you are so bright

Mu Shan came back very early today, and Mu Shan felt flustered and restless since the morning, and this feeling became more and more intense after the afternoon, and it was even more inexplicable when the car drove to the door of the house.

Mu Shan locked the car door and ran home desperately, but Lin Ling was not in the house!A thought quickly flashed through Mu Shan's mind, what about Ruoning?

Mu Shan went straight to the basement, but of course Ruoning was not there, and there was only a stack of letter papers left on the folding bed.Mu Shan quickly ran to the bed and opened the letter:

Mu Shan:

Actually, I don't even know what to call you. I've called you senior sister, and I've called you husband when we were making out, but I've always been just an inexplicable existence.

If I say I like you now, probably everyone in the world will think I'm stupid.Yes, I am really stupid, so stupid that I still like you even at this moment.

In the past, we were not in the same world, and I could only look up to you in my world.When people around see me with you, they will think that I have climbed a high branch, but at that time, I don't care what others say or think of me, because I unrealistically think that we are gay.

I often wonder if you have ever liked me, but even if you have never liked me, I can't leave you.I am hopelessly obsessed with everything about you, I am willing to do anything you ask me to do, and I will not blame you for anything you do to me.I just want to stay by your side, even if I will be nameless for the rest of my life.

But it turns out that I overestimated my endurance.I can't stand sharing you with others, let alone telling me that we have nothing to do with each other.Yes, I actually can't do nothing and ask for nothing at all.Thank you for finally letting me know what it is to feel so heartbroken that life is worse than death that day.

Before that day, I had fantasized about standing in the church with you in a wedding dress and swearing oath, and then we would hold hands and walk to the grass in front of the church to kiss and hug each other.I also thought that our child would be as good as you, and then I would be the only ordinary person in the family.Thinking about it now, I'm really stupid, how could you marry me without saying a word about asking me to be your girlfriend.

Staying by your side for a long time will really make people lost, because you are like the sun in the sky, and all the planets around you will revolve around you without knowing it, not to mention the inconspicuous dust like me.

In fact, maybe everything is my own problem.It started as a transaction, how could it turn into love.It was because I had too many delusions and extravagant hopes that I finally realized that it was nothing.

But, I still like you, what should I do?So I must leave you, if I am not by your side, I will no longer be drawn by your light, right?

I really hope that I can get to know you again in my next life. If I am not as bleak as this life, will you like me?

An Ruoning

Mu Shan took the letter and ran upstairs desperately, pushing open every door and shouting, "Ruoning! Ruoning! Ruoning!"

Of course the room was empty, Mu Shan's eyes were full of tears, Ruoning, where did you go?I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you...

As long as you can come back, I will tell you I love you ten thousand times, shall we get married now, shall we have children now...

Ruoning, where are you?I was wrong, I dare not face my feelings for you, in fact, I have liked you since the first time I saw you.There is no light in my life at all, you are the only bright sunshine in my life...

The author has something to say:

Thanks to the little angels who accompanied me all the way~

This is the end of the article. I feel like crying when I see this ending. I am very, very afraid of not being able to find my beloved. I have had this nightmare for a long time.I especially hope that all lovers in this world can finally get married, especially for the LGBT group that society cannot yet widely accept. I sincerely hope that everyone can break through obstacles and be with their significant other for life.

The little angels who are dissatisfied with this ending can understand it as a temporary ending, because I always hope that one day in the future I will become more positive and optimistic before continuing to write the second half. I hope the ending at that time will be a happy ending.

I think love itself is the most wonderful thing. There is no inherent bond between two strangers, but they are willing to take care of and love each other for the rest of their lives because of love. This emotion itself is the sublimation of other human emotions.

There must be many immature places in this novel. I only hope that the love between the protagonists can bring a little power to love in real life. If you love someone, you must tell her. If you love someone, you must tell her. Manage this hard-won relationship well.

The copywriting of the next novel will be released soon, and I will give a link in the copywriting section of this novel at that time, and interested little angels can go to pre-order first.

I would like to say something selfishly to all the characters in the play, I hope that after you leave my description, you can live freely in your world, stay with the people you like, and fulfill your dreams.