sorry i want you

One of them said softly: "Those are all from the past. Since you don't know, it's better not to know." His eyes flickered when he spoke, and he never met Wen Jichen's eyes.

The more they hawed and hawed like this, the more people felt that the matter was serious!

Wen Jichen's eyes gradually became serious, he and Ou Jiming looked at each other, seeing Ou Jiming's dodging eyes, he immediately had a bad feeling in his heart.His brows were tightly knit together, and he said more seriously: "It sounds like the situation is serious!" He pressed one person's shoulder, "We are all old classmates, you really want me to ask others? It's unfair for others to spread rumors, you guys You don’t want me to be deceived either!”

The other thought for a while, poked the people around him, and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you tell Ji Chen. If he wants to know that there are a hundred ways to find out, why don't we tell him in person."

The other party looked at him, pursed his lips, and finally nodded solemnly.

One of them looked at Wen Jichen, his eyes gradually lost focus, and his whole body was lost in memories.

As he recalled, he recounted the events of that year.

The beginning of the matter was not different from what Ou Jiming had heard before.

Two and a half years have passed since the ordinary high school life, and the six people in the same dormitory feel like brothers.

But after the end of the last semester of the third year of high school, everything changed drastically.

Wen Jichen went abroad, and Xin Yue's temperament changed drastically after returning from the winter vacation of his senior year.

Xin Yue, who was never willing to ask for leave, suddenly began to miss classes frequently. Occasionally, people from the hospital would come to the school to forcibly take him away from the classroom and stuff him into an ambulance.

Every time there was a big shock, and after two times, the whole school knew about it.

"We also asked him what happened to those doctors. You know Xin Yue's temper. He usually looks easy to talk and gentle, but in fact he is very stubborn in his bones, and he doesn't want to tell us anything."

"After asking several times without any results, we wanted to contact you and ask you to help enlighten him. But when he heard what we said, he went crazy, became very excited, and even punched us .He fought fiercely and fiercely, and smashed everything he caught. At that time, we couldn't subdue him, and we also felt that he didn't regard us as friends, so we had to let go of what he told you."

After hearing this memory, another person couldn't help nodding his head: "Yeah, you don't know how scary Xin Yue was at that time. Since then, we never dared to ask him anything again." He When he said this, there was even a hint of fear in his eyes.

"His personality has also become more and more lonely. He used to have a good relationship with him and asked him to play with him, but he refused every time. After a long time, no one is willing to take the initiative to talk to him."

"At that time, many students were curious about where he was taken by the ambulance, so some people secretly followed him to see him. Only then did he find out that he was taken to a mental hospital. So it was spread in the school that he was mentally ill, and he had already come alone. He is alone, and since then everyone has avoided him even more."

"Actually, Xin Yue's condition at this time is quite normal except that he doesn't get along with the group. Although he is thin, he often feels sleepy in class, and his grades have dropped sharply. There is nothing else."

"Later..." The speaker hesitated again.

He swallowed hard, but the sporadic saliva still couldn't relieve his hunger and thirst, and his Adam's apple kept rolling.

Ou Jiming's slender fingers holding the steering wheel kept tightening until his knuckles turned white.Wen Jichen noticed his strangeness, looked him up, and a bad premonition slowly rose in his heart.

The old classmate's brief stagnation stretched Ou Jiming and Wen Jichen's nerves to the limit, as if they would break that fragile nerve with just a little more force.

His voice became hoarse and difficult, like two pieces of metal colliding and rubbing against each other, making a sharp sound: "I don't know which classmate has relatives who happen to work in that mental hospital, and news will spread soon , saying that Xin Yue is gay."

At that time, in that time period, they were still ignorant children on campus. Apart from studying every day, they just read some pornographic books behind the teacher's back.

At that time, the Internet and computers were still luxuries, and mobile phones could only send text messages and make phone calls. Most children who wanted to surf the Internet could only go to Internet cafes.

It can be said that their minds are still in a completely closed state.

Let alone 'gay'.

"At that time, everyone's understanding of homosexuality was still very vague, and many people even seldom knew what the word "relationship" meant. Because Xin Yue was the first one, everyone's understanding of it gradually increased."

"The society at that time was prejudiced against homosexuality, and everyone regarded Xin Yue as a monster. Everyone hid when they saw him, and his situation suddenly took a turn for the worse." The old classmate's voice was full of helpless sighs, It seems to be feeling sorry for Xin Yue, but also seems to be helpless to the society at that time.

Long and long, straight into the hearts of people.

But this sigh was more like hitting Ou Jiming's heart.It made him feel like he was being electrocuted, and he collapsed in an instant.

"What happened?" Ou Jiming asked almost eagerly.

He was trembling with fear, but he had to know.

He wanted to know what happened at that time, so that Xin Yue, who had already been bent over, fell into a depression and even suffered from mental illness.

Originally, the car was very quiet, but after the old classmate's narrating voice ended, the air in the car was almost stagnant, like a vacuum state where the air was taken out, even if the hair trembled, you could hear it tearing the air the sound of.

When Ou Jiming asked this question, everyone's attention was focused on himself.

They all turned to look at Ou Jiming.

Ou Jiming also became uncomfortable.

He shook his lips, as if to say something, but he couldn't say it after all.

The old classmate sighed softly, and continued: "It was less than a day after it was reported that he was of the same sex, and the whole school knew about it. In the next week, the classmates organized a class in the school to drive him out of the school." But those news are all rumors, no one has any real evidence, so the school can't do anything to Xin Yue. Later, the parents of those students found out, and someone wrote an anonymous letter to the Education Bureau, asking them to come to the school to investigate thoroughly This matter."

"That's fine. Some people notified the news newspaper to come to the school to interview, but in the end, they didn't allow the report before the matter was thoroughly investigated. This can be regarded as luck among misfortunes."