heart last month
Chapter 57 Hope
Ji Xiaoting specially brought beer to Qin Mu, thinking that the two brothers would talk about it, but Qin Mu didn't answer at all, and even asked him, "Do you love him because you tied him up?"
Ji Xiaoting also knew how stupid he was before, but he has changed so much, why should he be criticized by Qin Mu for doing so much, he took a deep breath, tried his best to suppress his temper and said: "I love him very much, and he also Accepting that I can't make decisions for him, can you?"
Qin Mu smiled instead of anger, "Then who do you think he would choose if he were to choose?"
Ji Xiaoting was about to spit out a mouthful of old blood. He wanted to say that he would choose me, but he had no confidence. He wanted to say that no one would choose, but he felt that he was too leaking.
Qin Mu still provoked him, "You also know he won't choose you, why do you take your anger out on me?"
Ji Xiaoting had been suppressing the fire all the time, feeling aggrieved and sad in his heart, feeling that he was his brother and wanted to have a good talk with him, but Qin Mu kept poking his bottom line again and again.
Ji Xiaoting is angry, and Qin Mu is also angry. Don't look at his calm expression, but he is blaming Ji Xiaoting for taking the two brothers out to play, but almost lost Xiaofeng. The wind makes you feel cold all over your body.
Speaking of the pain of love, he endured no less than Ji Xiaoting. Ji Xiaoting could express his love wantonly, but he couldn't. He couldn't show his love, and he couldn't even get close to protect him.But Ji Xiaoting chased his brother, but didn't know how to take care of him, how could Qin Mu not vent his anger.
When both of them were angry in their hearts, it was predictable that they would beat each other black and blue.
But when it comes to fighting, Qin Mu, who has little actual combat experience, is Ji Xiaoting's opponent. Although Ji Xiaoting was also beaten up by him, he was already thrown to the ground and couldn't get up.
The eyes of the two were red from beating, Ji Xiaoting cut Qin Mudu's hands backwards, and raised his fist to punch him in the face.
Qin Mu didn't dodge, but just looked at him with angry eyes. Ji Xiaoting suddenly remembered that when he was a child in the compound, there was a guy who was particularly aggressive with him. Whenever he met, he would fight. The partner battle lasted no less than [-] rounds.Qin Mu had never fought since he was a child. Although he had learned self-defense since he was a child, he seldom fought. But at that time, little Qin Mu helped him fight, and was even locked up at home for a week for self-reflection because of helping him fight.
They have been good brothers fighting side by side since they can remember!
Ji Xiaoting suddenly felt very tired, Qin Mu was right, so what if there was a fight?Can Song Xiaoyue's ownership be determined by winning?
He let go of Qin Mu, stood up and walked out without looking back, but when he reached the door, Qin Mu stopped him.
"I have a favorite person."
Ji Xiaoting was startled, he would take Song Kui and the others as smoothing things over, but when Qin Mu said it himself, the credibility was different.
He turned around in shock and asked, "Who is it?"
Qin Mu looked at him, and there was even a sneer in his eyes, "Anyway, it's not your heart that went to the moon."
Ji Xiaoting felt as if he had lost 1000 million yuan at this moment, and when he lowered his head, the 1000 million yuan was at his feet. The anger in his heart disappeared, and he didn't care about his attitude. Why didn't you make it clear earlier? Is it fun to fight for so long?"
Although Qin Mu's anger didn't completely disappear, he felt relieved a lot when he explained the misunderstanding with his brother. He didn't want to look like Ji Xiaoting, so he ignored him.
After Ji Xiaoting questioned even if, he changed the subject and said, "I'm happy." Ji Xiaoting wanted to be angry but couldn't get angry.
The misunderstanding was cleared up, and the wine brought by Ji Xiaoting came in handy. The two of them drank with swollen faces, and Qin Mu waited for a long time before talking about the serious business.
"Song Xiaoyue wants to send Xiaofeng to a special school, why don't you walk around?"
Ji Xiaoting was taken aback for a moment, he hadn't considered these things at all, and Song Xiaoyue even told Qin Mu that he didn't tell him.Ji Ershao felt bitter, so he had to bite the bullet and ask, "Why tell me, don't you like to be a good person in front of him?"
"I said, I don't like Song Xiaoyue, you can continue to treat me as an imaginary enemy, I have no objection." Qin Mu rolled his eyes at him, and couldn't help but said, "Do you want to give you a chance?"
"Yes, of course."
Ji Ershao settled the school affairs the next day, and waited for the process to be completed before taking Song Xiaofeng to report.
Ji Xiaoting was in a hurry to announce the good news to Song Xiaoyue, and he didn't care about his swollen face, so he wanted to praise him instead.
But Song Xiaoyue's first reaction was to ask what happened to his face. Ji Xiaoting was embarrassed to say that he had fought with Qin Mu, clasped his shoulders with both hands, and said seriously: "Qin Mu has someone he likes, he doesn't like you .”
Song Xiaoyue didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I never thought Senior Brother Qin liked me."
Song Xiaoyue was helpless: "Besides, I really don't like men, and I don't like Senior Brother Qin either."
Ji Xiaoting muttered in disappointment, "You can try to like me."
Song Xiaoyue pretended not to hear his words.
There are three special schools in Imperial City, and Ji Xiaoting found the one with the best conditions for Song Xiaofeng. It is a high-end public school, where students can go to school or live in it. The tuition and living expenses are not low. However, Qin Mu said hello to Ji Xiaoting before, Ji Xiaoting didn't say anything about his helping to pay, only that the tuition is free and the living expenses are subsidized.
Enrollment was confirmed in less than a week. Song Xiaofeng had to go to the school to take the entrance examination first. Ji Xiaoting took Song Xiaoyue carefully to inspect the school's conditions. He had an inexplicable feeling of sending his son to school with his wife.He and Song Xiaoyue will not have children, and now it seems that it would be good to have a younger brother.
Song Xiaofeng's entrance scores were good, and he was assigned to Qizhi Class A. This class is a three-year class, and children who successfully graduate from here can usually find suitable jobs in society.The students who can enter this school will not have a bad home environment, so the jobs they can find are relatively better than those of children in ordinary special schools.
After Song Xiaoyue got Song Xiaofeng's admission certificate, she cried so excitedly, Song Xiaofeng didn't understand why he was crying so "sadly", and came over to wipe his tears like a caring little padded jacket.Song Xiaoyue finally stopped crying, and it wasn't long before it was Song Xiaofeng's turn to cry.
Song Xiaofeng never went to school, he was quite happy when he heard that he was going to school, but when he knew he was going to live in school, he cried sadly.He wasn't afraid that his brother would leave him, it was just that he was used to being with his brother, and he couldn't bear to be separated from him, and without his brother around, he would be afraid.
Song Xiaofeng cried until his heart broke, and Song Xiaoyue burst into tears again.Fortunately, the teachers at the school are very experienced, and gently persuaded him, "It's like sending a child to kindergarten. At the beginning, the child will be afraid and get used to it, and maybe he will become the king of the child that day."
Of course Song Xiaoyue knew how different the situation like Xiaofeng's was from going to school with normal children, but she still felt better psychologically.He hopes that Xiaofeng can learn a skill and have a social circle that he can get in touch with, so that even if one day, he can no longer take care of Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng can live a good life.
Song Xiaoyue was heartbroken, and told Xiaofeng that he had to stay at school for five days, and that he would come to pick him up on the afternoon of the fifth day. Although Song Xiaofeng was still very sad, but seeing his brother's firm attitude, he hiccupped and wiped his tears to promise Song Xiaoyue Be good at school.
On the way back to school, Song Xiaoyue kept wiping away tears secretly. Ji Xiaoting felt sorry for him, and comforted him, saying: "Don't worry, the teachers will take good care of him. You have seen the school's conditions, don't worry."
Song Xiaoyue choked up and couldn't speak, so Ji Xiaoting had no choice but to hold the steering wheel with one hand and reach out to hold his hand with the other, "It's okay, let's go see him tomorrow, if you still don't want to, let's let him go to school."
In that special school, it takes four hours to go back and forth to the university, and it is too unrealistic to pick him up every day, so Song Xiaoyue decided to let Xiaofeng live in the school, saying that it is obviously not impossible to pick him up.But Ji Xiaoting's words made him feel at ease a lot.
Since the beginning of spring, good things have come one by one. He believes that as long as he lives hard, life will always give him good rewards.
The next day Song Xiaoyue went to the special school again, but Xiaofeng didn't let Xiaofeng know about it. She and Ji Xiaoting followed him secretly for most of the day, from lunch until returning to the dormitory after school in the afternoon.
Xiaofeng's adaptability is not bad, and he is more proactive than other students in the class. There are a total of 8 students in his class, all of whom are only mildly mentally handicapped, and their acceptance ability is much stronger than that of other students in the enlightenment class.Therefore, in addition to the basic courses, they also set up interest courses for them. Xiaofeng seems to be born with a special interest in colorful things. For the first time in art class, he got a big red flower.Later, the teacher told Song Xiaoyue privately that Xiaofeng was very sensitive to colors and lines, and if he cultivated it well, he might be able to work in art.
Song Xiaoyue was greatly shocked. The teacher's words undoubtedly planted the seeds of hope in his heart. He thought that Xiaofeng's entire future rested on his shoulders, but now Xiaofeng not only has the opportunity to learn a skill, but he may even ask for help from him. A certain career development, these are all things that he didn't even dare to think about before.
If he hadn't tried his best to bring Xiaofeng out of the ravine, that stubborn and dilapidated village would have buried all of Xiaofeng's hopes, and would have destroyed his own hopes as well.
After coming to the Imperial City, he has seen so much and experienced so much, and he often loses confidence in his future. The city is so big and he is so small. No matter how hard he tries, he can only survive in this city. Even if he got rid of the shackles given to him by his birth, he was still a long way from his starting line. His finish line might be Fang Gu's starting line, not to mention the gap with the person beside him.How unwilling he is, and how powerless he is.
But today, he suddenly realized that he was too pessimistic and didn't work hard enough. No matter how far the goal is, as long as he keeps running, he will definitely surpass those who give up halfway.
Ji Xiaoting also knew how stupid he was before, but he has changed so much, why should he be criticized by Qin Mu for doing so much, he took a deep breath, tried his best to suppress his temper and said: "I love him very much, and he also Accepting that I can't make decisions for him, can you?"
Qin Mu smiled instead of anger, "Then who do you think he would choose if he were to choose?"
Ji Xiaoting was about to spit out a mouthful of old blood. He wanted to say that he would choose me, but he had no confidence. He wanted to say that no one would choose, but he felt that he was too leaking.
Qin Mu still provoked him, "You also know he won't choose you, why do you take your anger out on me?"
Ji Xiaoting had been suppressing the fire all the time, feeling aggrieved and sad in his heart, feeling that he was his brother and wanted to have a good talk with him, but Qin Mu kept poking his bottom line again and again.
Ji Xiaoting is angry, and Qin Mu is also angry. Don't look at his calm expression, but he is blaming Ji Xiaoting for taking the two brothers out to play, but almost lost Xiaofeng. The wind makes you feel cold all over your body.
Speaking of the pain of love, he endured no less than Ji Xiaoting. Ji Xiaoting could express his love wantonly, but he couldn't. He couldn't show his love, and he couldn't even get close to protect him.But Ji Xiaoting chased his brother, but didn't know how to take care of him, how could Qin Mu not vent his anger.
When both of them were angry in their hearts, it was predictable that they would beat each other black and blue.
But when it comes to fighting, Qin Mu, who has little actual combat experience, is Ji Xiaoting's opponent. Although Ji Xiaoting was also beaten up by him, he was already thrown to the ground and couldn't get up.
The eyes of the two were red from beating, Ji Xiaoting cut Qin Mudu's hands backwards, and raised his fist to punch him in the face.
Qin Mu didn't dodge, but just looked at him with angry eyes. Ji Xiaoting suddenly remembered that when he was a child in the compound, there was a guy who was particularly aggressive with him. Whenever he met, he would fight. The partner battle lasted no less than [-] rounds.Qin Mu had never fought since he was a child. Although he had learned self-defense since he was a child, he seldom fought. But at that time, little Qin Mu helped him fight, and was even locked up at home for a week for self-reflection because of helping him fight.
They have been good brothers fighting side by side since they can remember!
Ji Xiaoting suddenly felt very tired, Qin Mu was right, so what if there was a fight?Can Song Xiaoyue's ownership be determined by winning?
He let go of Qin Mu, stood up and walked out without looking back, but when he reached the door, Qin Mu stopped him.
"I have a favorite person."
Ji Xiaoting was startled, he would take Song Kui and the others as smoothing things over, but when Qin Mu said it himself, the credibility was different.
He turned around in shock and asked, "Who is it?"
Qin Mu looked at him, and there was even a sneer in his eyes, "Anyway, it's not your heart that went to the moon."
Ji Xiaoting felt as if he had lost 1000 million yuan at this moment, and when he lowered his head, the 1000 million yuan was at his feet. The anger in his heart disappeared, and he didn't care about his attitude. Why didn't you make it clear earlier? Is it fun to fight for so long?"
Although Qin Mu's anger didn't completely disappear, he felt relieved a lot when he explained the misunderstanding with his brother. He didn't want to look like Ji Xiaoting, so he ignored him.
After Ji Xiaoting questioned even if, he changed the subject and said, "I'm happy." Ji Xiaoting wanted to be angry but couldn't get angry.
The misunderstanding was cleared up, and the wine brought by Ji Xiaoting came in handy. The two of them drank with swollen faces, and Qin Mu waited for a long time before talking about the serious business.
"Song Xiaoyue wants to send Xiaofeng to a special school, why don't you walk around?"
Ji Xiaoting was taken aback for a moment, he hadn't considered these things at all, and Song Xiaoyue even told Qin Mu that he didn't tell him.Ji Ershao felt bitter, so he had to bite the bullet and ask, "Why tell me, don't you like to be a good person in front of him?"
"I said, I don't like Song Xiaoyue, you can continue to treat me as an imaginary enemy, I have no objection." Qin Mu rolled his eyes at him, and couldn't help but said, "Do you want to give you a chance?"
"Yes, of course."
Ji Ershao settled the school affairs the next day, and waited for the process to be completed before taking Song Xiaofeng to report.
Ji Xiaoting was in a hurry to announce the good news to Song Xiaoyue, and he didn't care about his swollen face, so he wanted to praise him instead.
But Song Xiaoyue's first reaction was to ask what happened to his face. Ji Xiaoting was embarrassed to say that he had fought with Qin Mu, clasped his shoulders with both hands, and said seriously: "Qin Mu has someone he likes, he doesn't like you .”
Song Xiaoyue didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I never thought Senior Brother Qin liked me."
Song Xiaoyue was helpless: "Besides, I really don't like men, and I don't like Senior Brother Qin either."
Ji Xiaoting muttered in disappointment, "You can try to like me."
Song Xiaoyue pretended not to hear his words.
There are three special schools in Imperial City, and Ji Xiaoting found the one with the best conditions for Song Xiaofeng. It is a high-end public school, where students can go to school or live in it. The tuition and living expenses are not low. However, Qin Mu said hello to Ji Xiaoting before, Ji Xiaoting didn't say anything about his helping to pay, only that the tuition is free and the living expenses are subsidized.
Enrollment was confirmed in less than a week. Song Xiaofeng had to go to the school to take the entrance examination first. Ji Xiaoting took Song Xiaoyue carefully to inspect the school's conditions. He had an inexplicable feeling of sending his son to school with his wife.He and Song Xiaoyue will not have children, and now it seems that it would be good to have a younger brother.
Song Xiaofeng's entrance scores were good, and he was assigned to Qizhi Class A. This class is a three-year class, and children who successfully graduate from here can usually find suitable jobs in society.The students who can enter this school will not have a bad home environment, so the jobs they can find are relatively better than those of children in ordinary special schools.
After Song Xiaoyue got Song Xiaofeng's admission certificate, she cried so excitedly, Song Xiaofeng didn't understand why he was crying so "sadly", and came over to wipe his tears like a caring little padded jacket.Song Xiaoyue finally stopped crying, and it wasn't long before it was Song Xiaofeng's turn to cry.
Song Xiaofeng never went to school, he was quite happy when he heard that he was going to school, but when he knew he was going to live in school, he cried sadly.He wasn't afraid that his brother would leave him, it was just that he was used to being with his brother, and he couldn't bear to be separated from him, and without his brother around, he would be afraid.
Song Xiaofeng cried until his heart broke, and Song Xiaoyue burst into tears again.Fortunately, the teachers at the school are very experienced, and gently persuaded him, "It's like sending a child to kindergarten. At the beginning, the child will be afraid and get used to it, and maybe he will become the king of the child that day."
Of course Song Xiaoyue knew how different the situation like Xiaofeng's was from going to school with normal children, but she still felt better psychologically.He hopes that Xiaofeng can learn a skill and have a social circle that he can get in touch with, so that even if one day, he can no longer take care of Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng can live a good life.
Song Xiaoyue was heartbroken, and told Xiaofeng that he had to stay at school for five days, and that he would come to pick him up on the afternoon of the fifth day. Although Song Xiaofeng was still very sad, but seeing his brother's firm attitude, he hiccupped and wiped his tears to promise Song Xiaoyue Be good at school.
On the way back to school, Song Xiaoyue kept wiping away tears secretly. Ji Xiaoting felt sorry for him, and comforted him, saying: "Don't worry, the teachers will take good care of him. You have seen the school's conditions, don't worry."
Song Xiaoyue choked up and couldn't speak, so Ji Xiaoting had no choice but to hold the steering wheel with one hand and reach out to hold his hand with the other, "It's okay, let's go see him tomorrow, if you still don't want to, let's let him go to school."
In that special school, it takes four hours to go back and forth to the university, and it is too unrealistic to pick him up every day, so Song Xiaoyue decided to let Xiaofeng live in the school, saying that it is obviously not impossible to pick him up.But Ji Xiaoting's words made him feel at ease a lot.
Since the beginning of spring, good things have come one by one. He believes that as long as he lives hard, life will always give him good rewards.
The next day Song Xiaoyue went to the special school again, but Xiaofeng didn't let Xiaofeng know about it. She and Ji Xiaoting followed him secretly for most of the day, from lunch until returning to the dormitory after school in the afternoon.
Xiaofeng's adaptability is not bad, and he is more proactive than other students in the class. There are a total of 8 students in his class, all of whom are only mildly mentally handicapped, and their acceptance ability is much stronger than that of other students in the enlightenment class.Therefore, in addition to the basic courses, they also set up interest courses for them. Xiaofeng seems to be born with a special interest in colorful things. For the first time in art class, he got a big red flower.Later, the teacher told Song Xiaoyue privately that Xiaofeng was very sensitive to colors and lines, and if he cultivated it well, he might be able to work in art.
Song Xiaoyue was greatly shocked. The teacher's words undoubtedly planted the seeds of hope in his heart. He thought that Xiaofeng's entire future rested on his shoulders, but now Xiaofeng not only has the opportunity to learn a skill, but he may even ask for help from him. A certain career development, these are all things that he didn't even dare to think about before.
If he hadn't tried his best to bring Xiaofeng out of the ravine, that stubborn and dilapidated village would have buried all of Xiaofeng's hopes, and would have destroyed his own hopes as well.
After coming to the Imperial City, he has seen so much and experienced so much, and he often loses confidence in his future. The city is so big and he is so small. No matter how hard he tries, he can only survive in this city. Even if he got rid of the shackles given to him by his birth, he was still a long way from his starting line. His finish line might be Fang Gu's starting line, not to mention the gap with the person beside him.How unwilling he is, and how powerless he is.
But today, he suddenly realized that he was too pessimistic and didn't work hard enough. No matter how far the goal is, as long as he keeps running, he will definitely surpass those who give up halfway.
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