you were there

The moment Xia Mozhen was hugged by Qiuchen, he had already woken up.

He didn't break free, he was just dozing off.In the past few days, what he has been missing is not Qiuchen, but the feeling of Qiuchen holding him.

Qiuchen also knew that Xia Moqiao had woken up long ago, but neither of them wanted to speak first.

Although Xia Mozhen didn't go home for a few days, her body still exuded a faint fragrance without any sweaty smell.

The lights were dimmed, but the affection between the two did not diminish.

At that street corner, Xia Moqiao's neck suddenly moved.However, in Qiuchen's arms, he didn't kiss Qiuchen's lips, but bit his shoulder.

A burst of pain came from the shoulder, and Qiuchen clenched her teeth without realizing it.A thousand arrows piercing the heart is worse than being bitten by him; a mountain of knives and a pan of oil are worse than being left behind by him and walking away.

Although Xia Mozhen is the one who exerts the force, he is also the one who receives the force.It's just that the pain is not in the jaw, but in the heart.

He always kept his eyes closed.From that wound, what he hoped to inject was not his own anger, but his own helplessness.How much he hopes that this person can never leave him again; he can also control his little emotions, and never abandon him because of a slight misunderstanding.

After a long time, Xia Moqiao slowly let go.

Although separated by two layers of clothes, Xia Moqiao worked very hard.However, during that process, Qiuchen still carried Xia Moqiao steadily forward.

He knows: no matter how Xia Moqiao treats him, the two of them will walk through this life together.During this period of time, he will actually need to pay more than Xia Moqiao.

……

As soon as the door was opened, Qiuchen directly pushed Xia Moqiao against the anti-theft door.

Those two thin lips kissed Xia Moqiao's lips fiercely.Although the two lips were thin, they were very powerful. Rather than a deep kiss, it was more like biting, as if taking revenge for the bite just now.

Xia Mozhen remained silent, perhaps because his lips were sealed.There was only a deep panting sound coming from the nasal cavity, using that warm breath to carry out the weakest counterattack.

In the past few days, Xia Mozhen has not taken a bath.However, Qiuchen didn't feel disgusted at all.

……

They didn't speak that night.Through that silent movement, exchange each other's inner thoughts.

Qiuchen helped Xia Mozhen wipe her back, her slender fingers slid over every inch of Xia Mozhen's skin, and her smooth fingertips slid over every inch of Xia Mozhen's texture.

Xia Mozhen closed her eyes, enjoying this affectionate help.

Xia Mozhen couldn't forget Qiuchen's silent look.No sneaky mopping, no glib talk, just quietly helping him wash his body.

Since Qiuchen picked him up until now, he hasn't looked at Qiuchen.Because he really doesn't have that face anymore.

Qiuchen slowly carried him out of the bathtub and carried him directly to the bedroom.

Qiuchen had already spread a large bath towel on the bed, and gently put Xia Moqiao on it.

At this time, there was a loud noise from the washing machine.Qiuchen had already turned down the laundry intensity to the lowest level, but the sound still made people feel uneasy.

Qiuchen took the clothes out of the drum, saw the big basin on the shelf, and simply washed them by hand.

She is not as pampered as Xia Mozhen, but Qiuchen has never washed clothes by hand.

Although he knew that his hand was definitely not as strong as that roller, at least it could be quiet so as not to disturb Xia Moqiao's rest.

In fact, Xia Mozhen's eyes were wide open.A pair of bright eyes seemed to shine faintly in the dark night.

Suddenly, two lines of tears slid down the cheeks.The water droplets from her body wet the snow-white bath towel, and the tears on her cheeks wet Qiuchen's pillow towel.

Xia Mozhen turned his head to the side, and found that a few hairs on the pillowcase were tied to his neck and cheeks.This is Qiuchen's pillow and pillow cover, so it goes without saying whose hair it is.Even if he didn't know, Xia Moqiao could tell who it came from from the short, hard hair.

The water droplets on Xia Mozhen's body had already been sucked away by the bath towel, but he didn't want to get out of the tightly wrapped bath towel.This feeling of being restrained sometimes makes him feel safe.Like Qiuchen's embrace, so solid and stable.

When Qiuchen walked into the room and was about to cover Xia Moqiao with a quilt, she found that Xia Moqiao was still tightly wrapped in a bath towel.Although Qiuchen wanted to know why, his red lips were still tightly closed.

It's just that his body didn't betray his true nature.Perhaps, his heart is really calm.

Xia Moqiao thought that he would lie beside her, hugging her tightly, warming her heart that had been cold for several days like a stove, and then falling asleep.

Only, he was wrong.After Qiuchen settled Xia Mozhen, she turned around and was about to leave.

At the moment when he was about to open the door, an emotional voice finally came from the silent room.

"Hold me to sleep."

At that second, Qiu Chen stopped.If it was the past, Qiu Chen would definitely understand it as a sexual suggestion.But at this moment, he felt the helplessness in this boy's heart.

He never dared to look into Xia Moqiao's eyes.Because he knew that hidden behind that layer of mist was a turbulent ocean.Maybe my words and deeds will burst the eye sockets, and two waterfalls will rush out from the corners of the eyes.

"I was wrong," Qiu Chen didn't turn around, "I should have kept you, otherwise you wouldn't have suffered so much these two days..."

At that second, tears flowed quietly from the corners of Qiuchen's eyes.Like a silent stream, the silence moistened his cheeks and chest.In fact, the root of the stream is actually the sea of ​​hearts in my heart.A restless heart has long been unable to keep the ocean calm.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have said those things. Forgive me, please?"

At that second, Qiuchen's tears burst completely.He turned around slowly, and slowly got into the quilt.

Although Xia Mozhen was disheveled and naked, he didn't have any desire to vent.Even though, like Xia Moqiao, he didn't get each other's comfort for several days.

Xia Moqiao hugged Xia Moqiao.The long-lost temperature, the long-lost feeling, so familiar, so moving.

Qiuchen hugged him tightly, but tears kept streaming down from the corners of her eyes, as if infected by Xia Mozhen, she couldn't help crying.

Except for the retention, the two never talked again.Like a dream, but also like reality.So ethereal, yet so real.

He holds him, he is held by him.

The quilt does not heat up, it only locks the temperature emitted by our body.Qiuchen is not a quilt, because he will heat up spontaneously.Even if there is no quilt and no recognition from this world, he will continue to warm Xia Moqiao's heart.

How lucky he met him; what a pity they didn't meet sooner.

The two who didn't communicate, just shed tears.It wasn't until Xia Mozhen fell asleep in that familiar temperature that Wei Young's tears were stopped.However, Qiuchen is still sleepless.

He began to blame himself—why didn't self-blame keep him, why did he get angry with him?

He began to feel inferior again.Why is it that I am so crippled that I am entitled to his heart?

Some people say that when we start to feel inferior and blame ourselves for a person, it proves that we have fallen in love with him instead of liking him.

He had already loved him to the bone and to the blood.On the wall of every blood vessel in the body, there seems to be traces of Xia Mojiao's tears flowing; every inch of the body's texture seems to have the footprints of Xia Mojiao's fingertips.It wasn't that Xia Mozheng took away Qiuchen's heart, but that Qiuchen had already loved Xia Mozheng to the extreme.

Although Xia Mozhen is arrogant, only Qiuchen lives in her heart.He is willing to confide to this person those unspeakable troubles and grievances; he is also willing to shed rare tears in this person's arms about those unacceptable facts and results.

Obviously, they have been inseparable for a long time; obviously, they have loved so deeply; obviously, their love has received the most important recognition; obviously, they have let each other integrate into the depths of their souls...

However, they still had to quarrel upside down over a few misunderstandings, perhaps because neither of the strong two would be outdone.

Obviously, it was Qiuchen who had been enduring Xia Moqiao's temper; obviously, it was Xia Mozhen who had been taking care of the nervous Qiuchen; obviously, it was Qiuchen who had been guarding Xia Moqiao, who was strong on the outside and weak on the inside; , it was Xia Mozhen who had been accompanying the immature but mature Qiu Chen...

Perhaps, it is impossible to see through it when you are in it: the red line between the two of them has long been firmly held by Yue Lao.Even if there is an occasional tremor, it is just a disturbance, and it will not affect this destiny.

Maybe, after waking up overnight, they will return to the same as yesterday; maybe, after waking up overnight, they will reconcile as before.

I hope they can remember the sentence they once said to each other——

I will never leave you again...