meet again

Lin Ting seriously thought about the answer he would get if he asked Xin Ran who that person was, but felt that he had no right to ask her.

More importantly, Xin Ran has no obligation to explain to herself.

Lin Ting secretly sighed in his heart, resignedly walked over to open the insulated box, filled out some soup and handed it to Xin Ran.

Xin Ran took the soup and sat down at the side: "Next time, don't bother."

"I'm on the way, it just happens to be fine." Lin Ting looked at Xin Ran's unchanged profile, and involuntarily looked at her with his face in his hands.

Although Xin Ran had very little expression, Lin Ting had seen her smile before.This person has a completely different attitude towards people who identify with or admire.

For example, just now, even though the corner of her mouth was simply bent, Lin Ting knew that she must like that little girl very much.

She was actually a little bit jealous of that man.

Lin Ting's expression became depressed all of a sudden, she put down her hands and stood up wearily.

"I trouble you to keep that matter a secret." Xin Ran suddenly said, she raised her eyes to Lin Ting who was standing in front of her: "Lu Heling is a very troublesome person."

Lin Ting bit her lower lip, shook her head and said, "I'm not someone who doesn't know the severity, you can rest assured about this kind of thing." She was a little sad in her heart, although Xin Ran's request was reasonable, but she felt that she Is that the kind of person who chews his tongue?

Lin Ting felt a little confused.

She tidied up in a hurry, and hugged the insulated box that had dissipated the heat in her arms: "Well, I won't disturb your work, I'll go back first."

Xin Ran frowned, and grabbed her sleeve: "What's wrong with you?"

"Huh? Me, I'm fine..." Lin Ting wanted to break away subconsciously, but stopped after realizing that this person was Xin Ran. She said absent-mindedly: "I just want to go back. .”

Xin Ran let go of her, and was about to say something when the phone rang.She just said in a hurry: "Thank you for today, be careful on the way back." She had already answered the phone.

Lin Ting's hand holding the insulated box became a little white due to the force, just because of the name on the caller ID on Xin Ran's phone: Chu Yiyi.

Until she got to the bus stop, her mind was still full of that name.

Are they still in touch?In Xin Ran's heart, in fact, she has always been unable to let go of Chu Yiyi.It can be seen from the time at the wedding that she is still the same as before, tolerant of the presumptuousness of her sweetheart.

Even if she is already married, as long as she says a word, Xin Ran will still go to her.

Lin Ting's mind was in a mess. She just felt that she had made a very wrong decision today. Maybe she shouldn't be so ignorant of restraint. As long as the relationship is a little better, the other party won't be happy. .

There were a lot of people on the bus, Lin Ting stood there looking out the window, letting the people around him squeeze around.The things in his hand have been squeezed to pieces, and some soup seeped out of the insulated box that was not tightened because of anxiety just now, making it sticky and greasy.

Because he had to hold on to the armrest tightly, Lin Ting had no way to free his hand to tighten the box, so he could only hold it tighter to prevent it from falling on others.

Really, there was a wry smile from the corner of Lin Ting's mouth, it was so embarrassing.

……

Xin Ran hung up the phone, looked at the little soup stains on the table, and took out a piece of paper to wipe it off.

That face, as if about to cry, lingered in Xin Ran's mind forever.She didn't think there was anything wrong with what she just said, but after she said it and saw the man's expression, she felt some inexplicable regret in her heart.

It's just because Chu Yiyi said a few days ago that you haven't changed at all, and you will always only trust your own eyes when looking at a person.She didn't think there was anything wrong with her thinking, but she felt a little reconciled that that sentence hadn't changed at all.

Chu Yiyi said that her judgment of Lin Ting should not be based on her past impressions, what's more, her past impressions were not all about Lin Ting.

So she tried to get to know this person again, and tried to enter that person's world...

But that feeling is really uncomfortable.Xin Ran closed his eyes.

She didn't dare to admit that she was actually a little flustered, even for a lover who had a deep relationship, she never felt that way: being easily seen through all emotions,

It seems that every movement of her is telling the other party what is in her heart.The sense of distance that she tried to create didn't seem to work at all around Lin Ting.

This is really unfair, Lin Tingming knows her so well, and even knows many habits that she has not noticed, yet she has to treat her like a book that has never been read, and get to know her again.

This feeling of all the hole cards being exposed is really uncomfortable.

So even though he knew that looking at a person with a fixed point of view was not a rational behavior, Xin Ran still couldn't restrain his thoughts.

So this time, she clearly rejected any of Chu Yiyi's words about Lin Ting.

Xin Ran frowned, threw the tissue in his hand into the trash can, turned and left the lounge.

……

Lin Ting returned home, changed the dirty clothes and threw them into the washing machine, and then got into bed.

She stared at her phone for a long time, but she didn't know who to talk to about what was on her mind.

The person who wanted to confide the most, was unwilling to hear what was in her heart at all.Lin Ting twitched the corner of her mouth, and suppressed the urge to cry again.

She regrets it a little.

He regretted looking for Xin Ran so impulsively today, regretted that after meeting her, he became more and more unbridled and greedy, and also regretted that he couldn't become better when they reunited.

But Lin Ting knew that what she regretted the most was that she didn't recognize her heart clearly at the beginning, and failed to let her recognize her heart clearly at the beginning.

But what about regret?

She looked up at the ceiling, the white wall was silent and could not give her any answer.

Lin Ting sat up, she put on soft slippers and ran to the balcony, dried the washed clothes, and went to the kitchen to heat up the remaining soup.

By the time the hot air came out of the pot again, Lin Ting's red and swollen eye sockets had disappeared.

If she continues to complain and regret, then all her habits of trying to get better in the past few years will disappear.Even if she can't be with Xin Ran, she can't throw away what she once got here.

Regret is not all bad, at least, it can also remind yourself to cherish what you already have.

Lin Ting took a deep breath, then ran to the sofa with a small bowl, sat in a ball, and drank the still hot soup.

The night outside the window was gradually getting darker, the sky was as dark as a bottomless black hole, but it was this kind of night that made the faintly shining stars become dazzling.

The author has something to say:

Well, although I am a coward, I can withstand the blow. Although I am cold, I am a bit silly~~~ Thank you for the landmine of Dousha, okay (^з^)

Also, I have something to do during the day these few days, so the update time has been changed to night, as for the missing tickets, I will face the wall~~~