[FGO] Stone is a bad civilization

"It feels like you've been listless all day today."

"No."

I huddled in the chair and didn't want to move. I just watched Romani help me tidy up the documents on the desktop without any complaints.

"The restoration process of the singularity is going smoothly. We did get useful information from the clock tower. Tomorrow, Lixiang-kun and Mash will go to the big hollow underground in London to carry out the final recovery work...everything is fine, I Also very good."

"But the number of times your mind wandered today is obviously more than before."

Romani organized the documents, said goodbye to his colleagues who were about to get off work, and sat down again.He grabbed the armrest of my seat and turned it hard, adjusting my sitting direction.

"You're not still sulking because of what happened yesterday, are you? If you still want to, you can do it later..."

"That's not it." I cut him off, then resumed my previous refusal to talk.

Romani was silent for a moment.

"That's something else." He said firmly, "Can you talk to me?"

His voice seemed to come from far away, and when my brain reflected what he said to me, he had been staring at me for a long time.Facing the other party's eyes, which were obviously mixed with a little worry, I slowly moved around in my seat.

"You... come to my room at night." I said, "I have something to show you."

"Eh?!" Romani was taken aback, as if he was thinking about something, two blushes appeared on his face suddenly.

"Don't think about it." I patted his hand that had been resting on the armrest of my chair before, and brought back his thoughts that had obviously drifted away, "There is information about MUS000, I found it."

Romani's eyes quickly turned cold.

For some unknown reason, I made an appointment with the other party to see you again at nine o'clock in the evening, but the other party didn't know that it was a mentality, and chose to knock on my door after taking a shower.When I pulled on the cotton slippers at home to open the door for him, as soon as the door opened, I was greeted by a puff of damp water vapor and a faint scent of shower gel.

"You even washed your hair."

I glanced at the end of the other party's wet hair and asked casually, but Romani just smiled shyly at me without answering.

There was only one seat in the room, and I gave him to the other person, while I sat on the bed beside him, pointing him to operate the mouse, and clicked on the video file I had placed on the desktop in advance.

Romani watches the video, I watch him.When the distant and near wind in the stereo stopped, I calmly said, "What do you think?"

The other party folded his arms, slowly leaned back on the back of the seat, pondered for a long time, and slowly said: "You were quite cute when you were young."

I rolled my eyes.

"I know that," I said, "but what else?"

He thought about it for a while, with a slightly tangled look on his face.

After a long time, he said, "Well... is this your house? It's well decorated."

"Please, be serious," I sighed, "Have you realized that this is the record and evidence of MUS000's true identity after Chaldea's investigation?"

"Of course I do."

"Aren't you surprised?"

"I was scared to death."

I snorted coldly: "I don't think so at all."

Romani turned to look at me, as expected, there was no trace of "scared" on his face.

"Because I think..." he said, "When you saw this video, you must have been more scared than me."

I looked at him for a while, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

"Yeah," I lowered my eyes and said softly, "I'm really scared to death... Do you know what I'm afraid of?"

"I know."

Romani quickly replied, "I know."

I changed my sitting position on the bed and looked at him with my chin resting on my hand.

"I..." Romani paused before saying, "I won't fail to recognize you, see you."

"You're not him, I know that."

I used my eyes to stop the other party from trying to get close to me, and tightened myself up a bit.

"More than that," I said, "I'm afraid, my whole body is fake."

Romani didn't make a sound, but frowned slightly, putting on a thoughtful look.

"You have also seen it," I glanced at the screen of the notebook, "He can manipulate my body, so he must also be able to subtly affect my thinking. If one day my thinking is also controlled by others, then the existence of 'I' The meaning has been subverted from the foundation.”

"But you didn't."

"Didn't I?" I immediately asked him back, "I don't even know if I'm being controlled, so how would you know?"

Romani was at a loss for words.

I lightly stated those terrible assumptions: "Maybe I was not me before I entered Chaldea. Isn't this what happens in nature? I was possessed by strange parasites and turned into an empty body." Shell creatures... You should know more about such examples than I do, right?"

"Don't think about it." Romani sighed, got up and sat down beside me.

"You are……"

"Are your clothes clean?" I asked him suddenly.

"...new ones."

"Oh, that's good...you go on."

Romani immediately showed a dumbfounding expression: "You don't feel any nervousness at all, you still have room to ask me if I changed my clothes."

I snorted twice: "I'm afraid that if I continue to think about it, my personality will collapse... Isn't it often written like this in novels? When the surface personality is broken, the real personality will take the place of the original owner and inherit everything from him Networks and experience, stuff like that.”

"You also know that you are scaring yourself."

Romani laughed: "Don't think about it, really. If he really wants to harm you, why wait until now? And his purpose doesn't seem to be the core issue we need to discuss? MUS000 provides Chaldea's heroic spirit summoning system The core code, right? From this point of view...uh, he should have no bad intentions?"

"...Didn't he make a lot of trouble back then, deleting all the codes you developed independently?"

"Oh, yes..."

"Also, he tampered with the coordinates of my landing point to the singularity, you won't just forget about it?"

Romani was instantly speechless.

After a long time, he finally said in embarrassment: "Well... How should I put it, I always think, Xue sees you..."

He scratched his hair in distress, but he couldn't continue.

"I'm sorry, I just like to think about things..." I gave up on myself.

"No, no, that's not the case, there's nothing wrong with it..." Romani said hastily, "I just feel now, I just..."

He suddenly let out a long sigh, and his expression became lonely: "Why do I always realize things about you later..."

"Just come back from Singularity-F. I can't always detect changes in your mental state in time. Only when you are on the verge of collapse and despair, will I notice your abnormal situation..."

Romani seems to be really blaming himself, but in my opinion, this is completely unnecessary.It is because he is too gentle and has a sense of responsibility that he always likes to take these problems that are not at all his fault on himself.

It is because he is always so tolerant that I will continue to force myself not to cause him too much trouble, and not to let him worry and worry about these innocuous things.

If possible, I really don't want to tell Romani about this, even if I will bear more psychological pressure for it.The mysterious person’s approach, purpose, and all the secrets that have not been excavated in the past, I have the ability to complete all these tasks secretly by myself, avoiding others, but...

"You should be happy."

Thinking of this, I suddenly stretched out my hand and pinched Romani's cheek vigorously, and after exhaling the pain from the pinch, I pretended to be relaxed and said: "I have told you everything as agreed, this time, I didn't hide it from you."

"Well, you have great strength...but you told me this, I didn't discover it myself..."

Romani felt aggrieved and rubbed the painful place I pinched: "Obviously I have tried very hard to guess, but I still can't figure out your thoughts, just like yesterday..."

"Yesterday is your own problem, it doesn't involve my thoughts at all." I couldn't help complaining, "Also, can you stop talking about yesterday."

"Okay, then today..."

"Actually, I thought about it later. The standard configuration of Chaldea is a single bed. How hard am I to think about it, so I want to grab the quilt with you, a 1.8-meter tall man... So there is no today, and there will be no tomorrow."

The other party showed a "what a pity" expression.

I can't bear to look directly at the other party's blatant thoughts.

"If you don't finish solving the MUS000 matter, don't you feel overwhelmed? Just one day you suddenly found out that I suddenly changed people..."

"No!" Romani immediately said, "I'm Solomon... No, anyway, nothing like this video will ever happen to you, I swear."

"I know that."

I could ignore the other party's sudden surprised expression, slowly move my body, and sit cross-legged.

"Actually," I said to the other party, "the reason why I'm so calm now is because... well, I suddenly thought of something that happened when I was at my home in Japan this morning."

Romani's eyebrows twitched: "My family?"

"Yes," I nodded, "you probably don't know that I have had this experience, do you?"

"Which experience?"

"that is……"

I hesitated.

Whenever I think of what happened in Japan at that time, I will feel a sense of physical disgust, but I have to say that I am a little lucky now that I didn't beat my father and those people in my family, and then I was imprisoned in my family for a good time I practiced a lot.

Although I have already had some preliminary confirmation of my own situation, in order to further investigate some possible thinking loopholes, I decided to endure the psychological discomfort and tell Romani what happened to me when I was in Japan. Tell me everything, in order to get the other party's affirmation of my reasoning results.

Unexpectedly, I smiled wryly from the bottom of my heart, that I would still take the initiative to recall that period of dark history, and those disgusting experiences turned out to be the spiritual pillar to keep me from collapsing immediately.

I sorted out the chaotic thoughts in my heart, cleared my throat, and looked up at Romani.

"Romani," I asked him, "you know, Japanese prostitutes."

The author has something to say:

Xue Jian himself has not been treated in any way, so you don't have to worry about him

Afterwards, there will be a lot of plots unfolded by God [probably]. If you can’t guess the plot, you can be confused with Xue Jian. Reading the article called No.1 is to experience the feeling of advancing the progress with the main perspective. 233