you are so bright

At noon, Ruoning heard a knock on the door in the house, it should be Xu Jingyang who came back.

"Brother Jingyang", Ruoning held the little grape and opened the door for Xu Jingyang.

"What's wrong with you?" Ruoning saw that the corner of Xu Jingyang's mouth was red and swollen.

Xu Jingyang touched the corner of his mouth, "This is the price for kissing you yesterday."

"Huh? What does that mean?"

"Okay, it's all right. Take you to dinner?"

"I've prepared the meal..." Ruoning lowered her head as if she wanted to say something.

"What's wrong?" Xu Jingyang saw that Ruoning hesitated to speak.

"Let's go eat first..." Ruoning's face was already turning red.

"Okay, let's go".

Ruoning asked Xu Jingyang to wait for her in the living room, went into the kitchen and worked for a while, and served two meals.

"You did it yourself?" Xu Jingyang asked.

"Yeah. But I don't know if the dessert is good or not. I always watched them make it in the coffee shop, so I made one myself."

"The food you cook must be delicious!" Xu Jingyang scooped up a large spoonful of dessert and put it into his mouth.

Xu Jingyang ate his food, seeing that Ruoning's hair was still dripping, "Have you just taken a shower?"

Ruoning nodded, but didn't speak.The two were silent for a while, Ruoning lowered his head and asked, "Are you full?"

Xu Jingyang had already guessed Ruoning's thoughts, and quickly put down his chopsticks, "I'm full."

Ruoning mustered up the courage to kiss Xu Jingyang's face.Xu Jing wanted to wait for Ruoning to be fully ready, so he didn't rush to kiss back but just watched her silently.Afterwards, Ruoning got up and walked quickly into the bedroom, Xu Jingyang hurriedly followed.After Ruoning waited for him to come in, she stood by the bed with her back to the door and opened the zipper on the back of the dress by herself. The zipper extended from the neck to the waist, and Ruoning's skin was faintly visible through the gap of the zipper.Ruoning turned around and slowly took off the whole dress in front of Xu Jingyang.

Afterwards, Ruoning began to untie her underwear, Xu Jingyang took a step forward and hugged Ruoning tightly. "I'll do it", Xu Jingyang began to kiss Ruoning's lips, Ruoning didn't resist anymore, and the two began to kiss with tongue.Ruoning felt hot all over, she wanted to proceed to the next step but didn't know how to say it.

"Are you ready this time?" Xu Jingyang asked in Ruoning's ear panting heavily.

Ruoning didn't speak, closed his eyes and started stroking Xu Jingyang's body, and then slowly moved down...Xu Jingyang felt an electric current pass through his body, and then pushed Ruoning down on the bed.

The next day Ruoning woke up with her pillow on Xu Jingyang's arm.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Xu Jingyang asked.

"En." Ruoning nodded and leaned into Xu Jingyang's arms.

Xu Jingyang kissed Ruoning's forehead and got up to make breakfast.

After Xu Jingyang left, Ruoning lifted the quilt and touched the red stain on the bed sheet.

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Ruoning was afraid that Ruoxuan would be worried, so she lingered with Xu Jingyang for a while and then went home.

"I haven't been home for so many days!" Ruoning bumped into Ruoxuan as soon as he entered the house.

Ruoning didn't know how to explain to Ruoxuan, she didn't respond to Ruoxuan, and wanted to go back to the room directly.Seeing that Ruoning wanted to leave, Ruoxuan grabbed Ruoning's arm.

"Is there nothing you want to tell me?"

"what do you want me to say?"

"Tell me where you have been these two days and what have you been doing?" Ruoxuan still had a little fantasy, maybe nothing happened between Ruoning and Xu Jingyang, Ruoning just played outside for two days.

"I...I'm with brother Jingyang." Ruoning thought that she should also tell Ruoxuan about being together with Xu Jingyang.

"Together? Heh, what kind of together?" Ruoxuan looked at Ruoning coldly.

"How do you talk to me in this tone? To be together is to be together, what kind of together?"

"What's wrong with me using this tone? I'm worried that you can't do it because you're so ignorant that someone cheated you?"

"What was deceived?"

"Cheated by Xu Jingyang! Don't you know how many women he has slept with? He changes women faster than you change clothes! Hmph, I don't think he will tell you this!"

"How is it possible...?" Ruoning remembered the lingering relationship with Xu Jingyang last night, and couldn't believe Ruoxuan's words.

"You are so easy to cheat! All he wants is your body, have you asked him if he wants to marry you?!"

"I don't want to hear you say this! Don't worry about what I do!" Ruoning doesn't want to hear these harsh words again, even if what Ruoxuan said is true, so what, everything has already happened.

Ruoning shakes off Ruoxuan's hand, returns to the room, and closes the door heavily.

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Ruoxuan is depressed all day because of Ruoning and Xu Jingyang's affairs, when he wakes up he drinks alcohol and sleeps when he's drunk.

"Ruoxuan?" Ruoxuan received a call in a daze.

"Who?"

"I, Lao Su, are you awake?"

"What are you doing? Don't call me, I want a drink."

"Can you stop drinking every day and don't care about the band? Take you to relax at night, and don't get me drunk again!"

Ruoxuan hung up the phone and continued to fall asleep in a daze.After getting up, he wanted to find a drink again, but Zi Nan stopped him.

"Ruoxuan, stop drinking."

"Leave me alone." Ruoxuan pushed Zinan away.

"Sister Su said to take you out for a while to relax. What if you're drunk?"

"Where?"

"I don't know, drink some tea to wake up." Zi Nan poured Ruoxuan a cup of tea and watched her drink it.

In fact, Ruoxuan didn't want to just stay in a daze like this, but he thought about Ruoning every moment he was sober, so he could only temporarily forget the pain by getting himself drunk.

Ruoxuan and Zinan found a KTV according to the address sent by Su Feng, and Su Feng was already waiting at the door.

"Go in," Su Feng said to the two.

"Where is this place? Why haven't we been here before?" Ruoxuan asked.

"You don't care about the place, just do what you want today, don't think about anything." Su Feng led the two of them straight into a private room.

"Isn't it just singing? Why is it so mysterious? I'm tired of singing every day. Today you sing, I'll drink." Ruoxuan immediately opened a bottle of wine on the table and drank by himself.

Su Feng asked Zi Nan a few words, and went out alone.After Su Feng came back, two girls followed behind her.

"What are you doing?" Ruoxuan didn't expect Su Feng to mean that after messing around for a long time. "Get out and get out."

Su Feng ignored Ruoxuan and motioned the two girls to sit next to Ruoxuan.

"If you don't go, I will go."

Su Feng stopped Ruoxuan, and said a few words in Ruoxuan's ear, "Have a good time today, forget about all the previous things. Once today is over, cheer me up!"

"Why forget it! Do you know how painful I am!"

"You'll know in a while, stay if you want to forget the pain!"

Ruoxuan thought that he would drink wherever he went, so let's stay if he stays.Seeing that Ruoxuan no longer wanted to leave, Su Feng sat down beside Ruoxuan and handed Ruoxuan a transparent bag.

"what?"

"Smoke, let's smoke."

"What kind of smoke is this? Why is it like this?" Ruoxuan had never seen this kind of smoke, but he had already guessed it in his heart.

"I finally got it, do you want to smoke it or not?"

Ruoxuan is a little shaken, maybe this thing can really make people forget the pain, but do you really want to do this, Ruoxuan's hand holding the bag is full of sweat.

Seeing that Ruoxuan was still hesitating, Su Feng took the bag, took out a cigarette, lit it and handed it to Ruoxuan, "Smoking, it's okay, this thing won't be addictive."

Ruoxuan took the cigarette and took a puff, and seemed to have no special feeling, so Ruoxuan took another puff with confidence.

Su Feng continued to hand the bag to Zi Nan.Zi Nan shook his head.

"Then you go and pick one you like too, relax today, it's fine." Su Feng said to Zi Nan.

"No, no, no, I still won't go. Well...I still have something to do today, I don't want to play with you, I'll go first." Zi Nan is not interested in these things and doesn't want to participate. "If Ruoxuan drinks too much later, I have to ask Sister Su to take care of her, or you can call me and I will pick her up."

"Well, okay. You go, she won't be going home tonight." Su Feng looked at Ruoxuan and said.

After a while, Ruoxuan felt that his body was getting more and more floating, and he had already forgotten where he was and what he was doing.When she turned her head to look at the girl next to her, she felt that she was Ruoning.Ruoxuan was extremely excited when he saw "Ruoning" sitting next to him.

"An'an, are you here? You are finally here."

"Well, I'm here." Seeing the interest of the guests, the girl also cooperated.

"Do you know how painful I have been recently, I don't want to see you with that bastard Xu Jingyang, I don't want to see you with anyone!"

"Then I'm by your side now, don't go anywhere, okay?"

"Okay, okay, okay!" Ruoxuan turned around and hugged the girl tightly.

Seeing that it was almost done, Su Feng signaled the girl to take Ruoxuan to the room.

After arriving at the room, Ruoxuan dragged the girl to lie on the bed together.

"An'an, we all slept in the same room when we were young, do you remember? I turn off the lights every day before going to bed, because you are afraid of the dark, and you have to hide under the covers and hug the little bear as soon as you turn off the lights. Sometimes I tell you If you heard a ghost story, you would run to my bed and sleep with me in fear. It was so nice to be able to look at you and hold you every day."

"Now you can hold me too."

"Then don't leave again, don't leave me again, don't go to someone else again, okay?"

"Okay, I won't leave you."

"You swore that you would never leave me and would be with you forever."

"Well, I swear."

Ruoxuan stroked the girl's face and suddenly thought of something, "But you are my sister, we can't do that."

"We can do that, I like you." The girl kept echoing Ruoxuan.

"You like me? Do you really like me?" Ruoxuan excitedly kissed the girl when she heard what the girl said.

The girl took off her clothes and put Ruoxuan's hand on her body.Ruoxuan thought that Ruoning had accepted her, and could no longer bear the lust in her heart.

Waking up in the morning, Ruoxuan was lying on the bed alone.What happened yesterday?Ruoxuan can only recall some intermittent fragments, his body is still light, and the pain from before seems to be far away.

After waking up, Ruoxuan found a note on the bedside table, I had a great time last night too, you can come to me in the future, the signature is a name and mobile phone number.

At this time, Ruoxuan's cell phone rang suddenly, it was a message from Su Feng. "The person you want, you will naturally get it when you have money."

Yes, what's the use of being decadent?Now I am just a failure everywhere, no money, no career, no hope, how can I ask Ruoning to follow me when I am so bad?Why Ruoning is with Xu Jingyang now, isn't it because even Xu Jingyang is much better than himself?

One day, I will win Ruoning back, and then Ruoning will stay by my side every day, always with me.Thinking of this, Ruoxuan decided not to sink into this useless pain again, as long as he became famous and made money, he would definitely get Ruoning.

The author has something to say:

I watched the drama that I thought was a little interesting before, and I felt it was boring. The ups and downs and passion between girls are still too little, unless I watch it with full of affection in my heart, it is really meaningless.Maybe many dramas haven't really dug deeper.So there will be more ups and downs in this novel, as well as intense emotional plots. Suggestions are welcome.

Recently, Amway has a good-looking anime BL, so sweet that I can fly.Inspired by the sweet drama, I will unconsciously add some sweet and greasy plots on the basis of the original idea.

Stuck in this article that I have been thinking about for a long time and writing for a long time, I suddenly thought about changing it three times a day, but I calculated that I had to write almost [-] words a day, so I gave up...

An author who I think is great but not yet famous told me that no one reads even the now well-known articles at the beginning. Myself, keep going.