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Earlier, Ji Xiaoting hired someone to sort out the assets under his name, but he didn't expect that the company he wanted to start for Song Xiaoyue would not be successful, but it would have other uses.

Ji Xiaoting was not so noble as to return everything. Although a lot of the money he earned was due to the face of Chenfeng and Ji's family, his own dedication and labor could not be as good as Zero Hua's. Number.

He has participated in investing in many projects, but not many have already started to make profits. He sent his lawyers to Chenfeng's shares in Chenfeng, the projects that have already made profits, and several real estate properties, and watched the few remaining assets go to the market. Leng.

He knew that he was venting his anger, but he didn't know how to vent the pain in his heart if he didn't do so.

If it wasn't for Ji Guorui's pressing, how could Song Xiaoyue go abroad suddenly, but in the final analysis, he still has no ability.

Song Xiaoyue despises him for being a fool and not doing his job properly, that's why he has worked honestly in Chenfeng for so long, just to tell Song Xiaoyue of his serious efforts, but until today he didn't realize how perfunctory he was. I can't look down on such a person.

He bought the house that Song Xiaoyue had rented at a high price, and lived in the smallest and worst house he had ever lived in. Only this small house could make him feel at ease.

When friends heard about him, they made condolence calls one after another, wanting to visit him. Ji Xiaoting lay on the bed where Song Xiaoyue used to sleep all day, not wanting to see anyone, until Ji Xiaoyun came to the door with his list of assets.

"I don't know how to sign. You should be yours forever." Ji Xiaoyun looked around the simple utensils in the room, and finally sat down on the small sofa.

Ji Xiaoting poured a glass of water and put it in front of him, "I will never take what I don't want to take."

Ji Xiaoyun didn't expect that he would pour water for himself, and he was in a delicate mood, and he didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing for Ji Xiaoting.Ji Xiaoting's reaction was much calmer than he had imagined. After Song Xiaoyue left, his younger brother seemed to be a different person.

"I'll keep it for you first, you can take it whenever you want," Ji Xiaoyun paused, "It's okay if you don't want to go home for a while, the family will always be waiting for you."

Ji Xiaoting frowned, "I can't go back. Unless Xiaoyue comes back."

He looked at the documents on the table, "I can't hold these things, I think they are all hot, Xiaoyue left because of them."

Ji Xiaoting has entered a dead corner of thinking, as if he pushed the problem of Song Xiaoyue's departure to other things, Song Xiaoyue may come back.

Ji Xiaoyun didn't know how to persuade him. After thinking about it, he sighed and said, "Xiao Ting, family will always be family."

Ji Xiaoting looked at him and asked, "Have you ever blamed them?"

Ji Xiaoyun was stunned for a moment, remembering that everything happened in the past, he laughed at himself, "I don't remember." Maybe it's strange, but he is different from Ji Xiaoting, he has been used to putting his own feelings behind since he was a child.

Ji Xiaoting showed a sympathetic look, "Brother, you are so pitiful. You don't even know what it's like to love someone with your heart."

"Maybe." Ji Xiaoyun smiled, "Maybe I really don't know what it takes to love someone, but I know that the world never revolves around a person, he doesn't love you, he will try his best to leave you, You have to accept it or not."

Hearing this, Ji Xiaoting fell down on the sofa with a pale complexion, and a strong hatred poured out of his heart. Rather than saying that he hated his family, his own family background, and Song Xiaoyue, he hated himself more.

Ji Xiaoting didn't know when Ji Xiaoyun left, and he didn't know when he fell asleep leaning on the sofa, and when he opened his eyes, it was already dawn.

Ji Xiaoting washed his face with cold water, finally cleaned himself up and went out.

When he arrived at Qin Mu's house, Qin Mu had just woken up.

Qin Mu lives in an apartment near the school, and Xiaofeng's studio is still furnished as before. Qin Mu cleans it himself every day, and sometimes sits in front of the easel and sketches the cute boy in his mind, but he didn't learn to draw well at the beginning. , the fur is okay, but the strokes of the sweetheart are not satisfactory.

When Ji Xiaoting came looking for him, Qin Mu was still sleeping with Xiaofeng's favorite big moon in his arms. In his dream, Xiaofeng cried and told him that he didn't want to leave, so he rushed into the security checkpoint, and Xiaofeng threw himself into his arms and said no. up...

The sweet dream was disturbed by Ji Xiaoting, but Ji Xiaoting's condition was worse than his. He was full of anger, but he didn't let it out.

"You have a connection with Xiaoyue, don't you?" Ji Xiaoting asked straight to the point.

"Yes," Qin Mu didn't want to hide it from him, "but he told me not to tell you."

Ji Xiaoting smiled self-deprecatingly, "Tell me so what, you can reassure him, I can't leave the country..."

"You have to be at ease." Seeing his distraught appearance, Qin Mu's complaints disappeared. The two are brothers and sisters, and their own path is not much easier than Ji Xiaoting's. "He has settled down, everything all good."

Ji Xiaoting felt numb in his heart, and in the end, Song Xiaoyue asked Qin Mu to tell him the news.

"Do you want me to tell you news about him every day, or do you not want to hear about him again?" Qin Mu asked.

Ji Xiaoting hesitated to speak for several times, but he really couldn't make a choice. He hoped to hear about Song Xiaoyue, but was afraid of hearing about it. In the end, he had no choice but to say, "It's up to you."

Ji Xiaoting said that he followed Qin Mu, but Qin Mu really never revealed Song Xiaoyue's situation to him again.

He knew that Qin Mu would go abroad every month, at first he thought he was going to see Song Xiaoyue, and he was still a little angry, angry that he obviously liked Song Xiaoyue, but at the beginning he wanted to lie to himself that he didn't.However, Qin Mu told him that he liked Song Xiaofeng, and because of his recklessness, he was so tired that he could only watch helplessly as his beloved left his hometown.

Ji Xiaoting found it incredible that although Qin Mu treated Song Xiaofeng a little too nicely, no one thought that the truth was like this.What made him feel guilty was that Qin Mu was indeed dragged down by him. He knew too well the feeling of being forced to separate, and felt very sorry for his brother. On the other hand, he was somewhat envious of Qin Mu.

Fortunately, Ji Xiaoting didn't stay depressed all the time. Instead, he changed his previous style. He worked hard at school throughout his senior year, obviously he didn't have any classes anymore.

But he spends all day in the library, making everyone think that he is going to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

In the beginning, everyone would think of Song Xiaoyue every time he appeared. About the love story between him and Song Xiaoyue, he had heard no fewer than five versions.Later on, not many people talked about Song Xiaoyue anymore. With so many things happening in the world every day, it was too late for people to talk about celebrities and gossip. How many people would remember a little Song Xiaoyue?

Ji Xiaoting felt that he was almost forgotten, and all the pictures with him became blurred. He couldn't remember the happiness or the sadness, which was more real, how emptiness was the memory, and how emptiness was the so-called love.

He thought that without Song Xiaoyue, he would not know how to live, but the reality is that he is living very well. He has completed all the university knowledge, can eat, sleep, laugh and dance. The artificial intelligence research and development team has also been initially established. Without Song Xiaoyue , as usual.

A year passed quickly, and Song Xiaoyue successfully passed the exam and was admitted to the school of her choice.This year, he worked part-time while studying at school, and even intermittently paid back all the money he owed Qin Mu in the past.

The day when the money was paid back happened to be Christmas. Qin Mu dressed up as Santa Claus and came to their hut with a big bag of gifts on his back. It snowed heavily that night.

Song Xiaoyue handed over the last sum of money to Qin Mu. Qin Mu was lying on the ground playing a game of tiger and bunny with Xiaofeng. He didn't say much when he got the money, and turned around to play with Song Xiaofeng again.

After Song Xiaofeng fell asleep, Song Xiaoyue called Qin Mu to the living room, and Qin Mu knew what he was going to say when he saw his serious face.Love can never be hidden. It's not that he hasn't tried hard to hide it, so he doesn't plan to hide it anymore.

"I know what you want to ask," Qin Mu confessed before Song Xiaoyue opened her mouth, "Yes."

It was hard for Song Xiaoyue to speak now, "Why?"

Qin Mu smiled: "Why?"

There is no reason for love, if you can find a reason, maybe you won't have so much helplessness.

"I love Xiaofeng very much, maybe even more than you imagined." Speaking of this, Qin Mu also found it a little funny, "But don't worry, I won't do anything."

Seeing that Song Xiaoyue was having a hard time speaking, Qin Mu poured out all the thoughts in his heart, "He doesn't understand anything, even if I tell him I love him, he probably won't be able to understand."

Qin Mu smiled silently, "So, if his affection for me will never exceed his dependence on a friend, I will always protect him as a friend."

"Perhaps, it's not certain that he will be his elder brother for the rest of his life." Qin Mu still had the mood to make a joke.

Song Xiaoyue didn't know what to say, Qin Mu's kindness to Song Xiaofeng was obvious to him, even he had to admit that Qin Mu was more careful with Xiaofeng than he was, and he could live with Xiaofeng for a lifetime , but he can't stop anyone from loving Xiaofeng.Xiaofeng is different from him, it is not a bad thing to have one more person to love Xiaofeng.

So he insisted on working part-time even when he had no worries about food and clothing, just to give Xiaofeng an equal status. Materially, Xiaofeng doesn't owe Qin Mu anything, and the entire Song family doesn't owe Qin Mu anything. Only in this way can Xiaofeng be upright. with Qin Mu.

But after hearing Qin Mu's words, he didn't know what to say.

Qin Mu thought more deeply than he did, he only thought that there were other people who could love Xiaofeng more than himself, even if something happened to him, Xiaofeng would still be able to live well, but he forgot to consider Xiaofeng's feelings.

All along, only Qin Mu would consider Xiaofeng's feelings. This is Qin Mu's way of loving Xiaofeng, like an ascetic.

"Will you get married?" Song Xiaoyue asked this somewhat unreasonable question.

"Maybe." Qin Mu said, "I'm not that great, of course I hope to have that marriage certificate."

"No," Xiaoyue shook her head, "I mean, if Xiaofeng didn't understand it all his life, would you marry someone else?"

Qin Mu was taken aback for a moment, he had never thought about this issue, never thought about others.

"I can't answer you now." Because of being cautious, he needs to think carefully instead of denying this possibility casually.

Qin Mu's reaction reassured Song Xiaoyue a lot. Qin Mu's love was deeper than he imagined, but Qin Mu was also calmer than he imagined. He always made the most favorable choice quietly. The more cautious he was, Song Xiaoyue The more assured you are, even if it turns out that he will marry someone else, it will definitely not hurt Xiaofeng.

Ji Xiaoting is not like this, his love is too violent, too reckless, and too inconsiderate of other people's feelings, that's why he burns all the people related to that relationship.

Song Xiaoyue closed her eyes, and regained her composure after a while.

"I won't interfere with your relationship with Xiaofeng," Song Xiaoyue smiled slightly, "It's up to you how far the two of you can go."