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Chapter 53 Ding
In the Sanliang Hutong under the setting sun, two small courtyard doors slowly opened from inside with a babbling sound. The aged Feng Zhichun walked to the edge of the alley with two rice bowls in his hands and knocked, accompanied by the iron rice bowls. There was a crisp knocking sound, and within a few minutes, seven or eight dirty wild dogs ran out from the end of the road and surrounded her.
"Hey, eat more, you have everything, don't worry...do you know Xiaoguang? Have you met a child named Xiaoguang around here?"
Back and forth carefully greeted and asked the dogs who were scrambling for food at their feet. The wild dogs couldn't understand the words in the woman's mouth, so they only cared about biting and fighting for the food in their mouths, and ignored her questions at all.
Seeing this, Feng Zhichun, who seemed to be used to it, only sighed sadly, bent over and simply fed almost all the food in the rice bowl, until these round-bellied wild dogs left her without any regrets. Go, she stared blankly at the corner of the alley for a long time before she stood up and prepared to go home.
"Xiaoguang...Xiaoguang...where are you...your father and I miss you so much...don't hide from your mother anymore, please go home early..."
Walking back all the way, Feng Zhichun, who was still muttering in a low voice and looking around while walking towards his home, was obviously much more haggard than before from the look of his face.
But the lost child must be found, and the debt of default must be paid. After all, as long as one thinks that his own son may be like those homeless wild dogs just now, he will not even have a decent meal. Unable to eat, the tears in Feng Zhichun's eyes were about to fall.
With two empty rice bowls in her hand, she finally walked to the door of her house and stopped, then subconsciously raised her head forward. The next second, with red eyes, she only saw the one sitting on the steps in the small yard. She was so familiar with the back that she was a little afraid to make a sound.
"... Ah Gen?"
I panicked, so I shouted subconsciously. Everything in Feng Zhichun's hand fell to the ground, and there was a rather ear-piercing sound.
And today, Qin Gentiana, who obviously came alone, just looked down at the things on the ground expressionlessly when he heard the movement in his ear, and then walked slowly forward to help the woman pick up the rice bowl that was used to feed the dog before. Qin Gentiana only looked at Feng Zhichun a few times, and after a while, he twitched the corners of his mouth without any emotion.
"I happened to pass by here before going to work, so I came to have a look."
"Well...well, okay, come in and sit...come in quickly..."
He lowered his head and quickly wiped away the tears that fell down his face in embarrassment. Feng Zhichun, with red eyes, grabbed Qin Gentiana's hand as if he was afraid that he would run away. Seeing this, Qin Gentiana instinctively avoided seeing his wrist finally being grabbed. He didn't break free again, just let Feng Zhichun drag him into the yard in a panic all the way with an indifferent expression, and hurriedly started to bring a stool for himself and boil sugar water.
"Do... do you eat eggs? Country chicken, very fresh..."
"OK, thank you."
"Master Jin...why didn't he come with you today?"
"He's in trouble."
"Oh, that……"
The topic stopped stiffly at this point, and Feng Zhichun, with an embarrassed expression, obviously felt that Gentiana Qin didn't want to talk to him too much, so he just carefully put a large bowl of poached egg brown sugar water that he cooked in a hurry, and closed his eyes. He kept his mouth shut.
Gentiana Qin, who didn't look too hungry, just lowered his head and stared at the familiar syrup bowl in front of him for a long time, until Feng Zhichun thought that he didn't want to take a bite of what he made, then the silent Qin Gentiana lowered his head and picked up the chopsticks very slowly. It was hard to take a bite.
"Okay...is it delicious?"
"kindness."
The mother and son, who hadn't sat together for a long time since the last time, were silent for a few seconds after they finished speaking. Feng Zhichun pursed her lips and remained silent for a while. After a long time, she looked at Gentiana Qin with red eyes. The side face that also bears no resemblance to himself hesitated and said,
"You've lost a lot of weight... Are you tired recently..."
"Fortunately."
"Eat more nutritious food at ordinary times... Don't always tire yourself so much... Eat a little bit if you have a bad appetite..."
"kindness."
"Could it be that Jin... the young master said something to you before he went back, and you came here on purpose today?"
Feng Zhichun's extremely nervous question made Qin Gentian slightly raise his cold and inorganic eyes, and felt his gaze on the woman who instantly lowered her head in shame, and when she saw Qin Gentian who finished eating the sugar water in three or two bites, she stood up and wanted to take the bowl away After washing off, Feng Zhichun quickly stopped him.
"I'll come... I'll wash it, you sit down... Usually take more rest and nourish yourself, and it's hard work every day..."
The inexplicably gloomy mother and son seemed to use up all their energy for every word. Feng Zhichun wiped his tears and went outside to deliver the bowls, leaving only Qin Gentian sitting in the room staring at her busy back and forth.
Just at this time, the quartz clock in the main room rang without warning, and subconsciously raised his head to look aside, and unconsciously landed on the old family portrait of four people hanging on the wall, Qin Gentiana was quiet Staring intently at the thin boy with his head bowed and shrunk in the corner with low self-esteem, with blue birthmarks on his face and neck, it took a long time to hear Feng Zhichun, who had re-entered, softly said in a complicated and hesitant tone,
"Young Master Jin... He actually came to our house several times before... He wanted to ask me why you were in prison before, but I was afraid that you would be unhappy, so I didn't tell him anything..."
"Then did he see the picture?"
"No, no, I just found this when I cleaned up the house yesterday...he came here before so he never saw it...do you want me to put it away?"
"Put it away, you don't need to take out anything related to my past, let alone let Jin Heng have a chance to see it."
Of course, Feng Zhi didn't dare to refute what Qin Gentian said, so he nodded quickly and took the old photo frame off the wall, noticing that Gentian Qin didn't seem to intend to leave immediately, Feng Zhichun thought for a while, but went into the back room and took out a large pile of similar picture books, schoolbags and some scattered sundries, then began to think about his words and said,
"Last time... Last time I actually wanted to ask you... But I dare not ask... Ah Geng, did you already know... I am... not yours at all... That's why you... ..."
When she said the last few words, the ashen-faced Feng Zhichun stopped again, and she felt a little uncomfortable for a while and couldn't speak, whether it was facing Qin Gentiana or other people she had concealed for a long time.
And Qin Gentian, who didn't seem to have much reaction to the words in her mouth, just lowered his head calmly here, and then lowered his eyes and pulled the corners of his mouth noncommittally.
"Well, you are my biological mother. I have known about this for a long time."
"...you...when did you...know?"
"Eleven years ago? Or ten years ago? I don't remember exactly which year it was, but Jin Heng also knows."
Qin Gentiana's tone didn't look like he was lying, he probably knew about it a long time ago, and Feng Zhichun, who thought he could keep this secret for the rest of his life, trembled instantly when he heard his words When she recalled how inappropriate the words she said when she met Gentiana Qin by chance last time, she immediately blushed, lowered her head and began to cry in shame.
"I'm sorry...it's all because I didn't do it well...for so many years...I haven't told you the truth...At the beginning, your biological father died when I was pregnant with you. I had a child, so I didn't dare to tell others about it. As a result, you were born with bruises on your face and body, and there are some bruises that I have never seen before..."
"..."
"The doctor said it's not good, and I may have to spend a lot of money on it. I'm afraid that others will think that I have given birth... The monster came out... I just lost my head... I sent you to the city's shelter... Just keep it This note gave another name and left... But... But after many years, I heard that you were not doing well, and several families who adopted you treated you very badly, so I thought that even if you were secretly Taking it back and raising it as your own child is better than letting you be bullied outside all day... But I dare not let your uncle know that I had a child before... So... so... I I really didn't want the old Dragon King to punish you like that...I really didn't..."
Listening to her talking about those old things back and forth, Qin Gentiana is still as seldom as when we met last time, but his eyes fell on the childish graffiti and folded paper frogs that he had drawn one by one, until his mouth The strong smell of rust came up, Qin Gentian put down the things at hand and raised his eyes with a slightly weird smile,
"At that time, I deliberately attracted those people who came to rob the house to take revenge on you. How could you be sorry or right to me? Although I didn't think that you would really die at the beginning, but from the beginning to the end , doing evil without authorization, and self-assertively using my heart to give you a chance to survive, and finally killed the three robbers who were destined to harm you. I will only be punished for breaking the order of the 'door', and it has nothing to do with you or your family..."
Having said that, Qin Gentian didn't look at Feng Zhichun's obviously more sad expression when crying, but just recalled the scene that really happened in a certain stage in the past, and pretended to lower the corner of his mouth and said,
"The old dragon king taught me at that time, saying that I have such vicious thoughts, full of lies, and people who have never been sincere to others are not worthy of becoming a dragon. Unless I can truly understand what selfless and sincere people are, I will have the opportunity to start all over again. It's a pity that after so long, I still don't understand the meaning of those words he said... Now I have no heart, and I can't be sincere to anyone, maybe until I die, I can only be what he said A hopeless person..."
"Ah...don't say that..."
Hearing that Qin Gentian, who had been deeply and terrified since he was a teenager, and completely different from ordinary children, would utter such self-defeating words, Feng Zhichun couldn't bear to turn his eyes red. He stammered and said,
"No... Really not, you are much better than before... There is really no rush for this kind of thing, it will always get better little by little, and you still have Master Jin as a friend now, others So sincere and kind, and caring about you so much, and not caring about your past, everything will be fine..."
"Jin Heng is very kind to me, but people like me..."
"..."
Feng Zhichun, who was getting more and more shaken by Qin Gentiana's series of rhetoric, originally obeyed the advice of an old ancestor many years ago and never gave him a reminder, was completely defeated here, only hesitating and not knowing what to do. Talking to him, it took a long time before I closed my wet eyes and said every word,
"...Actually...Actually, before you went to jail at that time, the old Dragon King entrusted me with a dream, and specifically explained something to me."
"kindness?"
At this point in his heart, he finally got what he wanted to hear, but his face pretended to be serious. Qin Gentiana's sly eyes made Feng Zhichun, who had a bad complexion, hesitate again, and finally made up his mind to confess to him,
"The old dragon king said...you are too smart and conceited. If you don't give you a hand when you are young and can pull you back, you will definitely not die well in the future with such a character...so he told me in a dream that if you are 11 years old After you get out of the prison, you are still the same as before, so I am not allowed to tell you this sentence, but if you want to change and plan to live a good life in the future, then I can tell you this sentence... "
"...what?"
"His horn is behind the door, go find... find the 'Portkey' and get it."
The author has something to say: ①Pay attention to what my aunt and his mother said, um, so it can be seen that he still didn’t tell the truth to his uncle before. His personality is very problematic. On the one hand, he likes Jinheng, but on the other hand He can't completely trust others or confess his sincerity. The old Dragon King's evaluation of him is actually very pertinent, but he will understand this himself sooner or later.
②The door key has appeared, so we have to act together, and the husband and wife are going to disguise themselves again to fight monsters haha
"Hey, eat more, you have everything, don't worry...do you know Xiaoguang? Have you met a child named Xiaoguang around here?"
Back and forth carefully greeted and asked the dogs who were scrambling for food at their feet. The wild dogs couldn't understand the words in the woman's mouth, so they only cared about biting and fighting for the food in their mouths, and ignored her questions at all.
Seeing this, Feng Zhichun, who seemed to be used to it, only sighed sadly, bent over and simply fed almost all the food in the rice bowl, until these round-bellied wild dogs left her without any regrets. Go, she stared blankly at the corner of the alley for a long time before she stood up and prepared to go home.
"Xiaoguang...Xiaoguang...where are you...your father and I miss you so much...don't hide from your mother anymore, please go home early..."
Walking back all the way, Feng Zhichun, who was still muttering in a low voice and looking around while walking towards his home, was obviously much more haggard than before from the look of his face.
But the lost child must be found, and the debt of default must be paid. After all, as long as one thinks that his own son may be like those homeless wild dogs just now, he will not even have a decent meal. Unable to eat, the tears in Feng Zhichun's eyes were about to fall.
With two empty rice bowls in her hand, she finally walked to the door of her house and stopped, then subconsciously raised her head forward. The next second, with red eyes, she only saw the one sitting on the steps in the small yard. She was so familiar with the back that she was a little afraid to make a sound.
"... Ah Gen?"
I panicked, so I shouted subconsciously. Everything in Feng Zhichun's hand fell to the ground, and there was a rather ear-piercing sound.
And today, Qin Gentiana, who obviously came alone, just looked down at the things on the ground expressionlessly when he heard the movement in his ear, and then walked slowly forward to help the woman pick up the rice bowl that was used to feed the dog before. Qin Gentiana only looked at Feng Zhichun a few times, and after a while, he twitched the corners of his mouth without any emotion.
"I happened to pass by here before going to work, so I came to have a look."
"Well...well, okay, come in and sit...come in quickly..."
He lowered his head and quickly wiped away the tears that fell down his face in embarrassment. Feng Zhichun, with red eyes, grabbed Qin Gentiana's hand as if he was afraid that he would run away. Seeing this, Qin Gentiana instinctively avoided seeing his wrist finally being grabbed. He didn't break free again, just let Feng Zhichun drag him into the yard in a panic all the way with an indifferent expression, and hurriedly started to bring a stool for himself and boil sugar water.
"Do... do you eat eggs? Country chicken, very fresh..."
"OK, thank you."
"Master Jin...why didn't he come with you today?"
"He's in trouble."
"Oh, that……"
The topic stopped stiffly at this point, and Feng Zhichun, with an embarrassed expression, obviously felt that Gentiana Qin didn't want to talk to him too much, so he just carefully put a large bowl of poached egg brown sugar water that he cooked in a hurry, and closed his eyes. He kept his mouth shut.
Gentiana Qin, who didn't look too hungry, just lowered his head and stared at the familiar syrup bowl in front of him for a long time, until Feng Zhichun thought that he didn't want to take a bite of what he made, then the silent Qin Gentiana lowered his head and picked up the chopsticks very slowly. It was hard to take a bite.
"Okay...is it delicious?"
"kindness."
The mother and son, who hadn't sat together for a long time since the last time, were silent for a few seconds after they finished speaking. Feng Zhichun pursed her lips and remained silent for a while. After a long time, she looked at Gentiana Qin with red eyes. The side face that also bears no resemblance to himself hesitated and said,
"You've lost a lot of weight... Are you tired recently..."
"Fortunately."
"Eat more nutritious food at ordinary times... Don't always tire yourself so much... Eat a little bit if you have a bad appetite..."
"kindness."
"Could it be that Jin... the young master said something to you before he went back, and you came here on purpose today?"
Feng Zhichun's extremely nervous question made Qin Gentian slightly raise his cold and inorganic eyes, and felt his gaze on the woman who instantly lowered her head in shame, and when she saw Qin Gentian who finished eating the sugar water in three or two bites, she stood up and wanted to take the bowl away After washing off, Feng Zhichun quickly stopped him.
"I'll come... I'll wash it, you sit down... Usually take more rest and nourish yourself, and it's hard work every day..."
The inexplicably gloomy mother and son seemed to use up all their energy for every word. Feng Zhichun wiped his tears and went outside to deliver the bowls, leaving only Qin Gentian sitting in the room staring at her busy back and forth.
Just at this time, the quartz clock in the main room rang without warning, and subconsciously raised his head to look aside, and unconsciously landed on the old family portrait of four people hanging on the wall, Qin Gentiana was quiet Staring intently at the thin boy with his head bowed and shrunk in the corner with low self-esteem, with blue birthmarks on his face and neck, it took a long time to hear Feng Zhichun, who had re-entered, softly said in a complicated and hesitant tone,
"Young Master Jin... He actually came to our house several times before... He wanted to ask me why you were in prison before, but I was afraid that you would be unhappy, so I didn't tell him anything..."
"Then did he see the picture?"
"No, no, I just found this when I cleaned up the house yesterday...he came here before so he never saw it...do you want me to put it away?"
"Put it away, you don't need to take out anything related to my past, let alone let Jin Heng have a chance to see it."
Of course, Feng Zhi didn't dare to refute what Qin Gentian said, so he nodded quickly and took the old photo frame off the wall, noticing that Gentian Qin didn't seem to intend to leave immediately, Feng Zhichun thought for a while, but went into the back room and took out a large pile of similar picture books, schoolbags and some scattered sundries, then began to think about his words and said,
"Last time... Last time I actually wanted to ask you... But I dare not ask... Ah Geng, did you already know... I am... not yours at all... That's why you... ..."
When she said the last few words, the ashen-faced Feng Zhichun stopped again, and she felt a little uncomfortable for a while and couldn't speak, whether it was facing Qin Gentiana or other people she had concealed for a long time.
And Qin Gentian, who didn't seem to have much reaction to the words in her mouth, just lowered his head calmly here, and then lowered his eyes and pulled the corners of his mouth noncommittally.
"Well, you are my biological mother. I have known about this for a long time."
"...you...when did you...know?"
"Eleven years ago? Or ten years ago? I don't remember exactly which year it was, but Jin Heng also knows."
Qin Gentiana's tone didn't look like he was lying, he probably knew about it a long time ago, and Feng Zhichun, who thought he could keep this secret for the rest of his life, trembled instantly when he heard his words When she recalled how inappropriate the words she said when she met Gentiana Qin by chance last time, she immediately blushed, lowered her head and began to cry in shame.
"I'm sorry...it's all because I didn't do it well...for so many years...I haven't told you the truth...At the beginning, your biological father died when I was pregnant with you. I had a child, so I didn't dare to tell others about it. As a result, you were born with bruises on your face and body, and there are some bruises that I have never seen before..."
"..."
"The doctor said it's not good, and I may have to spend a lot of money on it. I'm afraid that others will think that I have given birth... The monster came out... I just lost my head... I sent you to the city's shelter... Just keep it This note gave another name and left... But... But after many years, I heard that you were not doing well, and several families who adopted you treated you very badly, so I thought that even if you were secretly Taking it back and raising it as your own child is better than letting you be bullied outside all day... But I dare not let your uncle know that I had a child before... So... so... I I really didn't want the old Dragon King to punish you like that...I really didn't..."
Listening to her talking about those old things back and forth, Qin Gentiana is still as seldom as when we met last time, but his eyes fell on the childish graffiti and folded paper frogs that he had drawn one by one, until his mouth The strong smell of rust came up, Qin Gentian put down the things at hand and raised his eyes with a slightly weird smile,
"At that time, I deliberately attracted those people who came to rob the house to take revenge on you. How could you be sorry or right to me? Although I didn't think that you would really die at the beginning, but from the beginning to the end , doing evil without authorization, and self-assertively using my heart to give you a chance to survive, and finally killed the three robbers who were destined to harm you. I will only be punished for breaking the order of the 'door', and it has nothing to do with you or your family..."
Having said that, Qin Gentian didn't look at Feng Zhichun's obviously more sad expression when crying, but just recalled the scene that really happened in a certain stage in the past, and pretended to lower the corner of his mouth and said,
"The old dragon king taught me at that time, saying that I have such vicious thoughts, full of lies, and people who have never been sincere to others are not worthy of becoming a dragon. Unless I can truly understand what selfless and sincere people are, I will have the opportunity to start all over again. It's a pity that after so long, I still don't understand the meaning of those words he said... Now I have no heart, and I can't be sincere to anyone, maybe until I die, I can only be what he said A hopeless person..."
"Ah...don't say that..."
Hearing that Qin Gentian, who had been deeply and terrified since he was a teenager, and completely different from ordinary children, would utter such self-defeating words, Feng Zhichun couldn't bear to turn his eyes red. He stammered and said,
"No... Really not, you are much better than before... There is really no rush for this kind of thing, it will always get better little by little, and you still have Master Jin as a friend now, others So sincere and kind, and caring about you so much, and not caring about your past, everything will be fine..."
"Jin Heng is very kind to me, but people like me..."
"..."
Feng Zhichun, who was getting more and more shaken by Qin Gentiana's series of rhetoric, originally obeyed the advice of an old ancestor many years ago and never gave him a reminder, was completely defeated here, only hesitating and not knowing what to do. Talking to him, it took a long time before I closed my wet eyes and said every word,
"...Actually...Actually, before you went to jail at that time, the old Dragon King entrusted me with a dream, and specifically explained something to me."
"kindness?"
At this point in his heart, he finally got what he wanted to hear, but his face pretended to be serious. Qin Gentiana's sly eyes made Feng Zhichun, who had a bad complexion, hesitate again, and finally made up his mind to confess to him,
"The old dragon king said...you are too smart and conceited. If you don't give you a hand when you are young and can pull you back, you will definitely not die well in the future with such a character...so he told me in a dream that if you are 11 years old After you get out of the prison, you are still the same as before, so I am not allowed to tell you this sentence, but if you want to change and plan to live a good life in the future, then I can tell you this sentence... "
"...what?"
"His horn is behind the door, go find... find the 'Portkey' and get it."
The author has something to say: ①Pay attention to what my aunt and his mother said, um, so it can be seen that he still didn’t tell the truth to his uncle before. His personality is very problematic. On the one hand, he likes Jinheng, but on the other hand He can't completely trust others or confess his sincerity. The old Dragon King's evaluation of him is actually very pertinent, but he will understand this himself sooner or later.
②The door key has appeared, so we have to act together, and the husband and wife are going to disguise themselves again to fight monsters haha
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