you are so bright

At night, Ruoning locked the door of the room, turned on the brightest light in the room, and dared not fall asleep.But I hadn't slept all night last night, and now no matter how hard I try to stay awake, I still get confused for a while now and then.Ruoning stayed up for several hours half asleep and half awake, Mu Shan seemed to have nothing to do, but the last words she said made Ruoning worry all the time.

There was a sudden sound of opening the door, and Ruoning sat up quickly. "You, how did you get in."

"Can't I get in my own bedroom? Do you still turn on the headlights when you sleep?"

"I, I haven't slept yet." Ruoning hasn't closed her eyes for the past two days, her eyes are a little swollen, just now she was startled by Mu Shan in a daze, and now she is tired and uncomfortable .

Mu Shan turned off the light in the room and touched the bed.Ruoning was already full of strangeness to the whole room, but now that the lights were turned off, she felt even more anxious. "What are you going to do?"

"Lie down, okay." Mu Shan gently pressed Ruoning down on the bed.

"Don't do this..."

"Okay, I won't move, then take off your clothes yourself."

"no, do not want……"

"Then I'll do it." Before Mu Shan finished speaking, Ruoning's hands were behind her back, and then Mu Shan pressed Ruoning with one hand, and with the other hand, she searched for something in the bedside table.Ruoning wanted to take this opportunity to break free, but within a few seconds, Ruoning felt the thing that Mu Shan took out against her skin, a burst of coldness, could it be...

"No, I'll do it myself, I'll do it myself." Ruoning took off one by one with a teary voice.

Mu Shan threw the thing on the table and threw it on Ruoning.

"Ah! It hurts! It hurts!" Ruoning suddenly felt a sharp pain, and tears rolled in her eyes.

"It seems that Xu Jingyang treats you normally?"

"What did you say?!"

It wasn't until Ruoning could no longer shed tears, until the pain was no longer so strong, and until she was almost used to Mu Shan's existence, everything was over.

"Is it all right?" Ruoning turned her head and asked word by word.

Mu Shan didn't speak, and continued to caress Ruoning's body.

"You can go back when it's over."

"Why do you want to go back? Since you are not used to sleeping in my bedroom, I will sleep here with you."

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Ruoxuan made an appointment with Xiaoyu and Zinan, and wanted to explain to them about the band and himself.Both Xiaoyu and Zinan have done their best for the band, and I need to at least give them a formal explanation anyway.More importantly, Ruoxuan himself must give himself an explanation, an explanation that allows him to move on to the next stage of life with peace of mind.

"Xiaoyu, Zinan, everyone is here this time. I want to tell you about the signing. The signing of our band has not been successful for the time being. Then the company gave me a chance to participate in a training."

After hearing Ruoxuan's words, Xiaoyu nodded.

"This time, I really thank you all for giving so much to the band. This failure is also due to my lack of preparation. But don't worry, I will definitely recommend you to the company whenever I have the opportunity. You are still two years old, and the opportunity is definitely still there. many."

"You don't need to bother to help me recommend it. It doesn't matter if I sign a contract or not, and this is not my major. I really don't know how to write songs." Xiaoyu said.

"Ruoxuan, why did their company suddenly give you this opportunity?" Zi Nan asked sarcastically.After Ruoxuan and Ruoning went home that day, they were both very strange.First, Ruoxuan went home with red eyes, asked nothing, and was sulking all by herself.In the end, Ruoning ran home alone and cried all night, and then Ruoning was taken away by Mu Shan.Zinan has long felt that something is wrong, but Ruoxuan has never given any clear explanation.

"Zi Nan, what do you mean?" Zi Nan's question reminded Ruoxuan of what happened that day again, and she became annoyed for a while.

"It's not interesting, I just asked you where Ruoning went?"

"Ruoning? What happened to her?" Xiaoyu looked puzzled.

Thinking of Ruoning, Ruoxuan felt even more uncomfortable.Ruoxuan doesn't want anyone to know about this, it's too hard for Ruoning and for herself.Ruoxuan didn't want to say anything more, "I still have something to do when I go back, so let's break up today."

After Ruoxuan left, Zinan stopped Xiaoyu. "Xiaoyu, if you are free, can you care more about Ruoning?"

"In the end what happened?"

"I'm not sure either. Ruoning came home very late two days ago, cried for a long time, and didn't talk to us. Then the next morning..."

"What happened the next morning?"

"Hey, anyway, she might be unhappy now. If you have time, talk to her more. If you can see her at school, please help me and ask her how she is."

"Okay. But don't you live together? Why..."

"Hey……"

"What does this have to do with Ruoxuan?"

"I actually don't know anything."

"Okay, I'll talk to Ruoning more, don't worry."

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After Zinan waited for Xiaoyu to leave, she called her mother.

"Hello, Nan Nan." My mother's voice came from the other end of the phone. It was very strange and familiar, very far and very close.

"Hi, Mom. The money was sent home yesterday, did you get it?"

"Got it, mom forgot to tell you."

"Just receive it. Have you repaid this month's loan?"

"Repay it, pay it back on time. Nannan won't have to send so much money home in the future. It must be hard for you to be outside alone. Mom can earn a lot of money in a month now, and now she has food and shelter. , it won’t cost much.”

"Oh, Mom, it's okay. I can make money fast here, and the wages in big cities are high."

"Yes, our Nannan is promising and will definitely become a big star in the future."

"Hey, being a star is also very hard."

"Being a star is hard work, so we shouldn't be. Nan Nan is so promising, she can do anything."

"Mom, how about opening a small restaurant for you when I earn enough money in the future? Your cooking is the best, and the guests will definitely like it."

"Of course!"

"Mom, I have to go to work soon, hang up first."

"Okay, it's important to go to work, let's go."

In fact, there is still a long, long time before going to Lost to sing, but the tears can no longer be stopped.It’s been a while since Zinan heard her mother’s voice. It’s long been impossible for Zinan to have any common topics with his parents when he’s traveling in a different world. The joyful things they know always come very slowly, so slowly that they finally learn to lick their wounds alone and no longer need to ask others for help.

What happened that morning was so obvious, how could Zinan not guess what happened at all.Thinking of Ruoning's distraught appearance that night, Zinan felt very helpless.The wrong things I did back then have already caused such great harm to Ruoning, but now she has encountered these things again, this is really too heavy for an ordinary little girl.If being a star requires so much effort, then I would rather never have this star dream again.

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On the first day of school, Ruoning went to several places to complete the formalities for deferred tuition payment. If the counselor in the department had a good impression of Ruoning and said a few words to help, it is estimated that this procedure would definitely not go through.

After finishing the formalities, Ruoning walked to the school gate when she saw Ruoxuan from a distance. "Brother, why are you here?"

"Come and see you, how are you?"

"It's fine. Have you been waiting long?"

"No. We'll start training in a few days."

"Come on." Ruoning forced a smile.

"Ah."

"Where are you training? Will you go to other places?"

"Probably not, but the course is very full, and there may not be much time to come and see you by then."

"You don't need to come and see me, just concentrate on training."

"Well, you may need to live outside during training, and you can't go home often. During that time, there will only be Zinan, and, and you at home."

Ruoning nodded lightly, who knows when she will be able to go home.

"If someone bullies you, tell me, and I will protect you." Ruoxuan knew that he had been unable to protect Ruoning countless times, but wouldn't it be even more pathetic if he didn't even say this.

"Don't talk about it. Brother, you will go to training soon, have you prepared anything? Yaoyao also knows?"

"It has nothing to do with her. She lives hers and I live mine."

"Huh? Are you having a fight?"

"It's nothing to do with anyone. Why do you mention her?"

"Okay, is everything ready? And have you taken care of your work?"

"Well, it's almost there."

"and also……"

"Okay, don't worry about it so much."

"I didn't..." Two familiar horns sounded not far away, "Brother, I have to go."

Ruoxuan turned his head to look, and his heart sank again, "Does she even care about you when you talk to me?"

"No, brother, I'll go first." Mu Shan didn't actually ask for anything, Ruoning just didn't want to face Ruoxuan, at least now when she hasn't sorted out her mood, Ruoning still has no way to act Nothing happened, standing in front of Ruoxuan and talking to her as usual.

"Why is she here?" Mu Shan asked after Ruoning got into the car.

"Aren't they going to start training, come and see me."

"After that, I may not be able to pick you up every day. Sometimes the company has something to do and I can't leave."

"Don't pick me up." The phone in Ruoning's hand vibrated, "Why did you transfer so much money to me? I can't take this, I'll transfer it back to you."

"For such a small amount of money, don't mess around, just treat it as if I let you go, and you can buy whatever I ask you to buy, okay?"

"...Okay. Also, I really don't need to pick me up in the future. I have other things to do after class." Ruoning didn't dare to say that she still wanted to work part-time to earn some money.

"what's up?"

"Just in case something happens."

"Then let's talk about it in case."

"..."

"I remember you don't have class on Monday, and you will start an internship at the company next Monday."

"So fast? I haven't prepared anything yet."

"Isn't it more interesting not to be prepared?" The way Mu Shan looked at Ruoning when she spoke made Ruoning panic. Ruoning didn't know what Mu Shan would do again, she only knew that the days ahead might be more difficult than now.

The author has something to say:

It's the weekend, do you want to go out on a date with someone you like~~

In the process of writing the article, several times I feel that the characters in the novel are like my friends, and I often feel sad because of their stories.

I have something to say through this author, and I have made a lot of complaints...

I wish you all a good weekend~ Be sure to be happy~