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Ji Xiaoting was taken aback, and then heard Song Xiaoyue say: "I don't like boys in the first place. I've said it many times. I don't like you, I don't like Brother Qin, and I don't like anyone else. I've said it so many times. Have you listened carefully?"

"You don't listen, you force me to accept you, I can't resist, I don't resist anymore, what do you want from me?" Song Xiaoyue couldn't help crying at this point, it seemed that all the grievances were in At this moment, it poured out, "Do you have to block everything I want to do, do I have to revolve around you alone, what I want, what I care about, you don't care at all, this Is that what you said you liked me?"

Ji Xiaoting's breathing was stagnant, and he wanted to speak to defend himself, but he couldn't say a word. He loosened Song Xiaoyue's hand, and Song Xiaoyue immediately broke free from his hold.

Song Xiaoyue took a few steps back and looked at him sadly, "What do you like about me? I've changed everything, okay? I beg you to let me go."

His eyes suddenly froze, "Or, you have to die to let me go?"

Ji Xiaoting's heart was like being thrown into a cliff, bit by bit, his heart was floating and he had nowhere to focus.

"How much do you like me? I can't change my career." This is such an old-fashioned joke. Ji Xiaoting never thought that one day the person he likes will turn this sentence into a knife and stab it into his chest. heart.

Ji Xiaoting felt that a big hole had been pierced in his heart. If he stayed here, he would definitely lose blood and die, even if he didn't lose blood, he would definitely die of pain.

He has grown so big, no one has ever been willing to let him hurt, the only person in this world who let him know what pain is, but he doesn't care how much it hurts.

Ji Xiaoting climbed into the car in a daze, Qin Mu couldn't see it, how could he drive in this state?Impatiently, he patted the car window to ask him to come down.

Ji Xiaoting didn't seem to hear his voice, and insisted on starting the car.

Qin Mu could only stop in front of the car to prevent him from starting, and wanted to call Song Xiaoyue to come over to persuade him.

Song Xiaoyue lowered his head to support Xiaofeng, half of his face was hidden in the shadow, making it difficult for people to see his expression clearly.

Qin Mu suddenly couldn't bear to call him, so he could only yell at him to have a good rest.

Ji Xiaoting looked at Song Xiaoyue's back, and the last trace of expression in his eyes dimmed. He moved the direction to avoid Qin Mu, stepped on the accelerator and flew out.

Qin Mu couldn't care less about Song Xiaoyue, so he ran after Ji Xiaoting in the direction he drove away. He hoped that he would be lucky enough to meet a car that would take him to catch up with Ji Xiaoting.

His luck was also really good, as soon as he ran out of the corner, he saw a taxi. The taxi driver's driving skills were really superb, and he quickly caught up with Ji Xiaoting. Stopped like that, had to let the driver follow all the way.

Fortunately, Ji Xiaoting drove well, and there were no dangerous scenes along the way, and he arrived in Haiyan in a short while.

Seeing someone entering Haiyan, Qin Mu finally felt relieved. Liu Jingmin happened to be in Haiyan today, Qin Mu called him just now, and he was already waiting at the door.

Qin Mu knew that following him would only make the situation worse, so he took a taxi and left when Liu Jingmin received Ji Xiaoting.

Ji Xiaoting went upstairs but refused to say anything. The men and women Liu Jingmin called in to accompany him were all driven out by him smashing the bottles. After smashing, he picked up the bottles again and poured the wine like water.After drinking it, he went crazy with alcohol, hugged Liu Jingmin and apologized, "Xiaoyue, I'm sorry, I will never treat you like that again."

"I know I'm wrong, don't ignore me."

Hearing this, Liu Jingmin had goosebumps all over his body, but when he thought about his own situation, he felt that people who fell in love were like this.

Love is really fair, no one has any privileges.

Ji Xiaoting was tired and fell asleep on the sofa, and he didn't dare to disturb him. He woke up after a while, stumbled up, and shouted to find Song Xiaoyue, no one could stop him.

He was very lucky to be able to drive the car over safely just now, now that he is drunk, who would dare to let him drive out.

Liu Jingmin also felt sorry for him, so he asked for the address of Song Xiaoyue's house, pushed him into the back seat, and took him to the door of Song Xiaoyue's house at lightning speed.

After such a long commotion, it was already past one o'clock in the morning. Ji Xiaoting, a drunk, would not consider the issue of disturbing the people. He slapped the door panel loudly and shouted Song Xiaoyue's name.

Liu Jingmin didn't stop him either, and Liu Jingmin leaned aside, smoking a cigarette, watching him go crazy.

Song Xiaoyue quickly ran out in a panic and opened the door. He didn't sleep for long, and he thought about what happened today for a long time. After the initial anger, it was more of a relief after venting, but after that it was more Worry and powerlessness.

Based on his understanding of Ji Xiaoting, he didn't think Ji Xiaoting would let him go, even if he would let him go, those troubles from before still exist, and maybe they will escalate.

Song Xiaoyue tossed and turned, and finally fell asleep when she was woken up by the sound of knocking on the door. Song Xiaofeng was too frightened to be alone, and pulled him by the corner of his clothes to shrink behind him.

When he opened the door, Ji Xiaoting was about to take a slap, and when he saw Song Xiaoyue appearing in front of him, he still couldn't believe it. He didn't realize that he was really knocking on the door of someone's house, and even thought it was his hallucination.

He wanted to pull him into his arms, but Song Xiaoyue quickly pulled the anti-theft chain on the door. Song Xiaoyue only showed half of her face, glanced at Liu Jingmin on the side, and said wearily: "Go back, we will talk about it tomorrow if we have something to do. "

Ji Xiaoting couldn't tell whether it was reality or his own fantasy, he just knew that he couldn't leave no matter what.He put his hand in through the gap, trying to pull Song Xiaoyue, and kept apologizing.

Song Xiaoyue had no choice but to ask Liu Jingmin for help: "Boss Liu, take him back. It's late at night, and there should be some complaints from upstairs and downstairs."

Liu Jingmin didn't understand at all that he was worthy of the second young master of the Ji family, Liu Jingmin was the most protective person, Ji Xiaoting was not only his good buddy, but also his sweetheart's younger brother, thinking of his request to Ji Xiaoyun No, I pushed others to feel sorry for Ji Xiaoting.

He was dissatisfied with Song Xiaoyue, and he didn't give any face when he opened his mouth, "You don't even ask about it. The second young master of the Ji family never got what he wanted. I don't have the face to stop him."

Song Xiaoyue knew that what he said was deliberately stabbing herself, but she could only listen.He had nothing to do with Liu Jingmin, so he could only persuade Ji Xiaoting, "I'm really tired, you go back first, we can talk tomorrow, okay?"

"Not good," Ji Xiaoting felt aggrieved and scared, "You won't want to see me tomorrow."

Song Xiaoyue really wanted to doubt whether he was drunk or not, so she lowered her face and said, "I'll close the door." After she was about to close the door, Ji Xiaoting yelled, "Don't close it, Xiaoyue, I beg you."

Song Xiaoyue was really afraid that he would call all the neighbors, and couldn't decide whether to let him in or close the door cruelly.

Liu Jingmin said leisurely again: "You can make trouble on your own. If you don't want to let him in, just close the door. I don't care. Whether he lives or dies tomorrow is none of my business." After saying that, he lifted his legs and left.

Song Xiaoyue also knew that Liu Jingmin was trying to provoke her on purpose, but although there was heating in the corridor, the temperature was not too high. He didn't dare to bet that Liu Jingmin was really cruel, so he had to open the door and let Ji Xiaoting in.

As soon as Ji Xiaoting was let in, he rushed over like a koala. He was much taller than Song Xiaoyue, hanging on Song Xiaoyue like a hill.

I don't know if it was because I entered the door, my heart relaxed, and I fell asleep on the ground without making a fuss for a while.

Song Xiaoyue was sleepy and had a headache, but fortunately Ji Xiaoting was quite obedient after lying down, not humming or making trouble, Song Xiaoyue asked Xiaofeng to carry Ji Xiaoting to the bed with him, and the man fell straight down, occupying the whole place in all directions. bed.

Although Song Xiaofeng's alcohol had passed, he was frightened awake in the middle of the night. Seeing that the bed was occupied, he was dazed and frightened. He pulled Song Xiaoyue's sleeve and glanced at Ji Xiaoting, who was sleeping in the dark , whispered: "Brother, no bed, Xiaofeng, no bed."

Song Xiaoyue had no choice but to push him inside wheezingly, and let Song Xiaofeng lie down to sleep. Xiaofeng saw Ji Xiaoting lying next to him, and said nothing to dare to sleep. I don't know who fell asleep first.

The next day Tianliang Ji Xiaoting woke up, the bed under him was very hard, the quilt was not very comfortable, and he even tried to fight for a seat with him, he was about to kick the people around him off, but suddenly a sporadic flash appeared in his mind He was taken aback by the picture, opened his eyes and saw Xiaofeng sleeping next to him with his back facing him, and the person he was thinking of was lying on the bedside.

Ji Xiaoting felt distressed and blamed himself, if he hadn't been drinking and running around to make trouble, how could he have no place to sleep.

What he said was true, he was a bastard, never thought of him, but always asked him to love himself.

There was a trace of satisfaction in his heart. Song Xiaoyue should have been very angry yesterday, but even so, he still couldn't bear to throw himself outside, and even let him sleep on the bed.

At this moment, Ji Xiaoting firmly understood that he was really in love with Song Xiaoyue, so much that he couldn't live without him, and he didn't know how to make Song Xiaoyue fall in love with him, or even just not hate him.

Ji Xiaoting got off the bed lightly, wanting to put Song Xiaoyue on the bed so that he could sleep more comfortably, but he was afraid of waking him up, so he stared at Song Xiaoyue's peaceful sleeping face for a long time, recalling the day of Christmas It's so sweet, I can't wait to give myself two slaps.

How happy was that time, Song Xiaoyue was willing to talk to him, smile at him, and even cry on his chest, that day he could kiss him over and over again, but now maybe only when he is asleep can he secretly kiss him, want to kiss But he was afraid of being discovered by him, so Song Xiaoyue still woke up after hesitating.

Ji Xiaoting tried to misbehave, but was caught straight. He was still in the situation of making a big fuss last night, even though he was always thick-skinned, he was extremely embarrassed at this time.

On the other hand, Song Xiaoyue was very calm, as if nothing happened last night, she stood up and pulled her clothes, and said, "Go wash up when you wake up, there is a spare toothbrush behind the mirror."

Ji Xiaoting snorted, watched him put on his clothes in a daze, and asked stupidly: "What are you going to do?"

Song Xiaoyue put on her coat, touched her pocket, made sure that the wallet was in it, and then replied: "I'm going to buy breakfast, Xiaofeng woke up later, so I told him that I was going to buy breakfast, and I'll boil milk for him when I come back. "