[1bitHeart] The closed world of you and me

Her name is Shen Qinxin, she is 14 years old. Originally, she decided to go back to the past and change everything because she wanted to save a young man who had been gentle to her, although she had known her not long ago. After that, she found that the development of the matter was completely beyond her imagination.

It seemed that in the time she didn't know, the changes she wanted to see or didn't want to see happened, and she found that she had no room to intervene.In addition to the inexplicable sense of loss in my heart like swinging a stick to nothing, the stronger feeling is that I feel uncomfortable all over my body—and because of this, I stayed in the past world that has been distorted for a while. After buying a returned time machine and finally being able to return to the time point world where she should have been, she had to say that she was actually relieved.

Over there, neither that person nor the other Qiqisi was hostile to him, and even welcomed her, but she still had the weird illusion that she was forced to stay in the triangular Shura field every day, and occasionally There was a feeling of sitting on pins and needles, and she also considered that her actions of going back to the past were not very meaningful, and she lost the determination to stay in the world eight years ago.

But after she opened her eyes and found that she was lying on her own bed like when she was determined to use the time machine, although she felt a little relieved that she returned home safely, after all, Qi Qisi was so worried that she was willing to go back to the past to change her destiny In the past eight years after being changed, she is still a little worried and concerned about the two Qiqisi—or Qiqisi and Feng Sakamen.So after finishing her breakfast while chatting with her father calmly and with the same attitude as before, she went to inquire about the situation of this new future.

Just as she guessed before she came back, the world has changed unknowingly──The producer of the "Management Program" has changed from a series of lists of participants with the name "Seven Seven Four" to a single name "Aisaka Gate', and thus make this name a celebrity who is probably expected to land in modern history in the future.And the 'management program' did not cause the same social problems again, it became a powerful personal information management program that can only monitor and protect the network, various devices connected to it, and personal BitPhone data, but that alone is enough It is a very amazing achievement, and therefore the importance of 'management program' is still no less than that of the world that the heart knows.

But even so, the 'celebrity' of the door is very low-key. In addition to the fact that he fell in love with his cousin who was eight years younger than himself a while ago, it was also discovered that the cousin was arrested when he was only 14 years old. The matter that he brought to live together in a distant place was suspected of being a pedophile who started at that time, which caused a commotion at the social headline level. He had no chance to publish or appear in the newspaper before, and this commotion was clarified by an insider. Under the circumstances, there will be no news soon.

Compared with the famous "Fengbanmen", the "Qiqisi" who was once a famous figure in the future as he knew in his heart, on the contrary, he became an ordinary person with little fame except for people he knew. If it weren't for the door Even though he is a very good person, even a genius, the world may never have the opportunity to know that there is such a person in the world.After this incident, the society began to pay attention to Qi Qisi, and thanks to this, Xin was able to learn about his recent situation through media reports.

Seven Seven Four—or Naixi, who has just graduated from a department related to electronic programming, and seems to be preparing to take the exam for a teacher's license. Commissioned firm──Although it is said that he opened a firm, he seems to just set up a website to see if anyone has proposed a commission that he is interested in, and then he solves it through his ability and accepts the reward, and the reward His price tag is "depending on your mind and financial ability, it's OK to give a price that you think is reasonable", and he may not accept all door-to-door commissions, which makes Xin feel that he is not doing it for making money, but simply to pass the time. Amateur work.

And I don't know if it's because Naixi deliberately got close to Xin, or if it was fate that made the two of them know each other. From her father and friends around her, Xin knows that in the changed future, she seems to have a good relationship with the door and Naixi. ──Although her father doesn't seem to appreciate their personality very much, always telling him to stay away from the two of them, saying something like if the guy who is too close to her despite having a gay man pesters her endlessly Calling the police and the like made him feel helpless, and he also wondered whether his father's objection to Qi Qisi was simply because of the disagreement between the two people.

However, Mr. Nanaixi and Mr. Shichi and Mr. Men finally came together...

Although she had such a premonition eight years ago, after she saw the exact news, she saw that Naixi, who had grown into the person in her memory, was holding hands and looked more beautiful than eight years ago. The more mature door, the report of two people smiling happily in the photo, her mood is still somewhat complicated.

In her heart, she admitted that she might have had some vague feelings of a girl towards that person. Although this feeling was not so strong that she would not marry until death, but she had received the favor from that person before. This feeling is enough to make her venture back to the past world to change everything, and it also confirms that the existence of that person in her heart is special.

After looking at the newspaper in a daze for a while, she recovered and was about to fold the newspaper and leave the library. As if she had just timed it, her Bitphone received a message from Nanaixi, asking her to go to the coffee shop in Coco Alley Let's meet in the hall.

"Long time no see, Xin. Are you still used to this kind of future?"

Now 19 years old, from a childish and lovely girl to a slim girl, but still helping her uncle's coffee shop, after taking the seat, Nanaixi's familiar but somewhat unfamiliar happy smile and This is a question of concern.

"Mr. Nanessi, can you tell me what happened in the past eight years?"

Although it was probably out of good intentions or caring, it was hard for her to see that the person she was familiar with turned into 'Aisakamon', and the person in front of her with the same appearance was 'Nai Naixi', and she opened her mouth to ask. She answered the question, but it was hard for her heart to give him an equally relaxed smile—although the society has become better, not as hopeless as the society she knew, but many changes made her feel Very subtle.So the mind didn't answer, but made the request.

And Naixi did not refuse, and detailed and carefully described the relatively important things that happened in the past eight years—basically the same as what Xin found out, only adding a few people they both knew well. Some things and changes over the years.

What makes Xin more concerned is that Naixi decided to accept the door's heart and the relationship between the two of them was not a year ago when the newspaper reported it, but Naixi started dating when he was 15 years old, and he was more familiar with him around him. People also knew about it within a year or two after that period—if it wasn’t for the fact that Men recently participated in an event organized by the higher-ups that he couldn’t refuse, and attracted some people because of his outstanding appearance. This matter was accidentally exposed to the eyes of the public, otherwise they didn't seem to intend to let this matter make headlines and be discussed.

"Perhaps I'm a little meddling in asking this question... But what was the moment that made you decide to accept Mr. Men's wishes?"

Xin hesitated for a moment, recalling the vague questions that the two of them had unanimously asked in the report, she wasn't sure if Nanessi was willing to answer, but she felt a little uncomfortable if she didn't ask clearly, so she finally asked.

But Nanessi didn't seem to mind sharing this matter with Xin, he answered without any hesitation:

"Ah, this... It happened after the middle school graduation trip. There was a little accident on that graduation trip. On the way back, there was a car accident. The tour bus I was riding fell into the side of the road, although thanks to those The relationship between the trees, although some people were slightly injured in the miraculous car, but no one died, but probably because of the signal or magnetic field and other problems, the electronic devices that can communicate with the outside world, including most people's Bitphones, cannot work normally. For the outside world, until the rescuers found us, they held a view of our whereabouts, and Brother Men also had the same guess because he couldn't contact me."

Pausing for a while, as if recalling the situation at that time, Nanessi's expression softened, with a bit of a wry smile but also a bit of tenderness. He adjusted his posture holding the cup before continuing:

"It was only after I went back that I realized that during that time my brother abandoned everything and desperately tried every means to find my whereabouts. Even if Miss Le didn't stop him, he almost tied the rope and jumped off the cliff to find someone. ──When I and other classmates were rescued, brother Men rushed up and hugged me tightly. At that time, I noticed that my brother was shaking all over, and the fear and despair of losing everything were also clear It was passed on to my heart, how should I put it... I don’t know whether it should be said that I was moved by my brother’s heart, or my heart softened when I saw him so scared that he almost lost control. At that time, I felt those scruples before Hesitation and hesitation are not important anymore, I decided to accept my brother's feelings, accept the changes I didn't expect in this future, I hugged my brother back without thinking, and then everything happened naturally."

After finishing speaking, Nanessi smiled a little embarrassedly, and said shyly:

"Actually, after I figured it out, I think this kind of development might not be bad. In a way, Brother Men is my first love, right? If I hadn't known the identity of my brother at that time, I would have given up on the budding buddy who had just sprouted and hadn't had time to grow up. Feelings were killed, or my future Ah Xin didn't appear in front of me, save me and become my most important person, maybe it's not completely impossible for me to be with my brother. Thinking about it this way , although I still feel a little regretful, but I can accept it."

"...Is that so?"

Talking to herself, looking at the person in front of her with no haze, even a very sunny expression, the expression of her heart softened unconsciously, and the inexplicable emotion in her heart had an unknowing effect on her. Feeling gone.

Perhaps it was the same as when Nanessi saw the door almost lost his composure and was moved by the deep pain that he almost died. When he saw the person in front of him talking about these past events tenderly and pitifully, he felt that this was okay for a moment and let go. The yearning and emotion towards that person that haven't completely dissipated─how should I put it, I always feel defeated, as if I'm completely indifferent to the person in front of me?There was a thought of 'since the other party is like this, then I'll forget it'.

"By the way, although it is probably impossible to become a husband and wife again in this life, you are still very important to me, A Xin. Maybe you are not the A Xin in my memory. Because of the matter of Brother Men, you may also You don’t like me like that Ah Xin, but I still want to ask you——Can we still be friends?”

Not knowing how Xin felt at this moment, Naixi suddenly showed a somewhat cautious expression, and asked a little uneasy and extremely solemn.

"Aren't we already friends, Mr. Nanessi?"

Xin didn't know whether to admire the ability of the person in front of her to destroy the atmosphere even if she changed it in another future, but still didn't change much, she almost sighed, with a bit of helplessness and giving up, she smiled wryly, so replied.

After hearing Xin's answer, Nanessi seemed very happy, and the two talked for a while, and then at five o'clock, the door came to pick him up and left—the two of them seemed to have agreed to watch a movie together. The movie that just aired.

The temperament of the door is still gentle and quiet, but the heart has also noticed some changes-although there is still a bit of childish livelyness in Nanaixi, but the temperament and the whole person feel much more cheerful.Looking at the two people who had greeted her and were about to leave together, they didn't know why, and asked before they left:

"Mr. Qiqi, are you happy now?"

Xin didn't know which of them she was asking, just seeing them standing side by side, the subconscious question blurted out.

I don't know if it's because of their special status, but the appearance of the door is aging relatively slowly, and the years have hardly left too obvious marks on his face, so apart from the hair color and clothing, the two of them look almost identical when standing together. Similar in appearance like twins, both of them seemed a little surprised when they heard the question from the heart, but then they answered without hesitation:

"Well! Now we are very happy!"

As they said that, they all showed smiles, one bright and brilliant, the other gentle and warm──but the emotions contained in them were all the same.

Now that Mr. Qiqi is happy, that's great.

Xin couldn't help but smile back, and then watched the two people leave.

"Okay—it's time for me to go back too."

Although she was somewhat sentimental about her first love who died young, seeing the appearance of those two people now, she still felt a little bit of joy in her heart. She sat quietly for a while, and after her emotions settled down, she patted her cheek and let Cheer yourself up—now that the world has changed for the better and the people she values ​​have achieved good results, then she must also be able to develop the happiness of the "deep heart" that belongs to this future.

And what kind of happiness that will be, can only be known after she works hard to create in the future.

END

The author has something to say: postscript

After the world is corrected, this article of mine has finally come to an end after a long serialization. Looking back on this journey, I am also full of emotions.

Like many fanfictions I created, this is a new pitfall I created because of my desire to see more follow-ups after the ending of the original work. What is more special is that few people have written fanfictions in this article, so I The two long-form fanfiction articles about 1bitHeart were almost unimaginably fast when I wrote other fanfiction articles before. Even Calvin gritted his teeth and wrote them down in a short period of time.

Strictly speaking, I didn’t have an outline before I wrote this article, but I just wanted to write a fan story about Nanaishi and the door together, so I wrote it quite freely, which is also the reason why I almost couldn’t get the story back in the later stage.

In fact, if someone reads carefully, you can find that my writing in the later stage was not very smooth, and I entered the ending very hastily. Although this ending is consistent with my original plan, it is somewhat cut in half from the excessive abruptness──a lot The foreshadowing of the place was confiscated, and I skipped the events where the door made friends with people. In fact, I didn’t write the interaction between Nanessi and some of his friends that I originally wanted to write. How did the two of them get together? I even used the epilogue to recall it briefly.

This is where I feel helpless. In fact, if I really want to write, I can probably continue to write more than ten or twenty chapters every day, until I have finished writing everything I want to write, and then it will be fine to finish slowly, but The question is is this really necessary?Let’s not talk about whether other people will get tired of watching it. Recently, it’s probably because I’m entertaining myself with almost no friends. As far as I’m self-confident, I’ve probably reached the limit. My enthusiasm for 1bitHeart has grown along with my writing. The consumption has gradually cooled down, even though I still like this work very much, but I don’t seem to have a fire burning in my heart like I just started the article, even if I can’t write it, I still have the urge and enthusiasm to write it. It may also be the same as the restarting reincarnation of my Dangan fan and the rebirth of the rain when I wrote a tutor fan. In the later stage, because of burnout, I gradually found it difficult to continue the follow-up, so I gradually put this article aside, and then waited until it could no longer be delayed. And casually made a docked ending to deal with it.

In addition, my Japanese is poor, and I have insufficient information on many characters that appeared in the later stages of the original work. It is even more difficult to scrutinize the details of the plot. I can still ignore these reckless actions, but as the flames cool down, this obstacle makes my fan creation more difficult──I originally wanted to write and let her appear in Mei Shoubai, Aka and Akira and other characters that I think are quite attractive Because of this, I had to give up regretfully, and the uncertainty of some details made me unable to start writing some plots.

And realistic factors also have a certain degree of influence. During this period, I lost my job and found a new job, but the new job is very tiring and not very stable at present. The less energy you have to open a document and write something.

In short, due to various reasons, even though I was still struggling and hesitating in my heart, I still decided to take advantage of the fact that I still love 1bitHeart, Nanaixi, Aisakamen, and the characters in it. Leaving out some unnecessary development and going to the ending at least allows this work to be a somewhat flawed but roughly complete work, rather than the tragic and funny incomplete work like the previous works, and to them I love A happy ending, instead of procrastinating because of nostalgia until I finally lost my feelings and forced them to end everything with an unfinished Bad End.

Although I still have a lot of plots that I want to write, how did Naixi clarify with Sora the misunderstanding that he is a girl? The real key point of Nanessi's doubts, the good friends You and Lan, have no chance to appear on the stage, and what happened to the birthday party that Nanessi planned, and the three dolls that imitated the appearance of the three of them ended up in the end. What is the whereabouts, what kind of supernatural urban legends are created after being seen by others, what kind of opportunity did I make up for Nanaixi to be rejected by all the former friends of the school at the same time and enter the cocoon state? It is probably impossible to finish writing this work when I still have some enthusiasm for it, so I have to omit it. It is a bit regrettable to say, but at least I have written most of what I wanted to write, and it should be considered complete.

It will depend on the situation to write some related short stories later, but the part of the closed world has come to an end for the time being. Thank you very much for watching the present during this period.

[-]/[-]/[-] Ze Ye.