Buddha kill GL

Finally, the lamp oil was not added in vain, and He Huan always thought in his heart, maybe, it was still not enough, so the Buddha took away the clarity from Ah Xun's eyes.

"Hehuan, why don't you light the lamp?"

When Ah Xun woke up, the wind and snow outside had stopped for several days, exposing a bleak sunlight, and the room was bright.

He Huan stared at those eyes for a long time, and finally understood what the doctor said, that being able to wake up is a great blessing, or forgetting people, forgetting things, or having any other problems and not knowing what it means.

"What kind of lamp do you light? Wherever I am, it will be brightly lit. Just remember what I look like."

How did this happen.

I dress so nicely every day, even when you wake up and see me, I still look the same as before.

So later, He Huan became like a maidservant, getting up earlier than Ah Xun, earlier than all the girls, fetching water to wash Ah Xun every day.

She went to the street to buy sweet potatoes, teasing Ah Xun.

He still took Ah Xun to drink with her, and then one day he drank a few more glasses and became drunk: "It doesn't matter if you can't see me as beautiful as a flower.

Ah Xun also drank some wine and talked a little more, she said: "I don't dare to leave with you anymore, I originally wanted to do your laundry, cook for you, plant the fields and serve the flowers."

This appearance, no matter where you go, will only be a burden to you, so Ah Xun no longer counts her worthless wages.

At least there is acacia in Fengdu Tower, and it is always better to have acacia in the past.

But Acacia has changed.

Carrying the bag, Ah Xun slammed left and right to the ground, trying to squeeze through the door, both Zisang and Gu Mi were afraid of her stubbornness.

After Mama Liu told Ah Xun all the things that Ah Xun didn't know in the past, Ah Xun was like a deer caught in the trap of a beast, panicked and annoyed.

Unable to squeeze the door open, Ah Xun lay on the dressing table with his face covered, weeping unceasingly.

I only know how to hold Qi, I only know how to hold Qi, I am blind, and my mind is also blind, but how can Hehuan do this, and he always insists on going his own way.

I, Ah Xun, He Dehe Neng, can afford such a large debt to you Hehuan.

Mother Liu said, "So what's the matter with you leaving?"

Mother Liu is a real person, she said, Hehuan didn't tell you to leave, and I'm ashamed to use the money on the account for nothing.

But this silver didn't last long.

In a few days, people came to Li's house, and there was a lot of rumors in the building. Zisang walked around and heard some wind.

"Hehuan is really powerful, the Li family has come to refund the money."

"No, with her temper, she's really fearless, so there's nothing she's afraid of."

"No, if she is really afraid of something, it must be because of Ah Xun."

After a few days of quarreling, Miss Hehuan came back, and she came back on foot. Mother Liu had gone out and planned to welcome people in.

As soon as they met each other, they hummed and turned away.

Zisang had just finished feeding Daxue, so she also ran to see it. She had a good smile on her face, and wanted to bring up the matter of going back to Changzhou with Hehuan, to see if she could get some wages and go on the road.

But as soon as she saw Hehuan, she also choked, her smile slowly narrowed, her tongue seemed to be tied in a knot: "He... Miss Hehuan."

"Huh? Why are you stuttering?" Miss Hehuan bent down, hooked her finger on the bridge of Gou Zisang's small nose, grinned, her eyes were still very bright, but a blood-red scar on her face was very glaring.

The scar was cut obliquely from the side cheek to the cheek, red and covered with a brown scab.

Zisang shook his head vigorously, but his eyelids became sore for no reason.

He Huan patted the little head of the person in front of him: "Anyway, Ah Xun can't see it."

After entering the door, the sound of acacia silver bells, eloquently spread along the door wind to A Xun, she just said: "A Xun, I'm back again."

When I come back this time, I won't leave you.

Really, I found that the life without Ah Xun is quite boring, just widowed.

"Go back to Fengdu Tower, and pay those old debts due to me again?"

Ah Xun stretched out his hand to touch the old alluring skin, but when his fingertips were about to touch the scar, he was caught.

"I won't pay it back anymore. When people live in this world, it is inevitable that there will be times when they are sloppy. We will also be sloppy once. Now is a good time to play horses."

Ah Xun shook her head again and again, she didn't dare to repeat what happened last time easily, she said: "The me now will only hurt you more and more."

"If you don't tire me out, it won't be interesting."

He Huan stepped forward and hugged the person in front of him tightly: "Even if you have been angry with me for so many days, I still think you are good, even if you look angry, you are too good to be true."

Mother Liu came and called Hehuan to go.

In the building, they only heard about Hehuan's disgrace, and didn't see it with their own eyes, but now they all come out to see it.

"What did Mr. Li do?"

"No way, Mr. Li is still a scholar after all. If he is not gentle and polite, Miss He Huan would not like him."

"That's a pretty face, why did it get pulled into such a shape?"

"Everyone in the house has said that it's the Hehuan girl who cheated on herself and wanted to break the contract. She just did it with a dagger."

Whoever he is, he just bought this face, and if he loses face, naturally there is nothing to keep.

Mother Liu stared at that face, looked left and right, and tsk-tsk: "You are capable. You can do this kind of stupid thing, and you will retreat. I will ask someone to tell you that you are deliberately burying it." Without this face, I won’t be able to return to this building.”

"Then mother said, what should I do?"

He Huan stared at his mother's frosty face, grinning, leaned forward, took her mother's arm and shook it back and forth: "Leaving me as a maid in this building is scary, let me go."

Mother Liu got angry and pushed He Huan away: "You are the only one who can do things. If there are more girls like you, I won't be able to count on Feng Du Lou."

So Mother Liu rushed to Hehuan: "Clean up quickly, and take the blind man away, far away."

Facing the closed door, Hehuan knelt down and kowtowed three times, stood up, turned her head and said to Zisang again: "Look, sometimes, what you lose is what you gain."

Gu Mi said she wanted to stay.

Zisang asked her, would she become a girl like Hehuan?

Gu Mi shook her head this time, and she said: "When Miss Hehuan and Miss A Xun are together, it makes people feel good, but I still feel that I can't be as powerful as Hehuan."

Because Ah Xun He Huan can do everything, she has become a powerful He Huan, and without He Huan, Ah Xun is just a blind man who can't see anything.

So Ah Xun's Acacia, A Xun in Acacia, originally meant this.

When she knew she was going to leave, Ah Xun didn't believe anything, she said to He Huan, "Don't coax me to settle down in those places, and then run back to Li's house by myself."

"How can I, I have to stare at you everywhere from now on."

Zisang packed up his little baggage, led Daxue, and followed Hehuan and the others, shaking hands with Gumi.

Goodbye, Gumi.

Then you should be a good girl from now on. There is good wine to drink, good meat to eat, and singing and dancing at night.

Zisang spent several days looking at it in the attic, and finally came to this stall selling sweet potatoes today.

He Huan half-supported and half-armed Ah Xun, and said in a coquettish tone, "The lady is in charge of the money, you have such a small amount of money, maybe you can buy me another sweet potato."

On a rare occasion today, Ah Xun smiled several times, searched for coins from her purse, asked for two sweet potatoes, and gave one of them to Zisang.

Then, they didn't know where to go again, Ah Xun moved one hand from time to time, thinking about the money in the purse.

In the end it was still too little.

In the end, I found a broken courtyard on the edge of the city. Seeing that there was no one living there, and there were no people around, He Huan said, at worst, it's just a borrowing.

There was nothing in the room, it was still full of dust, A'Du couldn't see, only He Huan told her.

Hehuan said, oh, take a look at this yard, look at it, the windows are bright and clean, how new it is.

He Huan was obviously still holding a stick wrapped with spider silk in his hand, but he still said in his mouth: "Zi Sang, do you think so, look at how beautiful these floor tiles and window grilles are."

According to Zisang, the dilapidated house in front of her seemed to be quite a bit like that.

A'Du can't do anything, she said: "In fact, I can also play the flute for other people's buildings. If I can get some wages, Hehuan, I can still support you."

"With Ah Xun, I don't worry about anything."

On the second day, there was an extra bamboo flute in the room.

He Huan carefully tied the pendant to the flute pole, and handed it to Ah Xun, she said: "From now on, I will depend on the lady."

Hehuan like that was really free and easy. When he entered the kitchen, he panicked and his face was covered with stove ashes. From this, Zisang thought, Hehuan is not as big as Bai Yunmo even for such a big person.

Zisang is not good in the kitchen, but he can start the fire, barely cover the pot to cook rice, porridge, and stew meat.

After a few days, He Huan learned something, and Zisang said, "I'm leaving too."

Even if she doesn't leave, what's the point of her being here.

Ah Xun went out to find a job, relying on her former reputation, some people were willing to spend money to hire her, but they could barely live together, raising Daxue seemed to be extremely laborious.

The scar on He Huan's face has faded, from brown to light pink, and the pink clothes on his body have also been replaced with ordinary coarse cloth shirts.

This kind of Acacia is still pretty when she smiles, she said: "I noticed it for you last time, go to Changzhou, take the waterway, I know the people who take the boat, I will take you there tomorrow to ask. "

On the second day, when I went to the pier, I happened to meet the person He Huan said.

The hair was tied into a big braid and wrapped around the top of her head. She was a woman with thick black eyebrows. Her face was full of wind and rain, but her eyes were very round. When she saw Hehuan, she was a little surprised: "What about the scar on her face?" What's going on?"

It was too late to make a sound to stop, but Ah Xun didn't make any big movements, just raised his hand sideways, accurately and skillfully stroked Hehuan's face, and the place where he stroked was exactly the scar.

The river is windy and the water is gurgling, only a soft voice can be heard:

"Yiren's appearance is not on the outside but on the heart."

[Digression] This article is designated as the upper part, and the lower part has already been pre-opened "The World is Public GL". It will be written directly six years later, but it will not be published immediately. Currently, the manuscript is being saved, and it will be done in one go without interference. It opened on December 12th. The reason for the transfer was to see the author have something to say. Thank you for reading the article so far. I hope you can give me an opportunity and trust, so that I can write what I really want to write.

I pray that there will be a day when I return, and the world will be a public.

The author has something to say:

Let me start by saying sorry.

Second say thank you very much.

It is not easy for me to write here, and it is not easy for you to see here, and Zisang is also not easy.

You will find that she can't change at all, it's a very weak change, she just looks on and goes with the flow.

I failed, and I put myself into it again, thinking why, why can she break through the air.

Zisang has entered the WTO, and she can't get out. In Zhi Da Shi, she just watched.Later, she was going to go on a boat, she knew the direction, I knew what was going on, but I didn't know how she would deal with it.

Recently, my mental state is very bad, and my living conditions are not good. The writing style has changed four to five times. I need to calm down.

I have been writing articles for the past few months, and I have written a lot. Many manuscripts have been put into the trash can, and my heart is blank, and every character is ashamed.

Go away for a while, I need time to feel something.

Hey, I'm very creative, I want to see through the world, but I can't even see what is in front of me.

I often feel that my eyes are blind and my heart is blind, so I keep looking and looking, trying to see far away places, but I only use a blank space to expand my heart, and the empty space only invites empty wind, and I still can't see something.

This article is temporarily suspended for a while, I always want to give Zisang a cause and effect, but now is not the time, because I hope she can break free.

It's just that when I write it again, I should start a new chapter, which is the lower part, and maybe there will be some changes. I started writing six years later, when Zisang and Nanwu reunited. I hope that is the Zisang that should be.

Here, I would like to say goodbye to you and Zisang.

When we meet in other courts, there will be a day when we return, and the world will be public.