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When He Xu arrived at the intersection, he saw an ambulance with lights on just coming out of their road.

His legs went limp, and he fell off the bicycle, scrambling and running towards the ambulance, almost staggering after two steps.

A great panic seized his mind.

Scenes flashed before his eyes, full of images of parents being carried into the ambulance and taken away, and then they never opened their eyes again.

He staggered again, and was firmly held in his arms by someone.

"Let go, I'm going to see grandma, let me go."

"He Xu, He Xu, grandma isn't there."

It was Fang Xu, ah, so grandma was not taken away.

He seemed to relax all of a sudden, and let out the breath that had been tense on the road all of a sudden, he just felt his whole body go weak, if it wasn't for Fang Xu holding him, he could hardly stand up.

"Aren't you here? Not here, it's fine. You scared me to death, you know? You can't scare me like that next time, we still have hot pot, hehehe..."

Fang Xu's expression was obscure, and He Xu couldn't help but smile. He stared at Fang Xu, not daring to ask or move.

"He Xu..."

"I, let's go back! Grandma is at home alone."

He seemed to be escaping, helplessly avoiding Fang Xu's eyes, turned his head and walked home.

He stepped into the house and shouted, "Grandma, I'm back."

The voice that would respond to him every time did not appear. He was afraid that grandma would not hear him, so he yelled a few more times.

Grandma's room was lit, but it was quiet.

He walked slower and slower, slower and slower, and finally stopped in front of grandma's room.

After a long time, he turned around with difficulty and looked at Fang Xu, "Grandma, you're not here, are you?"

Fang Xu didn't know how to answer, so that this tall man in front of him, who looked so fragile at this moment, could feel better.

……

He sent a message with He Xu at nine o'clock, and then happily told grandma that Yang Yang would come back to spend Christmas Eve with us in a while, grandma, do you know what Christmas Eve means?

In fact, I don't quite understand. The holidays of foreigners are probably about praying for safety and the like.

Grandma was very happy to hear that, and said that since it was going to be a festival, she had to wear beautiful clothes.

She pleaded with herself, helped her change into a new dress, and then asked if she wanted to give gifts during the festival.

Fang Xu smiled and said probably, but unfortunately he was busy shopping for vegetables and didn't have time to go, so he will definitely make up for grandma's gift in two days.

Grandma said that she also wanted to give Yang Yang a gift, and asked if the mobile phone, which can see people face to face, can also record video like TV.

Fang Xu taught her how to do it for a while, and she said that she wanted to record a video of Yang Yang, even if it was a gift for Yang Yang this festival.

As he spoke, Fang Xu was kicked out and he was not allowed to eavesdrop.

At that time, Fang Xu should have sensed that something was wrong. During this time, He Xu always said that grandma was depressed, her spirits seemed to be poor, and that she might have some other illness. Grandma went to the hospital to have a look, and it happened that it was almost time for a regular physical examination.

But none of them thought that grandma would go so suddenly.

She closed her eyes with a smile.When the ambulance came, she was out of breath.

The doctor said that it was not a sudden illness, and there was no other external cause. Grandma is considered to be dying of life.

But Fang Xu knew it, and He Xu knew it too.

She didn't want to implicate He Xu any more, because she lost the desire to live. During this time, day by day, she was dying, and no one noticed.

She didn't even wait to see her favorite grandson for the last time, was it because she was afraid that if she saw it, she would be reluctant to part with it again?

In Fang Xu's mobile phone, the video left by grandma was only one minute and three seconds long.

She faced the camera with a very kind smile.

She said, "Yangyang, grandma is going to find your parents. I'm sorry to leave you alone again, but grandma believes that you can take care of yourself alone. There is a red bag in the bedside table. You open to take a look.

Grandma is very happy, so don't be sad.

From now on, be good! "

She spoke slowly, with a smile on her face, but her cloudy eyes were full of reluctance and worry.

At this point, the video ends.

"I'm fine." He Xu turned his head and looked at grandma on the bed.

She was lying with her eyes closed, and the corners of her mouth seemed to be still smiling, as if she was asleep.

She was wearing brand new clothes, her hair was neatly combed, and she looked clean.

Perhaps, this is also a relief for grandma.He remembered that in the past, grandma was a little old lady who loved cleanliness, but later, because of hemiplegia, she couldn't even take care of her bowels and bowels, and she lay in bed all day, waiting for Aunt Wang or her grandson to clean her up.

For her, this may be the most terrible torture.

"You go back first, I want to be alone with grandma tonight, okay?"

Fang Xu hugged him lightly, "I'm right outside, I don't want to disturb you, but let me accompany you outside, okay?"

He Xu didn't say yes or no, he just looked at the ground blankly.

Fang Xu patted him lightly, left the room without saying anything.

……

Aunt Wang and Zeng Ning's family came to help He Xu with grandma's affairs.

During this period, He Xu behaved very calmly, thanked everyone earnestly, and followed the adults to handle matters big and small.

There are no relatives in their family, so the funeral is easy.

It wasn't until after finishing all the work, at a certain moment, that He Xu was staying in the quiet home, that He Xu seemed to suddenly come to his senses - his grandma died!From now on, in this world, he is really alone.

The tears that could not be shed in the past few days just burst out of my eyes without warning.

Just as Fang Xu pushed open the door, what he saw was He Xu's teary face sitting on the ground and looking up at him.

He walked over quickly, squatted down, and hugged He Xu, feeling like he had a heart attack, and he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe.

"He Xu, He Xu." He stroked his back repeatedly, pressing his head tightly into his arms, "Cry if you want to cry, just cry out."

He Xu froze and let him hold him, tears streaming down his face, he opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't cry, he couldn't even speak.

Has he lost his voice?It's so funny!It's too embarrassing to cry like this in front of Fang Xu. Is this a reward for the world?He saw Fang Xu make a joke once, so now it's his turn?

He wanted to laugh, but nothing came out of his throat.

He didn't even know that he was shaking, very violently.

"He Xu, He Xu, don't do this." Fang Xu noticed his abnormality, held up his face, and saw that his face was distorted, crying and laughing, but his eyes were so empty, it looked like Dazed. "You look at me, you talk to me."

He Xu opened his mouth, wanting to say, I'm looking at you, what kind of expression is that on your face, do you think I'm crazy?

But still can't say anything.

"He Xu, He Xu..." Fang Xu's voice became softer and farther away, until his eyes were suddenly shrouded in darkness, and he could neither hear nor know anything.