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The drizzle in early March finally fell gently from the moist clouds a few days later, and I greeted Gentiana Qin in advance, so Jin Heng, who didn't go out to meet him this week, also went out alone in the early morning door.

His destination was the Qingshan Cemetery in the suburbs. After Lao Dong sent Jin Heng here, the rain had almost stopped. Jin Heng, who seemed very silent along the way, saw the car stop and walked down slowly with a cane After getting out of the car, and whispering to Old Dong to wait outside for a while, he walked to the cemetery on the top of the mountain alone.

Speaking of which, this is the first time in the past three years that Jin Heng came here on his own initiative. In previous years, because the old man was getting older and Chang Ming was still young, no one in the family had time to come here, and Jin Heng himself didn't like to go out. , it becomes increasingly unknown here.

Although it has been several years, the elderly cemetery manager inside clearly recognized Jin Heng, and nodded to him a few steps away, but did not come up to disturb him, walking alone in the wet Jin Heng on the steps didn't say a word, and after looking up at the endless mountaintop, he slowly lifted his steps that seemed to be quite difficult.

"...Is it because I killed my father and mother?"

"No, don't talk nonsense, who is talking nonsense to you again?"

"Everyone said that, and I heard it all."

The girl who often brings him here in memory is now lying quietly on the top of the mountain with his parents. She and Jin Heng had the most direct blood relationship, but no matter in terms of appearance or personality, They both bear little resemblance.

Jin Shu is a bright flower that grows in the field, gentle, cheerful and kind, even if she doesn't have the appearance that can make people's heart beat at first sight, but compared to her withdrawn and indifferent talker who is always very unlovable younger brother, She at least looks like she is always happy and free.

That's why the old man always said at that time that Jin Shu was actually more like their parents' biological daughter, but it was Jin Heng who had a bad temper like a stinky stone beside the toilet.

And obviously he has deliberately forgotten many things before, but until now, Jin Heng seems to still vaguely remember that night many years ago, his face and heart were covered with pungent and dirty blood, and his pupils and teeth had transformed into symbols of evil. The gray Jin Shu firmly grasped his hand and spoke word by word.

"Remember... remember what I told you... death is... the only way for each of us... no one will blame you for this, and you have never... missed anything... Jinheng."

Thinking like this, Jin Heng, who was standing alone in the cemetery after the rain, also slowly closed his eyes. He suddenly felt very tired, a kind of bewilderment and sadness that could not be described in words.

And even though he tightly clenched the crutches in his hands, he still felt a burst of soreness from his naturally disabled legs. After a while, Jin Heng, who had just dyed his hair recently, and recently started to grow white hair again, raised his head and looked at him. Xiang Jin Shu on the tombstone, and then said something hoarsely to the tombstone in front of him.

"……sorry."

After the sound fell, it was obvious that no one could respond to him anymore. Jin Shu, who was only in her early twenties that year, looked at him smiling in the photo, and even her smile seemed so pure and beautiful.

He once sincerely hoped that his elder sister would be happy all her life and live without troubles forever, but in the end, it was he himself who cruelly sent his close relative to a dead end.

This sense of guilt that he could not get rid of all his life made him unable to face Jin Feixiong, who cherished his granddaughter so much, and Jin Changming, who lost his mother at a young age, for many years, so that until now, he There is no way to fulfill the responsibilities that a grandson and uncle should fulfill to them.

And Jin Heng, who knows very well that he can't make up for this matter no matter what he does, can only be alone for a while, and then he simply got up and went down the mountain, but when he was about to walk halfway down the mountain, his face changed Jin Heng, who looked very bad, ran into another man who was obviously about to come up the mountain with fruits and flowers.

"Eh? Jin Heng? Why are you here when you're free?"

Liao Feiyun, with a cigarette in his mouth, looked a little surprised. After all, when he came here to see Jin Shu before, he never ran into Jin's family, and Jin Heng saw Liao Feiyun walking over and talking to him, and he didn't show it for a while. He looked too repulsive, but he refused the cigarette Liao Feiyun handed over with a slight coldness, and then frowned and asked a question.

"you do not need to work today?"

"Yes, there is no free time in our business throughout the year. Hey, I still have time to go to the bureau in the afternoon. Recently, I have a particularly troublesome case, and I am almost losing my hair... Oh, yes, so As soon as I said that I just want to find you some time these two days, is the old man at home today? If he is at home, I will go there another day, I know it is not convenient for you..."

Speaking of Jin Heng, we have known each other for more than ten years. Liao Feiyun was one of Jin Shu's many suitors at the time. Almost as soon as Jin Heng remembered, this guy with a thicker skin than the city wall followed Jin Shu and dealt with her. God is so kind.

It's a pity that until the end, Mr. Jin didn't like Liao Feiyun and let him be his grandson-in-law. On the contrary, even though his first love has passed away for so many years, he still misses Jin Shu like an infatuated seed.

Perhaps it was precisely this that made the Jin family more or less feel sorry for Liao Feiyun, so when he heard him say that to himself, Jin Heng, who had some private contacts with Liao Feiyun because of their respective jobs, immediately felt like He glanced at him as if realizing something.

"what's up?"

"It's about the murder case in the city before. I don't know if you watched the news two days ago. There was a small manager who worked in the back kitchen of the hotel and had his head boiled in a hot water pot. Now I'm here. Encountered some problems with evidence collection, there is no way to continue the investigation for the time being, but if there is really no breakthrough this time, the higher authorities will directly file this case."

"You also know that if this kind of special case that doesn't conform to the policies of the leaders above is put on file in our system, that person will die in vain. Who knows if that thing will continue to harm people after getting away with it this time? What? That’s why I wanted to come to you to find out if it’s really a ghost or it’s purely man-made. If it’s a ghost, how can we catch the culprit…”

In the past two years, I have had more than one personal cooperation with him in this area. Jin Heng, who had heard him briefly talk about the matter, did not refuse, and agreed with Liao Feiyun that he would go down and wait, and then leave him alone. Go up to see Jin Shu first.

And after sitting in the car for about half an hour, I saw the old man Liao with red nose and eyes slowly walking down. Liao Feiyun, who happened to not drive over today, opened the door next to Jin Heng and sat next to Jin Heng. He took out a cigarette and didn't light it, just held it in his hand and stared blankly, then suddenly smiled wryly.

"After your sister left like this, I always feel that my life has come to an end. Every time I think I'm about to forget about it, as long as I come here to see her, I feel like there is always a piece of my heart missing. Like, if she is still alive, at least I can still have hope, even if she never loved me, at least she is still alive and healthy in this world."

Liao Feiyun's words did not elicit any response from Jin Heng. In fact, he always seemed so ruthless and even unapproachable at all, and Liao Feiyun, who had always regarded himself as his half-brother-in-law, seemed to be used to it, and he just got along with him like this. After muttering a few words to himself like a husband complaining, he simply changed the topic to another place,

"By the way, I went to school to see Jin Changming two days ago. To be honest, you and your old man should really treat this kid. It's a good thing for children of this age to learn to be independent from an early age, but places like boarding schools It was indeed a bit too early for him, when I passed by, the teacher in his class said that he had fought with other children in the boarding class, do you know why?"

"what happened?"

"I heard that it seems that he didn't know Jin Shu's name when he was asked by the teacher in class, so the children in the class joked that he picked it up. When your nephew found out, he was so angry that he ran to kill him." Those children were beaten by hands, but they are not too stupid. Knowing that in a society ruled by law, they should be held responsible, so they cried and ran to the teacher to complain that they were discriminated against. Those children looked down on him and had no mother. Yes, it made the teacher and the parents whose children were beaten feel ashamed to ask for compensation, and finally let it go... I guess he would not dare to go back and tell you, you should ask him when you have time What's going on, that kid is actually quite willing to listen to you."

Hearing what Liao Feiyun said to him, Jin Heng, who had no idea about this matter before, also darkened. Old Comrade Liao knew that Jin Heng, the uncle, had always been strict and impatient.

But he himself is only in his twenties and still single, so he definitely doesn't have any experience in this area, so after thinking about it in his heart, Liao Feiyun still couldn't hold back his words from the perspective of a friend and half relative,

"I know that you really want to treat your nephew, but this matter is not as soon as he comes home on the weekend, and you can just teach him a few words with a straight face like Lu Xun. The family atmosphere in your family is really scary. , as an adult, I usually don’t dare to go there when I have nothing to do, let alone a child as old as him. If you want to be responsible for him, I sincerely suggest that you first solve your personal problems in the past six months and find someone like you. Those who think it is suitable start a family as soon as possible, and then help Jin Changming change to an elementary school where he can go home and live every day, otherwise, even if this child has a good personality now, sooner or later he will be so casually raised by your family to make him go wrong."

Once again hearing the topic of marriage from a person with a good relationship with him, Jin Heng's mood at this moment is really a bit indescribably complicated.

But half a month ago, he might be able to reply that he didn't think he had a suitable partner, but now he can't continue to avoid this question, and it's obvious that his reaction today seems a bit strange. I thought he definitely wouldn't Liao Feiyun, who paid attention to himself, was taken aback for a moment, and then said something with a horrified expression.

"No, no, I thought that kid Jin Changming was joking with me before, you really fell in love recently, Jin Heng?"

These words sounded as if his falling in love was something incredible. Jin Heng didn't want to say too much at first, but he felt a little unhappy when Liao Feiyun made such a move, but Liao Feiyun, who had no eyesight at all, added excitedly In one sentence,

"Why are you so shy, hahahaha, isn't this a good thing? Why do you keep hiding it! I didn't expect, I didn't expect that Jin, who didn't attract girls when we were young, could find a partner! I thought You wouldn’t have thought about this until you were 30, it seems like I was thinking too much hahaha!”

He yelled like he was insane, and Jin Heng didn't bother to care about him. He frowned and looked aside for a while and didn't speak. Seeing this, he knew that what he said might hurt his self-esteem, and Liao Feiyun didn't dare to talk nonsense. No nonsense, just casually inquired about the current progress of the two of them.

And I heard that these two people have been together for more than a month, and they haven't even held hands once. They pay their own bills when they go out to eat and watch movies. Apart from these two boring outings, there is basically no spiritual communication in any sense. Finally, Liao Feiyun, who twitched at the corner of his mouth, rolled his big eyes and couldn't hold back his words of education,

"Can you be better, Young Master Jin, how can you say that you are a handsome young master of Zhuoshijia, how can you fall in love and still look like a middle school student? Let me tell you, if you really want to make some progress in this kind of thing, then There must be one person who takes the initiative first. If both of you are not in a hurry, then this matter will definitely go away in the end. You know, what is the most important thing in a relationship? It's passion! It's spark! It's impulsiveness! Don't tell You are only in your 20s and you can’t be impulsive? It’s impossible for a man not to be impulsive! As long as you can spark the spark of love, you can still be impulsive even at the age of 80! Master Dong, you said what I said Is it right?"

After finishing speaking, he still didn't forget to blink at the old Dong who was driving in front of him in a particularly rogue manner. Old Dong laughed happily when he heard that Liao Feiyun was inciting Jin Heng vigorously all the way. The shameless remarks made his face ugly, and Jin Heng, who had never thought about such a thing to Qin Gentian before, frowned as if he couldn't bear it, and made a comment after a while.

"vulgar."

Hearing what he said, Liao Feiyun, who knew that he was thin-skinned and would not be irritated at all, also patted the back of his shoulder with a smile and joked as if he was not afraid of him getting angry at all,

"Haha, if people are not vulgar, then population reproduction, a major responsibility that belongs to all human beings, cannot be maintained in primitive society. My young master, you should think about it yourself, I won't say much , I will be looking forward to this glass of wedding wine in my dreams, uncle, come on, come on, come on."

Jin Heng: "..."