next full moon night

"Explain? Who is this Alvin?" Lin Yuan didn't know anything at this time, but when he saw the message on Cheng Huanyi's phone, he made a slight guess. It was not a question, but curious whether Cheng Huanyi would Tell yourself the truth.

Cheng Huan pondered for a while, and felt that it would be better to be honest at this juncture, and tentatively opened his mouth: "Just... the time we had a fight before, after you left, Zhang Zheng invited me to drink, and then I met this People... just added WeChat at the time, but didn't contact me later, he probably didn't know about my illness, obviously I infected him, and he was worried about me in turn, I really... Sigh"

He couldn't go on anymore, it was futile to regret and blame himself at this time, he could only sigh softly, sighing for his unbearable past and dark future.

"You...you'd better tell the truth and explain it clearly. If you pay for medical expenses, you should pay for it. It's just the incubation period. If you control it well, it shouldn't be life-threatening." Lin Yuan mustered up a lot of courage to say this. He struggled inwardly, but he wanted to keep his last dignity and prevent Cheng Huan from seeing his embarrassment.

He said it calmly, but in fact, his heart hurts to death.After the two had quarreled, I had been brooding on my heart and weeping silently, and I barely calmed down after living in a friend's house for several days, but Cheng Huanyi had a heartless roll with someone else that night. It is embarrassing.

"Aren't you angry? I did that kind of thing with others, and even passed on the disease to others..." Cheng Huan was a little surprised when he saw his calm reaction.

"Is it useful for me to be angry? Every time I get angry because of this kind of thing, don't you just use all kinds of hypocritical sweet words to fool me, and then it will get worse after a while? If it is really useful for me to be angry, we will not be here now This is the point. I’ve been used to it for a long time, and I even said that I would be surprised if you really completely reformed. There’s no need, let’s make do with it, it’s useless to get angry and hurt yourself.”

Lin Yuan's words were like double-edged blades, one end cut open his own heart layer by layer while he was speaking, and showed Cheng Huan all the old and new rotten scars; the other end showed Cheng Huan The most fatal blow of Huan Yi, who is always on top, turned his rock-solid heart into a glass product that could break at the touch of a touch.

"I know it's too late for me to say anything now. I no longer expect your forgiveness. I just ask you to spend the last time with me happily and let me die without regret. After I'm gone, you must I can find someone who is much, much better than me, he will not betray you, he will not hurt you, he will spend the rest of his life with you, love you and protect you instead of me..." Cheng Huanyi said As he spoke, he couldn't help the tears rolling in his eyes. He sincerely hoped that Lin Yuan could live better without him, but he didn't want anyone else to enjoy Lin Yuan's goodness except him.

Lin Yuan raised his hand and wiped away the teardrops on Cheng Huanyi's face.In his impression, this man has always been cold and strong, and it is really rare to see him cry.

"Don't think so much, finish the matter with Alvin, then have a good sleep, and talk about the future." Lin Yuan comforted Cheng Huanyi in a low voice, "Don't worry about the past, I don't want to worry about the past, I'm very sleepy, hurry up and let's go to bed."

After Alvin finished sending the message, he couldn't help being a little puzzled when he saw that Cheng Huanyi kept showing "typing" but no words were sent.

Whether it is the Cheng Huanyi he has met himself or the Cheng Huanyi in others' mouths, he is a typical indifferent businessman who works vigorously and never drags his feet.He couldn't help but start to guess what made Cheng Huanyi so difficult to speak.

"sorry."

"It was I who infected you. I have been infected for a long time. I passed the infection period earlier and entered the onset period at the beginning of the year. But when I was with you, I didn't know that I had the disease, so I didn't intend to infect you. Yes, you have to trust me on that."

"I'm really sorry for you. If you need to find a better doctor or ask me to pay the medical bills, please feel free to ask."

After Alvin saw the news, he found it unbelievable at first, but after thinking about it carefully, it is reasonable for a playboy like Cheng Huanyi who can abduct someone into bed after a few minutes of chatting with others to have this disease, it is really pitiful and hateful.

He thought for a while, and replied: "It's not your fault, after all, you didn't know at the time that the medical expenses are unnecessary, and I can pay for it myself. Are you in the process of treatment now? How is the situation?" "

Although this disease is difficult to cure, it is not too difficult to save life under professional treatment, so Alvin's original intention was to care for Cheng Huanyi symbolically. After all, he is very handsome and successful in this career. The man is still quite fond of it.

But when he saw Cheng Huanyi saying that he had given up treatment, it shocked him more than anything he had said before. Alvin always thought that elite presidents like this should be rational and maximize their benefits. However, Huanyi will choose to fend for himself and avoid treatment.

After replying to Alvin's message, Cheng Huanyi obediently listened to Lin Yuan's words, no longer thinking about anything, but hugged Lin Yuan tightly in his arms, as if he was afraid that he would disappear immediately if he let go.

The two embraced and fell asleep, and the short-lived beautiful dream temporarily expelled the sadness and pain of the real world.

Time flows like water, and those painful days are like dripping water piercing rocks, eroding people's hearts bit by bit, which is really a kind of torture; while those happy times are like a giant waterfall pouring down, non-stop Flying, it is fleeting in the blink of an eye.

Their this year is many times happier than the sum of many, many years before, so before they know it, the new year will come quietly.

Last year's New Year's Eve, they watched fireworks on the islands in the southern hemisphere and kissed lingeringly; this year's New Year's Eve, they stayed at home, made dumplings together, and tasted the most human-like home-cooked dishes accompanied by the singing and dancing of the gala.The difference is the location, but the same is the tightly connected mind of the two, and the same inseparable and entangled body.

The biggest change this year is that Lin Yuan can finally sit down and talk with his parents calmly. They all took a step back and chose to be considerate of each other. This is what Cheng Huanyi has been looking forward to seeing. Now that it has come true, he will let go Don't worry, at least after he lets go, Lin Yuan won't be helpless.

The morning bell rang, and Cheng Huanyi wrapped Lin Yuan's naked/white body in a quilt, and carried him to the bay window of the bedroom.

A colorful flower bloomed in the night sky outside the window in an instant, followed by more flowers clustered in clusters, and they lit up the originally dark night sky in front of them.In an instant, Lin Yuan felt as if he had returned to a year ago.

"I don't know how many more years I can spend with you. In the next year, I will set off fireworks for you every New Year's Eve, and watch the fireworks with you again, until I leave this world." The quilt on his body was tucked away, and she lowered her head and gently pecked and kissed his fair face.

At this moment, this person who has been facing death calmly has a sense of regret, because he is afraid that after he is gone, no one will light up the night sky for Lin Yuan, and he is even more afraid that without his future, Lin Yuan will walk as fast as possible. More difficult and bumpy.

It seems a little reluctant to leave.

In March of Yangchun, it is the day when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming and everything is recovering. Cheng Huanyi is on the contrary. His physical condition is getting worse and worse. His originally strong body is losing weight a little bit.

He insisted on the principle of being able to last a day, and he was unwilling to go to the hospital for a check-up, because he knew that once he entered the hospital, he would never come out again in his life.

Seeing his deteriorating condition, Lin Yuan frowned unconsciously. He knew that it was not an option to hold on like this.

"I'll accompany you to the hospital tomorrow. Don't procrastinate. Don't you know what's going on with your body? Didn't you say before that you want to fulfill my wish? This is my biggest wish now, even if there is no possibility of cure Okay, I also want you to leave calmly, I don't want to see you endure the pain and hold on every day. Listen to me once, okay?" Lin Yuan still couldn't hold back, and said the words that had been spinning on the tip of her tongue for a few days .

Cheng Huan thought for a while, and felt that what Lin Yuan said was also reasonable.In his current state, life is worse than death. While he is in pain, Lin Yuan is also uncomfortable.

So he agreed to Lin Yuan and went to see a doctor the next day.

That night, even though Cheng Huan's physical strength was not as good as before, they still had a vigorous love/event, because they knew each other that this should be the last time, so both of them were extraordinarily devoted until they collapsed to the point of falling out of bed. sleep.

The next afternoon, accompanied by Lin Yuan, Cheng Huanyi came to the hospital where he was diagnosed more than a year ago.

After various examinations, the doctor strongly warned Cheng Huanyi that he must stay in the hospital for treatment this time, otherwise the consequences would be dire.

His condition has entered an advanced stage, with tumors appearing in his body, and his expected life expectancy is within half a year.At this time, he behaved calmly, just like when he proposed to refuse treatment at the beginning. This may be his last protection of his dignity.

He has no regrets anymore, his only concern is Lin Yuan, he hopes that after his death, he can turn into a star, shining only for Lin Yuan, guarding him and spending the rest of his life with him in another way.

But what he didn't know was that Lin Yuan had already had his own ideas.