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Chapter 107 47 Broken Tranquility
"Fly"
Lyricist: MariaMarcus Music: NiclasLundin Arranger: NiclasLundin
Nobodycanblockoureyes (Nobody can block our eyes)
Everyoneh□□etherighttofly (everyone has the right to soar)
Don't be shy
Wejusttodowhatwehope (We just have to do what we hope)
Ignoreeverygossips (forget those gossips)
Justtofly
……
Manypeoplehopethat (some peoplehopethat)
theyresupposetowalkorjog (they should walk or jog)
insteadofflying (instead of flying)
……
Iamsingingnowdays (I'm singing)
Butwhyareyoustaylyingdown (but why are youstayingdown)
notflying (rather than soaring)
Weareorioles (We are Warblers)
sowecansingandfly (so we can sing and fly)
-
After staying with Zhang Qianqian for a few days, Zhang Qianqian flew to London with her daughter to attend the company's reception.
Without the mobile phone, which communicates with the outside world, this place seems to be a holy place on earth isolated from the world, and it seems like a paradise.
At this moment, they also seem to have become Tao Yuanming, but they don't have to sing the poem "Jie Lu is in a human environment, and there are no cars and horses."After all, they are now in a place where they can "pick chrysanthemums under the eastern fence".
Xia Mozhen was reading a book on the deck chair on the balcony, a parasol covered his slender body, just like the pair of beach pants covered his most charming parts.
Qiuchen sat next to him and exercised non-stop.First a plank, then sit-ups, then a series of push-ups.
Soon, the yoga mat was wet with sweat.
Only by keeping exercising in this way can he maintain his charming figure.Of course, it was the only way to arouse the passion of Xia Moqiao, a tortured little goblin.
Xia Mozhen is used to it, because he has been like this for a while, when he is reading a book calmly, he is doing sports there.
After doing the math, I have read a lot of books these days, an average of one book every two days.
Milan Kundera's "The Art of Fiction", Lin Huiyin's "You Are the April Day in the World", Yu Dafu's "Xixi Sunny Rain", Yang Jiang's "We Three"...
Most of what Xia Mozhen read was modern and contemporary literature, which was his favorite period.
Ancient literature is too much a test of his classical Chinese skills. Although his skills are good, he has almost forgotten it after such a long time.
He also once said: If he can be admitted to a university, he must study Chinese.
Occasionally, he would play one or two pieces of piano music to move his fingers. After all, this is the only way to move his fingers. The previous method was replaced by Qiu Chen's.
Qiuchen didn't bother him either, but just lay down next to Xia Moqiao when she was bored, staring at his side face in a daze, without moving her hands or feet, just watching so infatuatedly, as if waiting for him to take the bait.
Now Xia Mozhen was no longer willing to refuse and greeted, she simply took off her pants and begged Qiuchen.
Xia Mozhen is more conservative than Qiuchen, and knows how to wear a big vest over the beach pants, while Qiuchen simply bares her upper body. After all, if this figure can't be exposed to the sun, it's a waste of money.
There are not many people here, the beach seems to be occupied by them, and they will swim in the water from time to time.
The palm trees trembled, and the sea breeze was gentle. The two of them splashed the sea water on each other, having a great time.
Qiu Chen worked hard to teach him how to swim, but Xia Moqiao wholeheartedly used the sea as a bathhouse, and would rather sit and soak in shallow water than swim.
The thin-skinned Xia Moqiao is also embarrassed to wear a swimming ring, although he believes that Qiuchen can hold him tightly where his feet can't reach the sand, like a dog who thinks his master has fallen into the water, and anxiously rescues him.But, who knows if this pug will be so playful, suddenly let go of his hand, and let himself choke on some seawater?
Anyway, even if one day I drowned, Qiuchen would come to save me.This trust is based on an unshakable love.
"Have you really decided to quit after the concert?"
This is not the first time Qiuchen has confirmed with him, and Xia Moqiao's answer is also very pertinent.
"Although this kind of life is unremarkable, it is very comfortable, without worries, and immersed in the ocean of love and knowledge. I used to spend too much time on my career and forgot to enjoy this ordinary happiness. I want to rest first. For a while."
Although Xia Mozhen has not made the decision that he will no longer be in the entertainment circle in this life, Qiu Chen knows that he will come back one day. After all, he once wrote such words during the entrance examination:
The crush knows that I love him deeply
A distant dream becomes a reality
The first has already been implemented, and the second is on the way.No, maybe going backwards...
That day, Xia Mozhen was reading a book with headphones on outside the window, while Qiuchen was preparing dinner in the house.
This day, Qiuchen didn't know what kind of illness he had, so he wanted to cook for him, and asked the food delivery person to bring a lot of ingredients.
Suddenly, his phone rang.
This mobile phone is on standby 24 hours a day, so he can be notified in time if there is any unexpected situation that cannot be resolved.
He had known for a long time that this holiday would not be quiet, but fortunately, he was given half a month of ease.And for the next half month, Xia Moqiao may have to suffer alone.
"Qiuchen, things are not good, take a look at Weibo!"
Qiuchen glanced at Xia Moqiao, saw him concentrating on reading, and quickly logged into Weibo with another mobile phone, but the news headlines made him panic——
"Gender male, sexual orientation male! When the famous little fresh meat comes out of the closet?"
And No.2 is "Xia Moqiao".
No.3 is "Xia Mozhen's Boyfriend".
Apparently, their affairs were still revealed.
Weibo is full of intimate photos of the two of them, including kissing on the streets of Taipei, as well as ambiguity on the set, and even photos from high school have been shaken out.
Moreover, the person who broke the news is a well-known paparazzi in the circle, not only there are pictures and the truth, but there are even videos.
In the picture is a photo of Xia Moqiao and Qiuchen kissing passionately on the balcony. Even when zoomed in, you can see the protruding part of the two.
At this moment, Qiuchen was silent, he didn't know how to deal with this situation.
In the past, the artists under his banner were the ones who had problems, but this time he was also deeply involved.
His first reaction was not to tell Xia Moqiao, but to face it alone.
He was at a loss, but he didn't want to hurt him.He didn't want him, who was immersed in happiness, to return to that troubled country and face that terrifying world.
"Qiuchen, what do you do, how do you solve it, is the news true?"
People from the public relations department kept asking questions, but Qiuchen was speechless.
"I'll go back as soon as possible. You don't have to respond. I'll take care of everything."
He didn't know how to deal with it at all.
Except for the time after he met Xia Moqiao, he hasn't been so uneasy for a long time.This time, what he is facing is not the real people, but the society.
Having experienced many battles, he already knew how to use public opinion guidance to whitewash artists, but he didn't intend to do so. If he did so, he would only hurt them.
If it is made public, Xia Mozhen's image will plummet, ruining his future and everything.
This world is not open, and a person's habits, concepts, and hobbies may destroy everything about him, not to mention how can "heterogeneous" who like the same gender exist in such a "pure" country in such a country where feudal ideology prevails. of the world?
It's not that Qiuchen has lost interest in girls, it's just that Xia Moqiao's charm has made him lose interest in humans.
They are not monsters, they are also ordinary people who just fell in love with people of the same gender as themselves.
He never needs the sympathy of others, because he knows that the love of two people can overcome everything.However, at this moment, he was at a loss and forgot his vow to "share weal and woe".
Perhaps, at this moment, he doesn't want to involve Xia Moqiao.
Maybe when the wind blows, everything will go back to normal.
This certainly backfired.Shrewd and sophisticated, he was overwhelmed by a "protective desire" at the moment.As long as Xia Mozhen doesn't express his opinion, all this will never pass.
It's as if a married actress was kicked out for cheating, and the man admitted that he was already divorced, and the woman passively expressed her position.
When Qiu Chen was cooking, she was already uneasy, but she still had to pretend that nothing had happened, so that she could make up a reason to get out.
As soon as Xia Mozhen came to the table, she noticed that Qiu Chen was full of thoughts, and her originally bright eyes were much more gloomy.
"Actually, the company called just now and said that there is a problem with the venue of the Nanjing concert. To make way for a government event, I need to re-sign the contract and postpone it for a week."
"Come back with me soon!"
The keen Xia Mozhen believed in what he said at this moment.
Qiuchen didn't know whether it was surprise or joy, but how could the sensitive Xia Moqiao keep herself?
No matter what the reason is, as long as he speaks, I will agree to him without hesitation.No matter what kind of lies he used to deceive him.
In that lie, what was hidden must be his sincere love.
Qiuchen booked the earliest flight that night.When he was about to wash the dishes, Xia Moqiao stopped him.
"Put it there, I'll come later. I'll clean it up for you!"
Xia Moqiao carefully helped him pack his luggage.
Jackets, trousers, shirts, sunglasses...
Luggage was packed in perfect order and neatly arranged in boxes.
"Go wash the dishes, I'll close them."
Xia Moqiao hesitated for a moment, but still smiled and entered the kitchen.
Qiuchen took out two passports from the drawer and put them together in the bag.
Perhaps, this is the best way to protect him.Even if it only takes half a month, it is enough.
Now is the time when the storm is on the cusp, and Xia Moqiao's return will undoubtedly make things worse.However, this desire to protect still made him irrational.
He used to swear: never let Xia Moqiao suffer any harm.As a result, he was powerless.
Although he knew who caused it, he was powerless to expose and stop it.
He blamed himself for his incompetence, and also for his decadence, for not being able to handle things well during the time he left him, otherwise it wouldn't have turned out like this.
However, such a relationship always has to be faced.
Perhaps for ordinary people, what they face is only their relatives and friends; for them, as public figures, what they face is not only the people around them, but also the public who stir up public opinion.
They enjoy the fame and fortune brought by glory, but also bear social responsibilities.This kind of fame and fortune is directly proportional to the responsibility and responsibility.
However, such a relationship does not require an apology.They didn't do anything wrong, what's wrong is that there are too many people who don't know how to love.
"Await your return……"
Xia Mozhen's tone was heavy, but Qiuchen didn't hug him.He was afraid that this hug would cause him to cry uncontrollably.
Only when Xia Mozheng closed the door, the tears rolling in his eyes burst out.
And on the other side of the door, why not?
Although he didn't know what happened, but he always felt that this time they parted, it might take a lot of experience to meet each other.
However, Xia Mozhen still abides by her promise, does not look at her mobile phone, and just uses books and piano to pass the time.
Although he had read all these books, he read them again, hoping to gain new insights from them.
However, nothing can be read in this second pass.
The person who can make me feel at ease has left, it seems that the stability in the world has turned into restlessness, and it also makes me unable to calm down.
Lyricist: MariaMarcus Music: NiclasLundin Arranger: NiclasLundin
Nobodycanblockoureyes (Nobody can block our eyes)
Everyoneh□□etherighttofly (everyone has the right to soar)
Don't be shy
Wejusttodowhatwehope (We just have to do what we hope)
Ignoreeverygossips (forget those gossips)
Justtofly
……
Manypeoplehopethat (some peoplehopethat)
theyresupposetowalkorjog (they should walk or jog)
insteadofflying (instead of flying)
……
Iamsingingnowdays (I'm singing)
Butwhyareyoustaylyingdown (but why are youstayingdown)
notflying (rather than soaring)
Weareorioles (We are Warblers)
sowecansingandfly (so we can sing and fly)
-
After staying with Zhang Qianqian for a few days, Zhang Qianqian flew to London with her daughter to attend the company's reception.
Without the mobile phone, which communicates with the outside world, this place seems to be a holy place on earth isolated from the world, and it seems like a paradise.
At this moment, they also seem to have become Tao Yuanming, but they don't have to sing the poem "Jie Lu is in a human environment, and there are no cars and horses."After all, they are now in a place where they can "pick chrysanthemums under the eastern fence".
Xia Mozhen was reading a book on the deck chair on the balcony, a parasol covered his slender body, just like the pair of beach pants covered his most charming parts.
Qiuchen sat next to him and exercised non-stop.First a plank, then sit-ups, then a series of push-ups.
Soon, the yoga mat was wet with sweat.
Only by keeping exercising in this way can he maintain his charming figure.Of course, it was the only way to arouse the passion of Xia Moqiao, a tortured little goblin.
Xia Mozhen is used to it, because he has been like this for a while, when he is reading a book calmly, he is doing sports there.
After doing the math, I have read a lot of books these days, an average of one book every two days.
Milan Kundera's "The Art of Fiction", Lin Huiyin's "You Are the April Day in the World", Yu Dafu's "Xixi Sunny Rain", Yang Jiang's "We Three"...
Most of what Xia Mozhen read was modern and contemporary literature, which was his favorite period.
Ancient literature is too much a test of his classical Chinese skills. Although his skills are good, he has almost forgotten it after such a long time.
He also once said: If he can be admitted to a university, he must study Chinese.
Occasionally, he would play one or two pieces of piano music to move his fingers. After all, this is the only way to move his fingers. The previous method was replaced by Qiu Chen's.
Qiuchen didn't bother him either, but just lay down next to Xia Moqiao when she was bored, staring at his side face in a daze, without moving her hands or feet, just watching so infatuatedly, as if waiting for him to take the bait.
Now Xia Mozhen was no longer willing to refuse and greeted, she simply took off her pants and begged Qiuchen.
Xia Mozhen is more conservative than Qiuchen, and knows how to wear a big vest over the beach pants, while Qiuchen simply bares her upper body. After all, if this figure can't be exposed to the sun, it's a waste of money.
There are not many people here, the beach seems to be occupied by them, and they will swim in the water from time to time.
The palm trees trembled, and the sea breeze was gentle. The two of them splashed the sea water on each other, having a great time.
Qiu Chen worked hard to teach him how to swim, but Xia Moqiao wholeheartedly used the sea as a bathhouse, and would rather sit and soak in shallow water than swim.
The thin-skinned Xia Moqiao is also embarrassed to wear a swimming ring, although he believes that Qiuchen can hold him tightly where his feet can't reach the sand, like a dog who thinks his master has fallen into the water, and anxiously rescues him.But, who knows if this pug will be so playful, suddenly let go of his hand, and let himself choke on some seawater?
Anyway, even if one day I drowned, Qiuchen would come to save me.This trust is based on an unshakable love.
"Have you really decided to quit after the concert?"
This is not the first time Qiuchen has confirmed with him, and Xia Moqiao's answer is also very pertinent.
"Although this kind of life is unremarkable, it is very comfortable, without worries, and immersed in the ocean of love and knowledge. I used to spend too much time on my career and forgot to enjoy this ordinary happiness. I want to rest first. For a while."
Although Xia Mozhen has not made the decision that he will no longer be in the entertainment circle in this life, Qiu Chen knows that he will come back one day. After all, he once wrote such words during the entrance examination:
The crush knows that I love him deeply
A distant dream becomes a reality
The first has already been implemented, and the second is on the way.No, maybe going backwards...
That day, Xia Mozhen was reading a book with headphones on outside the window, while Qiuchen was preparing dinner in the house.
This day, Qiuchen didn't know what kind of illness he had, so he wanted to cook for him, and asked the food delivery person to bring a lot of ingredients.
Suddenly, his phone rang.
This mobile phone is on standby 24 hours a day, so he can be notified in time if there is any unexpected situation that cannot be resolved.
He had known for a long time that this holiday would not be quiet, but fortunately, he was given half a month of ease.And for the next half month, Xia Moqiao may have to suffer alone.
"Qiuchen, things are not good, take a look at Weibo!"
Qiuchen glanced at Xia Moqiao, saw him concentrating on reading, and quickly logged into Weibo with another mobile phone, but the news headlines made him panic——
"Gender male, sexual orientation male! When the famous little fresh meat comes out of the closet?"
And No.2 is "Xia Moqiao".
No.3 is "Xia Mozhen's Boyfriend".
Apparently, their affairs were still revealed.
Weibo is full of intimate photos of the two of them, including kissing on the streets of Taipei, as well as ambiguity on the set, and even photos from high school have been shaken out.
Moreover, the person who broke the news is a well-known paparazzi in the circle, not only there are pictures and the truth, but there are even videos.
In the picture is a photo of Xia Moqiao and Qiuchen kissing passionately on the balcony. Even when zoomed in, you can see the protruding part of the two.
At this moment, Qiuchen was silent, he didn't know how to deal with this situation.
In the past, the artists under his banner were the ones who had problems, but this time he was also deeply involved.
His first reaction was not to tell Xia Moqiao, but to face it alone.
He was at a loss, but he didn't want to hurt him.He didn't want him, who was immersed in happiness, to return to that troubled country and face that terrifying world.
"Qiuchen, what do you do, how do you solve it, is the news true?"
People from the public relations department kept asking questions, but Qiuchen was speechless.
"I'll go back as soon as possible. You don't have to respond. I'll take care of everything."
He didn't know how to deal with it at all.
Except for the time after he met Xia Moqiao, he hasn't been so uneasy for a long time.This time, what he is facing is not the real people, but the society.
Having experienced many battles, he already knew how to use public opinion guidance to whitewash artists, but he didn't intend to do so. If he did so, he would only hurt them.
If it is made public, Xia Mozhen's image will plummet, ruining his future and everything.
This world is not open, and a person's habits, concepts, and hobbies may destroy everything about him, not to mention how can "heterogeneous" who like the same gender exist in such a "pure" country in such a country where feudal ideology prevails. of the world?
It's not that Qiuchen has lost interest in girls, it's just that Xia Moqiao's charm has made him lose interest in humans.
They are not monsters, they are also ordinary people who just fell in love with people of the same gender as themselves.
He never needs the sympathy of others, because he knows that the love of two people can overcome everything.However, at this moment, he was at a loss and forgot his vow to "share weal and woe".
Perhaps, at this moment, he doesn't want to involve Xia Moqiao.
Maybe when the wind blows, everything will go back to normal.
This certainly backfired.Shrewd and sophisticated, he was overwhelmed by a "protective desire" at the moment.As long as Xia Mozhen doesn't express his opinion, all this will never pass.
It's as if a married actress was kicked out for cheating, and the man admitted that he was already divorced, and the woman passively expressed her position.
When Qiu Chen was cooking, she was already uneasy, but she still had to pretend that nothing had happened, so that she could make up a reason to get out.
As soon as Xia Mozhen came to the table, she noticed that Qiu Chen was full of thoughts, and her originally bright eyes were much more gloomy.
"Actually, the company called just now and said that there is a problem with the venue of the Nanjing concert. To make way for a government event, I need to re-sign the contract and postpone it for a week."
"Come back with me soon!"
The keen Xia Mozhen believed in what he said at this moment.
Qiuchen didn't know whether it was surprise or joy, but how could the sensitive Xia Moqiao keep herself?
No matter what the reason is, as long as he speaks, I will agree to him without hesitation.No matter what kind of lies he used to deceive him.
In that lie, what was hidden must be his sincere love.
Qiuchen booked the earliest flight that night.When he was about to wash the dishes, Xia Moqiao stopped him.
"Put it there, I'll come later. I'll clean it up for you!"
Xia Moqiao carefully helped him pack his luggage.
Jackets, trousers, shirts, sunglasses...
Luggage was packed in perfect order and neatly arranged in boxes.
"Go wash the dishes, I'll close them."
Xia Moqiao hesitated for a moment, but still smiled and entered the kitchen.
Qiuchen took out two passports from the drawer and put them together in the bag.
Perhaps, this is the best way to protect him.Even if it only takes half a month, it is enough.
Now is the time when the storm is on the cusp, and Xia Moqiao's return will undoubtedly make things worse.However, this desire to protect still made him irrational.
He used to swear: never let Xia Moqiao suffer any harm.As a result, he was powerless.
Although he knew who caused it, he was powerless to expose and stop it.
He blamed himself for his incompetence, and also for his decadence, for not being able to handle things well during the time he left him, otherwise it wouldn't have turned out like this.
However, such a relationship always has to be faced.
Perhaps for ordinary people, what they face is only their relatives and friends; for them, as public figures, what they face is not only the people around them, but also the public who stir up public opinion.
They enjoy the fame and fortune brought by glory, but also bear social responsibilities.This kind of fame and fortune is directly proportional to the responsibility and responsibility.
However, such a relationship does not require an apology.They didn't do anything wrong, what's wrong is that there are too many people who don't know how to love.
"Await your return……"
Xia Mozhen's tone was heavy, but Qiuchen didn't hug him.He was afraid that this hug would cause him to cry uncontrollably.
Only when Xia Mozheng closed the door, the tears rolling in his eyes burst out.
And on the other side of the door, why not?
Although he didn't know what happened, but he always felt that this time they parted, it might take a lot of experience to meet each other.
However, Xia Mozhen still abides by her promise, does not look at her mobile phone, and just uses books and piano to pass the time.
Although he had read all these books, he read them again, hoping to gain new insights from them.
However, nothing can be read in this second pass.
The person who can make me feel at ease has left, it seems that the stability in the world has turned into restlessness, and it also makes me unable to calm down.
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