Drunk for the rest of my life

In a blink of an eye, Nian'er is already fourteen, young and in his prime.It is said that young people don't know sorrow, but this handsome young man has encountered a lot of troubles recently.

The most obvious thing was some changes in his body surface, which made him at a loss.My Adam's apple protrudes, and I speak in a low-pitched voice; I've grown a lot of new hair that I didn't have before, uh... like the fluff around my lip.

Nian'er has always been meticulous in her thoughts, she doesn't say anything, she just observes secretly.

Fortunately, most of the co-readers are of the same age, so I feel at ease.His other person who can be judged by his appearance is his master.

On this day, Li Xin bent over and stood in front of the writing desk, drawing a picture of spring scenery in a flowing manner.Nian'er took the ink stick in her hand and stood on one side to grind the ink for him.

Li Xin draws seriously, it is convenient for Nian'er to look at it nearby.

Master is really good-looking, and this cognition has never wavered since he first met Li Xin.We have lived together for six years, never tire of watching them, and have never met anyone more handsome than Master.

After carefully observing Li Xin's Adam's apple, I also feel that the pointed cartilage stands like a delicate peach stone in the neck, which looks tight.

Further up, the smooth chin, the thin tight lips.Huh!Why doesn't Master grow a beard?Looking at it carefully again, it is really not there.

Thinking back seriously, I have never seen Master shave; I have seen armpit hair, Li Xin occasionally goes shirtless, and does not shy away from herself; other things are unknown...

"Little slicker, why don't you study painting seriously, why do you stare at me as a teacher?" Li Xin kept moving her hands and scolded with a smile without raising her head.

Nian'er was startled, she blushed immediately, lowered her head and speeded up her ink research.Coyly said: "No, no."

Li Xin took the last sum, looked up at him, and didn't say anything.He just said: "Nian'er, let me see if my painting skills have improved?"

The two changed positions, Li Xin took a new rice paper and laid it out, and stood aside.

Recently, Li Xin himself has a lot of worries: some things have not been finished yet, and the estimated time is about a few years.I promised that Nian'er would be with him forever, how would I explain it to him then?

Nian'er thought for a while with a pen, and had a general idea in her mind, and she wrote decisively, but she made a freehand picture of fishing in a kiosk.

The layout is stretched far away, the flying bird in the sky; the mountains in the distance; the lake in the low place;

After he put away his pen, Li Xin took the drawing paper and looked at it carefully, commenting: "It's very good, it's very small, and it's natural to come and go." Smiling at Nian'er, he said: "I'll give you a seal for my teacher, It will be framed another day and hung in the room."

Nian'er's face showed complacency, but she didn't get carried away: "Master will point out the shortcomings again."

"Hmm..." Li Xin thought about it for a moment, and said carefully, "It's too detailed, and the distant mountains can be mentioned in one stroke, and the hazy one shows the artistic conception."

Fu looked at his well-behaved apprentice again, with encouraging eyes: "With such a delicate technique, Nian'er will be able to draw more figures in the future, and he must have extraordinary attainments."

When the painting came to an end, Li Xin took Nian'er to sit down on the small couch outside the house.Here comes a discussion on the topic of growth.

"Nian'er has grown a lot recently, and has passed the teacher's shoulders?"

With a smile on the corner of the boy's mouth, he nodded and said, "Yeah!"

"Nian'er, look, what a beautiful word, growth." Li Xin smiled at his apprentice, and continued: "Growth refers to things becoming mature and getting rid of childishness. A better, stronger and more mature process of change."

The boy nodded again: "Yes."

"During this process, people will encounter some troubles, unknowns, and changes." Li Xin stood up and organized her words with her hands behind her back. "Let's talk about this change."

The boy affirmed for the third time: "Yes!"

"Most of them are obvious, such as stature and cognition of things; there are also things that are not easy to notice, such as an increasingly mature body and the way of thinking about things." Li Xinjun began to walk back and forth, somewhat at a loss as to how to educate children. Not very good at it. "This kind of change does not distinguish between good and bad, it is just an inevitable process, we just accept it."

After a pause, he added: "A person's life is constantly growing and changing, and no one can predict."

Li Xin stopped, turned to Nian'er, and continued to preach with her index finger flying: "So, as a teacher, as someone who has experienced it, I can give you, or your children at this age, some hints."

The boy nodded, and replied for the fourth time: "Yes."

"I will start paying more attention to appearance; I will secretly look at other little girls; I will be easily shy; I will have strange dreams." Li Xin smiled slyly and said: "No more!"

Nian'er didn't know if she understood, but she just nodded again: "Mmm..."

This matter can be exposed again, Li Xin is doing preventive work for Nian'er.Fu walked to one end of the small couch and sat down, repeating: "No one can know the foretelling, so, Nian'er, when this kind of unknown comes suddenly, what we can do is to stabilize ourselves first, not to get confused. "

Nian'er nodded, and replied: "Yes, Master said, don't be afraid of the future."

Li Xin was relieved for a while, she nodded like him, and said: "Yes!"

Let's stop today, no matter how much Nian'er can listen to, I will find an opportunity to say slowly in the future, according to Nian'er's intelligence, I just want to leave for a while, which should make sense.Alas, the time calculation in this world...

The two of them went back to their room with something on their minds.

Nian'er didn't sleep very peacefully that night, and had a strange dream all night.It was just dawn, and suddenly woke up with fright, and stretched out his hand to touch it, and his hand was cloudy.Immediately got up and chattered about it, it would be better to get it in order before the master wakes up.

The situation in the dream was unimaginable, and I did a lot of absurd actions against my master.But when I think about it again, I can't remember why.It's just that the master's drenched appearance, dripping water and the sneer on his lips when he set the dumb man's bone can't be taken away.

On this day, I went down the mountain early to go to school, especially the worries of teenagers, and it was even worse.

Later, it took Nian'er half a year to recognize her feelings.After overturning countless sanctimonious reasons, I came to a conclusion that I was not surprised at all, and I fell in love with Master!

It took another half a year to hide his feelings, and now he has practiced so well that he really can't see the slightest clue.Whether it is facing the master or outsiders, it can be calm and natural.

It's just that those occasional spring dreams are unstoppable, the orchid musk deer smells the fragrance and breathes, and the Qiluo wisps see the muscles congeal - it is both absurd and unstoppable.

Nian'er knows that this kind of love is unethical;So he carefully hid it, not daring to reveal anything.On the one hand, he has a deep affection with Li Xin's master and apprentice, and on the other hand, he looks at the shadow alone and feels sorry for himself.

At the age of 15, I am used to seeing all kinds of love and love in the world, separation and reunion.Impressed, he asked the person: "Master, why is it all about love, some people are like a spring breeze, while others are heart-piercing?"

Or else, like a stick in the throat, don't you just have a general feeling in your heart?

Li Xin replied: "It's just that the people I meet are different. But the difference between the two is actually not that big!"

"Oh?"

Li Xin puts on the air of someone who has come here, and points out the maze: "You have to distinguish carefully, both of them will be fun."

Combined with your own personal experience, it is not difficult to understand, isn't it fun?Knowing that this journey is bound to be bumpy and bumpy, even broken to pieces, but I can't stop cutting and can't let go.

After a few days, I asked the person again: "What Master said is very reasonable, but why does this love love have such a great magical power?"

The man lay on the rocking chair lazily reading the book, and replied casually: "The world doesn't want to see through it."

Fu turned a page leisurely and joked: "Nian'er will meet someone in the future who you can't see through, break free from, or jump out of!"

Nian'er thought to herself, don't you?I also feel that apart from Master, there is probably no one in this world who can be so exquisite and clear, and break through the world of mortals.

However, life is like a dream, and the world is like dew. Will Master meet the person who makes him fall into the world of mortals?

"In the vast sea of ​​people, isn't it difficult to meet someone who has the same heart and mind?"

"Oh?" Li Xin's eyes finally left the scroll, and looked at his apprentice, "What kind of wonderful person does Nian'er want to meet?"

No, no, Nian'er thought: I have found it, and I am enjoying it.This is asking for you: "That's the kind, the kind that you can see through, but you are willing to fly moths to the flame."

Li Xinfu smiled and said: "There will always be encounters, although it may not be a good thing."