I'm afraid of pain because my best friend plotted against me

My name is Wu Weitong, and I am a delicate girl. I have been afraid of pain since I was a child. When I feel pain when I get hurt, I want to cry, and then I really cry.

But most people don't know that I am afraid of pain, because I cry when no one is around or when it's just me and my best friend.

When I was six years old, I accidentally fell when I was playing with children in the kindergarten, and my knee was broken, and the blood flowed from my knee, so I cried and cried, (it really hurts QAQ) at first Someone comforted me not to cry. After the wound was healed, I still kept crying. Everyone probably got annoyed by my crying, and then I was ridiculed by a group of people QAQ.

Since then, although I still cry, I still have to pretend to be indifferent in front of people, as if nothing happened, making people wonder if I was injured before. A very strong person.

In fact, I would still cry non-stop after I was born, just to avoid being ridiculed and to maintain my poor self-esteem.I also know that crying is very annoying, but I just can't control my physical reaction. Fortunately, my best friend doesn't dislike me. Maybe it's because I've been used to crying since I was a child.

Because I am afraid of pain, I decided not to get married since I was a child. At first, I was afraid that having a child would hurt. It is impossible to be with someone and not have a child. Maybe I will adopt one.

But people in my family just take my words as a joke. In their eyes, there is no girl who will not marry when she grows up. When you are old, if you don’t want to marry yourself, your parents will force your family. Chinese parents The ability to urge marriage is nothing to say.

I also realized this later, thinking all day long about finding a man who is willing to adopt a child with me, or running away from home after being urged to marry, and cutting off contact with my parents. I can contact them, but I must not let them Find out where my people came to urge me to marry, although this is a bit unfilial, but fortunately I still have a younger brother, so I can leave my parents to my younger brother to take care of, and there are also people who can carry on the family line. Are you kidding me?) I had no choice but to do this for my own lifelong happiness, the most I could do was secretly send some money and small gifts to my parents.

Later I also learned that when a man and a woman get married, they have to do the kind of thing that will produce children, and doing that kind of thing will be very enjoyable for men, and it will be very painful for women. Under normal circumstances, unless they are eunuchs, men and women will definitely do that kind of thing when they get married. Yes, but my family will never agree to my marrying a eunuch. I basically gave up the idea of ​​marrying someone unilaterally. There will never be any normal men who will have a Platonic fight with me in love.

Well, I know that my thinking is a little abnormal, it seems that I am too afraid of pain, but I am really afraid of pain QAQ, my pain nerve seems to be much more sensitive than normal people QAQ.

Fortunately, I have a good girlfriend who stands on the same front as me, and she doesn't want to get married, although her reasons for not wanting to get married are different from mine, and it's definitely not because she's afraid of pain, but it's good to have someone to accompany me to do the same thing of.

But many thoughts can only be thought about, and marriage is still far away, and the future can only be taken one step at a time.

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Wu Weitong: Best friend, why don't you want to get married? (◇)?

Girlfriend: To tell you the truth, I lied to you. I want to get married.

Wu Weitong: What (⊙o⊙)!Why do you lie to me, the boat of friendship capsizes (ノ=Д=)ノ┻━┻Hmph, I won’t talk to you anymore

Girlfriend: Don’t be angry, I’ve always wanted to marry you, it’s just that the laws of the country don’t allow it

Wu Weitong: What are you talking about, I must have auditory hallucinations, don't disturb me, I want to be quiet

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