Idol Trainee: Chasing Stars

The final score of the vocal group came out - 103 seconds, no doubt the winner.

However, in the comprehensive game session, the dance group counterattacked, while the rap group lost their stage performance qualifications.

Although the dance group has counterattacked, anyone with eyes can tell that it was caused by Zhang Yixing's words, but... in variety shows, winning or losing is not very important.

Zhou Boxuan was almost sleepwalking in the following part and didn't participate much.

After recording the stage performance and blowing bubbles, it finally came to the end stage, and the trainees sang the song "You Were a Boy" together.

Zhou Boxuan and Cai Xukun were sitting together. After the chorus, everyone prepared to rush back to Hebei overnight.

But before stepping down, Mr. He stepped onto the stage.

"Boxuan, wait a minute!"

Although it was Zhou Boxuan who was calling, the trainees stayed where they were, because Zhou Boxuan was going to go back with them, and there were a lot of troubles at Zhou Boxuan's side today, some people were really curious that Mr. He called Zhou Boxuan to stop What was he going to do, so he didn't leave.

Zhou Boxuan was wearing the uniform of a trainee, standing with Cai Xukun, watching Teacher He walking towards him, Teacher He's expression was not as relaxed and cheerful as when he was recording the program before.

He subconsciously remembered that when he played the video before, he felt that there was a follow-up, but after playing a video of his childhood, Mr. He asked him to sit back. He thought he was thinking too much, but now it seems that he is not?

"Boxuan, actually... I still have a video here for you to watch. After I got this video, I watched it again. After watching it, I didn't intend to show it to you, but I just learned from Yixing that After thinking about your situation in the program group, I decided to show you this video. The source of this video was given to me by your cousin. He is worried about your situation in the program group. It will affect your emotions. If you hadn't had an accident in the program group, he would not choose to contact me at this time and let me show you this video on the program. He hopes you can come out completely. I I also like that you can come out."

Zhou Boxuan opened his mouth, feeling a little flustered. He realized that the video might be related to his parents.

"What video?"

"It's a video of your parents before they were alive."

Zhou Boxuan suspected that he had heard it wrong, "Mr. He, what did you just say?"

"I tell you what this video is, and I want to ask for your opinion, so that you can decide whether to play it on the show, because it is personal privacy after all. It is still being recorded, and this section will also be recorded, will it be It will be put on the program and broadcast on TV, and the TV station will consider it by itself, but this is a question for the future, and now I am asking you if you are willing to broadcast it here."

Cai Xukun frowned, put his arms around Zhou Boxuan's shoulders, and looked at Teacher He, "Mr. He, I think it's okay to stop broadcasting or not?"

Cai Xukun was terrified by the case book before, and then there is a video of his parents before they were alive, who knows what the consequences will be?

After saying this, he looked at Zhou Boxuan, Zhou Boxuan's face turned pale, and he was even more worried, "If you don't want to watch it, don't watch it, it's okay."

Hearing Cai Xukun's words, Zhou Boxuan shook his head and looked at Teacher He with a pale face, "Uncle He, let it go, it's okay, my parents are also public figures, if you can ask me, it's nothing you can't show to others stuff, I trust you."

Teacher He was a little worried about whether Zhou Boxuan could bear the excitement, but seeing Cai Xukun standing with Zhou Boxuan, he felt a little relieved. He had heard Zhang Yixing say that Cai Xukun and Zhou Boxuan had a good relationship.

Zhou Boxuan gave up too much in order to learn the violin.

When others are still playing house games to make themselves look like clay figurines, he is practicing the piano, others are still in elementary school, he is already in junior high school, his peers are still preparing for the college entrance examination, and he has already graduated from graduate school.

Because of skipping grades, his classmates are all older than him. The older he gets, the bigger the age gap between his classmates and him is. Rest time, so there are no friends.

Until now, most of his friends have been met at the Curtis Institute of Music, and these friends have also been conquered by his strength. It is uncertain how many true friendships there are.

The real friends are probably the few familiar friends I met in "Idol Trainee", and the first one to bear the brunt is Cai Xukun.

Seeing that Zhou Boxuan wanted to watch it, Teacher He frowned, sighed inwardly, and told the director.

When the video was playing, Teacher He didn't watch it. He had already watched it once. What he was more worried about now was Zhou Boxuan's emotions, fearing that he would lose control of his emotions, no, it would be an emotional breakdown.

A very beautiful woman appeared on the screen. Even though she was nearly forty years old, she looked like she was in her early thirties.

This is Zhou Boxuan's mother, Jiang Sulan.

"Mom's baby, do you miss your mother?" Jiang Sulan smiled gently, "It's your birthday soon, and my mother can't go to celebrate your birthday in person and accompany you through the coming-of-age ceremony. Mom is really sorry. I have been absent from your birthday so many times, the most important thing is to be absent this time. Here, mom wishes you a happy birthday in advance, don’t be angry, okay? Don’t be angry with mom, mom has the best gift for you!”

"Calculating the time, you have been in Curtis for almost three years, right? Mom heard from your dad that you applied to the college for graduation assessment next Friday. Although mom believes in your strength, are you too impatient? ?Mom knows that your father puts a lot of pressure on you, and you are eager to prove your strength, but mother really doesn't want you to put too much pressure on yourself, you will always be mother's pride!"

Suddenly, Jiang Sulan seemed to remember something, with a gentle smile on her face, she lowered her head and stroked her stomach, then looked at the camera, "By the way, Mom said I would give you the best gift, and I almost forgot to tell you Yes. Don’t you always feel lonely and want a younger brother or younger sister? Now, my mother is pregnant, and in a few months, we Xuanxuan will be able to be an older brother!"

"Our Xuanxuan has always been the best child of our parents, so my mother also believes that you will be the best brother!"

Seeing this, Zhou Boxuan burst into tears, squatting on the ground and looking up at the screen, without blinking his eyes, letting the tears flow freely.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault! It's all my fault!!"

"It's all because I made a fuss about asking them to watch my graduation assessment and performance. It wasn't me making trouble, and they wouldn't compromise to go and watch my graduation assessment and performance. Nothing will happen! It's all my fault!!"

"What's the use of me proving my strength!! The person I most want to let him see my strength is gone!!"

"I don't want anything, I don't want anything, come back, okay?!"

Teacher He was taken aback, and Cai Xukun was also taken aback. The two shouted almost at the same time, "Quick, don't let it go!"

Zhou Boxuan suddenly pulled Cai Xukun and Teacher He, and shouted hoarsely, "Don't stop! Don't stop! Keep playing!!"

Cai Xukun hugged Zhou Boxuan tightly, his eyes flushed, "Boxuan, don't do this! Don't look at it!"

Zhou Boxuan shook his head, "Keep playing!!"

The video on the screen did not pause, but continued to play.

Jiang Sulan showed an apologetic expression on her face, "Ah, Mom suddenly remembered that your birthday is also Friday, the day you applied for graduation assessment? Mom is sorry, your birthday, coming-of-age ceremony, and graduation assessment performances are all on the same day. God, mom can't accompany you on such an important day, actually mom really wants to accompany you, but your dad is worried about my current situation, worried, so..."

Suddenly, Jiang Sulan looked at the camera and looked away to another direction, with a flustered expression, and then a man's voice came.

"Su Lan, didn't I tell you that your pregnancy is not good now, don't use these electronic products?"

After the words fell, a tall and handsome man sat beside the woman.

He reached out as if to turn off something, but was stopped by Jiang Sulan, Jiang Sulan looked at him angrily, "Xuanxuan will be full next Friday, such an important day, I can't celebrate with her, don't let me slam my phone and computer for fear of radiation , you are not allowed to record a video for him to bless him? Zhou Rong! I know that Xuanxuan insisted on going to Curtis to learn violin despite your objection. You are very angry, but two or three years have passed, don’t go too far! "

Seeing that Jiang Sulan was so angry, Zhou Rong, who had been called by her full name, withdrew her hand and put her arms around the woman in a friendly voice, "Don't be angry, don't be angry, you are still pregnant," paused, "Sulan, you are too spoiled He’s gone. Boys are not raised like this. If you spoil him so much, he has no future. I really disagree with his choice of music, but I didn’t really blame him. Back then, my dad forced me to learn piano... "

"Don't say that your father forced you to learn the piano. Even if you say that, you forced Xuanxuan to give up his favorite violin. How is it different from your father who forced you to learn the piano?" Jiang Sulan became more and more angry, "You didn't You like the piano, so you think Xuanxuan doesn't like the violin? Why? Are you too selfish?!"

Zhou Rong was afraid that Jiang Sulan would get pregnant, flicked her vest frightenedly, and softened her tone, "I know he is excellent, I have always been proud of Xuanxuan, he is my pride, even I myself did not get into the Ke Tees, why would I be angry because he was admitted to Curtis? I just don’t want him to be proud. How many young and famous geniuses are ruined by these honors? I don’t want him to indulge in the glory he got in the past. His soul was eroded by these."

Zhou Boxuan on the stage was stunned.

Jiang Sulan's anger subsided. Seeing this, Zhou Rong continued to work hard, "Can't you see how proud this kid is? He hardly sees those violinists who are inferior to him. Since he wants my approval, I can't give it to him." He approves. Let him work hard on the road to let me approve with the feeling that he always wants me to approve, so that even if one day he falls, I can be his pillar, and I will tell him that It’s not enough, but he needs to work hard. This way he can also have a goal to cheer up.”

Jiang Sulan was lost in thought.

"The more glory he gets, the more I want to hit his pride. It's because I love him that I can't let him get my approval. Do you understand? Honey, I don't want to ruin our son."

Jiang Sulan couldn't help being angry, "I didn't even know you had such a long-term thinking, and you didn't even tell me!"

"Let me tell you, you dote on your child so much that you betrayed me." Zhou Rong looked at the woman helplessly.

Jiang Sulan chuckled, "Then what do you say now?"

"You're still pregnant, do I dare to make you angry?" Zhou Rong was even more helpless.

Jiang Sulan was persuaded by Zhou Rong, and she pouted at the camera, "Since you said that part was cut, now send a blessing to your son. You didn't send a blessing on your birthday, it's too much!"

Zhou Rong finally compromised, and looked at the camera shyly, "Son, you will be here soon, and you will be an adult. Even if your parents are not by your side, you must be strong, a man, and you will bleed but not cry!

Be a man!Don't let Dad look down on you! "

Zhou Boxuan quickly wiped away his tears, but the tears still kept flowing, so he kept wiping them away.

The man and woman in the last video looked at each other and smiled, "Happy birthday, son."

The video cuts off after this sentence.

Teacher He looked at Zhou Boxuan who was crying so sad, and his eyes were a little red, "I am also very sad about your parents' accident, but the deceased has passed away. You bear the hope of your parents. You can't give up on yourself."

Zhou Boxuan looked at the blacked out screen and nodded with tears in his eyes.

He always felt that his father didn't like him playing the violin because he couldn't play the violin well. Even though he received so many awards and praises, he never got a word of praise from his father.

So he wants his parents to participate in his graduation assessment, just to let them know his growth and hard work.

Sobbing, Zhou Boxuan stood up with Cai Xukun's help, looked at Teacher He, "Uncle He, can you give me this video?"

"You have to go to the show. This video was originally saved by your cousin. After the show is recorded, you should find him later. This video was originally for you."

Zhou Boxuan nodded, then let Cai Xukun help him out with his head down.

On the way back to Hebei, Zhou Boxuan kept crying, no matter how others comforted him, he couldn't control his tears.

Until the plane arrived in Hebei, I sat in the bus on the way back to the film and television town.

Cai Xukun, who was sitting next to him, heard Zhou Boxuan's voice, "I always thought that I would never be forgiven by my parents in my life, but today I realized that parents are people who will never really hate you. I think, I am It’s really okay to face yourself again, right?”

Cai Xukun couldn't help being sad, tears suddenly fell, "Well, you have been redeemed."

Zhou Boxuan closed his eyes and smiled.

Yes, he was redeemed.

He always felt that his parents would hate him and hate him for the rest of his life, so he locked himself up and tortured himself.

He always thought that he would be redeemed only if his parents came back alive and said to him, I don't hate you, but this video, the late recognition and birthday wishes, still allowed him to be redeemed.

These are his parents, who have always loved him very much. He still can't hide his grief in his heart, but he can already smile at life.

The author has something to say:

The first time I finished writing at [-] o'clock, but I was not satisfied. I went home from my friend and wrote it again, crying while writing. This time I am satisfied. Are you satisfied? I will come to check the results!

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