let autumn

just now.

February NO.20.

Su Rang and Wen Shuqiu walked on the campus of University A. The campus of University A is known as "the most beautiful university in China". It is divided into three campuses. Wen Shuqiu's School of Economics and Management is located in the south of the largest east campus, next to the school's famous rockery and south gate.Going out of the south gate is the largest commercial area and tourist attraction nearby.At the foot of the rockery are a few cherry blossom trees, but it is not the blooming season.

"Actually, I did contact you later, maybe you didn't know."

"I deleted your contact information on the day we broke up. Of course you can't get in touch."

"Damn it...you're amazing. You talked about contacting me after the college entrance examination, but after the college entrance examination, you disappeared from the world, and no one can find you."

"Tell me, how did you and Gao Yu get together?"

"I don't know how they passed it on. Anyway, we were never together before the college entrance examination. She did chase me, but I didn't agree..."

"No promise? Isn't it the love letter you wrote to others?" Su Rang interrupted him.

"Huh? I didn't write it... Oh, I see," Wen Shuqiu suddenly realized, "I know what you have misunderstood. There is indeed a love letter, and it was indeed caught by the head teacher at the time, but it was written by Gao Yu. Mine. Didn’t the homeroom teacher say at the time that they respect the privacy of the students? I didn’t open it and read it, so I said I wrote it. No matter how Gao Yu is a girl, it’s not good to spread such things. Boys don’t care, just write a love letter It’s nothing. Speaking of which, Gao Yu later took the love letter back, and I haven’t seen the content, which is a pity.”

"And then? Why did you fall in love with him again?" Su Rang felt a little better when he heard the version he narrated, but he continued to ask.

"Later, during the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, everyone was bored. They were basically waiting for the admission results. Gao Yu felt that he did not pass the exam and was not in a good mood. He often chatted with me and started talking about it. Those things before the college entrance examination. She said that she still likes me all the time, and I refused the first few times, but then... I agreed."

"It seems that you are not very firm in your rejection."

"Actually, at that time, I still thought we were having fun, and I kept trying to get in touch with you again, but I never got in touch. I thought it was over. Maybe you started a new life a long time ago, maybe you soon forgot about me I'm not the kind of person who will wait for you for the rest of my life, and I really don't hate Gao Yu, the girl let go of her reserve and chased me for so long, it's impossible not to be moved."

Su Rang didn't speak. During the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, he had almost no contact with old friends except his parents and family, and even Lin Hui seldom contacted.He changed his mobile phone number, his parents gave him a sum of money, and he traveled around with a schoolbag on his back, from the northeast and northwest to the southwest, and finally went directly to the C University in City A to register.During the more than a month of traveling abroad, he was really not as immersed in missing Wen Shuqiu as he imagined.On the contrary, when he arrived at C University and saw A University hundreds of meters away, the longing for Wen Shuqiu pierced his heart sharply.

Seeing that Su Rang didn't speak, Wen Shuqiu went on to say: "During the six months we were together, we didn't get along like a couple. I know she wants us to develop further—but I can't. I know and What does it feel like to be with someone you like? It’s not the same thing with her. But my mother likes her very much, because my mother thinks that our two families are quite complementary. We are in business, and they are in politics, so they are suitable for marriage,” Wen Shu Qiu himself also thought this idea was ridiculous, "My mother is indeed a little anxious, but I can understand, after all, she is also afraid that her son will become gay..."

"Why does your mother suddenly think so?"

"What happened between us...my mother knows. One day in the third year of high school, you sent me downstairs...the neighbors on the first floor watched, and then my mother likes to chat with neighbors so much...you know it too. But she told me a long time later, because she was afraid of affecting my college entrance examination in the third year of high school. I feel sorry for my mother. After I broke up with Gao Yu, she rushed to my school to persuade me to think about it... She seemed to be sure. Gao Yu is gone."

"I'm also... I'm sorry, Auntie, for disappointing her."

"I'm the one you should be sorry for, right?"

"what?"

"Inexplicably, I had a cold war with me. It lasted for a month. I didn't figure out anything, so I broke up with me. I made a contact but never contacted me. It took more than half a year to send a WeChat message. I kissed me and said nothing. , What are you thinking?" Wen Shuqiu endured for a long time, and finally spit out these words today.

"sorry."

"Is this what you can give? One sentence will deal with me?"

"I'm sorry about the breakup between you and Gao Yu," Su Rang felt his throat a little dry, "I was too self-willed at the time, and I left you alone without explaining anything clearly. It was my fault. After the college entrance examination, I was busy. For other things, I changed my mobile phone number and never used social software. That day, I was also impulsive. I saw the stop sign of T City, and thought of that city where you lived...so I sent that WeChat. Last week It's me too... I have a convulsion and I drank too much, don't worry about it."

"That's it, it's all capricious, impulsive, convulsive... What do you think our relationship is? Just kidding?"

"No," Su Rang sighed and sat on a rock. "Actually, without these misunderstandings, we wouldn't be able to go for a long time, right? We are destined not to be from the same world. People like you and Gao Yu are." You are destined to take that more successful and glorious path, and we are destined to part ways. We are no longer children, how long can we maintain a relationship just by liking? I have thought a lot these days, and I have thought that we will be together again, But so what, we will be separated sooner or later, we have no common goal. You are going to go abroad in your junior year, right? And I still haven’t made any plans for my future.”

"I don't agree," Wen Shuqiu shook his head vigorously, "You can't make decisions about the two of us alone."

"Wen Shuqiu," Su Rang looked at him with some helplessness, "It's no longer a matter between two people."

Wen Shuqiu couldn't remember when Su Rang left that day, he only knew that he had disappeared when he came to his senses.