sorry i want you

The lighting in the room was ambiguous, and there was still a thick atmosphere of joy floating in the air.

Xin Yue lay on his side on the bed dripping with sweat, his whole body was limp.

Ou Jiming lay behind him, with his arms around his waist.The deadly part was still deeply buried in his body, although it was no longer vigorous, but the softness still made him a little uncomfortable.

Ou Jiming's hands landed on his waist, and he rubbed gently, feeling very comfortable.

Xin Yue let out a deep breath, and when the afterglow in his body gradually passed, he relaxed his body, and bumped Ou Jiming's waist with his elbow: "Get out."

Ou Jiming kissed his sweaty ear: "I just want to stay inside you." When he spoke, his tone was solemn and affectionate, but what he said was too shameless.

In the end he moved on purpose.

Xin Yue couldn't move him, so he moved forward by himself.Only then did Ou Jiming slip out.

Xin Yue got out of bed and went to the bathroom, washed off the muddy liquid on his body, and lay down in the bathtub.The warm water instantly wrapped him up, driving away his tiredness.

Ou Jiming followed, and rushed into the bathtub casually. He raised one of his plastered legs and put it on the edge of the bathtub, holding Xin Yue in his arms, and his waist and eyes were just on his fragility.

Ou Jiming sighed, and gently rubbed his chin against his hair.

Xin Yue closed his eyes and leaned against his arms, feeling very comfortable.

After a while, he suddenly said: "Actually, you don't need to try to cater to my feelings too much. After all, your grandfather is old and can't stand it, so you just..."

"Whatever?" Before Xin Yue finished speaking, Ou Jiming interrupted him sharply.

He sat up suddenly and brought Xin Yue who was in his arms with him.

His chest rose and fell violently, and he looked very angry.

"I knew it, you didn't—" Ou Jiming got angry for no reason, and stopped in the middle of speaking.The more he explained to Xin, the more he seemed to care about everything.

Xin Yue was a little puzzled by Monk Zhang Er.What kind of temper is he throwing?Just when he wanted to explain, Ou Jiming got up and left the bathtub.Without wiping off the water on his body, he left the bathroom in a staggered nakedness.

Xin Yue was stunned in the bathtub, not knowing why.

He just didn't want Ou Jiming to be too embarrassed, why did he get angry!

Lying back in the bathtub again, she closed her eyes and didn't intend to coax him.

Recently Ou Jiming's mood is very capricious, if you have to coax him every time, don't let him get used to it.

He leaned in the bathtub and was drowsy. He felt in a daze that someone had hugged him out of the bathtub, and he kept complaining: "I don't know how to cherish myself at all."

Then he was put into the soft and warm blanket, Ou Jiming hugged him tightly, and Xin Yue fell asleep peacefully.

When he woke up the next day, there were bruises under Ou Jiming's eyes.

Xin Yue rubbed his eyes in a daze, then held his face and kissed him, and said, "As long as you say, I will believe everything. So even if you go home to take care of your grandpa, I won't be angry. "

He grabbed Ou Jiming's ear, shook his head, and said, "If my parents find out about your existence, if they firmly disagree... I won't abandon my family like you without hesitation. .”

Xin Yue was telling the truth.

It was hard for him to imagine what it would be like for his parents after they knew who Ou Jiming was.Parents will definitely not agree to them being together.

Ou Jiming suddenly became nervous, his brows were twisted into twists: "So, you will break up with me then?"

Xin Yue pulled his ear enough, then pulled his cheek again, and said, "I can't leave you, so I won't break up with you."

If he couldn't let go of his family and him, what would he do?

Ou Jiming felt aggrieved in his heart, with excitement and anger in his eyes, he stared at Xin Yue intently, wishing to bite his brains and see what was in him!

Seeing that he was going crazy with anger, Xin Yue was afraid that he would leave in a fit of anger, so he went up to him and kissed him, as if to comfort him.But I have to say: "At that time, I can only let you be my secret lover. I can't let my parents suffer a little bit of grievance, a little bit sad."

"So you just have the heart to let me be wronged? To make me sad?" Ou Jiming's thoughts were simple, the two of them were together, and they were aboveboard.

But Xin Yue didn't think so at all, he would break up with himself for the sake of his parents.

His heart ached like it would burst.

"My parents are old and can't stand tormenting." He tilted his head, thinking of those gloomy days, he was full of guilt, "Besides, they have suffered enough for me, I can't bear it. "

Ou Jiming looked at Xin Yue's sad face, and suddenly remembered the scenes he saw in the video.

He remembered hearing from Xin Yue's roommate that his parents were dismissed by the unit after his incident became serious, despised by the neighbors, and couldn't find a job at all.

The son was imprisoned and suffered again, and they must have had a hard time during that time.

What they were going through, he only wanted to get ten points, and he understood Xin Yue's thoughts in an instant, but when he understood it, he was still unwilling.

Seeing that he lowered his eyes, Xin Yue rolled his eyes and began to straighten.He was a little worried, so he held his hand in the palm of his hand and intertwined his fingers: "We are still so young, we can always get through it."

Xin Yue's fingertips rubbed against the back of his hand, with a throbbing temperature.

Ou Jiming was not reconciled, but all this was the bitter wine he brewed, and he was the only one who swallowed it.

"What if your parents let you marry and have children?"

Xin Yue shook his head: "Don't worry, I've come out with my family, they won't force me anymore, besides, I have a younger sister now, who will fulfill my parents' wish to have a grandson." Xin Yue said well about coming out. An understatement and intentional avoidance.But Ou Jiming knew exactly how he "came out" and how his parents "approved".

His heart suddenly felt astringent and painful, he clearly knew about those gloomy days, but he didn't have the courage to admit or mention them to Xin Yue.I can only hold it in my heart.

If this is the case, even if he can only be Xin Yue's underground lover for the rest of his life, he will accept it.

What else can I do if I don't recognize it?Elope with Xin Yue?

Heh, I'm afraid he will be beaten to death by Xin Yue.

Seeing that Ou Jiming's expression gradually softened, Xin Yue said: "So, as long as you don't leave, even if you go home and stay with your grandfather every day, I won't be angry with you. He is your grandfather after all, and there are still people in their [-]s and [-]s." How many years can we live? Can't we follow him?"

Xin Yue has experienced too many things, so he can't let Ou Jiming and his grandfather get into a deadlock because of him.

Ou Jiming suddenly hugged Xin Yue tightly, gnashing his teeth when he spoke: "Do you think I should be happy that you understand justice and be gentle and considerate, or call you hard-hearted?"

Xin Yue smiled softly: "It's up to you, as long as you like, you can say anything about me."

Ou Jiming: "Can you be a little bit more principled?" He grabbed Xin Yue's cheeks and pulled them to both sides.

Xin Yue snorted: "It hurts—"

Ou Jiming let go of him in distress, rubbed him gently, and kissed him.

Xin Yue stroked his eyebrows, and suddenly remembered what he overheard when Ou Jiming called yesterday.

With a subdued smile on his face, he looked at Ou Jiming and said seriously: "It's one size fits all to coax your grandpa, but you can't let the family dictate it. Why go on a blind date, get married, etc., if you dare to do something wrong to me , I will make your life worse than death." Xin Yue's eyes were determined, as if he wanted to die with him.

Ou Jiming's heart sank, and he rubbed his hair: "Don't worry, I will never."