Drunk for the rest of my life

Li Xin didn't know that as soon as he left, Nian'er immediately ushered in a huge turning point in his life, ending his eight-year dream.

A sorcerer, who found Jinxi in his hand, told a confusing story.

How could Nian'er not believe it?Not to mention that he met his master in a strange way, only the master's ability is strange enough.

It's ridiculous that such a magnificent fairy, who condescended to accompany him for eight years, actually believed that the years are quiet and good, and he believed in God's kindness.

Although he was sure of it in his heart, his expression was impeccable.No matter how the eccentric middle-aged Demon Dao moves with emotion and reason, he will remain motionless.

Mo Dao couldn't do it, so he had to stay with Jinxi and come to visit him every now and then.

Nian'er maintains a slight alienation, playing around in a lukewarm manner.

However, the two of them avoided the dumb man very well.

When Li Xin left, it happened to be one spring and autumn.When I came back, it was the end of spring again, and the pear blossoms in the courtyard were in full bloom.

Just like the rush when he left, he came back very suddenly.Dressed in a snow-white shirt, he looks handsome.Just standing at the gate of the yard, waiting for Nian'er to return.

Nian'er went down the mountain to buy a lot of groceries, and he knew in his heart that he would be back soon.Grain Rain is approaching day by day, and what he promised, he will definitely keep.

When she really saw that person, she frowned slightly and stopped in her tracks.

A year of lovesickness and meeting at first glance, lest the meeting be a dream.

The two just watched from a distance, as if they were talking endlessly.

Until Li Xin opened his arms first, smiling brightly.

Nian'er walked a few steps quickly, and flung herself into the master's arms, just like a child many years ago.

"You're back."

"Well, I'm back!"

The young man started to cry, feeling extremely wronged: "Shall we go?"

I got a helpless answer from Master: "The matter is not finished..."

Li Xinfu patted Nian'er's back lightly again, comforting: "Okay, okay, I promise you as soon as possible!"

Let go of the man in your arms, and pull him into the yard, where he sits on the couch under the pear tree.

Nian'er held Li Xin's hand and refused to let go, complaining quietly: "When will we go again?"

"Spend your birthday with you."

so fast?Nian'er wanted to ask one more question: When will you come back?Suddenly remembered the words of the demon, stop.Yes, he originally belonged to a world different from himself.

Desolately smiled, no more words.

Li Xin's heart ached so hard, she squeezed Nian'er's hand with force, and said softly: "It's my fault, but I have my reasons. Trust me, when I settle this matter, it will be a long time. With you, never leave!"

Believe me, how could Nian'er not believe him, but there is nowhere to say that I am miserable in my heart: I will always be his burden.

That man is the god of the whole world, the ruler of the Three Realms.No matter what the reason is, guarding himself like this is a drag on him after all.

He just pursed his lips and smiled wryly, but didn't make a sound.

……

The days passed quickly, and it was Gu Yu in a blink of an eye, both of them felt a little melancholy.

Li Xin hated the time calculation in the heaven and the earth, and also hated the grand and complicated ceremony of passing the throne, and also hated the long-dead Heavenly Mother.

Nian'er only made it worse, with a forced smile on his face and an abnormal pain in his heart.She felt that she had dragged Li Xin down, and also felt that he treated her well out of guilt.

And how to deal with the feelings that cannot be expressed in words?

As night fell, there was a drizzle of rain outside, which couldn't be more submissive to the sadness of the imminent parting.

The two sat opposite each other on the round stool in the living room, feeling that the time to get together was getting shorter and shorter.

Nian'er didn't give up, she wanted to win one last shot.

"Master, do you really have to let your relationship take its course and not be too greedy?"

Li Xin was slightly stunned, thinking about some of the current thoughts, and said with a not-so-firm tone, "Sometimes it's okay to be greedy, after all, let nature take its course, it's just a nice word for powerlessness."

"What if you can't force it?"

"You haven't tried it yet, how do you know?"

"What if it is not allowed in the world?"

Alarm bells rang in Li Xin's heart, his face turned pale in an instant, and he dared not speak any more.

After a while, Nian'er smiled and said, "I see, Master." Hmph, it's a crushing defeat.

Nian'er went back to her room, and when she came out again, she had an extra sword in her hand.

When Li Xin first saw Jin Xi, her face turned pale with shock.

Nian'erfu sat back to his original position and put the sword on the dining table.His fingers lightly slid across the scabbard, once and for all.

He recounted to Li Xin what happened this year in detail.How to get this sword, how to know the magic way and how to hear a strange story.

Finally, he gave a conclusion: "I don't hate you, really. Compared with the blood relatives who have never met, I prefer the master who taught me and raised me."

Li Xin was terrified when he heard this, and his mind went blank.After living for thousands of years, I realized for the first time what fear is.

For a moment, I wanted to swear.What does it have to do with me to go to his mother's succession ceremony?

I wish I could guard this child every day, why should I have to suffer this kind of suffering?Daojiao took advantage of the loophole.I didn't intend to tell him about these things at first, so it's best... to keep them a secret for a lifetime.

When they first met, Li Xin was still going to tell the child about the past, but he was still too young; now that he is grown up, she wants to hide it from him.If you can, just pretend nothing happened...

Nian'er got up and said goodnight to him.

Li Xin stretched out her hand and grabbed his sleeve, but she was powerless to justify herself, she just reminded: "Tuxi is wrong, don't let it get too close to you."

There was exhaustion in the voice, and when he let go again, it was as if his soul had been drained, and he was on the verge of falling.

Holding the blade of the sword in his hand, the young man walked slowly step by step, entered the room, turned around, and closed the door.The eight years we were together before, I couldn't stop replaying every bit of it.

There was only a muffled sound, like a sharp weapon passing through.

Li Xin's scalp burst instantly, and she rushed to Nian'er's room like crazy.As soon as he opened the door, he saw the boy stabbed into the saber in his abdomen, looked up at himself, and smiled beautifully.

"Blood feud is the only connection between you and me. From then on, bridges return to bridges, and roads return to roads..."

With another effort, the sword pierced through the abdomen.

Li Xin flew over quickly, and hugged the fallen Nian'er, her lips trembling uncontrollably, she didn't know how to remedy it.

Nian'er fell into his arms, raised a bloody hand to caress his cheek, and heard the heartbeat that had fascinated him for nine years.

"Master, I... don't accept your redemption... all of my... the most precious past, but... it's your redemption..."