like a lover

Pain, pain like being torn apart.

"Xiao Zhen, wake up, go and call the doctor!" An urgent, familiar voice sounded, and then fell into a deep sleep again.

The world was spinning, Ye Zhen felt that the whole world seemed to be spinning, a nightmare came, and a voice kept echoing: Ye Zhen, I will never see you again, it's so good!

The weak voice of "Morning Light" seemed to be whispering and shouting in a trance.

Ye Zhen felt that someone was touching him, and suddenly opened his eyes, with a trace of bloodthirsty coldness in his eyes, a mass of white appeared in front of Ye Zhen, Ye Zhen just looked at the middle-aged man in a white coat in front of him. young man, it's in the hospital.

"It's out of danger, it's nothing serious." The doctor left the ward, Ye Zhen turned his head slightly, looked at the woman with tears in her eyes, and the woman said happily, "It's fine, it's fine"

Why, he saw his mother, Ye Zhen thought, is this heaven? No, no, a person like him should go to hell after death, how could he enter heaven.

At this time, the door of the ward creaked, and a boy came in, looked at Ye Zhen uneasy, a little scared, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry"

The boy looked familiar, and suddenly thought of something, Ye Zhen asked tremblingly, "You are Gu Bin"

Gu Bin became smaller, and Ye Zhen found that his voice had also become hoarse. It seemed that he was in the period of voice change. He found that he seemed to have returned to his youth, and the pain in his head told him that he was not dreaming. He was reborn and everything was reborn. here we go.

"Well, I'm sorry, I shouldn't push you, can you tell your mother not to embarrass my father?" Gu Bin was very scared, his father told him that he pushed Ye Zhen downstairs, Ye Zhen's mother was very angry and embarrassing His dad, if he doesn't come to apologize, he won't be able to study in the future.

Ye Zhen pondered. When he was 15 years old, he took the lead to embarrass Su Chenguang. Gu Bin saw him and pushed him angrily. Unexpectedly, he failed to stand still and rolled down the stairs.

"How is Su Chenguang?"

Gu Bin thought that Ye Zhen was going to embarrass Su Chenguang, so he was in a hurry, "You can hit me if you are angry, don't embarrass him, Chenguang is very pitiful, don't embarrass him"

I remember that in the previous life, it was Gu Bin who helped Su Chenguang stand out and pushed him downstairs. In the previous life, Ye Zhen was a bully who was fearless. Gu Bin came to apologize, but he did not forgive Gu Bin, and Su Chenguang even went to the hospital. Serving him, using this to bully Su Chenguang, looking back on the past, it turned out that since then, he has done so many wrong things, Ye Zhen thought: Chenguang, in this life, I must be asked to make up for my mistakes. , I will not go wrong again, I will treat you well.

No one knew what Ye Zhen was thinking.

"I didn't try to bully him, I just asked how he was doing"

Gu Bin scratched his head when he heard Ye Zhen's words, "He was locked up by his mother, and he was not allowed to go to school, and he seemed to be beaten."

Hearing Gu Bin's words, Ye Zhen felt a pain in his heart. It turned out that when he came to take care of him in his previous life, he was limping and was beaten by his mother. He thought of the way that woman flattered his mother, and then thought of Su Chenguang Quiet and thin.

Thinking of the little Su Ziwen who grew up with him in the previous life, he often whispered in his ears about the illegitimate children of the Su family. I knew that people who grew up in big families like them hated illegitimate children the most, so every time Su Ziwen complained to him , he would find trouble with Su Chenguang, and mocked him as an illegitimate son who was not on the stage. Later, Su Chenguang was taken back to the Su family, and Su Ziwen was even more afraid that he would rob the Su family's property, so he had been dealing with Su Ziwen in private.

But the strange thing is that Su Chenguang would come to approach Ye Zhen every time, and when he knew that Ye Zhen liked men, he would not hesitate to become Ye Zhen's bed partner.

Because of the relationship between Su Chenguang and Ye Zhen, Su Ziwen used it more than once to satirize Su Chenguang, saying that he sent him to the door to be suppressed by men. He never saw Su Chenguang again, the calm and self-restraining Su Chenguang who gave him all the tenderness. Only then did Ye Zhen know that he had fallen in love with Su Chenguang unknowingly. , he always thought that he liked Su Ziwen, and he kept Su Chenguang by his side because of Su Ziwen.

Ye Zhen remembered the way Su Chenguang looked at him when he died, it seemed despair, relief, and love in his eyes.

Trapped in memories, Ye Zhen realized that he and Su Chenguang had never had any good memories.

"Gu Bin, go back. If I hadn't made things difficult for Su Chenguang first, you wouldn't have pushed me, and I wouldn't have made things difficult for you and your family." Ye Zhen closed her eyes, feeling her head ache from talking too much.

Gu Bin did not expect Ye Zhen to be so talkative today, and then asked weakly, "Will you still bully Chen Guang?"

Ye Zhen opened his eyes and looked at Gu Bin, "No one can bully him in the future, neither can I."

Hearing Ye Zhen's words, Gu Bin breathed a sigh of relief, and Gu's father and mother, who were standing outside the door listening, also breathed a sigh of relief.

The Gu family was no longer in crisis. Gu Bin left the ward and looked at Ye Zhen who was lying on the bed. He always felt that Ye Zhen had changed, as if something was different, but he couldn't tell.

Ye Chunli, who had been listening to her child's conversation, sighed in her heart, and said, "Xiao Zhen, no matter how good your relationship with the Su family boy is, don't get involved in the grievances between the Su family's juniors. After all, the most innocent person is the illegitimate child raised by the Su family." "Ye Zhen looked at his mother, yes, there is nothing more innocent than Su Chenguang, but Su Chenguang was responsible for all the crimes, how cruel he was to Su Chenguang.

Until Ye Zhen was discharged from the hospital, the Su family did not show up, whether it was Su Ziwen, Su Chenguang or other Su family members.

After staying in the hospital for a few months, Ye Zhen looked at the busy street scene and still couldn't believe that she had really returned to the past. Such a strange thing happened to a materialist, which overturned Ye Zhen's entire world view , but he felt how lucky he was to be able to start a new life and make up for the mistakes he had made.

Ye Zhen, who was supposed to be in the third grade of junior high school, took the initiative to transfer to the second grade of junior high school because she missed almost a semester of class. At Ye Zhen's repeated requests, she went to the third grade of junior high school, and became a classmate with Su Chenguang.

Ye Zhen looked at the school she hadn't been to for a long time, filled with emotion, completed the formalities, and came to the classroom with the head teacher of the second and third classes of junior high school.

The head teacher, Lao Yin, doesn't really want Ye Zhen to come to his class. This student has always been the bully of the third division of the school. He has conflicts with Su Chenguang in his class, and his grades are quite a headache. If the principal didn't take the initiative to speak, he would I don't want to accept this great Buddha.

Lao Yin murmured in his heart for a while, "cough cough, students, classmate Ye Zhen will be your classmate in the future, remember to be friendly and help each other in the future, everyone welcomes classmate Ye Zhen." Listen, Lao Yin looked at Su Chenguang who was sitting by the wall from the corner of his eye, "Student Ye Zhen, you can be behind Liu Ting." Lao Yin pointed to the corner of the other wall.

Ye Zhen, who has lived for more than 30 years, naturally knew the intention of Lao Yin's arrangement, and narrowed his eyes, "Teacher, I see that the seat next to Su Chenguang is vacant, so I will sit with Su Chenguang."

As soon as these words came out, everyone looked at Ye Zhen and looked at Su Chenguang with sympathy. Su Chenguang kept his head down from the beginning to the end, but Ye Zhen could feel that Su Chenguang was afraid of Ye Zhen.

Before Lao Yin could speak, Ye Zhen walked towards Su Chenguang, getting closer and closer step by step, but no one knew that Ye Zhen was very disturbed at this time, the closer she was to Su Chenguang, the more Ye Zhen's heart seemed to be on fire wearing the same.

Su Chenguang, however, leaned against the wall desperately because of fear. In Su Chenguang's impression, Ye Zhen was someone who could not be offended. He could not choose his own destiny. People only think that he is a dirty illegitimate child who bullies him, and Ye Zhen is the worst among them. When Ye Zhen appeared at the door of the classroom and asked to sit beside him, Su Chenguang only felt that his whole world was extremely dark. But he can't fight, he can only be humiliated, he can't cause trouble for his mother anymore, last time because of Ye Zhen's admission to the hospital, his so-called father has come to warn his mother, if he offends Ye Zhen again, The Su family will definitely drive his mother away, so that he will never see his mother again.

Ye Zhen didn't know the turmoil in Su Chenguang's heart, but felt that Su Chenguang was bullied miserably by him, and was too afraid of him, "Let's get to know each other again, I'm Ye Zhen"

A hand was stretched out in front of Su Chenguang, but Su Chenguang didn't say anything, but just shrank against the wall, trembling slightly.It is no secret that Su Chenguang is the illegitimate son of the Su family, and he was sent by the Su family to study in an aristocratic school. Naturally, those young masters and young ladies look down on illegitimate children, and there are hints from Su Ziwen, the genuine young man, those who want to please Su Ziwen will naturally follow suit. Su Chenguang came to bully and embarrass Su Chenguang, so Su Chenguang has low self-esteem and sensitivity since childhood.

Ye Zhen looked at Su Chenguang who was like a frightened bird in front of him, and remembered Su Chenguang who was indifferent and indifferent in his previous life, and suddenly his heart ached.

"I won't bully you again, and I won't let others bully you again." Ye Zhen's voice was very gentle, but Su Chenguang didn't believe him. If someone bullied him for several years, after he was injured, he would take the initiative to approach him and ask him As a good show, anyone with a little brain will think that there must be a conspiracy, and a family like the Su family is full of conspiracy theories. Although Su Chenguang is timid and inferior, he is not a fool. Naturally, he will not believe Ye Zhen's words. said, but he was even more wary of Ye Zhen in his heart.

But when everyone thought that Ye Zhen and Su Chenguang were about to fight, Ye Zhen's overture made many people dumbfounded and did not understand the change of the matter, but Lao Yin finally let go of half of his heart, and they lived together peacefully all morning. spent.

During the break at noon, Su Chenguang did not go back to the dormitory after eating, but went to the classroom. There was no other reason. Ye Zhen, who was used to being the young master and was used to being served, was not only his deskmate, but also his roommate. Friends, the more Su Chenguang wanted to avoid Ye Zhen, the more he found that Ye Zhen would appear in front of him.