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There are many thoughts in my heart, mixed with some previous memories, flashing back and forth in Fang Xu's mind.

Reason told him that he should stay away from He Xu.But deep down I don't want to.

He has few friends, or almost no friends.

But in fact, he is only 17 years old, and he doesn't like being alone.

Finally, he seemed to have a new start in No. [-] Middle School, and he seemed to be able to make a few friends, but he was really... reluctant.

But if he continues to get along with He Xu like this...

He knows very well that his orientation is different from that of ordinary boys, which may be one of the reasons why he has no friends.

When he was younger, he thought he was abnormal, he was afraid and uneasy, and there was no one to confide in, so he wrapped himself in indifference more and more, labeling himself as difficult to get along with, and keeping a close relationship with most people. Keep a distance, so that you are not afraid of being discovered.

Although he grew up later, he understands that his sexual orientation does not conform to the mainstream public does not mean that he is abnormal, and now people are more tolerant of this phenomenon than before, but, after all, it is still in the eyes of most people He is different, and he doesn't want to be cast a strange look, so although he can calmly face the fact that he likes boys, he still doesn't want others to know.

He avoids and even hates random touches of the same sex. Of course, he is not a clean freak, but because in his eyes, every same sex needs to keep a polite distance just like the opposite sex.

But for He Xu...he seems to be a little different.

Did it start when he learned that he actually went to fight Hongmao for himself?After all, in Fang Xu's cognition, he seldom has this feeling of being defended by others, so does he really care about it?Or maybe it's because he cooked meals for himself for a week without saying a word, so that I unconsciously became nostalgic for the excitement created by him?More maybe... earlier?At the very beginning, when he didn't even know it.

Human feelings are inherently the most complicated and most likely to change.Whether you are tempted or not, it is only a moment.

Fang Xu sighed lightly.

He didn't dare let He Xu notice, he was afraid that he would be alienated from him, and even more afraid that he would feel disgusted.

But if you don't want him to notice, the safest way is to distance yourself from him.

After all, he couldn't guarantee that he could really hide it.

When Fang Xu came to his senses after thinking wildly for a long time, He Xu fell asleep again.

He turned over lightly, saw He Xu curled up half of his body on the edge of the bed, and put a quilt on his body pitifully, as if he was afraid that he would be kicked out of the bed if he got close to him, which was inexplicably funny and pitiful .

He Xu, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, usually shows a flirtatious expression occasionally, but he also likes to laugh a lot. He seems to have endless vitality and youthful vigor.

His life seemed a little poor, but he didn't seem to complain, nor did he show any gloom. At most, he would occasionally have a bad temper that came and went quickly.

He likes puppies, even if he can't raise them, he will save his own rations to help stray puppies.

Fang Xu really couldn't tell the resemblance. A big man was squatting on the side of the road with his hands bound and his feet bound, what kind of scene was it like feeding a puppy with ham sausage with love in his eyes.

He is very filial, always obedient to his grandmother, and takes good care of him.

He should be very loyal, and the friends around him are always willing to follow him, as you can see from Zeng Ning and Lin Bing.

Such a person would actually become friends with himself!Fang Xu never thought about this before.

He stood up slowly, lowered his eyes, and silently looked at the young man beside him.

He is tall, almost 1.9 meters tall, with long hands and long legs, which can give people a sense of oppression.

His hair was shaved very short, but it made his facial features more comfortable and clean, and he didn't look stupid.

Looking at his hairy head, Fang Xu flicked his head in the air, "Like a kiwi."

……

When He Xu woke up in the morning, he found that Fang Xu had left.

His biological clock was always on time, and he went to bed early yesterday, so it was still dark when he woke up.

From this point of view, did Fang Xu wake up last night and leave?

After thinking about it, he touched his phone and sent Fang Xu a message.

"Have you gone back yet? I wanted to wake you up yesterday, but I didn't have the heart to wake you up because you were sleeping so soundly."

After sending, I put down my phone and waited for a while without any response.

Fang Xu is probably still asleep.He lay there staring for a few minutes, then rolled over and got up.

……

Monday.

"Hey, Fang Xu."

The bicycle braked sharply beside Fang Xu, bringing a gust of wind. He Xu sat on the bicycle and looked at him with a little complacency on his face, as if to say, "This time the labor is not tied to you."

"Eating buns again?" He glanced at the buns and soy milk in Fang Xu's hand, "Do you want a ride?"

Fang Xu took a bite of the bun and squinted at his mountain bike.

Where does he sit if there is no crossbar in front and no seat behind?on wheels?

"There are two places to step on, you can just step on them." As if seeing through his thoughts, He Xu pointed to the position next to the rear wheel, "Sometimes Zeng Bagua and Lin Zi sit like this."

"No need." Fang Xu's expression was a little cold, and he continued to eat and walk.

He Xu touched his nose.

What's wrong?Isn't it fine on Saturday?Why does it feel like he has become indifferent now?Is it an illusion?Or is he in a bad mood today?

He was holding on to the handlebars, but he didn't get on the bike. He just slid one foot on the ground, slowly followed Fang Xu, and said to Fang Xu, "Are your hands all healed?"

It will take at least ten days for the burn to heal completely, but it is actually not a serious problem.

Fang Xu wanted to nod at first, but suddenly said, "It still hurts a little." After he finished speaking, he just wanted to slap himself, but he could only remain expressionless.

"Let me take a look." He Xu didn't think much, and reached over with a hand to grab his hand. It wasn't as red as before, and there were some ugly marks after the blisters were flattened a few days ago, but now there are only a few inconspicuous marks. .

He subconsciously rubbed the skin with his fingertips, "It still hurts here?"

His fingertips were a little cold, and when they brushed against Fang Xu's skin, they felt itchy.Fang Xu lowered his eyes, and retracted his hand naturally, "Just a little bit."

"Ah, that... you live alone, right?"

"Well, my parents are not in Lin City."

He Xu didn't think much about it, "So it's like this. I wondered why you lived alone, but you can't even cook eggs well. How did you survive?"

"..." Fang Xu, who has always been good at everything and thinks he is omnipotent, never thought that he is a black hole in cooking, okay? "There is a thing in the world called takeaway." He subconsciously didn't mention that he has a housekeeper to cook. It's not that He Xu thinks he's showing off his wealth, but if he says so, it's hard to say that He Xu was tormented to make him cook for a week before.

Maybe it's also because, deep in his heart, there is still a vague expectation that He Xu will come to cook for him again?It's just that he chose to ignore the reason.

"Tsk tsk tsk, then why didn't you order takeaway before? How dare you take me as a free babysitter."

"...the takeaway is unpalatable."

He knows it!He Xu sighed, he had already discovered that she is not only picky but also picky eater, she is really hard to serve.

Thinking that it would be difficult to serve her in her heart, she said, "Then if you don't dislike it, you can come to my house for dinner before you have all your hands."

The author has something to say:

...Probably, this is the so-called integrity of the body, right? XD

Ah...there is no one around, so lonely——