you were there

Qiuchen stayed at home with Xia Moqiao for two full days.In the past two days, the two of them didn't leave the door, and they didn't walk through the second door. They even relied on takeaway for meals.

It's just that I had to go out on the third day.The injury on Xia Mozhen's arm needs to be re-examined, and the hospital has been rushing since the next day.

Before I knew it, the weather became warmer.Qiuchen packed up the down jacket and found the windbreaker she bought during the "big sale".

My own and Xia Mozhen's are both black, but the decorations on them are slightly different.Xia Moqiao's has a white stripe on it, while Qiuchen's has nothing.

Xia Mozhen was still reading the book, and Qiuchen was thinking about how to persuade him to leave.

Xia Mozhen has read six books in the past two days, and basically reads when she is bored.He doesn't play the piano, he doesn't sing, he doesn't write essays, and he doesn't have any way to express himself.

Qiu Chen knew that if he didn't vent, then he was running away.Just like he left Xia Moqiao ten years ago.

After escaping for ten years, I still can't escape the truest voice in my heart.

In the face of reality, there is nowhere for anyone to escape, and only by facing it can one gain relief in this life, otherwise one can only become a fugitive and be hunted down by time day and night.

However, Qiuchen couldn't bear to let him face it, and could only follow his will.

Xia Mozhen's sleep is okay, but she is a little autistic, and other extreme behaviors have not appeared, and Qiuchen is much more at ease.

After all, Xia Mozhen's heart is still very strong, but he doesn't know why he has become so weak in this matter.

"Let's go out today, the injury on your arm needs to be checked."

Xia Moqiao touched the gauze subconsciously, only to realize that there was still a wound on her arm.

The pain has disappeared, but I don't know why, but my heart is so uneasy.

Seeing Xia Mozhen's furrowed brows, he realized that not only Luo Luo's death and Luo Luo's mother's jumping off the building, but also the attack had cast a shadow on Xia Mozhen.The time of these incidents happened so close that Xia Moqiao accumulated illness before he had time to absorb it.

"I'll protect you. We won't go shopping, and we'll come back after seeing the doctor."

Qiuchen kissed Xia Moqiao's forehead and held Xia Moqiao's hand.Xia Mozhen got up unconsciously, and followed his walking steps.

Qiuchen helped Xia Moqiao put on his coat and tied his shoelaces.After everything was ready, the two set off.

Xia Mozhen's wound was deep and the pain was not as painful as before, but the recovery period was also very long.

However, the doctor said that as long as you don't touch it, it will heal itself.Hearing this, Qiu Chen was much relieved.

Xia Mozhen kept frowning, full of vigilance to everything around her.The original respect and politeness seemed to be obliterated by this helplessness.

Only for Qiu Chen, he can show that rare dependence.

Qiuchen took him to see the physical doctor, and then took him to Albert's psychological consultation room.

"I want to talk to you alone."

Just as Qiuchen was about to move, Xia Moqiao grabbed Qiuchen's skirt, and Qiuchen also resolutely stopped.In this relatively strange world, he has nothing to rely on except Qiu Chen.

Albert also stopped, and finally used hypnosis to allow the two of them to have time to talk alone.

"He's been sleeping poorly lately."

"Why, I put him to bed early every day..."

"However, he couldn't sleep all night. There is a word in China called 'false sleep', and he probably did that. He just closed his eyes, and the restlessness in his heart kept him from falling asleep."

"That……"

"Has he been doing anything else lately?"

"I read the book for two days."

"Is there no act of catharsis? Singing, playing the piano, sports count."

For some reason, Xia Moqiao seems to be cut off from music these days.

"He didn't even say a word."

Albert sighed unknowingly, as if he had made a big negation of Qiu Chen's hard work in the past two days.

"How is he?" Qiu Chen was a little impatient, and fixed her eyes on the face of the blond foreigner.

"If you don't let him face it, he's going to be like this forever. Let him face what he's been through, make him realize that it can't be undone. Not just the two things you said, but what he's been through before of."

"I don't fully know what he went through before."

"It doesn't have to be all, as long as it is similar, such as the departure of a relative or friend."

Suddenly, Qiuchen realized what Xia Mozhen was hiding.

"Now he seems to have closed himself in a pocket world. Every day, he looks up and bows his head. He is alone in darkness. But you are his sky, and you can give him light. All I can offer is advice and guidance. Really The only one who can bring him out is you."

For such words, Qiuchen did not feel the heavy responsibility.Looking at Xia Mozhen's peaceful sleeping face, he just wanted to protect him.

No matter what he becomes, he likes it.It's just that he couldn't bear to see him in pain.

……

In the end, Qiuchen found three root causes of the disease.

One is Luo Luo's departure, the other is Luo Luo's mother's suicide, and the last one is what Qiu Chen has been ignoring...

Early that morning, Xia Moqiao got into Qiuchen's car and went straight to the Beijing-Tianjin Expressway.

Xia Mozhen didn't ask him where he was going, but felt that this familiar road made him a little uneasy.

He trusts Qiuchen and also relies on Qiuchen.

This dependence is not overwhelming, but unique.For unique people, give this unique dependence.

The foundation of this dependence is an unforgettable love.

Qiu Chen drove to a place that Xia Moqiao couldn't bear to think about, and it was also a memory he couldn't bear to face.

The car drove into a cemetery with the words "Beicang" written on it.

Xia Mozhen seemed to have known this place before, but it was not unforgettable.

Qiuchen looked at the names on each tombstone, and Xia Moqiao followed him closely, for fear that he would abandon herself in this gloomy place.

Finally, Qiu Chen stopped in front of a tombstone.

The area around the tombstone was overgrown with weeds. The tombstone was not luxurious, and there were traces of wind and rain.

Xia Moqiao hugged the bouquet of flowers and stepped forward unconsciously.

Xia Moqiao's father, Liu Xuanya's husband...

The last four words made Xia Moqiao burst into tears——

Xia Yun's Tomb!

"Is this something you have never wanted to face?" Qiu Chen asked him, "You have been with your mother since the car accident, and you know he can wake up. However, you never mentioned your father to me He is a good man, and your mother also told me that you had a lot of misunderstandings with him, so you always ignored him and ignored him. However, you can't stop loving him, just like he can't stop loving you. You always hide your love in your heart, and you can't bear to face him loving you, let alone believe that he's gone..."

In Qiuchen's words, Xia Moqiao's tears had already wet his collar.

Before he knew it, he closed his eyes.The breeze brushed his bangs, and the trembling hair stroked his forehead, as if making him look forward to the reality he couldn't bear to accept.

Qiuchen took out her mobile phone again, playing the melody that Xia Mozhen dared not listen to anymore——

The waves silently drown the night

Over the corners of the sky

The big fish swims through the gap in the dream

staring at your sleeping silhouette

Watch the sea and sky, listen to the wind and rain

Holding the hand to blow away the vast waves of smoke

The wings of the big fish are already too wide

I loosen the ropes of time

Afraid of you flying away, afraid of you leaving me

I'm even more afraid that you will stay here forever

Every tear is flowing towards you

The seabed flowing backwards into the sky

……

Xia Moqiao's singing voice is melodious, and Luo Luo's voice is as clear as water.The intertwined voice is slightly noisy, but the pure voice has not been polluted.

Xia Mozhen covered his ears in pain, his frowning seemed to express his pain, and the tears he shed seemed to express his helplessness and sentimentality towards reality.

Qiuchen grabbed his hand and roughly forced him to finish listening.

"This is his voice, your most beautiful memory. He really has left, but his voice has not left. Listen! You also promised him to release this song and make his voice popular World, your dad has always supported you, encouraging you in places you can't see."

Xia Mozhen clenched her teeth and struggled in Qiuchen's hand.

"You have to listen to the pain. You can't live up to his voice, and you can't let him and his mother worry about you when they reach heaven."

The singing continued, and Xia Moqiao's mood seemed to have calmed down a lot.Tears flowed peacefully, as if he had lost the strength to resist.

In the final duet, Xia Moqiao plunged into Qiuchen's arms, and the sound of sobbing broke the tranquility of the cemetery, and also touched Qiuchen's heartstrings.

Like the line in the song——

afraid you fly away

I'm afraid you will leave me

So you were born to belong to the sky

……

Some people can't be with us forever, they can only give us sporadic memories.

Or half a lifetime, or even a moment.In the end, he'll never be ours, but Skyrim's.In addition to being grateful for the encounter, there is also a nostalgia for the parting.Except for them, maybe those good memories.

In the years of getting along with each other, those beautiful things seemed to become the inspiration for expressing the words of gratitude for the meeting in the future; Bearing Wei Young's pain in parting.

Xia Mozhen's tears were filled with all his sadness and helplessness, and he seemed to have vented all the real pain, no longer need to bury it in his heart, no longer need to be tortured by it.

Qiu Chen hugged him tightly, but in this cemetery exuded the warmth of spring.It is the fragrance of love and the temperature of love.

The moment Xia Mozheng kissed Qiuchen, Qiuchen knew that Xia Mozheng had bid farewell to the years of escaping, and he finally had the courage to face it.

This courage does not come from his inner strength, but from the support and shoulders that Qiuchen gave him.

In that kiss was not only gratitude and dependence, but also his endless love.