Lose the lights and spend another night

The car was driving smoothly on the road, and I looked sideways at the scenery outside the window, my heart was in a mess.

I was afraid to see the girl's disappointed expression, so I agreed to the appointment like a ghost.But from the moment I got in the car, I began to regret it.

what's wrong with me?

Dreams are dreams, reality is reality, I am Xi Huan, not Huanxi.

She is not Yingsheng, nor can she be Yingsheng.

But why?Why is there an inexplicable joy beating in my heart?

It was the first time I sat so straight in a car, and it was also the first time I didn't dare to look at the person sitting next to me, but I didn't know that the worry on my face was clearly seen by the girl from the rearview mirror Chu.

Noticing that she tugged at my sleeve, I turned my head in astonishment, and finally looked at her.

She smiled slightly, lowered her head and wrote a sentence on the note, and handed it to me.

I took the note, only to see it said - don't be afraid, dad is not fierce.

"I'm not afraid..." I subconsciously wanted to explain, but I couldn't help but shake my head halfway through the sentence. You can't say that I'm afraid of her, can you?

Her eyes are watery, like two pools of autumn water, how can it be said to be scary?

Her smile deepened, she bowed her head and wrote another sentence - I am not fierce.

How could she know what I was thinking?

I met her eyebrows and eyes in surprise, and my heart, as if hit hard by something, started beating wildly and irregularly.

In the rearview mirror, my ears were already red. I avoided her brows and eyes in a panic, and coughed lightly to ease my unnaturalness at the moment.

Her cold hand suddenly landed on my forehead, and I trembled slightly. I didn't know whether to push her hand away, or open my mouth to say something?

Her eyes were full of smiles, she bowed her head and wrote another note to me - if you feel uncomfortable, I will take you home to rest today.

call……

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, "I... seem to be a little uncomfortable..."

She shook her head and chuckled, wrote a note and handed it to the middle-aged man sitting in the passenger seat.

The middle-aged man glanced at the note in a hurry, and said to the driver, "Miss said, take Miss Xi Huan home to rest first."

The driver nodded, turned the car around at the intersection ahead, drove along the ring road for a few minutes, and then entered the tunnel.

As long as you get out of the tunnel and drive for more than ten minutes, you can reach the community where my apartment is located.

"Chairman, Miss Xi Huan is ill today, what Miss means is to invite her to dinner another day."

I heard the middle-aged man calling the chairman, and my heart sank again. It seemed that there was no way I could escape this meal.

"drop--"

The driver suddenly honked the horn, and the car gradually slowed down.

I looked up and saw that there was already a long queue of cars in front of me. There must have been a traffic accident ahead, so the tunnel traffic was temporarily congested.

"Miss, there is a traffic jam ahead, we have to wait for a while." The middle-aged man turned around and said.

She shook her head and chuckled, lowered her head and wrote me another note - don't be afraid, I will take you home safely.

She actually wrote me three in a row, don't be afraid.

I smiled wryly, "It's okay, it's a traffic jam, it's a small matter."

She found that my unnaturalness was much less, and my smile was a little more relaxed than before. She lowered her head and began to write on the sticky note rustlingly.

Compared with the sunlight outside, the light inside the tunnel was a bit dim, but it reflected on her face, but it was just right and soft.

The light and shadow reflected the outline of her beautiful cheeks, she wrote the note with a smile, and a pair of shallow pear dimples loomed on the corners of her lips.

Where have I seen this profile?

I don't know if it's because I feel lack of oxygen after staying in the tunnel for a long time, or because I'm really exhausted recently, my vision suddenly became blurred.

The shadow of the tunnel lights and the dim candle shadow gradually merged together, and her profile was gradually submerged in childishness. That was her 13 and a half years old.

The blurred vision became clear in an instant, there were no cars, no tunnels, only a candle, which dimly sprinkled the whole room.

My Yingsheng, yes, I see my Yingsheng again.

Ying Sheng lay quietly on the side of the couch, her eyes closed tightly, as if she had fallen asleep.

"babble……"

I wanted to call her name, but found that I couldn't pronounce the sound I wanted, why did I forget?I'm dumb, and always have been.

"Huanxi!" Yingsheng was awakened by me, she quickly pressed my body, and rubbed my forehead very gently, "Does it still hurt?"

Reminded by her, I remembered that my head was hit hard on the pillar, how could it not hurt?

But in front of Yingsheng, even if it hurts, I can't show half of it, which makes Yingsheng worry.

I smiled and shook my head, sitting up.

Miss Yingsheng can't take care of me like a maid. Since I am a servant, I can only behave like a servant.

"Huanxi, don't be afraid, it's just you and me here, no one will gossip!" Yingsheng knew what I was worried about, she hurriedly comforted me, and I saw the distressed light in her eyes.

I have to say, I do feel very warm.

It's just that I dare not enjoy this warmth, nor should I.

"Huanxi, be obedient, I order you to lie down and rest obediently!" Yingsheng pretended to be angry, she raised her eyebrows and stared at me, and gave the order.

How can you not listen to Missy's order?

What's more, even if Yingsheng is not the eldest lady, I am willing to listen to what she has to say.

I shook my head helplessly and gave a wry smile, so I obediently lay down again.

Yingsheng grinned with satisfaction, she sat on the edge of the couch, suddenly pointed to herself and asked, "Huanxi, tell me, who am I?"

I was stunned for a moment, took her hand, and wrote in her palm—Missy.

She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, then suddenly grabbed the clothes around her heart and thumped her heart lightly, "Huanxi, do you still remember what this action means?"

I stared at her blankly, and suddenly understood what she was doing?

Yingsheng should be afraid that I will hurt my head and forget about her, right?

I chuckled and nodded, and slowly wrote in her palm——I remember.

After finishing writing, I was worried that Yingsheng was still worried, so I wrote another sentence - I remember everything about Yingsheng, don't worry.

"That's good, Huanxi, don't forget me, not at all!" Yingsheng smiled softly, but said a little excitedly, "Today my cousin tripped you on purpose and hurt you Head, this debt, I will let him pay it back!"

It was the first time I saw such cold hatred in Yingsheng's eyes, I quickly grabbed her hand and wrote - I'm fine, don't be fooled, that's Master Biao...

"But it's you who he bullied!" Ying Sheng shrank her fists, not going to read my words to persuade her again, "Let him be arrogant for a few more days, and I will always find a chance to deal with him properly!"

My fingertips gently stroked her clenched fist, hoping that she would open her palm and let me continue writing what I wanted to say to her.

"Huanxi..."

Yingsheng called me suddenly, and I looked at her.

Her palm finally opened, but not for me to write, just to hold my cheeks and let me listen to her carefully, "You taught me that if you do something wrong, you should be punished. If you persuade me again, Then everything you taught me was wrong!"

I had nothing to say against her.

When she saw that I had given up on the rebuttal, a smile appeared on her face again, "Huanxi, I'll be old soon, I'll be an adult soon, don't always treat me like a child."

And Ji...

Every time I hear this word, my heart can't help but tug.

My smile was a little stiff, but Yingsheng smiled very happily, "Huanxi, you are my personal maid, you have to take care of me when I was a child, and you have to take care of me when I am an old woman, you can hear me ?”

I couldn't help but laugh, and the kid started talking nonsense again.

"So you have to live longer than me!" Yingsheng's last order to me was actually this sentence.

My smile deepened, and I took her hand, and slowly wrote in her palm—obedience.

Yingsheng smiled triumphantly, and she patted my head, as if to praise my obedience.

It's clear that I'm 15 years older than her, but at this moment, I actually have a little more illusion, is Yingsheng pampering me?This thought was quickly suppressed by me, I suppressed the smile on my face, lowered my head and wrote in her palm—where are your lord and madam?

Yingsheng replied: "Father and mother took their younger siblings to swim in the lake."

Although I know that Yingsheng might be unhappy, I still want to ask clearly - where is Young Master Biao?

The smile on Yingsheng's face froze, showing a disgusted expression, "I'm waiting below."

waiting?

The lingering pupils of Yingsheng turned suddenly, and she smiled suddenly: "Huanxi, there will be a lantern festival on the Baidi tonight, would you like to go shopping with me?"

I also want to go and have a look. After leaving Shen's residence, I just feel that the sky is high and the earth is wide, and the depression in my chest is much less.

I nodded.

Yingsheng worriedly rubbed the bruise on my forehead again, "Huanxi, tell me first, if you feel dizzy on the road, you must tell me, don't hold on!"

I smiled and nodded.

Ying Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, helped me up, held my hand, and said with a smile, "Huanxi, you are so kind!"

I smiled and shook my head. I couldn't let her majestic magistrate appear in front of the world with a maid supporting her like this. I shrank back, walked to the hanger, took off a light robe, and put it on her body. He stood respectfully behind her and signaled that it was time to set off.

Yingsheng stared at me blankly for a moment, then pursed her lips and sighed softly, but she could only let me go and walked out of the guest room together.

The sky outside had already darkened, and the lights of the Baidi dike were shining brightly in the distance, and various colored lanterns stretched out, making it very lively.

"Cousin!" As soon as Bai Zhongyu saw Yingsheng coming downstairs, he greeted him with a smile on his face. After squinting at me, he seemed to ignore me, "Look, I said Huanxi is not that weak, but She's a little clumsy, look at her, will she be fine when she wakes up?"

"Yes."

I didn't expect Yingsheng to talk to him so calmly, but these things are not something I, a servant, should care about, so I can only bow my head to Bai Zhongyu's blessed body.

"Cousin, the lantern festival over there is so lively, why don't you accompany me to see it?"

"Good! Good! Good!"

This is the first time that Yingsheng treats him so softly, how can Bai Zhongyu have a reason to say "no"?

Just as Bai Zhongyu walked out of the inn lobby with a hot head, Yingsheng turned his head and smiled at me, and said softly, "Huanxi, let's go, the lantern festival tonight will definitely be beautiful!"

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