Heart Medicine

"Which movie did you act in before? I'll search it."

There was some expectation in Song Liusheng's eyes, but Qin Chuxun shook his hand in embarrassment: "It's just a self-made web drama, the crew is poor, and we can't hire any actors. The leading actors are all Internet celebrities, including me, and I also found some students. Acting students."

"Such a group of people gathered together for filming. Everyone's acting skills are very immature, and the overall appearance is eye-catching. After a few episodes were aired, netizens complained wildly, saying that there was another Lei drama. Later, due to the sensitive subject matter, the review If you can’t make it through, it will be taken off the shelves. Anyway, it’s a drama from a few years ago, so it must be very troublesome to find resources now, so you’d better not watch it.”

Now that Qin Chuxun said so, Song Liusheng was no longer persistent, and he asked, "Chuxun, you debuted as a singer, right?"

"Well, compared to acting, I still like singing. Which little singer doesn't look forward to becoming famous in the future, and then holding his own world tour concert! I also have a dream of being a star, but in the end I went around in the entertainment circle and paid for it. So much, but in the end it’s still nothing, and I can only think about it in my dreams.”

After talking about it, Qin Chuxun laughed bitterly at himself twice.

Song Liusheng sounded a little sad: "You seem to be very unconfident in yourself at this point, Chu Xun."

The sourness in Qin Chuxun's smile became heavier: "It's more than that! In fact, I'm not good at many aspects, and I've been hit too much. Shengsheng, I used to be an [-]th-line Internet celebrity, so I can't say I'm out of breath, and I haven't been popular all the time. However, it has been three years since I disappeared, and no one probably remembers me."

Song Liusheng immediately retorted: "No, I have an impression of you."

"Haha, thank you! But you didn't recognize me at first, and now many people in the hospital don't know me, it's okay, sound, I've long looked down on it, and it's fine now, but I actually envy you."

"Envy me?" Song Liusheng stared at him blankly.

"That's right, you are kind, gentle and considerate, and your cooking is so delicious!" Qin Chuxun's eyes brightened, and after complimenting Song Liusheng, he began to "sell" himself again.

"Shengsheng, is your family still short of a younger brother? What do you think of me? I went to college and can sing and dance. Although my acting skills are not very good, I can do magic tricks and tell jokes to please you. Of course, let me accompany you You can wear skirts together!"

Song Liusheng was immediately amused by him: "I don't lack younger brothers and sisters, but I may lack a pet."

Qin Chuxun reacted quickly, immediately barking twice, then meowing twice, beckoning like a beckoning cat, making Song Liusheng laugh again.

"Chu Xun, when your illness recovers, you really don't plan to come back, continue to sing and act as a star?"

Qin Chuxun smiled when he heard the words: "Singing can be sung anytime, anywhere, Shengsheng, what song do you want to hear? I can sing you a song right away. For acting, it's embarrassing to act like me with bad acting skills, or forget it."

"But don't you want to be famous and popular?" Song Liusheng asked again.

"When I first debuted, I was young and energetic, but also naive, and the goals I set for myself were unrealistic. Now I'm just saying that, after all, there are many people who are popular." Qin Chuxun shrugged.

"I have experienced some of the messy things in the entertainment circle, and some of them are scary to me, and I don't want to remember them at all, so I'd better be a commoner and feel at ease. If you are poor, you will be poorer. If you are tired, you will be tired. It's not that big, maybe it can live longer.

Alas, back then I shouldn't have had a whim and followed him to fill in the same volunteer application. After graduating from university, he was very successful, and I was not suitable for the entertainment industry at all. "

After many days, Song Liusheng heard the "he" from Qin Chuxun's mouth again.

When Qin Chuxun was sad and desperate, and even wanted to commit suicide, whenever he mentioned that man, Qin Chuxun couldn't help crying.

Now he is obviously more relaxed and open-minded, and he usually doesn't talk about that man, but sometimes he still mentions it inadvertently while talking.

Song Liusheng didn't want him to keep running away, so he said, "Chu Xun, I know you want to forget those things before, but what about that gentleman? Do you still remember?"

"..." Qin Chuxun was silent for a while, this time he did not evade the question, and nodded honestly, "I have secretly liked him for seven years, it is impossible to just forget it."

The state of mind of the crushes is similar. Song Liusheng chatted with Qiu Yizhi before, and now he meets Qin Chuxun, so they naturally resonate.

Once a person falls in love with someone who is better than him or who is too different from him, he will easily become timid and cowardly. He only dares to maintain the original relationship carefully, for fear of piercing the window paper.

But if you don't say it for the rest of your life, are you really willing?Do you really not regret it?

"Chu Xun, you said earlier that the gentleman was getting married soon, did he never know that you liked him? Are you going to tell him?"

Hearing this, pain flashed in Qin Chuxun's eyes: "He doesn't know, when I was a classmate with him, we actually had a good relationship, but after entering the entertainment industry, he became more and more indifferent to me, and even hated me.

In his eyes, my behaviors of showing favor to him and my usual interactions with him on the Internet are all purposeful and intentional to please him. He thinks that I want to hug his thigh and tie him up to stir up topics. . "

The more Qin Chuxun said, the more uncomfortable he became, his expression changed, and his brows were tightly frowned: "Although my agency and agent did have this kind of thought, I never thought about it myself, and he is very concerned about my opinion. The misunderstanding gradually deepened."

The facts were far more complicated than Song Liusheng thought, and he was anxious for Qin Chuxun: "Why is this happening? Chuxun, you need to find a chance to explain clearly to him face to face."

Qin Chuxun shook his head, with deep helplessness in his tone: "I can't find a chance at all. He is a popular star and a busy person. He often flies all over the country, and sometimes goes abroad. The schedule is always full. He and I are not even friends, at most we were former classmates, and we have never partnered since we debuted, because how can a small [-]-line artist like me get in touch with him, and the contact information I keep is also He used to use his mobile phone number and WeChat when he was in school, and he has long since used it.”

"Shengsheng, when he disclosed his love affair to the outside world, I regretted it. I really regretted that I didn't speak up and express my heart earlier. At that time, I wished I could rush to him and tell him everything, even if he refused me personally. I admitted it too! But I was sick, I had a sudden heart attack, and the pain was so painful that I was about to die..."

Song Liusheng held Qin Chuxun's slightly trembling hands, only to realize that his hands were cold at the moment, Song Liusheng kept comforting: "It's okay, Chuxun, you will get better! You will definitely get better and better!"

Three months later, in the north in December, the temperature is already very low. It is estimated that there will be a snowfall this winter soon.

This Saturday morning, the doorbell rang suddenly, and after You Jingxing opened the door, he saw Qiu Yizhi who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Qiu Yizhi, who was wearing a purple scarf around her neck, smiled and waved to You Jingxing. She also carried a kraft paper bag and specially brought a gift for You Jingxing.

You Jingxing hurriedly welcomed her into the room: "Yizhi, why didn't you tell me in advance when you came back, so that I could pick you up at the airport, treat you to a meal, and cleanse you up."

Qiu Yizhi smiled: "Jing Xing, I heard that you have been promoted and now you are Manager You. I am afraid that you are too busy with work to come pick me up, and we have been friends for so many years. You and I are still friends." What are you being polite about?"

Then You Jingxing invited Qiu Yizhi to sit down, he made tea for Qiu Yizhi and brought out pastries.Qiu Yizhi asked about his work situation, did he adapt to the new position?

With a calm face, You Jingxing said that his company was adjusting and optimizing its internal personnel. Two months ago, Mr. Lin decided to merge marketing and channel operations together, so the two original departments became A large department, and the original person in charge, Manager Sun, was assigned to another department, and You Jingxing became the new manager.

"Congratulations!" Qiu Yizhi clapped her hands, "Jing Xing, you Boss Lin must have seen your performance and recognized your ability, so he gave you a heavy responsibility. You are really amazing, at a young age, You're not even 30 years old yet, and you're already a manager. By the way, you're so handsome and rich and single, have you started any office romances?"

You Jingxing was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Yizhi, how did I find out that something has changed when you come back this time?"

"Become beautiful and thinner?"

"It's a change of gossip. In general enterprises and companies, office romances are not allowed."

Qiu Yizhi disagrees: "Rules are one thing, but people are alive. There is a word called 'love can't help it'..."

You Jingxing didn't want to continue, so he had to change the topic: "Don't talk about me, Yi Zhi, you came back alone this time? Did you bring anyone else? I remember that before someone left last time, he sent me a message and said that next time Come back with a—”

"How can it be so fast!" Qiu Yizhi interrupted him, "Manager You, you are busy with work, and I am not idle. Being a model is not easy. I travel around the world, so I don't have time to find a boyfriend , However, this does not mean that no one is chasing me, I have always been very popular."

You Jingxing nodded cooperatively: "Yeah, Ms. Yizhi's popularity is really high."

Qiu Yizhi listened pleasingly, and smiled with satisfaction, but the next moment her expression changed: "Jing Xing, it's you. When I saw you today, I found that you were really haggard. Why does it look more like a lovelorn?"

You Jingxing froze for a moment.

Afterwards, Qiu Yizhi took out other gifts from her bag. In fact, when she came back this time, she not only brought a gift for You Jingxing, but also prepared a gift for Song Liusheng.

It's just that Song Liusheng has moved a long time ago, and he is no longer with the imperial capital.

The gift could not be sent out for the time being, so Qiu Yizhi had to leave it with You Jingxing first, and asked him to give it to Song Liusheng if he had a chance.

Qiu Yizhi sighed slightly: "I didn't expect Mr. Song to move, Jing Xing, it's been so long, do you have any news about him now?"

You Jingxing shook his head weakly: "I have been looking for him for the past few months, but there is still no news."

"Jing Xing, you didn't make it clear to me on the phone before, why did Mr. Song move away suddenly? Did you completely cut off contact with you?"