Contentment

Haitong has taken care of her physically and mentally in the past few days. Although she can't speak yet, she really has meat to eat with Qiu Mian.Every day when the two of them are hungry, they order takeaway, and when they are free, they get together to play games.

After playing desperately like this for a few days, Haitong finally let out the breath that was stuck in his heart.He sat on the balcony, looked at the bright lights outside, and thought that feelings were nothing more than that.

I cried and made trouble, and got hurt because of him, so that's about it.No matter how much, let alone whether the other party wants it or not, I can't afford it.

"What are you looking at?" Qiu Mian came out of the shower, dressed in Haitong's or Tian Yaonan's clothes, a part grew out, and the legs of the trousers were twisted, like a child stealing an adult's clothes.

Haitong looked back and saw his attire, smiled and shook his head.

Qiu Mian curled her lips in disbelief, dried her hair carelessly, and sat down next to him.

"Doesn't it look beautiful like this?"

Haitong nodded, the radiant world reflected in his eyes.

"But you see that this world is so beautiful, why do people like us exist?" Qiu Mian turned his head to look at the skyscrapers far away, his profile was outlined by the blurred light, like a tree in the reeds. ripple. "Just like the street rat that everyone shouts and beats, sometimes even I feel sick."

This is the first time Qiu Mian talked about this topic with Haitong. It is very sad, but it is the reality of most people.Society develops because of science and technology, but civilization is still standing still.

"Let me tell you a story." Qiu Mian looked at Haitong with a half-smile.Seeing that the other party nodded, he immediately got up to get snacks and fruit, and hugged two small blankets on the way.

Haitong was a little amused, and hurried over to meet him.After tidying up, he picked up his mobile phone and typed for Qiu Mian.

People who don't know think you're going to the theater.

Qiu Mian bent over with a smile, then opened her eyes innocently, "That's right, it's just to go to the theater."

The smile on Haitong's face froze because of these words.

The other party was obviously smiling, but he seemed to see the bleeding heart.It was scarred and bruised, and even the beating was lifeless.

Qiu Mian wrapped herself in a blanket, crossed her legs and looked at Haitong. "Ahem, let me clear my throat." Then he touched a peach and took a bite.

"A long time ago, there was a child who was born with pink makeup and jade, smart and cute. That's right," Qiu Mian blinked, "That's why he was following me."

"The little brother in the neighbor's house is five years older than him. Because the relationship between the two families is very good, the child's parents send him to the neighbor's house when they are busy. The neighbor's aunt loves him very much. No matter what it is, it is urgent Like his, even her own son likes it.

"That brother was very gentle when he was young, and his two canine teeth should not look too good when he smiles. Of course, the main reason is that he is very kind to that child. Later he said that even if that child wanted a star, he would go there picked."

Qiu Mian had tears in her eyes, but she smiled happily.

"But I actually believed it. No, I believed everything he said." Qiu Mian took another bite of the peach, "You know what? He said he liked it first. I believed it, but he didn't dare gone."

Is it the person who kissed you in the "City That Never Sleeps" last semester?Haitong held up the mobile phone and showed it to Qiu Mian.

"Bingo!" Qiu Mian snapped his fingers at him, "That's him. How about it, isn't he handsome?"

Haitong stretched out his hand to pinch his face, with little strength, it was like stroking him.

"The first time we kissed was the afternoon after my high school entrance examination. At that time, he was a sophomore and took a few days off to come home to visit me. It was very hot, and I took off my shirt and collapsed on the floor of his bedroom. Don't you I know," Qiu Mian fell into his own memories, his eyes were empty and unfocused. "I still remember every detail. I looked at him with my eyes open during the kiss. His forehead was covered in sweat. There was even a drop on his eyelashes. He looked so pitiful. My heart melted at that time." , decided to treat him well for the rest of his life. But we broke up in less than two years.

"I know he's scared. If you want to say that's fine, let's break up. I'll be a good guy after the breakup. But Haitong," the tear that had accumulated in his eyes finally fell, "he said he loves me , He said that he can only like me in this life. Then, if he likes me, why doesn't he want me?!"

Qiu Mian cried aggrievedly, just like a wounded animal, licking the wound and whimpering softly.

Haitong lifted the blanket and hugged him in his arms, letting the other party's tears wet his shoulders.Those tears are salty and cold, and they can turn into sharp knives in the middle of the night, torturing that broken heart over and over again until they don't like it anymore.

He couldn't speak, he could only pat Qiu Mian's back like coaxing a child.

It took some time for Qiu Mian to recover.My eyes were red from crying, even my nose was red, and I hiccupped when I spoke, which made me start laughing before I could finish my complaint.

Haitong couldn't help laughing, got up and took some papers from the coffee table and handed them to him.

"Isn't it pitiful?" Qiu Mian looked at him wronged.

Haitong hesitated to speak, and reached out to touch his head.

"Then why don't you watch a horror movie with me tonight." Qiu Mian blew her nose, her mind spinning quickly.

. . . . . .

He was answered by the six dots displayed on Haitong's phone.

"Then I'll take it as your promise?!"

Haitong wanted to scratch his ear and ask how he came to this conclusion!

But in the end he succumbed.

Haitong resignedly watched the bloody movie title appearing on the screen, his heart trembled, and cold sweat broke out on his back.The person next to him watched with relish, his eyes were straightened, as if they were still shining with green light.

I can't remember what time I fell asleep, Haitong vaguely heard the woman screaming, but didn't wake up.With heavy eyelids, he couldn't lift them at all, so he had to sleep until dawn.

The doorbell rang quickly, and Qiu Mian kicked him a few times, but she continued to sleep hard wrapped in a quilt.At this time, both of them were not quite sober, or it could be that the takeaway orders were too much and they became inertial. The moment they opened the door and saw Shen Leguang, Haitong stopped breathing.

He hasn't turned the corner yet, why is it not the delivery boy but Shen Leguang who appears at this point? !

"Aren't you at home? Why are you here?" Shen Leguang held a white box in his hand, but his expression was not very good-looking.

"..." Haitong opened his mouth only to remember the fact that he can't speak now, so he closed his mouth and apologized, and welcomed the person in.

After pouring a glass of water for Shen Leguang, he ran into the bedroom, scolding Qiu Mian in his heart.

Qiu Mian, who was lying on the bed and refused to open his eyes, was still struggling for the last time. He hated that Haitong could not speak now, so he could only ruthlessly pinch his arm.

"Ah - woo -" Haitong stretched out his hand to cover his mouth as soon as he opened his mouth, looking eagerly at Qiu Mian with a sense of guilt.He moved the opponent's hand away from his mouth, and asked with tears in his eyes, "What's wrong?"

Shen Leguang is here! ! !

Haitong's typing hands were still shaking, and he typed a sentence tremblingly for a long time.

But before I lied to him that I was at home.

Qiu Mian looked at Haitong who was in a panic, and suddenly held his hand, as if saying, it's okay, don't be afraid.The amazing thing is that such an unreliable person like him actually gave others a sense of dependence at this moment, and Haitong calmed down after a while.

"Do you want to see him?" Qiu Mian asked, tilting her head.

Haitong nodded cautiously and slowly.

"Then you go to wash up first, and come to the living room after packing up, and I will explain clearly to him."

Haitong let out a sigh of relief, at this moment he has a lot of things in his heart that he wants to tell Qiu Mian.I wanted to say thank you, but I also wanted to ask if I was hopeless.But they looked at each other silently for a long time, and finally ended with Shen Leguang's knock on the door.

"Go." Qiu Mian patted Haitong's shoulder, flipped his hair a few times before getting out of bed to meet Shen Leguang.

"Why are you here? Aren't you going to work today?" Qiu Mian yawned and poured himself a glass of water.

"It's a rest this afternoon, Tian Yaonan asked me to come over." Shen Leguang pushed the box on the coffee table forward, "It's for you."

After drinking the water, Qiu Mian trotted over and looked at Shen Leguang in surprise, "Cake?"

The other party said "hmm".

"Ou, I really love you, Brother Shen Leguang." Qiu Mian kissed him twice from the air.

The fruit cakes made by Shen Leguang are not very big, but they are made with great care.The dense fruits are arranged one by one without any mistakes.

Qiu Mian dipped a little bit of it with her finger, and her face was full of happiness after eating.

The light from the window shone on Shen Leguang's back, blurring the contours of his cheeks, making him look gentle like an archangel singing hymns.

Qiu Mian thought, no wonder Haitong likes him, what a likable person.

"Didn't Haitong go home? Why are you here?" Shen Leguang's heart sank when he said the words, he felt a little regretful, and felt that he was too reckless.

"Because he—" At this moment, the words that he had planned for a long time suddenly lost his voice, and Qiu Mian looked at Shen Leguang fixedly, wanting to gamble for Haitong.

"You know what? He lost his voice because of you."

Shen Leguang was in a trance for a moment.He thought of the strangeness of the other party when he called that day, and he felt nervous for no reason, and his palms even sweated.

"Why?" His own voice was also dry.

Qiu Mian leaned over and smiled at him, gentle and cute, like a candy doll.But when he opened his mouth, he was vicious, and the laughter in his voice was full of arrows, rooted in Shen Leguang's heart.

"Why? Because he likes you. Don't you have a girlfriend? He's very sad."

Shen Leguang leaned on the sofa, he was at a loss now, he didn't know how to face Haitong later.

"Do you like him? If you don't like him, just pretend that you haven't heard anything. Go back. I'll take care of him."

Shen Leguang seemed to think of something suddenly, he licked the corner of his mouth, and asked hesitantly. "you like him?"

Although Qiu Mian didn't know what he was thinking, but it didn't stop her from being happy, so she laughed "haha" for a long time, and didn't stop until the corners of her eyes leaked tears.

"How?! How can I always like people who can't be with me!" After a pause, he smiled and pointed at Shen Leguang and said, "You are all cowards, we must have been bastards who did all kinds of evil in our previous lives, this It's only the two of you that will be shared in the rest of my life."

Shen Leguang felt that what Qiu Mian said was reasonable, if he hadn't committed crimes in the previous life, how could he meet him in this life.

"Take good care of him, I'll go back first." Shen Leguang drank the water in the cup, greeted him softly, and walked towards the door.When changing shoes, Qiu Mian stood beside him, smiled and asked condescendingly, "Are we still friends?"

Shen Leguang stood outside the door and answered him with the same smile. "certainly."