[FGO] Stone is a bad civilization

"Oh, regardless of whether you need qualifications to love someone, but as a human being, isn't it normal to have a fear of death?"

Young Jill was silent for a moment, and then patted my hand that had clenched the hem of my clothes at some point.

"Eat a candy and relax? It's the limited strawberry flavor I got from the doctor. It's delicious." He peeled off the wrapper of the lollipop and stuffed it back to me.

I took the little candy and hesitated for a while before putting it in my mouth.

"That's it, baby. Sugar helps keep you happy, and it's not a bad thing to indulge yourself once in a while."

Young Jill smiled and said, "If you feel cold, I still have a blanket here. Please feel free to ask me, whatever you want, I can give it to you."

The child-like Heroic Spirit looked at me with a smile on my face as I moved myself to the depths of the bay window, hugging my knees and curling up into a ball.

I licked the candy in my mouth, and while feeling the sweetness on the tip of my tongue, I gradually felt that my heart, which was about to be frozen into an ice cube, began to warm up again.The powerful beating of blood from my heart reminds me of the fact that I am a living person all the time.

"King of Heroes," I asked him inarticulately with candy in my mouth, "I can't remember the last part of the epic, can you tell me that after Enkidu's death, you overcame all difficulties and overcame obstacles just to get An elixir that can make people immortal..."

"Is it for the resurrection of your best friend, or for the eternity of your own life?"

Hearing this, the gentle smile on Young Jill's face disappeared.

"It's really disrespectful to ask this question." He narrowed his bright red eyes slightly.

"However," he looked at me for a while, and then said, "Let's forgive you this time, I'm glad you're not facing me as an adult."

I nodded perfunctorily at him.

"Survival is the instinct of human beings. It is even said that even the gods above are afraid of death. In the future, I will desperately search for the elixir of immortality. It is because 'I' is afraid of death in the first place."

"But when I finally saw the soul of my best friend and talked to him, 'I' finally understood that even the greatest heroes are human beings who are subject to birth, old age, sickness and death. Therefore, we must learn to enjoy ourselves while we are alive, and then calmly Face your own destiny on the ground."

"Only the living are afraid of dying, and the most wonderful thing in the world is to breathe freely the filthy air in this world... So, cherish your present time, it is what the thousands of undead in the underworld long for in every possible way." Unbelievable, the most supreme treasure."

With a "crack", I bit the candy in my mouth.

Young-gil remained silent after saying those words.For a moment, the only sound between us was the sound of me chewing hard candy.

"You are so scary." After a long time, I said to Young Jill like this after I swallowed the last piece of candy, "You make me feel that all the things I was struggling with and suffering before were meaningless."

"Well, it hurts my heart when you say that. I just affirm the correctness of existence."

"Why should I feel frustrated about realizing my previous mistakes." I said to myself sullenly, "I knew it all the time, the director was not wrong, and I was not wrong, but in the final analysis, this kind of The reasons for the emotions are all on me, this is just my wishful thinking..."

"Hey? I don't understand what you're talking about, but is it really good to be so cruel and self-deceiving? It's easy to admit that I actually like that woman, but is it so difficult to love my own life more?" Young Jill's face was full of confusion. She looked at me intently, but turned to a lovely smile.

"But no matter what, big brother, it's good if you can figure it out. Sure enough, it's because of the candies, right? Sweets are really a good thing."

"The lingering frustration." Although I still said this, I relaxed the body that had been tightly curled up before.After a second of silence, he turned to the young Gilgamesh who still had a good-spoken personality and teased: "However, Gilgamesh, since he has chosen to maintain a child's figure, the control of sweets should also be It's on the agenda."

"Big Brother, you really... You told me that I am a Heroic Spirit." Young Jill puffed up her cheeks on both sides, stared at her round eyes and tried to look angry at me, but she was still not threatening enough and more than cute.

"Okay, okay." I raised my hands, surrendered to the pseudo-child forces again, and then quickly changed the subject, "So do you have a stable source of magic power now? You have seen the doctor, right? He didn't connect you with Caleb. low power supply?"

"Well—the doctor said that Chaldea's electricity can only be effective based on a contract, and I am still a servant without a master."

"Haven't you thought about making a contract with Fujimaru? It's Master No. 48, the boy with black hair and blue eyes. I guess you two should have met each other before."

"How could I, my lord, do this? Ah, that kind of personality is really annoying. You can get magic power as long as you sign a contract, but you still have to rely on the magic furnace in your treasure house. You can maintain your figure by relying on the magic furnace, but And I accidentally smashed the magic furnace, so I have to drink the rejuvenation potion to save the consumption of magic power... I really can't understand my lord's thinking."

I bit the only remaining stick of the lollipop, and watched Young Jill ponder for a moment.

"That's a bit troublesome, how long can your current magic power last?"

"About a week?" Young Jill asked a little uncertainly.

"So big brother, hurry up and sign a contract with me. In Chaldea, the magic power that actually undertakes the activities of followers is transformed from electricity. There is no burden on you, big brother, is there?"

"That's how it's said..." I took off the little stick in my mouth, and explained to Young Jill slowly.

"It's not that I don't want to sign a contract with you, but that I don't have the ability now..."

Young-gil frowned, tilted his head and looked at me puzzled.

"That...doctors may not be able to detect it as ordinary people, but as a magician, er, a former magician, I can still feel my condition."

"My magic circuit... seems to be scrapped."

"Xuejian, Xuejian? Wake up. Let me ask you..." Early the next morning, Romani rushed into the infirmary and pulled me up, who had just fallen asleep, with a serious expression.

"Clock Tower, loved, didn't write, can't, have no money, graduated early, what else can I do..." I subconsciously said a bunch of standard answers in a daze.

"Ha! You really like the director, right? I said that everyone's eyes are right, and you still admit it... Oh, no, no!" Doctor Roman immediately grabbed my collar and shook me vigorously until I woke up.

"Neck, my neck is going to break..."

I hurriedly grabbed Dr. Roman's hands and used all my strength to save my collar from the opponent's clenched fist.

"What's the matter, Romani, do you still remember that I was the number one wounded patient in Chaldea? It was early in the morning... I just lay down for a while." Finally, I pulled my neck and collar from the Dr. Roman, who suddenly jumped up, rescued me. I yawned listlessly, leaned against the head of the bed, and raised my eyelids to look at Dr. Roman.

"Yes, I'm sorry," Dr. Roman subconsciously lowered his voice to apologize to me when he saw my dying appearance, but then, as if remembering something, he immediately put on a tough attitude, his tone He asked me forcefully, "I just found out this morning that your magic circuit is broken?"

His expression was very excited, his eyes widened, and his black pupils trembled slightly.I saw that his face was covered with a thin layer of sweat, his bangs were a little messier than usual, and he was panting with uncontrollable breathlessness when he was talking, apparently running all the way from the control room of.

"Take a breath." I motioned for him to sit down on the chair beside me.

"Gilgamesh told you?"

"Yeah... why didn't you tell me about such a serious matter!" Dr. Roman was a little angry and aggrieved, "I'm the doctor in charge of your physical condition."

"Because I told you that you didn't make a difference, Romani...ah, it's just that I couldn't find a chance to tell you, really." Seeing the always soft doctor suddenly reveal what can be called With an angry expression, I hurriedly raised my upper body and comforted him hesitantly, "Actually...it's actually not as serious as you imagined. The eligibility for spiritual transfer is still there. When the time comes After the rehabilitation is complete, I can still repair the singularity as usual..."

Seeing the doctor's expression becoming more and more terrifying, my voice of sophistry became softer and softer, until I almost fell silent in the end.

"You still want to repair the singularity?" I've never seen the doctor look so angry, he jumped up from the chair, flipped the folding chair with a "bang", and made a "bang" sound with his fist He slammed heavily on the bedside table beside him.

"Back when you had servants to protect you, you still made yourself into what you were before, and now you still want to..."

He stared at me, his lips trembled, he was too out of breath to speak.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Romani..." I apologized to him guiltily.

"But really! Actually the situation is not that bad, I, I tried it for Gilgamesh yesterday!"

Dr. Roman glared at me viciously, beckoning me to continue talking with his eyes.

"Although, although I can't seem to open the magic circuit now, and I can't feel the existence of my own magic power, but my body fluid... er, there is still a magic power factor in my blood! Although it seems that there is no way to call it, the concentration is very impressive. For the time being, there seems to be no sign of dissipating..."

"...What does this mean?" The doctor was taken aback for a moment, and the terrifying aura that exploded in anger before dissipated completely.

I hurriedly pursued the victory and continued to explain.

"In other words, although I may not be able to directly use the magic link to summon servants, I can still 'sign' the Servant."

"With my blood."

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