i know i'm sick

Leave before waking up.

Yang Anning would still resist Ling Ran's approach, every time Ling Ran approached him, he would always dodge unconsciously, as if there was some hint, his body instinctively reminded himself that Ling Ran would hurt him.Yang Anning would stop dodging when he realized it, and then he would get along with Ling Ran as usual, but that small step of dodging subconsciously was enough to make Ling Ran feel like a knife cut his heart.

Aning disappeared, Yang Anning recovered from her illness, and Ling Ran came, but the days seemed to be the same as before.

Next spring, Liu Sanzhe is going to get married.

Liu Sanzhe's bride is the daughter of Liu Yiyi, the housekeeper of the villa.

Yang Anning was a little surprised when she first found out about this.Liu Yiyi grew up in the village, and she can be regarded as Liu Sanzhe's childhood sweetheart, but Yang Anning doesn't have a deep impression of her. After all, men and women, masters and servants are different, and there is another generation difference.Before he went south, Liu Sanzhe often lingered in Qin Lou Chu Pavilion, and Liu Yiyi didn't seem to be his favorite type at all.

When Liu Sanzhe begged Yang Anning to help him propose a marriage, Yang Anning asked him: "Why did you marry her? Do you like her?"

Liu Sanzhe touched her head and said, "I probably like it. I grew up with her, and I used to think of her as my younger sister, so I didn't think so much about it. But last year, Steward Liu said that she would be engaged to her. What do I think?" Uncomfortable, why did I see my older sister marrying another man? The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and the more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and then I thought, why don't I marry Yiyi home, so as to save the money from the crazy people outside? Bees and butterflies."

Yang Anning felt that it was hard to explain, and he continued to ask: "San'er, do you know what it means to be married? She will become yours. You have to protect her, love her, make her happy, and make her happy. She will do it for you. Give birth to children, wash your hands and make soup for you. You can no longer linger in the flowers, those famous prostitutes have nothing to do with you anymore. Saner, for Liu Yiyi, do you think it is worth it?"

Liu Sanzhe replied categorically: "It's worth it! Isn't it just to guard Yiyi for the rest of my life? If I let her be married by someone else, I won't be worth it in this life!"

Yang Anning was relieved, he proposed marriage to Butler Liu on Liu Sanzhe's behalf.

Steward Liu was naturally very happy, he also admired Liu Sanzhe, he knew exactly what kind of person he was.Besides, her daughter's marriage to Liu Sanzhe is equivalent to staying in her own home. Which father would be unhappy?

On March [-]th, Liu Sanzhe rode a tall horse and brought Liu Yiyi home in eight sedan chairs.

Yang Anning has never been married, and he has no chance to wear a wedding dress to get married in this life, but as Liu Sanzhe's high hall, he has received three respects from the newcomer in a high position.Yang Anning's mood was very complicated, but he was more happy that he finally lived up to the entrustment of his parents and the old owner.

The wedding banquet was very lively, and Yang Anning was drunk.

Yang Anning hadn't been drunk for more than ten years, the last time he got drunk was when he and Ling Ran were in Yangcheng.

Ling Ran supported Yang Anning and sent him back to the bedroom.Lay Yang An Ning flat on the bed, and take off his shoes and socks.Ling Ran went out to fetch a basin of warm water, and wiped his face carefully with a wet towel.

Yang Anning waved his hand, as if trying to shake off the messy things on his face, he kept mumbling, as if he was complaining about something.

Ling Ran couldn't help laughing, grabbed Yang Anning's hand and wiped it well.

Yang Anning turned over, twisted a few times and fell asleep.

Ling Ran looked at Yang Anning, unable to turn his eyes away.

Drunken Yang Anning's cheeks were bright red, her mouth was slightly opened, her lips that had been soaked in wine trembled slightly, and the tip of her pink tongue was faintly visible in it.

Ling Ran was reluctant to leave.He also took off his shoes and socks, and lay on the bed with Yang Anning.

Ling Ran couldn't remember how long it had been since he slept on the same bed with Yang Anning. In the past, when Yang Anning was asleep and groped into his room, Ling Ran could only stand at the head of the bed and watch him quietly, for fear of waking Yang Anning up with a little noise. peaceful.But today Yang Anning is drunk, he won't be woken up so easily, he can indulge his inner longing, hold sleeping An Ning into his arms, pretending that he has always been in his arms and never left.

Ling Ran and Yang Anning face to face, Yang Anning's breath hit his face, and the faint aroma of wine seemed to make him drunk too.

Ling Ran kissed Yang Anning's forehead, then his eyes and nose, and finally kissed his lips.At first, he thought that just one kiss would be enough, but when he actually kissed, Ling Ran couldn't control the beast in his heart no matter what.He stuck out the tip of his tongue, pushed Yang Anning's lips away, and licked the inside of his lips lightly.Yang Anning who was disturbed unconsciously sticks out her tongue, trying to push the thing out of her mouth, but she doesn't want to be caught by Ling Ran.Ling Ran hooked the tip of Yang Anning's tongue and sucked it. Yang Anning's mouth was completely pried open by him, and he passively accepted Ling Ran's reckless behavior in his mouth.Tongues entangled with each other, making a "tsk tsk" sound, Ling Ran was deeply fascinated by this long-lost and wonderful experience.

When Ling Ran let go of Yang Anning's mouth, Yang Anning's lips were kissed bright red, and the saliva of the two smeared his lips and corners of his mouth, looking extremely attractive.

Ling Ran moved his body with difficulty, his lower body was swollen to the point of pain, but he didn't dare to do anything, he didn't even dare to reach out and touch it.

Yang Anning's breathing gradually stabilized, Ling Ran hugged him, he didn't want to let go no matter what, even though his body's desire was roaring frantically, even if he knew it was just a stolen pleasure, he didn't want to give up this hard-won joy The opportunity to embrace Yang Anning.

74.

Yang Anning woke up suddenly in the middle of the night.Although he was drunk, he didn't feel any hangover.There was a shallow breathing sound next to his ear, and by the dancing candlelight, Yang Anning easily recognized the person lying next to him as Ling Ran.His heart beat violently a few times, almost without thinking he wanted to push Ling Ran away, but he stopped.

Ling Ran slept soundly, there was a faint blue shadow under his eyes, even in his sleep, his brows were slightly frowned.

Yang Anning looked at him, as if he had thought a lot, but at the same time he didn't seem to think about anything, he kept looking at Ling Ran, as if he wanted to see the end of time.Finally, Yang Anning sighed, stretched out his hand to caress Ling Ran's brow.

Almost as soon as Yang Anning touched his face, Ling Ran woke up.He didn't dare to open his eyes, but the trembling eyelashes betrayed him.

"Ling Ran, why are you on my bed?" Ling Ran heard Yang Anning ask him.

Ling Ran struggled for a long time, he wanted to continue to pretend to be asleep, to pretend that he didn't hear Yang Anning's words, but he finally struggled to open his eyes.

Yang Anning's eyes fell directly on his face.

"I..." Ling Ran wanted to explain, but he couldn't.How should I tell An Ning?Telling An Ning that I want to hug him and I'm going crazy?Tell An Ning that she wants to kiss him, wants him to possess him desperately?

"Ling Ran, do you often come to my room at night?"

Yang Anning asked another question, which also made Ling Ran unable to answer.

"Ling Ran," Yang Anning sat up and looked down at him, "What exactly are you trying to do?"

At first Ling Ran didn't answer, but after a while, he closed his eyes and said in self-denial: "I want you."

Ling Ran could think of Yang Anning's reaction, Yang Anning would say that he was wishful thinking, Yang Anning would tell him to get out of his room, Yang Anning might ignore him for a long time...

But Yang Anning didn't, Yang Anning just looked at him.

"Ling Ran," Yang Anning suddenly bent down, his eyelashes were about to touch Ling Ran's, "Have you ever done anything with others in these years?"

"No!" Ling Ran replied immediately, "I've only done it with you in this life."

Yang Anning looked at him for a while, then slowly lay down.

Ling Ran couldn't figure out what Yang Anning was thinking. He didn't know whether Yang Anning was drunk or awake. He and Yang Anning were lying side by side, not daring to move.

"Aren't you going to do it? How about lying still?"

Yang Anning's voice rang in Ling Ran's ears.Ling Ran's eyes widened suddenly, he propped himself up, Ling Ran's breathing became heavy, and he asked, "An Ning, what did you say?"

Yang Anning stared at the bed curtain, and said: "I'm very happy that my son and son got married today. I might be drunk. Ling Ran...Ah Ning, please hug me."

Ling Ran immediately hugged Yang Anning into his arms, so strong that he wanted to embed him into his bones.

Yang Anning put both hands on Ling Ran's chest and pushed him outward.He reached out to Ling Ran's neckline, unbuttoned the hidden collar, and said, "Take off your shirt."

Ling Ran held down Yang Anning's hand, he became hard when Yang Anning wanted to hug him, he wanted Yang Anning, he wanted to tear Yang Anning's clothes to pieces, he wanted to ruthlessly enter Yang Anning's body, he I want Yang Anning to groan under him.

But he couldn't, he didn't have the balm of love.He has done it wrong once, he can't make it wrong a second time.

"An Ning...I can't...I'm not prepared for anything, I will hurt you..."

Yang Anning stopped and looked at him again.

Yang Anning didn't know whether he was drunk or awake, he preferred to pretend that he was drunk.Crawling over Ling Ran, Yang Anning stepped on the ground barefoot, went to the closet, took out a small box, and threw it beside Ling Ran.

It was a box of chilblain ointment, which Liu Sanzhe gave to Yang Anning after he came back.The weather in the north is cold, and Yang Anning's hands sometimes suffer from frostbite. In the past, he would prepare a few boxes every winter.This time when he and Ling Ran came back from the south, Liu Sanzhe still carefully left a box for him.

Ling Ran grabbed the box, tried several times but failed to open it.

Yang Anning stood by the bed, seeing his distress, took the box from his hand, opened it and put it back in his hand.

"An Ning...you really..."

Ling Ran is pulled by emotion and reason