you are so bright

Ruoning stayed alone in the big two-story house for almost two weeks. Mu Shan was not there, and the house was terribly quiet.If Ruoning turned off the video every day, there would be endless nights and an empty room. She often lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. In the end, she ended up sitting by Little Putao’s nest with the light on and watching a movie, and then woke up in the morning. When I can finally fall asleep at four or five o'clock, I will sleep with the computer for another two or three hours.

Insomnia at night like this, dizziness during the day after so long finally waited until Ruoxuan had a rest day to rest for a day.Although it is impossible to face Ruoxuan exactly like in the past, but at least he can talk to his only relative in this world, Ruoning can't care about anything else.

Ruoning traveled more than half of the city before arriving at Ruoxuan's training place, and the two chose a nearby coffee shop to sit and chat.I haven't seen her for a while, but Ruoxuan seems to have changed a little bit, lost weight, dressed differently, and felt differently.

"Brother, are you training hard? I think you've lost weight."

"Anyway, I'm quite tired, and my diet is also very strict now. I can only eat one regular meal a day."

"Ah?! It's so scary! You were thin enough before, and you still want to lose weight?!"

"No way, I have to be on camera."

"Is there any clue now? How many people can you keep in the end?" Ruoning ate the cheesecake in front of him spoon by spoon, and Ruoxuan only wanted a cup of black coffee, but he hasn't taken a sip yet.

"It's still early, there is no news. No one really knows about this matter, at least we don't know. The company's statement is that the number of places is to be determined, and it depends on our performance."

"Will they all be able to get in! How wonderful that is!"

"It shouldn't be possible, 11 people are too many."

"Well, yes. But I think you can definitely stay, you sing so well, and now you have lost so much weight, it's perfect!"

Ruoxuan knew in his heart that all of these 11 people were good at singing, and all of them had good appearances. Ruoxuan was not sure that he could keep these two things, let alone other talents. It's just a layman who knows nothing in the past to a little bit now.If you really want to compare your strength with them, you might die.But if you want to talk about relationship, maybe it's more hanging... There are so many rich and powerful people in the family, I don't know if I can beat them with Mu Shan, not to mention whether Mu Shan will try her best to help herself. unknown.

"At that time, we can only resign ourselves to fate." Ruoxuan's voice was slightly low.

Ruoning ate cakes and drank juice all the time, and she was always more unrestrained when her relatives were around, "Oh, don't worry, brother, be optimistic. You have worked hard for so many years, this time it will work! That's right. , After drinking coffee, let's go eat delicious food? I want to eat hot pot, do you want to eat?"

"Eating a hot pot meal will lose weight for nothing."

"Huh? Then what can you eat?"

"As usual, go back to the cafeteria to eat a fat-reducing meal."

"Okay... hey...", Ruoning was a little disappointed, and finally came here after taking several trains. Ruoxuan was also unwilling to eat delicious food together, and from the time we met to now, he had nothing to do except training. Another topic.

"Okay, good boy, I still want to go to dance practice in the afternoon, and everyone else is not idle, they have been practicing."

"Oh……"

"Want to eat hot pot?" Ruoxuan saw Ruoning's unhappy face, and felt a little sorry for her, then her tone returned to her usual pampering towards her sister, "Why don't you make an appointment to see Zinan? I've been really lately I'm busy, so I'll accompany you to eat after I finish training, okay?"

"Okay, I'll go find him. Then you go back. If you have time, you can rest for a while before going to dance practice. You have worked so hard. You should pay more attention to your body and don't get tired."

"You, don't worry about me. It's you..."

"Okay, okay, you go back." Ruoxuan is about to bring up Mushan again, Ruoning interrupted hurriedly.

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After leaving the coffee shop, Ruoning changed several cars before returning to her home.Zinan suggested making hot pot at home, Ruoning thought it would be good, but he hasn't been home for a long time, and he doesn't know when he will have to wait for the next time.Hey, how can I live this life to the point where I can't go back home...

As soon as I entered the door, there was already an electric hot pot on the dining table, and hot air was constantly escaping from the exhaust port of the pot cover.Large and small plates have almost taken up the entire table, and the meat and vegetables on the plates have been washed and cut.After hearing the sound of the door opening, Zinan asked Ruoning to sit down for a while, while he was still busy in the kitchen.

"Xiao Nan, didn't you agree that I'll prepare it together when I arrive, why did you finish everything, how tired you are." Ruoning entered the kitchen, put on her apron and began to clear the cutting board.

"I'm fine at home. I don't have much. It's the last plate." Zi Nan was loading a plate of lettuce.

"Wow, there's lettuce. How do you know I like lettuce."

"Hey, I know you like to eat. Can you see if the food is enough? I'll go downstairs and buy some if it's not enough."

"Enough is enough, so much, when do you have to eat it. If you eat too much, you will gain weight, and it will be difficult to lose weight. Do you know that Ruoxuan and the others let him eat once a day, and that meal is probably all vegetables leaf."

"Well... Ruoxuan...how is she?"

"She was very busy, I only saw her for a while, and then she went back to dance practice."

"Well, Ruoning, don't wash up, go out to eat first." Zi Nan told Ruoning to take off the apron quickly, and pulled Ruoning out.

After tossing around for so long today, being able to eat what I want can be regarded as a pretty good weekend.Ruoning couldn't wait to put a piece of beef into the red oil pan with chili and Chinese prickly ash, rinsed it a few times and then put it back into his own oil dish.

"It's a bit spicy, can you eat it?" Ruoning knew that Zi Nan couldn't eat spicy food normally, so today she must have made the spicy pot just for herself.At this time, although the meat in his mouth was delicious, he was still worried that Zi Nan would not be able to eat it.

"You can eat it, eat it, eat it quickly." Zi Nan said it was edible, but in fact, he only took a bite or two once in a while as he was busy putting the food into the pot.

"Ah! It's delicious!" The sesame oil dish in front of Ruoning has changed from light yellow to red, and most of the dishes on the table are gone.

"Mmm! It's delicious." Zi Nan also ate until his forehead was sweating, and he kept drinking drinks to relieve the spicy food. "But I think I have no fighting power...haha."

"Next time, I'll eat something that's not spicy. I'll see if it makes you so spicy." Ruoning said with a smile.

Seeing that Ruoning put down her chopsticks, Zinan decided to take this opportunity to talk to her about Ruoxuan again, "By the way, Ruoning, Ruoxuan...why did she... suddenly go to some women's team training?"

Ruoning also knows that Zi Nan will inevitably ask about these things, and now she can't just slap her ass and leave after eating a table of food cooked so hard by others, it seems that today she has to face this matter seriously. "This... is actually nothing, it just happened to happen."

"Did it...that Mr. Mu arranged it?" Zi Nan finally said what he had guessed for so many days.

Ruoning nodded.

"Ruoxuan just picked you up just to get into that girl group?!" Zi Nan was a little excited.

Ruoning took a deep breath, "It's all over, and she has worked hard for so long, isn't it great to realize her dream?"

"If it's over, why don't you come back to live?!"

"...", Ruoning really didn't know how to answer this question.Mu Shan never told herself when she would be able to go home, but she never mentioned it to her either.

"Ruoning, listen to my advice, don't worry about Ruoxuan, no matter what her future is, she has to fight for it by herself, it's nothing to bring you into it. And... and no matter what, you can't do this kind of harm to yourself There is no turning back!"

"No...it's not that serious. I'm not doing well." This sentence is to comfort Zinan, Ruoning herself doesn't know whether she is good or not.

"Is that person still unwilling to let you go? It's up to Ruoxuan to rely on herself. Come back."

"I..." Why did I feel uncomfortable when I thought about leaving Mushan.

"what happened?"

"I'm fine, Xiao Nan, you don't have to worry about me so much, I will take care of myself."

"Hey, just to sign this contract, make it like this today... This road is really too difficult..."

"Don't be so pessimistic, it will be fine in the future."

"It's so easy to get to the good day. I can see it clearly now. If it really takes so much to be a star, I'd rather not be a star."

"Actually..."

Zi Nan interrupted Ruoning, "Anyway, I don't want to go this way."

"Then what are you going to do?"

"do not know."

"There are many roads, at worst, if you learn some skills, you can live well."

"Ruoning, I really admire you. You are so optimistic. Obviously, I should comfort you, but you have been enlightening me."

"No...not at all." Zinan's indignant attitude towards what happened to her made Ruoning feel a little guilty.Zinan and Xiaoyu cared so much about themselves, but they surrounded Mushan, the "bad guy" all day long. He missed her even when she was not at home, and he couldn't bear to leave her.Hey, what happened to me? !How can you do things that are sorry for your friends and yourself? !

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After returning from Zinan, Ruoning became more sober. The unrealistic feelings or attachments she had for Mu Shan were just a temporary confusion. , you must leave without hesitation.After thinking about it clearly, life will not be so muddy in the future, at least I won't wait all day long to make video calls with Mu Shan, and then dare not sleep alone at night.

In the middle of the night, Ruoning was in a deep sleep.Ruoning was woken up suddenly by a loud vomiting sound. Ruoning turned on the bedside lamp, and her heart was beating non-stop due to the sudden fright.Ruoning rubbed her eyes vigorously, only to realize that the source of the sound was Little Grape, and there was a puddle of gastric juice mixed with blood spots on the floor.Ruoning hurriedly got out of bed to look at Little Putao, but Little Putao escaped and stood in another place. Soon there was a sound of rolling in its stomach, and there was another puddle of vomit. Even more obvious.

What to do, what to do, Ruoning is in a panic, let's clean the floor first.Yes, go get the mop.But after two or three minutes of work, when I came back, there were a few more puddles on the ground.Little Putao couldn't stay in one place at all, and changed places after a while, and occasionally went back to the nest and walked around a few times, but couldn't sit still.After cleaning the floor, Ruoning took a wet towel and wiped the hair around Xiao Putao's mouth.

After finally calming down for a while, Little Putao vomited again.No, this won't work, if the condition worsens due to lack of timely treatment, it will be too late to regret.But now it's so late, the hospitals are closed.Ruoning kept looking for a 24-hour hospital nearby, but found nothing at all. Xiao Putao was still vomiting, and fell to the ground lifeless between vomiting. Ruoning was so anxious that tears kept falling down.

At this moment, Ruoning only had one thought in mind, to call Mu Shan.Listening to the beeping on the other end of the phone, Ruoning's mind was in a mess.She is so far away, what can she think of, or what if she has no time to answer the phone at work.

"Hello." Mu Shan answered the phone!

"Hello." Hearing Mu Shan's voice, Ruoning calmed down a bit, but... when the warm feeling hit her, she couldn't hold it anymore.

"What's wrong?" Mu Shan waited on the other end of the phone for a while, but Ruoning still hadn't calmed down.

"Little Putao is sick, vomiting all the time, and vomiting a lot of blood... I have searched, and the hospitals are closed now... But if you don't see a doctor now, will something happen tomorrow morning... I read that many people on the Internet Those who say they need to see a doctor as soon as possible, some serious ones, soon..." Ruoning cried and said a lot.

"Don't cry, I have a doctor I know, I will contact you later and let Lin Ling pick you up."

"Okay. Wait...wait a minute," Ruoning suddenly thought of Dr. Ye. If he could go to see Dr. Ye, then he wouldn't have to bother Mu Shan to find someone else. "I'll contact Dr. Ye. If he's there, go to his place." Can you see it?"

"Well, yes. You can contact me first. I'll tell Lin Ling to pick you up. Did you hang up?"

"Wait a minute!" After saying that, Ruoning regretted it. In fact, she had nothing to say, she just blurted out and wanted to hear her voice again.

"Well... I'll be back the day after tomorrow, don't worry."

How did Mu Shan know what she was thinking...

The author has something to say:

Gouza is really a darling, and of course the most annoying existence in the world.

When you are wandering, the eyes are so pitiful that you feel that if you don’t save it, it is a crime. After you bring it home, you can immediately look up at its noble little head at 45 degrees, and when you open the door, there will be debris on the ground...

I'm babbling again...

The mentality will really change all the time. Now I cry when I watch an inspirational drama. I really hope they will succeed~

Good job to everyone who can withstand the pressure!