Shi Ling

When Fu Bai woke up, he saw Shi Ling sitting on the corner of the bed, typing with his notebook in his arms. Fu Bai got up lazily, wrapping his arms around Shi Ling's waist.

Shi Ling woke up early, with a heavy shoulder, and squinted to see that Fu Bai's head was resting on his shoulder, as if he was sleeping in his arms.Shi Ling touched Fu Bai's waist lightly, and the person in his arms trembled unconsciously. Seeing this, Shi Ling rubbed him lightly twice, and got a few unconscious moans from Fu Bai.

Fu Bai moved a bit, arched towards one end, and within a few strokes pushed himself out of Shi Ling's arms, and then grabbed Shi Ling's arms with both hands.

"It's really..." Shi Ling smiled and shook his head, stroking Fu Bai's fluffy hair with one hand, and the cell phone next to the bed with the other, when he opened it, he saw an email reminder.

Doctor Zhao.Shi Ling almost forgot about this incomprehensible doctor if he didn't see the reminder.

The content of the email was just an old friend saying hello, asking about his current situation by the way, and at the end I didn’t forget to gossip about his recent situation.

Shi Ling's head hurt, and he asked him how he was doing just by the way, mainly to gossip.

Gently took off Fu Bai's arm and replaced it with a pillow. Seeing that Fu Bai was a little unhappy in his sleep, Shi Ling leaned over and kissed him on the lips, and they lingered for a while full of warmth and pity before they separated.Noticing that Fu Bai still subconsciously responded to him despite being sleepy, Shi Ling kissed him again in satisfaction.

Shi Ling decided to call Dr. Zhao to return a message.

Now he is very good, with a lover by his side, a kitten to raise, a stable income, lovely students and amiable colleagues, he feels very satisfied.

Shi Ling looked back at Fu Bai who was sleeping with a silly face, and his heart softened.

During the typing process, Shi Ling didn't pay attention to his back, until his strong arms wrapped around his waist, and then came a lazy voice from behind, with some stickiness from just waking up, "Why did you wake up so early."

"Am I quarreling with you?" Shi Ling put down the computer and looked at Fu Bai, "Does it still hurt?"

"No, huh?" Fu Bo was stunned for a moment and realized what Shi Ling's last sentence was referring to. His eyes were embarrassed, and he moved back to Shi Ling after a short while, his eyes filled with satisfaction, "It's okay. ,Very comfortable."

Shi Ling asked him funny: "Really?"

"Really!" Fu Bai, who suddenly realized that Shi Ling was teasing him, was a little ashamed, but Fu Bai was thick-skinned after all, and after only five seconds of shame, he immediately stuck to Shi Ling's back and rubbed violently.

"I have always been a light sleeper and wake up early. If I disturb you, I will pay attention."

"No, I can't sleep well without you by my side."

"What about you before?"

"Sometimes it's okay, sometimes I can't sleep when I think of you."

"Hey," Shi Ling turned around and hugged Fu Bai affectionately, "Don't you want to know what I'm doing? Email the doctor."

Shi Ling took the computer, clicked on the content of the email, and placed it in front of Fu Bai. After waiting for a while, Fu Bai was embarrassed to say, "Shi Ling, my English is not good..."

Oh yes, how did he forget this man's illiteracy.

"When I was abroad, I was sick and my mental state was not good. This is the doctor in charge of me."

Shi Ling's palm was suddenly held by someone, and he turned his head to see Fu Bai Rushuang beating an eggplant, and then heard Fu Bai ask softly: "Is it because of me that you are doing this?"

"There must be a reason, I can't blame you entirely." In fact, you are the main reason, and seeing Fu Bai like this, Shi Ling couldn't bear to tell him the truth.

Anyway, those painful days have passed, leaving bad memories in his life, so why should he pass on the bad memories to others.

It's not that he doesn't care, but that he really walked out of the past and no longer sticks to the past, which is the best interpretation of the present and the future.

"Okay, I'm not telling you this to make you feel bad. I'm replying to the doctor about my recent situation. I told him that I have a lover, a cat, and everything is getting better. I won't think about it anymore. I am no longer afraid to communicate with people, even though I am used to being alone."

"Shi Ling..."

"Listen to me. Although I am used to being alone, I am also used to having you in my life. In the struggle and depression, I chose to live a willful life. I don't want to mention the past. It's just that love is not everything , Maybe without you, I would face such a mental illness sooner or later, or it is not your fault, you just caused my illness."

Shi Ling looked at Fu Bai after finishing speaking, and added the second half of the sentence word by word: "And to make up for it, you will be responsible for curing me in the future, if..."

"No ifs!" Fu Bai covered Shi Ling's mouth, his voice was hoarse and crying: "There are no ifs, there will be no more ifs! I will never abandon you again. Losing you is my first half of my life." The most regretful thing in my life, and finding you and being with you again is the happiest thing in my life. I believe that being with you will be the most correct thing in my life. "

"Okay, I believe you." Shi Ling stroked Fu Bai's head, "Okay, I've known you for a long time, and I haven't seen you cry like this before."

Feeling distressed and uncomfortable, Fu Bai didn't know how to express his love, so he just blindly kissed Shi Ling, kissing like a dog without any rules, but seemed impatient.

Fu Bai wanted to hold Shi Ling for a while longer, when he heard the little ancestors in the living room chattering loudly.

"..." Shi Ling kissed the aggrieved Fu Bai, "Lie down for a while, I'll go and have a look at it, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you."

Fu Bai's eyes lit up, he couldn't help staring at an unspeakable part of Shi Ling, and said excitedly: "You!"

So Shi Ling decided to let him fend for himself.

Fu Bai lay on the bed for a while, and felt that it was impossible to let the little thing outside take advantage of it, so Fu Bai rubbed his painful part and chased him out.

When Shi Ling, who was holding the cat, turned his head, he saw Fu Bai who was staring at him, or Fu Bai who was staring at the cat with a fierce look on his face.

Fu Bai really wanted to walk over quickly, but the hardware was not strong enough, so he could only move over slowly, then grabbed the milk cat, took a look at it, put it on the ground, and gave it a serious education.

"You have balls, it's a male cat, remember that position is mine, and only I can occupy it!" Fu Bai pointed at the position where Shi Ling held the cat just now, very seriously. "You little guy is not allowed to occupy it, or I will throw you on the balcony!"

Shi Ling: ...

The little milk cat started a new round of 'meowing' on the ground, which sounded a bit astonishingly wronged.Shi Ling rubbed his ears and asked Fu Bai: "You don't think it's too noisy."

Fu Bai chuckled, and said with a hooligan air, "I'm not noisy, I'll tell you?"

Shi Ling: ...Why did you drive after a disagreement?

Shi Ling didn't want to talk to him, his ears started to turn red, he coughed a little uncomfortably, and pulled the cat with his fingers.

"Speak well, don't play hooligans!"

Time flies very fast, seeing Liqiu pass, Shuangjiang is sent away, and a new year is ushered in the heavy snow.

Shi Ling and Fu Bai lived a stable life, staying together in a normal way, taking a walk after dinner, and occasionally having a hot pot at home on a snowy night, which was extremely hot and comfortable.Shi Ling stuck out his tongue when he was so hot, but he still couldn't bear to give up his red pot. There was yogurt on the side, and when his little lion showed a hot expression, Ma Liu gave it to him.

On one side of the sofa lies the former little milk cat, now it is Fat Orange 2.0, lying on the top of the bookcase is the still proud fat cat, it seems that the world is full of stupid human beings, and it is only worthy of serving small dried fish with both hands.

In late spring and early summer, 'Bi Hai Qing Tian' has been redecorated, and now it is waiting for a suitable day to reopen.

Standing on the stairs, Fu Bai could see Shi Ling who was reading by the window. Fu Bai suddenly remembered that it was a similar time last year, similar actions, and the same two people.

Shi Ling seemed to have sensed it, and raised his head to look at where Fu Bai was standing. His glasses were placed on the edge of the table, so Shi Ling could only squint his eyes to see, and it was not difficult to find who the owner of the line of sight was.

Almost the moment Shi Ling looked up at him, Fu Bai made a decision.

When Shi Ling looked up again, Fu Bai had already disappeared, but he received a message from Fu Bai asking him to go to a restaurant for dinner.

It is considered to be one of the best shops in the city. It is located in the downtown pedestrian street, but many people will pass by without knowing the shop. It looks like a private house on the outside—it can be regarded as half a private house.

The restaurant chose an antique-style building, and it doesn't serve a la carte dishes, but side dishes. It can be said that Shi Ling doesn't come here often unless there are special occasions.Fu Bai chose such a store, and Shi Ling was a little puzzled.

There are not many people in the store, and there are a few tables in the lobby where girls are still having afternoon tea. The dishes on the tables are elegant and romantic.The waiter led the way solemnly and gently, and led him all the way to the door of the private room.

Before Fu Bai arrived, Shi Ling sat on the edge of the tea table under the table, ordered a pot of chrysanthemum tea and drank it, and looked at the darkening sky outside the house from time to time. Some people came in, but Fu Bai hadn't seen him yet.

At first, he felt that Fu Bai was delayed by something. As time went by, Shi Ling was also a little puzzled, so he called Fu Bai, but there was a busy signal and no one answered.

It feels really bad.

Shi Ling frowned and stood by the window. He could see the flowers, plants and green plants in the yard. It was not hard to imagine that the owner is a person who loves elegance. The green plants in the yard are well matched, and every pot is very cute.

On weekdays, Shi Ling would still appreciate it with great interest, but right now he can't wait and can't get in touch with Fu Bai, Shi Ling's heart is filled with countless possibilities, and he wants to pay for the tea and leave quickly, but he is also worried. He left Fu Bai and couldn't find him again.

After hesitating, another protagonist finally arrived at the scene.

The meal that night was beyond words, Shi Ling didn't ask, and Fu Bai didn't explain, so the situation became embarrassing.After eating, when Shi Ling was about to open the door to leave, Fu Bai finally moved.

"Shi Ling, wait a minute."

Shi Ling stopped and looked at Fu Bai in confusion, his eyes seemed to be unhappy, but it was fleeting, Shi Ling was held back by Fu Bai, his tightly pressed lips parted slightly, and he snorted softly, revealing a syllable.

"?"

"Shi Ling, let's not separate."

Seeing Fu Bai's nervous appearance, Shi Ling calmed down a lot, and couldn't help but snapped his finger, "We're always together, aren't we?"

"Let's be legal with me, little lion!"

Before Shi Ling recovered his senses, a ring was put on his ring finger. Shi Ling looked over in surprise and saw Fu Bai flustered, muttering in a low voice: "No, it seems that I should kneel down and propose."

Fu Bai, who was still wearing the ring all the time, froze. He seemed to be in a bit of a dilemma between moving forward and backward. After finally putting it on, he couldn't take it off again, but he forgot to kneel.

Forget kneeling! !

Whose proposer just stands there and puts a ring on someone?Shi Ling hasn't even agreed yet!

It's over, is it too late for me to kneel now?

Seeing that Fu Bai was as uneasy as an ant on a hot pot, Shi Ling looked at him inexplicably and asked, "Are you late to get the ring?"

"I've decided on a ring a long time ago, when I saw you this afternoon, I suddenly wanted to..." Tie you down completely.

Shi Ling tugged at Fu Bai's cheek with the other hand, and then touched his ring, "I thought something was wrong with you, so you are still so stupid."

"Shi Ling, are you agreeing to me?!" Fu Bai, who started with a silly word, finally became smart for a while, his drooping and listless facial features instantly became active, and he looked at Shi Ling treacherously.

Shi Ling: ...Suddenly feel like I'm on a thief ship?

"I will spoil my wife, I don't do domestic violence, all the money is yours!"

"Who do you pet?"

"Uh... pet, pet..."

"Ha ha."

Later, Shi Ling and Fu Bai went back to their middle school. It seemed to be a little different from what I remembered, but it seemed to be the same.The guards didn't spare them because of their good looks, and conscientiously refused their entry.The two of Shi Ling were not messing around, so they stood at the door for a while, and then looked at their former school.

"I was really naive and ignorant at that time, and I said such hurtful things to you."

"Ah."

"Fortunately, you are still with me, thank you for still being willing to love me."

Shi Ling tilted her head to look at him, "Thank you for still loving me."

In ten years, a teenager grows up. You must love yourself before you can love others. I am grateful to those who have helped my immature self. I am also grateful for each other's maturity. After going around, you are still waiting for me. After all, we did not miss each other.

Whether it's under the serious and indifferent shell, or in the serious skin, the innocent heart remains unchanged.

"I love you

Because you can walk through the wilderness of my heart

Just like sunlight penetrates crystal easily

my stupidity

my shortcomings

hardly exists in your eyes

And the most beautiful place in my heart

but illuminated by your light

No one else has ever walked that far with their heart

Others find it difficult to search

so no one finds my beauty

so no one has ever been here

Excerpt from Roycroft's "Love""

(End of the article)

The author has something to say:

It's over, the second article, thank you for the support of my little cutie

Thank you for every supportive girl who likes, leaves comments, and throws me things I don’t know what to call~

I hope that everyone's love can also be complete and happy, and I also hope that everyone will not despair, the world is always beautiful

Or organize the txt by myself and put it on Weibo~

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