you are so bright

Xiaoyu saw Ruoning in the back row of the classroom staring at the open textbook in a daze. She didn't take notes for the whole class, and she didn't seem to be listening to the class.Ruoning has been like this for almost a month, Xiaoyu wanted to ask Ruoning what's wrong several times, but Ruoning slipped away.I have to ask today...

"Ruoning!" Xiaoyu kept an eye out this time, and secretly hid in the only way to the exit of the teaching building 5 minutes before the end of get out of class, waiting for Ruoning.

Ruoning didn't respond to Xiaoyu, but stayed for a few seconds.When Xiaoyu wanted to continue talking again, Ruoning left quickly.

Ruoning trotted all the way to the subway station, put on his hat as soon as he entered the car, and played mobile games with his back to the crowd.Ruoning knows that this is not "normal" for her, but it is very difficult for her to face the world calmly like before.

Ruoning also used to force herself to talk to others, such as going to a colleague for dinner during her internship.But it won't last long like that. Every time I have a conversation with my colleagues, Ruoning will feel powerless and lose interest in everything. Sitting there, the only feeling is... want to cry.

But one person is an exception. I have always wanted to talk to her, but I don't know how to speak. Silence seems to have become a habit for the two of them.

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Ruoning turned off the lights on time and lay on the bed, counting 1, 2, 3, 4...1004 silently in her heart, when Mu Shan's footsteps sounded outside the door.Before Mu Shan opened the door, Ruoning closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, Mu Shan went to the bed in the dark and lay down without saying a word.There is a little distance between the two, and neither of them will exceed the invisible line in the middle. This state of mutual respect has been maintained for a long time...

Ruoning turns to Mu Shan from the lying down position, fully expecting that Mu Shan will hold her in her arms like before.However... Mu Shan turned around and turned her back to Ruoning... The distance between the two suddenly opened up tens of centimeters.Looking at that empty distance, Ruoning's fragile and sensitive heart felt as if it had been torn apart and thrown into a frozen lake.

Suddenly tears welled up in her eyes, Ruoning sobbed and nodded Mu Shan, "You...why are you carrying it on your back?"

Hearing Ruoning's cry, Mu Shan hurriedly turned around to help Ruoning wipe away her tears.There are only two things for Mu Shan in this period of life, one is to comfort Ruoning, and the other is to wait for Ruoning's next collapse before continuing to comfort Ruoning.

"Why don't you touch me anymore? Do you dislike me?" Ruoning finally said what had been in her heart for a long time.Ruoning waits for Mu Shan all the time, but day after day, there is no physical contact or even a word between the two.Ruoning is looking for reasons for Mu Shan every day, maybe she is very busy and tired from work today, maybe she is not feeling well today, maybe she is sleepy now, just wait until she wakes up tomorrow...

Ruoning looks forward to the night in the morning, looks forward to the morning in the night, hope after disappointment, disappointment after hope...

"No, no...", Mu Shan said no, but she knew very well in her heart that she really wasn't interested.At the beginning, it was because she was worried that Ruoning would not fully recover, so she suppressed herself, but later on, she gradually got used to this kind of uneventful life. "Stop crying, stop crying, I can't do anything even if you are crying..." Mu Shan finally thought of a good reason for herself.

Ruoning held back her breath, her tears basically stopped, "I won't cry anymore."

"Just don't cry." Mu Shan didn't know what to say.

Ruoning took off her clothes in the quilt and waited for Mu Shan, seeing the situation Mu Shan had no choice but to bite the bullet and lean over.

Mu Shan began to kiss and caress Ruoning stylized, followed the formula step by step, and then got the result.But today's result seems to be a bit wrong, Ruoning hardly made any sound, and... the key parts are difficult to move.Mu Shan dealt with it for a while, then she didn't have the heart to continue, it would be bad if she hurt Ruoning.

In fact, ever since that long-lost kiss, Ruoning's mind has been constantly replaying the images of that day.Fear and shame finally prevailed, making Ruoning feel no joy at all.

A few minutes later, the two returned to their respective positions, and pretended to live in peace all night...

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Me and her...is it over?Ruoning secretly wept while typing on the computer.The two of them tried a few times, but they were not in the mood, she must not be able to stand it anymore.The current me is not only worthless to her, but also like bringing a dick by her side, which may break down and affect her life at any time.

The phone vibrated suddenly, it was her!Ruoning quickly wiped away her tears and took a few deep breaths.

"Hello." Ruoning ran outside the office area and answered the phone quietly, not wanting the other party to hear that her voice had changed, and also not wanting people who came back and forth to hear what she was talking about.

"My parents will come over tomorrow. If you can, go and have a meal with them with me." Mu Shan knew that two of the three topics on the topic of her parents could not be separated from marriage, so she might as well take Ruo Ruo I would rather prevaricate once, at least I can change my cleanliness for a period of time.

"Okay! Okay! I can go! I'm free! I'm free!" Ruoning would never have dreamed that Mu Shan would take her to meet her parents, talking incoherently excitedly.So... So she considers herself a girlfriend, right... And she is going to meet her parents... At least it shows that she is satisfied enough with herself... Seeing her parents... Her parents must also be satisfied!

"What should I wear? It's more polite to bring a gift, right? What do your parents like? Be cheerful and lively, or be quiet and introverted..."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, hang up, I still have work later." Lin Ling had come to urge Mu Shan several times a few minutes ago, Mu Shan saw that the meeting had started for a long time, so she didn't listen to Ruoning's words and was careless Ended the call.

Ruoning started to cry again when facing the phone, but this time it was tears of happiness. It turns out that there are really miracles in this world!I knew she was so kind to me, she must like me.And she didn't dislike me at all because of that incident, instead she was willing to take me to see her parents!As long as her parents also like me, we can get the blessing of our parents and be together forever like other couples!

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Ruoning followed behind Mu Shan tremblingly. The moment Mu Shan pushed open the door, Ruoning quickly put her hands together in front of her, and then showed the softest smile, just like a typical virtuous and virtuous wife.

The two old men in the room also nodded politely to Ruoning.

"Hello Uncle, Hello Auntie." Ruoning kept smiling, and controlled the volume to the level that the two old people could hear but not be harsh.

Just when Ruoning didn't know what to do next, Mu Shan suddenly hugged Ruoning and brought her to sit beside her.The moment Mu Shan met her, Ruoning finally felt the heartbeat again, pure excitement and excitement, no longer mixed with the lingering memories and pain.

"What's the girl's name?" Mu Shan's father gave Mu Shan's mother a wink, and Mu Shan's mother began to ask about Ruoning's situation.

"An Ruoning." Ruoning was a little cautious, as if she was attending an interview.Mu Shan sat aside and fiddled with her mobile phone, but did not participate in the "interrogation".

"how old are you?"

"I'm going to be 22 soon."

"Hey, she's 15 years younger than Mu Shan." Mu Shan's parents looked at each other. "Are you still in college?"

"Well, it's a senior year."

"Which school?"

"I'm from the same school as my senior." Ruoning was a little guilty, wondering whether they felt that their education was not enough.

"Oh, one school is fine." Mu Shan's mother seemed to be comforting herself. "What's your plan in the future? Do you want to go to graduate school or work?"

"..." When Mu Shan's parents mentioned this matter, Ruoning realized that she was already in her senior year but hadn't thought about where she was going.

"What do the parents at home do?" Mu Shan's father saw that Ruoning couldn't tell why, so he changed the question.

"My parents died in a car accident a few years ago." Even though my parents have been away for a few years, and now I have no pain from the accident, it still feels strange to just mention this incident to others.

"Are there any other brothers and sisters in the family?" Mu Shan's mother probably worried that she might be in a bad mood when she mentioned the death of her parents, so her tone was much gentler.

"There is also a sister." Now this "sister" is like a decoration in the house to Ruoning. When someone asks if you have anything in your house, you can answer yes or no. The decoration itself has no emotion.

"What does sister do?"

"singer."

"Yeah, you're a celebrity? What's your name?"

"It's...not too famous..."

"A lot of you young people are entering the entertainment circle now, it's different from our time."

Ruoning nodded obediently, taking the opportunity to move her facial muscles.If you feel that you don't move any more, your smile will soon be unbearable.

Mu Shan's parents looked at each other again for a few seconds, and Mu Shan's father nodded slightly, as if he was about to announce the result of this "interview"...

"Ruoning, Mushan is not young anymore. Her personal affairs have been on the minds of our old couple for a long time. Because of this matter, we often can't sleep or eat. Now that she has someone to take care of her, we can rest assured Yes. Mu Shan was very strong since she was a child, and she worked very hard, but we are not by her side, so we have to rely on you to take care of her. We guess she will not know how to eat and sleep when she is busy."

Her parents recognized me!Ruoning nodded hurriedly, "I will take good care of her."

"Mushan, don't look at your phone all the time. If it's an important matter, you should also participate." Mushan's mother half-ordered and half-complained.

Mu Shan didn't put down the phone completely, but just looked up at her parents.

"Mushan, your dad and I are waiting to have a grandson! Ruoning is young, and if she has one now, the child must be in good health."

"I have no objection." Mu Shan finally spoke a few words.

Talking about having a baby so quickly! ! !After hearing Mu Shan's answer, Ruoning was instantly elated.

"If you don't have an opinion, do it quickly, don't keep procrastinating. Go to the United States to give birth? Your father and I can also go back to the United States to help you take care of the children."

"I'm thinking about how to arrange it." Mu Shan replied.

"Ruoning, you need to exercise more. The healthier you are, the better you can conceive a child. Mu Shan, you too, and the family is not short of money. Don't be busy with work all the time. Pay more attention to your body. Egg retrieval is also a big problem. Engineering. You quickly decide whether to go to the United States, and your father and I can help you contact a doctor."

"Maybe I have to go to America, it's not convenient here." Mu Shan replied.

"What about the wedding? You must go to the United States to get the certificate, right? Where will the wedding be held? Your father and I need to get in touch with our relatives and friends."

"I got a certificate. I don't want to have a wedding. Is it interesting to be treated like a monkey by so many people." Mu Shan replied.

Although it's a little regretful not to have a wedding, Ruoning is still jumping up excitedly.This meal is definitely the happiest and happiest moment in my life for more than 20 years!The marriage and children that I thought were so far away from me suddenly came to me!Now Ruoning really wants to announce to the whole world that she is married! ! !

The author has something to say:

Plan to practice writing to ensure that the idea of ​​the next novel will not be ruined by writing

At present, I have thought about four outlines (all are GL), and I have no idea which one to write first, so I have to enter the stage of crazy thinking

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