[FGO] Stone is a bad civilization

I was stunned by the other party's heavy voice for three seconds, and then I realized that there seemed to be something wrong.

"No, logically speaking, isn't every follower a unique individual?"

I said: "Have you forgotten the difference between heroic spirits and servants Romani? A servant is just a projection of a heroic spirit in the lower realm. If you or I collapse the spirit foundation, then the memories we carry will return Go to the original Seat of Heroes... and if you are summoned, you will be another brand new individual."

Romani was speechless, he stared at me blankly, as if he hadn't thought of such a thing before.

"No, that's not what I meant, Xue Jian." He blinked his eyes several times before reacting, trying to explain something to me.

"I can understand," I said, "but in my opinion, the one who needs to protect yourself more should be Romani, right?"

"Eh? How do you say that?"

"Think about it," I snapped my fingers, and counted to him one by one, "I'm here now, it must be because of Wuxiang, right? It can even be said that I will become a follower, too The result of his interference."

"That is to say, if my spirit base really collapses and returns to the Seat of Heroes, there is a high probability that I will be re-given a new servant spirit base by him, and then I will be summoned by you... Lixiang used my pen to summon me, right? This is a real thing. Compared with the state where we were completely confused about the holy relic used to summon Wuxiang, this pen But it’s a holy relic supported by actual successful summoning experience?”

"Okay, it seems to be like this."

Romani seemed to be convinced by me, and his expression became a little dazed.

"That's right," I took the opportunity to continue, "but it's different from mine. If you disappear, Romani, although we can still summon Solomon, the new servant will no longer be you? Who is it? The truly unique one, without a doubt, should be you, right?"

Romani was silent.

I pondered for a while, but suddenly thought of something earlier, could it be...

I asked Romani: "Is it because you were worried about this that you insisted on leaving me in Chaldea in the morning? You made it clear that I would accompany Lixiang to the subspecies to order it, but in the end you changed your mind temporarily." ..."

"...Because you haven't fully grasped your ability as a follower," Romani rebutted me dully, "and I'm still not sure if your spirit base has been manipulated by Wuxiang. What about the collapse? I really can't imagine the scene where you disappear from my eyes again."

This is the first time I have seen a scene where Romani is so concerned about gains and losses.But it's no wonder, because of Wuxiang, he had to erase me from the world together with the existence of the Holy Grail of the singularity.Thinking about it in another way, if I was forced to kill my loved one in order to save humanity, such memory and guilt will definitely become a psychological shadow for my life.

"Okay, it's okay Romani."

I patted his hands bound around my waist, signaling him to let go of me.

Romani hesitated for a moment, and then removed the power carrying me according to my idea.

I stood up from his arms, changed my face, bent my legs and knelt on the gap left by the side of the chair after Romani subconsciously folded his legs, and then carefully sat down on his lap.

The space for the chair is very small, but fortunately, I still maintain the appearance of a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy, a little restrained, and I can completely nestle in Romani's arms.

Romani seemed to feel a little difference in my posture when I was kneeling in his arms. His hands were frozen in mid-air for a long time before carefully putting them down on my lower back.

I put my hands around his shoulders and tugged at his high ponytail tied behind his head.

"Okay, it's okay Romani."

I repeated this sentence again.

"Aren't I being hugged by you right now?" I said, "I can talk to you, joke with you, hug you, have sex... I am truly living in this world in the form of a servant now."

"……I know."

Romani lowered his head, buried his head in the socket of my shoulder and rubbed it.

"Of course I know that you are alive now, but... But I can't help but think and be afraid. What if you encounter any accident again, what will happen to me? See Xue, I probably can't To bear the pain of watching you go away again.

"Well, I know," I hugged him, and said softly, "If you're really scared, then I'll stay in Chaldea and not go to the singularity. My, Formless Noble Phantasm Can't you also summon servants? If Lixiang needs more powerful support, I will help him in this way."

"Ah."

Romani buried his head on my shoulder and let out a muffled snort.

"I'm sorry," he said, "although it's really unfair to treat Lixiang like this, but...in fact, I shouldn't restrict your actions like this. It's been a long time ago, I always don't have enough confidence in you, and After that incident, I also lost confidence in my abilities, so I can only use this method of forcing you to escape to protect you as much as possible."

"A follower is not omnipotent."

I chuckled twice, and said: "Both humans and followers have their own limitations, don't they? This is also one of their characteristics! And it is precisely because of the boundaries that we cannot reach, and strive to Only then will it have its value, if everything can be successful by doing it casually, will there be any sense of being alive?"

This time, Romani didn't respond to me anymore, he just hugged my hand tightly and hugged me harder.

The gesture of embracing each other lasted for a while before Romani raised his head.

His nose was rubbed red, and his forehead hair was a little messy. Fortunately, looking at his eyes, I didn't find any sign that he wanted to cry.

That's okay, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.He is obviously a man with a height of 1.8 meters, but he can't help crying when he suffers setbacks... Although as a lover, I actually enjoy the process of comforting him from crying to calm, but if I can If so, I still hope that Romani can always be happy, crying or something, it is more comfortable to watch only on specific occasions, right?

No, no, why did I accidentally think of going to a strange place again.I secretly glanced at Romani with some guilty conscience, but was a little horrified to find that the other party seemed to have been staring at me with thoughtful eyes since he raised his head just now.

"What, what's wrong?"

Was it the strange expression I showed just now when I was thinking about it?I suddenly felt a little flustered.

Romani was shocked by my sudden opening. He didn't know what he was thinking about before. After blinking his eyes, a faint blush suddenly appeared on his face.

"That..." He looked away embarrassingly, withdrew his hand that had been holding me before, and scratched his cheek.

"Xue saw you, did you say... that word very calmly just now?"

"...Which one?"

I suddenly felt a wave of uneasiness in my heart. Did I say any particularly explosive words just now?I think should not be?Romani seems to be more conservative, if I act too open, will it scare him?Ah, no, I already scared him enough once before, so I just really...

Just when I was thinking hard and recalling whether I had said anything particularly discordant just now, Romani spoke hesitatingly.

"That's, that's the one." His eyes moved up and down, looking at the sky and the ground but not at me.

I gave up thinking on my own, and turned to ask the other party helplessly: "Did I say something strange just now? If so, then just pretend you didn't hear it, and don't pay too much attention to it."

"No, no, it's not like that."

Romani vetoed repeatedly, he pursed his lips, and the blush on his cheeks seemed to be heavier again.I watched the other person close his eyes forcefully, as if he had made a very difficult decision in his heart, then he suddenly retracted his gaze and looked straight at me.

"That's right, you said the word sex very calmly just now."

As soon as he finished speaking, as if he had spent all his courage, he covered the lower half of his face with his hands, only showing two burning red ears.

Looking at my boyfriend's expression like a shy virgin, I suddenly felt a little delicate.

"Let me tell you, Romani," I heard an indelible smile in my voice, "Are you really only 11 years old? By the way, even an 11-year-old kid can say Come up with such words? Why are you not as good as those real children? Fortunately, you are still a doctor."

"How can this be the same! Physiological knowledge and reality, the actual scene you will face... Speaking of which, I always feel that Xue is too unrestrained to see you. It was the same last time and this time. It really scared me."

"Ah...then do you hate me like this?"

"That's not the case. I just feel that after I officially started dating you, I really saw a lot of sides of you that you wouldn't normally show, especially..."

I watched the other party put down his concealing hand and started chattering, I couldn't help laughing a few times.

"So?" I asked him, "I just said so much, but you just noticed this word... What is your intention?"