On the wedding show before the divorce

As soon as she heard Ruan Youran's voice, she couldn't bear it.

She was even more afraid to explain to her.

What should she say?

Tell her, leisurely, I'm sorry, maybe I will die on the operating table, maybe the operation is successful, and I only have five years to live, and I killed our child with my own hands?

This kid has had a hard time coming.

but……

If you tell Youran, she will definitely choose her, not the child.

Then... She survived, spent five years with her, and let her suffer endless pain...

But if you don't tell her, if you leave like this, she will definitely hate herself and never come back.

Chu Nian often thinks of breaking down alone, and tears streaming down her face. As time goes by, the child's reaction in her body is getting bigger and bigger. She will vomit and feel that little life.

At that moment, she was already a mother.

She doesn't allow anyone to hurt her children.

The pregnancy process was not smooth.

During the checkup in the sixth month of pregnancy, the doctor looked at the checklist with a serious expression: "This child, there may be some problems with the immune system, you—"

It's this month, and Chu Nian has thought about the consequences.

She even prepared for the worst.

A week later, Chu Nian heard the child's heartbeat, rumbling, much faster than ordinary people, like a cheerful little train.

On a day when she should have been happy, she shed tears.

When she came out of the examination center, Chu Nian looked at the lover who accompanied the other mothers, her hands were gently touching her stomach, her eyes were full of tenderness.

For Chu Nian, every prenatal check-up is a journey through the gates of hell.

Fortunately, at the seventh month, the child's examination indicators were more stable than last month, but Lilo was a little worried, "Nian Nian, although the problem is not very serious, the child will definitely need treatment in the first three years after birth. Generally speaking, children are stable after they are three to five years old."

Chu Nian knew what she meant, "I will live, and I can do some repair operations first. If I can last for a day, it is a day, and if I can last for a year, it is a year. I want to see her worry-free."

Lilo: "Are you crazy? Is it a trivial matter to open your mouth?"

Chu Nian stopped talking.

She decided to have this baby from day one.

Already crazy.

In the later stage, she suffered from heartache and didn't dare to take too much medicine, so she could only endure it.

Chu Nian was very scared.

She didn't know how long she would live.

She really wants to be cheap.

Think crazy.

On a nice day, she called Mimi, the only one in China who knew the news, "Mimi, is she okay?"

When Gu Mi heard Chu Nian's voice, she wanted to cry, "She was still looking for you. Last month, she found me. She knelt down and asked me to tell her your whereabouts. Nian Nian...you..."

Heart, as if severed by something, Chu Nian wiped away the tears on her face, she said softly: "You can help me choose a cemetery, if I can't survive, you can take my ashes back to the country for burial. "

America is too far away.

If she is buried here, she just wants to take a look at Jianjian, and it will be thousands of miles away.

Millet knew that something must have happened to her, and broke down in tears.

Chu Nian murmured: "Do you need engravings on the tombstone? If you engrave it, you can write Ruan Youran's wife and daughter."

her life.

Not welcome when coming.

From childhood to adulthood, only Ruan Youran knew how to love her and put her at the top of his heart.

Now, even Youran would hate her very much.

This is her fate, she admits it.

If she died quietly.

Probably won't be remembered by anyone either.

But if she really went underground, she still wanted to have something to do with Ruan Youran.

She is her wife.