I would rather die than OOC[Quick Transmigration]

In the deep mountain snow bamboo forest, snowflakes fell, and soon they all turned into snow water, carrying withered peach petals into the thawed stream in front of the courtyard. Most of the peach blossoms in the courtyard, after the second night, those small, transparent petals have been integrated into the soil, scattered among the deep blue thousand-year-old black ice stones.

The third night passed, the snow bamboos bloomed with moon-white flowers, and withered in batches, and the pieces of snow bamboos withered and decayed day and night, and were burned by the national teacher who lived here, and they were completely burned , leaving only ash flying all over the ground.At the same time, the Peach Blossom Immortal, who had been very popular before, was nowhere to be found. After the national teacher burned the Snow Bamboo Forest, he left there and moved to live in the Peach Blossom Temple built with funds raised by the people of the middle school, adjacent to the imperial palace. Astrologer.It is said that some people can see him standing in front of the bell-strike tower of Peach Blossom View day and night, looking like an immortal ghost, not caring about anything else, just looking at the sky hanging on the biggest altar of the astronomy platform. Looking at the bronze mirror it reflects on the ground like moonlight and flowing water.

The star officials and ceremonial officials who followed Xie Yuan found that the former Xie Yuan had returned, and he had returned to the life of two points and one line from the residence to the astrologer, and he no longer cared about anything else. India is getting colder and colder, without the slightest radiance to save all sentient beings.He travels alone, with no one to accompany him, except that he occasionally goes to Wutong Palace to show Sang Niannian the child in her womb with the company of everyone.

Sang Niannian didn't ask him much, but asked him for the first time: "Where's Xiaoyi?"

Xie Yuan said: "He has gone home."

Sang Niannian asked again: "Then will he come over again? I made him a lot of clothes, both summer and autumn. Now that it's not snowing, he should change some clothes. He always wears It's not good to be thin, I'll cut the winter clothes for him in a while. I also saw an interesting playbook in His Majesty's palace that day, he probably liked it, so I asked for it."

The beautiful woman's eyes were full of tenderness and love: "I also asked His Majesty for dried lotus leaves and fresh lotus seeds. I already know how to make the lotus leaf cake you love."

Xie Yuan said: "Young lady, just wait. If he knows, he will be very happy."

Sang Niannian heard what he meant, which meant that he himself was not sure, not sure.So she didn't ask any more, she was entangled with gods and demons, she always knew that there was nothing she could do as a mortal, she only regarded Sang Yi as her son, and didn't care about his origin.This is her first time as a mother, and she doesn't know whether she is doing well or not. She hopes that her child will come back.

On the way, Zhe Lan came out to find Xie Yuan with all her might, knelt on the ground and begged for his forgiveness: "I put Mixiang, but I only put it to confuse you, I didn't expect you to bring him, and he reacted the same way." Big. However, I got a Taoist to tell a fortune teller. They said that you are wrong. He is not a peach blossom fairy, but a peach blossom demon. This kind of demon can deceive itself, and its nature is lustful. You must have fallen into his temptation My lord, please believe me once, I am for your own good, please temporarily move out of the Peach Blossom Temple, we are doing it here, even if the Peach Blossom Demon is thousands of miles away, there is a way to make him gradually weaken."

Xie Yuan lifted him up from the ground, put his hand on his altar, and said in a cold voice: "I remember I said it again, if you attack him again, no one will be able to protect you. Last time was the last time Yes, Your Highness."

Extreme pain swept through Zhelan's limbs, and he felt that something was irreversibly being stripped away, and Xie Yuan took it away from his hands.That was his five senses and six senses, and leaving with it was the obsession and love that he had hidden in his heart for more than ten years. He shook his head in fear and shouted hoarsely: "No, no, no!"

But I could only hear Xie Yuan's light voice: "Love misleads others, Your Highness, I am a Buddhist cultivator, and I can't tolerate the emotions and desires, so let me get rid of them for you. From now on, you will have no delusions, no desires, and get rid of the five senses and four desires." There are only two tastes left in the six senses.”

"You lied! Why didn't you allow me to like you? You lied——you are clearly biased, why should it be him? You clearly like him! You clearly—" With the last trace of consciousness withdrawn from Xie Yuan's hand, Zhelan was dumbfounded Silently, staring blankly at him.Xie Yuan threw him out, and summoned the guards in a cold voice: "Tell Your Majesty, there are evil Taoist priests who have caused chaos in the court and attacked the little Highness. He will never be able to heal him again, and he will just resign himself to fate."

He lowered his cold eyes and looked at the direction Zhelan was taken away: "It has nothing to do with him, you owe me this long ago. If I don't favor him, then no one will love him."

Tao Huaxin said: "Actually, you can take this step a long time ago. Zhelan doesn't need to be cured, and my physical form can be controlled by you. From then on, you can drive my form and spirit, and Xuanxing Yin can also speed up the refining. You Why did you take this step at this time?"

Xie Yuan looked up at the bronze mirror hanging quietly on the astronomical platform, as if he could see something after that: "I don't want to part with it."

Sang Yi is reluctant to leave this world, and he is also reluctant. For the first time, Sang Yi has obtained everything that he never had in reality. It is not the first time for him to be so close to his sweetheart, and the first time he can use his own strength to go Fulfilling some of his wishes, he didn't miss every detail of his growth: from the second time on, he watched his little peach grow up slowly, and waited and waited until he finally found the person who remembered everything. Lead that person to learn to be self-willed, arrogant and indulgent, and to accept others' love and favor.He found his mother for him, and took him home under the moonlight in the snowy night, such a moment—how could he let go?

The fault is only in his carelessness, he lost his position in front of the person he likes, and it is also in his shady selfishness - it's fine if his little Sang doesn't know, if they don't recognize each other, Sang Yi will always stay. By his side, apart from preventing him from having accidents and maintaining the world line of this space, he also thought that in this way, he could love him as a complete admirer.

It's not like in the previous two lives, Sang Yi didn't take his love to heart, just because that little guy always thought that he was cooperating with him in acting, to deceive the gods behind him.

Tao Huaxin said: "Xuan Xing Yin is about to be completed, about tomorrow, you can finally leave Beizhao."

Xie Yuan said: "Yes."

Tao Huaxin said again: "You have to move faster, Sang Yi is about to leave the customs, this time you must find him before he saves Taoyuan with his life."

Xie Yuan said: "I know."

He grabbed a pen and summoned the blue bird at night to deliver the message for him.After discarding more than ten sheets of paper, I still didn't know what to write, so I finally wrote four words "Qingqing wait for me", and asked Jade Bird to take it to Taoyuan.

He didn't fall asleep that night, he stood in front of the observatory without sleep, carefully studying the fine lines on the ground.The place where the bronze mirror projects is the edge of the world, as long as it shines through it, no matter who it is, it will be sent to the end of the world.

After Xie Yuan thought about it carefully, he suddenly mentioned one thing, and murmured: "There are some things, I still want to confirm with you. First, when Xiao Sang went back to the academy to draw a turtle for the first time, the drawing book in his hand was suddenly At the same time, the homework that was written suddenly appeared. You checked it for me, and it was not his handwriting, so I preliminarily speculated that the god behind Xiaosang could at least provide him with some The basic teleportation function. The same is true for the arrows of the previous life and the first life. I think they are the weapons specially provided by the royal family in our reality. If God is omnipotent, according to Xiao Sang's skill, providing swords is far better than providing Arrows are better. So I will refine my guess here: that god can only transmit things that already exist in reality for him, and it is very likely that there are restrictions on volume or weight."

Tao Huaxin said: "No."

"Second, I have used your power to reverse time, which is also one of the achievements of being close to God's creation. Peach Blossom Heart can revive Taoyuan, and can also modify time. There are gods, demons and immortals in this world. I have cultivated Mahayana with a mortal body. , it is also conceivable that above Xiao Sang and me, there are gods or higher-level cultivators, spiritual root holders, and holy objects stronger than you. This world is different from the past, and there are There are many unpredictable and unimaginable powers, if my eyelids are wider, I can say that there is no power stronger than the god behind Xiao Sang." Xie Yuan said.

"And your existence is one of the proofs. You said that that thing is omniscient and omnipotent in heaven and earth, but it can't listen to my conversation with you. I have confirmed this. I didn't reveal much in the first two times you talked to me. The idea is for you, but I chose the content that belongs to the temptation - even if it is noticed by the god, it will not cause too much consequence, and I can judge whether it knows it through Xiaosang's reaction. There are past lives and present lives These four words blur what I said. Xiaosang and I have a much higher fault tolerance rate in doing things and talking. If Xiaosang suddenly reduces the number of times he brings up old things again, he must be suspected. If he suddenly does Things that are contrary to expectations—for example, when he took a walk with me in the first life, he strongly denied to me that there was someone spying on him, then I can also know that he has been coerced and asked him to come over to dispel my suspicions.”

Tao Huaxin said: "I know, you are very cautious. Because I can read minds, I can see this point, but I still want to tell you that you are the most powerful, logical and intuitive person I have ever seen. , the most sensitive mortal, especially you are an ancient, so it is hard for me to imagine what a person like you would be like if he was born in the top plane—I think it is not impossible for you to replace the position of the main god."

"I'm not interested in that kind of thing." After talking for a long time, Xie Yuan finally caught a glimpse of a brilliance flashing in the bronze mirror, and the shadow cast on the ground suddenly disappeared.He stretched out his hand and grasped it in vain, then shrunk the several-foot-long bronze mirror to an inch, and put it into his sleeve. "I just want my little Sang back. I really..."

He looked up at the direction where the blue bird was leaving. After so many days of tension, the day and night toil and waiting were finally put aside temporarily. In the silent night, his voice sounded like a sigh: "I miss him very much."

The next day, the matter of Xuan Xing Yin's refinement caused a sensation in Beizhao's borders. Xie Yuan declined the generous reward from Beizhao King, went to the main hall to express his feelings, and took off the national teacher's black-bottomed silver fish pattern cloak in public, with a flat voice: "From today onwards, Wu Yuan will change his name to Xie Yuan, and leave the empty door."

Sang Niannian followed the crowd, respectfully sent him to the Buddhist temple, and put a package behind him: "Please bring it to him."

Xie Yuan looked back at her.

Sang Niannian leaned down slightly to him: "Please also tell him that I miss him very much, and mother will always have his place here. The same is true for you. If you miss him as much as I do, please treat him well, and I will He will leave it to you with confidence. There is only one thing, mothers are always more sensitive and meticulous about their children's affairs. My son is indifferent and easy-going by nature, and he is also ignorant and innocent on weekdays, but he is a very affectionate person. Please do not Treat him as a thin lover."

Xie Yuan was startled: "Okay."

He liked him, and it turned out that Sang Niannian had already seen it.

But, why did you say the last sentence to him specially?

Xie Yuan took this question into his heart and stepped into the Buddhist hall.As a Buddhist cultivator, he chose this door not for entrusting anything, and he has no intention of delving into those difficult and obscure theories, just because this door is pure, and he just needs to wait quietly for the arrival of that person.When you come in, you can come in as you like, when you go out, you don't want to be enlightened by others, and some are just idle numbers.

That idle number is what he asked for in the first life.At that time, Sang Yi was still an ignorant and reckless Peach Blossom Demon King, who didn't remember anything, and wanted to win the Peach Blossom Heart from him, and would fight with him all day long.When he first made a move, he showed some kindness, but he didn't expect that in the next few years, he would never be able to make another move.

In those few days, I don't know why, that little Taohua didn't come to fight with him after many days.Later he heard that the moon was dark in those few days, and it was the flowering period of the Peach Blossom Demon, so he had to go out to find the essence|blood of a man in order to get through it safely.But that flower didn't understand anything, locked herself in a cave, and forcibly endured it. When she came out, she was completely out of shape, which was obviously a very unbearable pain.

Others said: "Since it is a peach blossom demon, one day it will have sex with a man. All kinds of lewdness are not worth mentioning. Master Guo Shi, don't bother to get your hands dirty for such a monster."

is it?

Will that wild and unrestrained peach blossom find another man to spend a good night together one day?

He thought about this question, and unconsciously thought about it for three days, and couldn't even recite the Buddhist scriptures. Finally, he came to this empty Buddhist temple, knelt down in front of the Buddha, prayed, and drew a lot for himself, and got the word "no fate" .

So there was no fate, he thought.

In the second life, he reversed the cause and effect and went there again, but the result was still the same.The third time, the fourth time, the fifth time, every time.No fate, no fate, no fate.

It turned out that there was no fate.

Kneeling in front of the Buddha and bowing his head deeply, he said in a deep voice: "From now on, I will give up the Buddha, the Dharma, the monk, and the monk."

But so what?

"Forsaking Acharya, forsaking the holy life, forsaking the precepts, forsaking the discipline, forsaking academic affairs, accepting the household law, I will be a pure person, etc."

so what?He is his, from childhood to adulthood, nothing he wants to do has never stopped, so what is destiny?

"I return to vulgarity, step into the world of mortals, and never look back."

He stood up and glanced at the lottery table, just like the five times before, there was only a short lottery standing there, as if waiting for him to bring it, and it also wrote his established destiny.Whether it was ridicule or guidance, he no longer cared about it now, and no longer put it in his eyes.He smiled, pulled it out very easily, and unfolded it.It was still two words, with a short and scribbled signature written on the back, but this time there was a slight change.

Xie Yuan.

Thank you for this fate, I have a tacit understanding.

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In the silence of the forest, a black figure went down the mountain alone, with no wind in his sleeves, and only took away a heavy pile of parcels embroidered by a daughter's home.Beizhao began to usher in spring, and the sun was just right. He went deeper into the mountains, and no one could find his trace.

The Taoyuan he was looking for was in Wuling, beside the waters, some mortals once strayed into this place, and after they came out, it seemed like a world away, and passed on the legend to the world.This time he knew that he was not too late, he put all his energy into refining Xuan Xing Yin half a year ahead of schedule, and Sang Yi's cultivation was still far behind at this time, even if he cultivated peach blossom hearts, he could only get half a heart at most.

He went by boat and let himself flow with the water all night. When he woke up the next day, he found that he was covered with peach blossom petals all over his body.He waded to the shore, and saw peach blossoms everywhere—covering the sky and covering the sky, dyeing the sky pink.There are Liangtian Meishe, and there are ordinary Liushui people. A big yellow dog ran past him and wagged its tail happily at him.

But there was no one to be seen.

"Dare to ask if there is anyone here?" Xie Yuan said, his voice echoed empty here, "I don't mean to offend, I just came here to find someone."

In the silence, a voice finally came out.A bird chirped from a tree near him. He looked up and saw a small, round, fat bird standing proudly on a branch, flapping its wings at him, and tilting its head again.

It was the bird that once preached the imperial decree for him.Xie Yuan took a step towards it, it flew up for a while, and then landed on the tree on the other side.Xie Yuan strolled leisurely, followed the little bird all the way to the depths of the mountain stream, and finally came to a cave with lush vegetation.

The little fat bird didn't leave, it jumped on Xie Yuan's head again, patrolled around, and then asked Xie Yuan for fruit to eat.Xie Yuan smiled and shook his head to express that he forgot to bring it this time, so it patted his head with the tip of its wings, and then flew away slowly.

When Xie Yuan approached the cave, he knew that there was a restriction at the door, and the restriction was a password.For a moment, Sang Yi's familiar voice came out: "I drove this mountain, and I planted this tree. I want to pass by from now on, leaving behind the snacks and storybooks I bought for the road. Answer the mystery: who planted this tree ?”

Xie Yuan was silent: "It's me."

With a snap, the restriction was broken.

"How old are you, can you still play such word games?" Xie Yuan asked softly, with a trace of unconscious tenderness in his eyes.

He knew that the sound at the door was just left behind by Sang Yi's spell in advance, and he was not talking to him himself, but he just couldn't help but speak, as if he really reunited with him at this moment.

After a while, a little demon came to see him from the door: "Who are you, and why can you break the restriction of our lord? Your lord is currently practicing in seclusion. If you are looking for someone, please come back."

Xie Yuan said warmly: "Please go back and tell him that his mother misses him very much and asked me to send something."

The little demon said: "You are talking nonsense, we were born in heaven and earth, where did our parents come from?"

Xie Yuan said quietly: "You can tell him like this. Another word, there is a story that I want you to tell me: there is a snow country far away, named Beizhao, the king there went to Hanzhong to play, look The last Han woman was abducted and made her a princess, and more than ten years passed like this. Then the current situation was turbulent, and the king of Beizhao was blinded by lard, and insisted on massacring the people of Hanzhong, provoking conflicts with the Dalai Lama. The disputes between Yin and Xu began to be fought aggressively. Dayin was strong and stable, while Beizhao was poor and weak. In three months, the king of Beizhao was shot to death by random arrows in the chaos of war. Beizhao chose to submit to Dayin's rule ——According to the custom of Beizhao, the concubine should be buried with the king, but the Han princess was unwilling to do so, and brought the child in her womb to the funeral."

He slowly said: "That princess... has been pregnant for ten months and is about to give birth. She has to run around all the way and avoid the pursuit from Beizhao's secret guards. At this moment, Dayin Dynasty sent a A general surnamed Sang asked him to take care of the post-war affairs. The general found the woman, rescued her, protected her and gave birth to the child, but the princess herself passed away due to dystocia. The general was kind , brought this son back to the mansion to raise him, and named him Sang Yi, just like his wife, never mentioning this matter."

This is the original cause and effect.The cause of this life planted the fruit of the first life they experienced.After the death of the little flower demon, she was reincarnated as a human being and chose Sang Niannian as her mother.The little Sang in Sang Niannian's womb should have been sent to the General's Mansion in this way, where she was pampered and raised, and then at the age of 15, she paid a visit to a strange man whom she fell in love with at first sight.He will indulge in capricious things to the fullest, and become a child raised in a sugar bowl.

The little demon boy shouted: "Slow down, slow down, it's too complicated, I can't remember it."

Xie Yuan ignored him, but turned his gaze to the depths of the cave: "Now your mother has been pregnant for five months, and the incident will be revealed in five months. Let's go through the ending of this story again. You want to see her give birth in the chaos of war , wandering in a hurry and not having a good death? I know that your peach blossom heart has not yet been cultivated, and I don’t need the peach blossom heart now, so I can lend it to you, change the cause and effect again, and save your mother.”

There was no sound in it.

Xie Yuan closed his eyes: "Xiao Sang, just come out and meet me."

He felt that he had waited for a hundred years, and finally a figure slowly walked out of the cave.Sang Yi was still dressed in red, her long hair was loosely tied behind her head by a red rope.The appearance has not changed, but the breath is much colder than before - as cold as ice, Xie Yuan thought, especially the way he looked at him.Soon, he saw that the piece of ice was crumbling and shattering, like a crack in the mask. Sang Yi's expression began to change. Although he pressed his lips tightly, he could still see his suppressed emotions and restlessness look like.

He looked at Xie Yuan silently, and Xie Yuan also looked at him silently.

Finally, Xie Yuan heard a low, hoarse voice: "Why do you threaten me with my mother?"

Sang Yi looked at him, her eyes were a little red, "Why do you? What does it have to do with you?"

He was trembling with anger, and he was about to make a move when he came forward.The Peach Blossom Demon King and Mahayana Buddha Cultivator have given up all their cultivation and spells at the same time, relying solely on the most primitive confrontation and beating, Sang Yi exhausted all the moves he had learned, but forgot these moves, thank you Yuan also learned everything, and he even taught him it himself.Xie Yuan avoids him by jumping horizontally, Xie Yuan dodges him with a straight punch and catches up, and finally his hands are restrained, Xie Yuan points his fingers over his shoulders, neck, arms, and his chest and abdomen, and finally Turning rigidity into softness, gently stroked his eyebrows.

"I lied to you, this kind of thing won't happen again." Xie Yuan hugged him with all his strength, ignoring his struggle, he said in a steady voice, "I told your mother in advance, and I also told Bei King Zhao said that the northern border must not take the initiative to violate an inch of Dayin's land, otherwise there will be endless troubles. I'm sorry, I told a lie, I just want to see you."

His body was still trembling, he buried his chin on top of Sang Yi's head, and murmured: "I want to see you...I miss you."