i know i'm sick

Think about it this way...as long as you stay by my side, I will do everything else for you. "

Yang Anning clenched and loosened his fists, his chest heaved sharply.Yang Anning wiped off all expressions, and said: "Okay, okay, I promise you. You can stay if you want, but if I find out that you are not good for Zheliu Villa, don't blame me for fighting with you!"

Ling Ran closed his eyes and said, "I won't. An Ning, you have to take good care of your doctor and take your medicine."

Yang Anning said coldly, "Is this also a condition?"

Ling Ran nodded.

Yang Anning said, "Okay, I'll take the medicine. Don't forget your promise."

46.

Yang Anning's body is getting better day by day, needless to say, he has the most direct feeling.Under Zhang Qian's care, his body, which was prone to fatigue and would inevitably get sick due to changing weather, has become much tougher than before.

Ling Ran moved out of his room and moved to the next door to him.

Yang Anning couldn't bear to sleep on the same bed with Ling Ran, not to mention sleeping on the same bed, as long as Ling Ran was beside him, he would feel tense physically and mentally, so he could only try to divert his attention to Aning .Even though they have the same face, Aning can bring him peace and comfort, while Ling Ran can only make him fearful.

Yang Anning later recalled that Ling Ran appeared twice, and Aning gave him hints both times.The first time he misidentified Ling Ran, Aning wanted to drive him away; the second time he misidentified Ling Ran, Aning said that Ah Ran was different from him.Before he opened his mouth, Yang Anning had already noticed something, but he just didn't think about it carefully.

In essence, Yang Anning and Aning are one person.Aning is the person Yang Anning conceived, the Ling Ran in Yang Anning's memory before going to the Hundred Thousand Mountains, and Yang Anning's most cherished lover.Aning would not lie to him, not only because of avoiding Ling Ran's betrayal, but also because Yang Anning would never lie to herself.

In Yang Anning's heart, he is a lonely and lonely person, so he only has Aning.But no matter how good Aning is, it is still not true. Yang Anning himself knows this, and Aning is the cover he used to escape that painful experience and avoid Ling Ran.

Because he has never really walked out of the Hundred Thousand Mountains, Ah Ning will always be with him.Aning noticed the existence of Ling Ran, maybe Yang Anning had noticed it himself, he just didn't want to believe it.Perhaps in the deepest part of Yang Anning's unaware heart, he always kept his expectation for Ling Ran. He longed to see Ling Ran, but he was afraid of seeing Ling Ran, so when Aning clearly warned him Sometimes, he chose to ignore it.

It is impossible for Yang Anning to understand this secret thought deep in her heart.Even though he still has longing for Ling Ran, resentment and fear are real, even resentment and fear are his main attitude towards Ling Ran.Seeing Ling Ran, he will be controlled by these two emotions, and he can no longer think about other things.

Yang Anning took over the affairs of Zheliu Villa again. Liu Sanzhe can take care of the villa, but he will definitely not be Ling Ran's opponent. If Ling Ran wants to target Zheliu Villa, only he can resist.Even though Ling Ran promised not to deal with Zheliu Villa, Yang Anning couldn't believe him. Seeing Ling Ran, Ling Ran would not have time to attack Zheliu Villa.

Ling Ran was very quiet during this time, he would not take the initiative to approach Yang Anning, but he always stood where Yang Anning could see him.He knew Yang Anning's stiffness and tension when he saw him. Zhang Qian had warned him that Yang Anning's emotions and reactions when he saw him were not conducive to treatment. He had better not appear in front of Yang Anning stimulate him.But it was impossible for Ling Ran to agree, all he could do was to stay as far away from Yang Anning as possible so that his reaction would not be too violent.

Yang Anning suffers from insomnia at night, after all, there is only a wall between him and Ling Ran, no matter how Aning comforts him, he can't make him feel at ease.

Ling Ran put all his attention on Yang Anning, and he knew every little thing about Yang Anning's body like the palm of his hand.Ling Ran also thought about moving farther away from Yang Anning, but both he and Yang Anning knew that no matter where he lived, as long as he was still in Zheliu Villa, Yang Anning would not be at ease.Ling Ran could only ask Zhang Qian to prescribe some sleep-soothing medicine so that he could sleep better at night.But even so, Yang Anning could still be heard tossing and turning at night.

Ling Ran would sometimes sneak into Yang Anning's room after he fell asleep, and every time he saw Yang Anning's restless sleeping face, he felt like a thorn in his heart.Regret at the beginning can no longer describe his current feelings. If time can be turned back, he is willing to pay any price to go back to the past and stop his past self.

Only when you have lost it, you will know how precious something you once had.Ling Ran wants to get back the old Yang Anning, no matter how long it takes or what the price is, he will respond to the affection and tolerance that Yang Anning gave him, and he will even do better.

It was Yang Anning who taught him how to love someone, and it was Yang Anning who let him know how happy it is to be loved, and he couldn't give up and couldn't give up.No matter what Yang Anning becomes, as long as he is still alive, Ling Ran will never leave him again!

47.

Zhang Qian stayed in Zheliu Mountain Villa for more than a month. When Yang Anning's complexion improved obviously, Zhang Qian said to him: "I have done everything I can do, and you have to pay more attention to the rest. Medicine Be sure to drink on time, if you have something on your mind on weekdays, you might as well say it."

Yang Anning bowed to Zhang Qian and said, "These days, please take care of me."

Zhang Qian said: "It's not all due to me. Without the medicine that Ling Ran found, your body would not be able to recover so quickly."

Yang Anning paused when he got up, he ignored the meaning of Zhang Qian's words, but his eyes drifted to Ling Ran unconsciously.

Ling Ran crossed his arms and leaned against the door, a foot away from him.Ling Ran's eyes looked right at him, and when he noticed his gaze, Ling Ran smiled lightly.

Yang Anning looked away, and said to Zhang Qian: "No matter what, I still want to thank you."

Zhang Qian said to Ling Ran: "I still have something to say to An Ning, can you avoid it?"

Ling Ran took a step forward and closed the door, as if he didn't intend to go out at all.

Yang Anning knew that even if Ling Ran went out, it would be easy to know what he said to Zhang Qian, so Yang Anning said, "Just pretend he doesn't exist."

Zhang Qian nodded and said, "I want to tell you about your heart disease."

Hearing this, both Yang Anning and Ling Ran looked serious, Yang Anning frowned, and Ling Ran took a few steps forward.

Zhang Qian said: "As for your heart disease, I can't do anything about it, but after hearing what you and Ling Ran said, plus my observations these days, I don't think it's impossible to recover."

Ling Ran stepped forward a few steps, looked at Zhang Qian eagerly, and asked, "How to treat it?"

Yang Anning said almost at the same moment: "I don't need it."

Zhang Qian looked at Ling Ran, then at Yang Anning, and said, "Cure or not is up to you, I'm just telling you a possibility."

Ling Ran wished he could get into Zhang Qian's head and see how he could cure Yang Anning.

These days, he turned a blind eye to Yang Anning's meticulous care of Yang Anning.He didn't dare to force Yang Anning to accept him, not only because he was afraid of affecting Yang Anning's treatment, but more importantly, he didn't want Yang Anning to dislike him again.He is willing to restrain all edges and corners, just for a smile from Yang Anning.He was helpless against Yang Anning, all methods had lost their effect on Yang Anning, and the only way was obsession.But how long this kind of obsession will take and whether it will be useful, Ling Ran has no certainty in his heart.

Now that Zhang Qian actually said that An Ning has the possibility of being cured, this is great news for Ling Ran.

Ling Ran asked urgently: "What exactly are we going to do?"

Zhang Qian said: "As long as An Ning disappears, An Ning's illness will naturally be cured."

Yang Anning's expression was ugly, and she said: "I don't want Aning to disappear, he is my wife and the most important person to me, no matter whether he is someone I imagined or not, to me, Aning is everything. People are irreplaceable. If there is nothing else, please don't say any more."

Zhang Qian asked: "An Ning, do you not want Aning to disappear, or can you not let Aning disappear?"

Yang Anning was stunned by Zhang Qian's question.

Ling Ran was also stunned for a moment, but then he came back to his senses and asked, "What... do you mean?"

Zhang Qian said: "I think 'A Ning' should be the projection of An Ning's heart. All An Ning's hopes and needs are met through 'A Ning'. The existence of 'A Ning' cannot even be said to be his. What he really wanted, 'A Ning' was just a substitute he was looking for when he had no other options."

Yang Anning patted the table hard, pressing her palm on the table, trembling faintly.Yang Anning said: "Enough! Doctor Zhang, please go back."

Zhang Qian touched his head and said, "An Ning, I'm sorry to offend you. But I'm a doctor, and when I see someone sick, I always want to be cured. You must know that everything in the past is in the past, and people can't always be trapped by the past." The more you escape, the more you prove that you care. You are not alone in this world. There are many people who care about you in Zheliu Villa, such as the owner of Liuzhuang, Qiaozhuang, and other people in the villa. Even It's Ling Ran. Looking at it during this time, Ling Ran is also sincerely repentant. Even if you can't give him another chance, you don't need to escape and block your way to recovery. Why not do it if you can get rid of the past? An Ning, you Think about it again."

After Zhang Qian finished speaking, he opened the door and walked out.

Ling Ran chased him out and grabbed Zhang