while, and couldn't help hugging him.

Guan Wei pushed it a few times but didn't push it away, but his hands were icy cold. He suddenly realized that it was He Jingyang who was crying and woke up.

"Why are you crying?" Guan Wei sat up halfway, leaning over to look at He Jingyang.

He Jingyang didn't speak, and covered his eyes with one arm.

"Don't cry." Guan Wei coaxed, "I've already said that, if you still don't want to, I didn't cry either."

Because I can't bear you too——He Jingyang thought to himself, but what he said was another sentence: "Li Jie is right, let's not do that in the future."

"Li Jie also said that he might be wrong." Guan Wei came to his senses when he heard "Don't do that in the future."

"He was right, we were wrong. Li Yu likes Zhang Fei, but he didn't agree. What happened last night made me dizzy for a while, so you can just treat it as a birthday present." He Jingyang resolutely checked Guan Wei's Pushing his hand away, he hugged Guan Wei tightly through the quilt, and murmured in a low voice: "The cake is delicious, but who will eat it?"

"Li Yu likes Zhang Fei, but he didn't agree"——Guan Wei understood, and He Jingyang admitted that he liked him, but he didn't want to be together.

Thinking about my original intention when I came here: either to be together, or to be best friends.But after making out like last night, what do best friends do?

This result was far worse than the two situations he had imagined, but Guan Wei couldn't arouse the interest to try harder at all.No matter how hard you fight, it's just a friend who is willing to give you the most generous gift when you get married, and you may not have the opportunity to give this big gift.

He seemed to have been very close to the purpose when he came, and even surpassed it, and suddenly retreated one step further, unreachable, illusory, and only felt sadness coming from it, and wept with He Jingyang.