you were there

Qiuchen blamed herself for a long time in the empty RV, her collar was already wet with silent tears.In the end, there were no more tears to shed, and there were silvery salt grains on his collar—the crystallization of dried tears, and the evidence that he had been distraught.

The spring light outside the window has disappeared, replaced by the bleak twilight.

The vibrant spring is suddenly dyed into a lifeless autumn.

It's like a fleeting feeling, and it's like a mood a few hours ago.

Obviously it was just a joke, but Xia Moqiao took it seriously, and she chose to blame herself.Perhaps, such jokes should not exist at all.

From the beginning to the end, he never doubted Xia Mojiao, he just wanted to get words from the arrogant Xia Mojiao to prove his innocence, even if he was speechless or silent, he would choose to believe without hesitation.

He didn't know why he said such hurtful words.In addition to endless self-blame, it also needs to restore with all its strength.

In a word, it is enough to make a relationship shattered.

The silver sports car was speeding on the asphalt road in the twilight, and the passing wind messed up his hair and his heart.

He knew that Xia Mozhen would definitely go home, and he had nowhere to go but there.

The car stopped on the side of the road like this, and he rushed upstairs without putting down the hood.

He opened the door and found that nothing had changed inside.

Xia Mozhen's clothes are not missing, the suitcase is still standing in the cabinet, and the toiletries in the bathroom have not been touched.Everything seems to have not changed, but Xia Moqiao has disappeared.

Without him, what's the point of everything here?

From the inside to the outside, even this room exists because of Xia Moqiao.

He dialed the phone, dialing it over and over again, without rejecting the answer or turning off the phone, it just rang without answering.

Qiuchen never thought that he would lose contact.He is like a lost flight, and he has not been found so far.

He was about to leave and find him in more places.

The company's recording studio, Xiabu and Duke in the shopping mall, strolling parks, gymnasiums, sweating basketball courts...

Before leaving, Qiu Chen did not forget to leave a note on the gate.

After a long time, the trembling note finally subsided, and Qiuchen also disappeared between the buildings.

do not leave

no matter how you punish me

Even if you kill me

just don't go

……

Qiuchen was awakened by a phone call.

The morning mist condensed into small drops of water on the glass of the car, and was blown by the trembling wind, as if shed tears.

"Qiu Chen, the boss asked why you returned home early?"

Qiu Chen was very disappointed when she heard the voice of Secretary Chen Zehai.

"When the work is done, I will come back early."

"Are you on the set? I didn't see you here at Xia Mojiao? There is a document that needs to be signed by you."

As soon as she heard Xia Mozhen's news, Qiuchen suddenly woke up.

"I came out to do some errands, and I'll rush there right away."

After that, he hung up the phone.

While driving the car, he asked Xue Minran about today's filming itinerary.

Unable to wait, he ran through several red lights in a row, and arrived at the shooting location in less than half an hour.

Xue Minran said that today he will shoot some daily scenes, and the shooting location is in a high-rise building.

The crew rented two houses, one for the cast and crew to rest, and the other for filming.

Xue Minran stood at the door waiting to get ready, and was surprised to see the sloppy Qiu Chen.

Qiuchen's beard is heavy.He hasn't shaved in two days since he got on the plane.

In the past, Xia Mozheng shaved for him. After Xia Mozheng left yesterday, he didn't care about himself anymore.

Qiuchen has no intention of wasting time on these things.

"Is he in there?"

Xue Minran pointed to the door through which the staff came in and out, and Qiuchen walked right through it with one stride.

The door of a hut was open, and Xia Moqiao was sitting on the bedside reciting words seriously.

Qiuchen stood outside the door for a long time, but Xia Moqiao didn't notice his existence.Even if he noticed it, he turned a blind eye.

Qiuchen stood at the door and lingered, not knowing whether to apologize or beg for his forgiveness.

The room with the door open seems to have an invisible door, so that the two people who were originally intimate have a distance between yin and yang.

After taking a deep breath, he finally lifted his foot and entered the invisible door.

Qiuchen entered with the front foot, and closed the door with the back foot.Xia Mozhen didn't respond either, but just concentrated on reciting the words.

His heart was already turbulent.But thinking of what Qiuchen said yesterday, he felt chills again.

"Didn't you go home yesterday, where did you spend the night?"

"Please leave." Xia Moqiao's voice was firm and indifferent.

Qiuchen was a little taken aback by the sudden honorific, but he didn't pay much attention to it.It is also an advantage of thick-skinned to beg for forgiveness.

Qiuchen strode forward and was about to hug Xia Moqiao tightly, but Xia Moqiao dodged suddenly.

"Mr. Qiu, please respect yourself."

After all, Xia Moqiao opened the door and went out with a dark face.Qiu Chen looked helpless, not knowing how to save her.

This was the first time he was at a loss, and Xia Moqiao would never have such a reaction before.

A few sweet words from Qiu Chen had already completely fallen for him, but this time he didn't even have a chance to say sweet words.

Qiuchen's crisis felt a little heavier again.Could it be that those ten years were really a wound for Xia Moqiao?

He didn't know what Xia Mozhen had experienced, and he also knew how hard it was to live without him.

The years of being alone make people feel that the days are like years, and the time of being inseparable makes people sigh that the time flies.

At this moment, everything was ready, Xia Moqiao and Xiao Qiying were filming some daily scenes in the house next door.

Qiuchen didn't go there, but was just thinking about what she said yesterday in the room just now.

……

In the past few weeks, Qiuchen went home to wash and cook every day, eagerly looking forward to Xia Moqiao's return.

It's just that the delicious food gets cold again and again, and it goes bad again and again.However, Qiuchen still did not give up.

Every time he cooked a meal, he would send the photo to Moments to let Xia Mozhen know that he made a mistake and that he was waiting for him.

He made a separate group, so that only Xia Moqiao could see this photo and those words of apology.Qiu Chen, who never updated Moments, also dazzled Xia Mozheng's screen.

Qiu Chen also knew that the place where Xia Mozhen lived was the former hotel.However, he didn't dare to bother him anymore.

He was afraid that his paranoia and toughness would make Xia Moqiao alienate him even more.

Sometimes an initiative to get close, in exchange for more passive alienation.

What Xia Mozhen needs is time to forgive, and to miss the friendship between the two when they are alone.However, Xia Mozhen didn't do what Qiuchen expected.

He still lived a regular life every day, conscientious and meticulous in his work, as if he had returned to the state where he had not reunited with Qiu Chen.

In the past ten years, like Qiu Chen, he no longer has the strength and courage to love another person.

He has been waiting for him, and he will continue his relationship with him after he becomes a successful person.Unexpectedly, this waiting turned out to be questioned by Qiu Chen.

A steadfast infatuation turned into a flirtatious heart in his eyes.It's not because Xia Mozhen has no desire for desire, but because no one can replace Qiuchen.

Some people can't tell which is better, but no one can replace it.

It was clearly agreed that they would not be separated anymore, but at this moment Xia Moqiao broke the agreement of eachother.

Obviously still caring about him, but trying to ignore him; obviously still loving him, but pretending to hate him.

Xia Mozhen, like Qiuchen, never dared to face her sincerity, but tortured herself in arrogance.

Qiuchen's initiative is because she is afraid of losing, but Xia Mozhen's indifference is because she is confident that Qiuchen will not leave.

No matter how inferior and self-blaming Qiu Chen is, Xia Mozhen still cannot give up this relationship.

Because it is hard-won, it will be cherished.

The strangers of the two did not attract too many people's attention, but Xue Minran, who knew them well, had already noticed it.

Looking at Xia Mozhen's back, Qiuchen always showed a thoughtful and dejected look.

There was a trace of helplessness hidden in that expression, but also a trace of concern.

Until that day, Qiuchen bought coffee for Xia Moqiao, but Xia Moqiao drank it without knowing it.

When he was halfway through drinking, Xue Minran told him that Xia Moqiao threw the coffee into the trash can on the spot.Xue Minran was also dumbfounded, and Qiu Chen was also watching.

Xia Moqiao wiped her mouth with a tissue, and then went to play with Xiao Qiying again.

Xue Minran was still in shock, wondering why Xia Moqiao, who was originally polite, would have such an unbelievable behavior.But thinking about it, there must be something wrong with Qiuchen.

Xue Minran, who is as deep as a rotten girl, wants to match this relationship wholeheartedly, but now that there is a crack, she naturally wants to stitch it up.

The blow this time was obviously bigger than the previous ones, and Qiu Chen looked depressed.

"What happened to you?" Xue Minran asked.

Qiuchen didn't answer, but just used a stiff expression to cover up the disappointment just now.

Qiu Chen was still silent, which Xue Minran expected.

"I know he has been waiting for you for many years, and you have loved him for many years. No matter what misunderstandings or what, since there is such a deep emotional foundation, it doesn't mean that it will collapse if it collapses."

Qiu Chen unconsciously raised her head and glanced at Xue Minran, with a hint of relief in her eyes.

She really looks like Zhang Qianqian.She has a more cheerful personality than Zhang Qianqian, but she will always say one or two concise words to wake up her lost self.

He didn't want Xue Minran to become Zhang Qianqian again, but hoped that she would stay by Xia Moqiao's side and take good care of him.

It was as if the two had quarreled, so that Xia Mozhen would not be alone, but also have someone to vent her complaints on.

This time, Qiuchen also thought about it.No matter what outrageous things Xia Mozhen did this time, he will forgive him.

He didn't want to separate the two for another ten years because of his own emotions or narrow-mindedness.

How many decades of life can be wasted, and how many decades can be cherished?