[Tennis] Mountains and Flowing Water

"Surprise! Master Xu. What do you think of this machine? I think it is very suitable for you. I heard that the roses raised by people are very beautiful."

"You like grass, don't you? How about I make you become one with the grass?"

"Hmmm - where to start~ the right hand? Tsk tsk, what beautiful fingers."

"it's a pity."

Shenmu got up early on the 24th to prepare breakfast before his son, but Xu You didn't expect to go out for morning exercises that day.

"Xiaoyou?"

Xu You, who was lying on the couch, reluctantly got up and smiled: "Breakfast is in the microwave."

"What's wrong? Didn't sleep well?" His complexion was extremely bad.

"fine."

Shenmu turned on the heat, came out and sat on the single sofa: "Don't go to the club today...how about going to listen to a symphony performance?"

Xu You hugged the pillow tightly and curled up, whispering: "I'm fine, I was scared after watching a horror movie yesterday."

[Sneaks another horror movie. ] Shenmu looked at his pale son, distressed: "Kids don't watch horror movies, watch more cartoons, such as KOKO, and... Alchemist? This is so beautiful, not scary."

"Well."

After the microwave was ready, Shenmu went to serve his own breakfast: "To be honest, there is a concert nearby. If you don't want to go to Yokohama, you can listen to a live nearby."

Xu You licked his dry lower lip, reached out and touched his forehead: "Is it night?"

"Yeah. Dad will go with you." Shenmu chewed on the pork bun, "What do you want for lunch?" Jingbing 27 went to buy it.

"Porridge...no, seaweed bibimbap."

"There are still at home, so don't go out." Shenmu turned on the TV with the remote control panel, glanced at Xu You, and adjusted the volume to one bar.

[Let's go out more these days to relax, I won't have time to accompany Xiaoyou next year. ] He has passed the exam, and after a few months of training and practice next year, he will be officially promoted to the police department.

At that time, he may be transferred to the police station again.

Seeing that Shenmu started watching a TV series, Xu You went back to the room.

He turned over and lay on his side, his eyes fixed on the black tortoise shell.

Enfu once said that the first lesson You Gong taught them was to protect themselves.

Only by protecting yourself, can you have the possibility of hanging the pot to help the world.

"Then if you want to choose between yourself and the patient? Do you choose to protect yourself?"

"The choice is up to you." You Gong didn't affirm, but he didn't deny it either, "As long as you are wise, be prepared to bear the consequences."

Save lives, be grateful, and never stop.This is one of Xuanwu's temptations. As long as people who are in a desperate situation touch Kang Gong, they can be "reborn".The owner of Xuanwu possesses "medical skills", and external forces make him obtain medical skills.

The price is yourself.

Xu Langzuo is not a kind person.Maybe it was "stupid" a long time ago, but not anymore.

To the family members, being too kind is equivalent to being stupid.

Because they are not ordinary.Too good, coveted, jealous, easy to get involved in interests.If you are stupid, you will implicate your family and friends.

So be smart!Learn to see people, keep calm at all times, and avoid potential dangers.

Yes, maybe people are selfish, but family members, friends, don't you just watch them die?This is the biggest attraction of Xuanwu.People always have an existence that occupies an important position in their hearts, right?

But are they comparable to tennis?

Not comparable.

If Shenmu is critically ill, is he willing to "exchange at equal value"?

will not.

Yukimura's illness, is he willing to "exchange at equal value"?

will not.

Maybe there is someone who makes him willing to exchange his life, but playing tennis is more important than his life.

The day before New Year's Eve, Xu You went to Tokyo again.

"Sanada?"

Sanada with a sullen face nodded towards Xu You: "Will you come to see Yukimura?"

"Ah."

"Yukimura... you go. He's in the ward."

Xu You stopped at the corner, thought for a while, took off his shoes and quietly walked to the single room, turned the handle and opened the door to enter.

"Really...you-kun!" Yukimura was startled, and pulled the quilt to cover his face.

Xu You put on his shoes and sat on the edge of the bed, pulling the quilt covering his face: "Xingmura-kun, we need to have a good talk, shall we?"

"..."

"I'm very worried." Xu You sighed softly, "What are you afraid of?"

Yukimura lifted the quilt: "I don't." Xu You's direct gaze made him less confident, and he supported the bed and sat up.Xu You hurried forward to help.

"I'm... fine." Yukimura's face was blushing, and there were faint palm prints.

"Your face is Sanada?"

"I just said some decadent words...it won't happen anymore."

"But how could anyone hit a patient?" Xu You frowned, "Sanada,"

"He's just expressing a little bluntly." Yukimura covered his face with his fair arms and grabbed his hair, "Don't be so fussy, You-kun."

"……Feel sorry."

There was a sudden silence in the small room.

"I shouldn't be discouraged." Yukimura forced a smile, "Even if it's not for myself. I still have unfinished...missions." Probably, too naive.

But for him, Lihai's victory is his mission.

I dream of winning.

"So I will come back, I will continue to play tennis," clasped his hands, pinching the veins on the back of his hands, "so... don't worry... so... I will make my professional debut... I will..."

"What's wrong with you? Do you need surgery?"

"I am fine."

"What will happen to the operation? Don't worry, you can recover."

Yukimura was silent, and let out a snort: "What do you say?"

"Yukimura-kun?"

"What do you know!"

"I..." Xu You suddenly felt aggrieved.Why did Sanada's straightforward encouragement work, but his comfort did not?

"You have never had this kind of disease, you don't understand me at all, and you say you are cured... Do you think it is very simple! Ah, yes, it is very simple. You usually only have a small cold at most .”

The panic-stricken teenager really acted like a little boy at the beginning, making trouble for no reason, willful and resentful towards his best friend who always tolerated him in front of him.

"I don't know anything, so I don't care about blessings. Heh, you think I will like it? Do you not care about me at all?"

"Yes, anyway, I really got this disease, and I was really sanctioned, right! Do you think I will have a wife in the future? And then abortion, extramarital affairs? Do you want to get rid of me a long time ago! You Do you think that Zhong Ziqi died long ago!"

"What are you still doing here! Want to see my pitiful appearance? Is it very unlovable? Don't you enjoy watching it!"

Xu You held back his breath, "Shut up!"

Yukimura was stunned for a second, his mouth shrunk, his eyes were a little steamy, but he kept on saying, "Hey, I knew it. Are you getting impatient? Let's go!"

When Xu You turned around, Yukimura panicked and became impatient. He raised his hand and swiped vigorously on the table. The plastic cup fell to the ground with a clear and crisp sound.

"Don't go!" cried aggrievedly.

After a few seconds of silence, Xu You turned around and sat on the side of the bed, reaching out and stroking the hair on the side of Yukimura's face: "So tell me well. If you don't tell me, how would I know?"

"Hmm." Yukimura leaned on his less fleshy shoulders, wrapped his blue hands around the boy's neck, and let one hand dangle around his head.

"Surgery, but the success rate is only 40%; if it fails, it will probably be paralyzed. I will 'die'..."

"Then no surgery."

"I won't get better without surgery!" Xu You's neck was scratched with a few more red marks due to the strength of his hand.

"Why can't it get better? Isn't it much better now?"

"I can't play tennis." Sniffing, "Is that why you're not interested in me?"

"How come? We are still friends."

"That's different! If you know it, you're definitely not interested in me!"

"..." Xu You couldn't refute.

A 2 minutes of peace.

"Youjun, should I have an operation? Are you right? I don't listen to others."

Xu You understood that Xingmura regarded him as the final reference person for the decision, and this choice itself meant that Xingmura subconsciously wanted surgery.Because among all the people in Yukimura's circle, if there is anyone who most expects Yukimura to develop into professional tennis and not give up tennis, it must be Xu You.

At least Yukimura thinks so.

"I've said it before, Yukimura-kun. A gentleman is wise and protects himself, you... don't use your body as a bargaining chip." He was paranoid, but he didn't want Yukimura to do the same.

Yukimura has a happy family, partners who trust each other, god-like talents, and a bright future.In fact, he doesn't have to... hang himself on the tennis tree, he can also paint, compose music, and be a horticultural gardener.

"..." Yukimura suddenly raised his head and looked straight at Xu You with an unbelievable look, a little disappointed and a little lonely, "Shenmu...you...you understand what tennis is to me Is it?" [I thought you understood. ]

"Dream." [Of course I understand. ]

"Yes, a dream. No, it's a fact!" Yukimura said word by word, "I won't be separated from tennis, you don't understand at all." When his fingers began to tremble, everything was out of control, and his paralyzed legs and feet pushed him to the ground. Pulling in the mud.

He no longer resented the injustice of fate, he calmed down, and he was making choices to solve his problems.

"Without tennis, I would have nothing."

"Nothing is hard to get through. People's ideas will change." Xu You felt inexplicably funny, and he really wanted to laugh at himself.

"..." Yukimura smiled abruptly, "Pfft—well, let's not talk about my operation." After a compromise, he looked directly at Xu You with sharp eyes, "I'm curious, if you can't How about playing tennis?"

[Go to hell. ] Xu You certainly couldn't say that to Yukimura.But with such a solemn and pious question, he didn't want to lie.

"..."

"ok, I get it."

"You—" Once again, there is a lot of weight on your shoulders.

Yukimura rubbed the soft cloth in front of Xu You's shoulder, leaned close to his ear and complained softly: "You know I'm afraid, so you won't help me."

"Yukimura-kun..."

"Zhong Ziqi is gone, and Bo Ya broke the strings. Isn't it also 'Zhong Ziqi's departure' when I leave tennis?" Don't you also want "Zhong Ziqi" to leave?Why do you still have to persuade him?

[Give me one more chance, okay? ] I won't be turned away anymore, and I won't listen to the footsteps walking away.

"Yukimura-kun..." Xu You's lips were dry, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and he asked softly, "Do you really need surgery?" Even if you want to be a tennis coach, why do you have to be so decisive?

"Yeah." Yukimura breathed gently, whispering on his neck, "I don't regret it."

The palm with slender knuckles due to the small bones covered the back of the hospital gown and held it firmly.

"Then let's do the surgery, Yukimura-kun."

Seo Woo had to face a question, if Yukimura was really...on the operating table.

what will happen to him

If the operation fails, what kind of future will Yukimura have?

What a pity!

If Yukimura is gone, can he still endure that kind of tennis field?

Why does Yukimura have to have such a probability!

Wouldn't it be nice to let Zhong Ziqi stay with Boya?

Can he bear it?He doesn't want this!

There is nothing on the light-colored simple window sill, and through the window, there is a thick layer of dark clouds in the sky, and it seems that something is about to break through it.

Seems to understand, Shuheng thought at that time.

Not exactly the same, but the weights are all the same.

He understands the possible consequences and costs, he understands them all.He knew it couldn't be done.

"I am here."

The author has something to say:

Some things are clear to oneself, and it is really hard to change their nature.

Regarding Sanada's slap, personal opinion: Yukimura will be fragile and childish when he is sick.

Yukimura is a little afraid of Sanada in some aspects, after all he is only strict in tennis, Sanada is strict in everything.So he complained to Sanada at most, but he was still beaten by Sanada.If there is time and space, Yukimura will calm down and understand Sanada's encouragement to him.

But at the time of being slapped, the grievance value must have exploded, similar to the mentality of "I am so miserable, you still hit me!".

Then it happened that Xu You hit the muzzle of the gun, and for the soft-tempered Xu You, Yukimura spit black mud and "bullyed" explosively.

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Q: Did you feel any regrets before you finally put your choice into action?

Yu: No... (laughs) At least I have had it for 30 years, and I am content.

Xing: I will fantasize about life after not playing tennis.I found no point. (Wry smile) I will not go back on my decision.

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