Drunk for the rest of my life

Another year of Grain Rain, the pear tree in the corner of the courtyard grew out of the courtyard wall, the green and yellow bark was very smooth, and for the first time I saw a few white flowers here and there.

Nian'er is ten years old.

He lived in this small courtyard for two years, and witnessed the small pear trees being raised up a little bit, the vegetation outside the courtyard wall was withered, and the pond swelled in winter and swelled in spring.

Nian'er has also grown up quite a bit, she is taller than Li Xin's chest, her face is a little less childish, and she has begun to look like a teenager.After finding out Li Xin's preferences, her disposition became more childish.In front of her master, pretending to be a child with a yellow mouth when she has nothing to do will always make Li Xin smile.

Today, Li Xin changed her ponytail for Nian'er, looking around, she was very satisfied.This well-behaved apprentice, no matter how he usually looks like a book boy or now as a teenager, he is very satisfied.

I took Nian'er down the mountain to visit the market and do some shopping along the way.

In the past two years, Li Xin loved Nian'er even more.He really made himself an ordinary person, admiring the flowers and enjoying the moon with Nian'er, living an ordinary life.The noisy past is getting farther and farther away, so far away that if you don't deliberately recall it, it will really be dusty and disappear without a trace.

The bazaar is quite lively, with crowds of people and vendors hawking everywhere.The two walked around to have a look, very casually.

At noon, the market was coming to an end, and the crowd gradually faded away.Guessing that Nian'er must be hungry, Li Xin led him into the familiar inn and ordered a table of side dishes.

The food still tastes the same as before, but I haven't seen the enthusiastic Xiaoer for a long time.That's how people are, they don't take it seriously to get to know each other and make friends, they are just passers-by in each other's lives back and forth.

It was still early to get out of the inn, so the two decided to take another walk.

When I was passing by, I saw monks from Shengli Temple begging for alms. It seemed that someone was giving generously. A monk raised his palm with one hand and shouted at the Buddha: "My Buddha is merciful!"

Nian'er became interested and wanted to tease her master again.

He stretched out his hand and tugged on Li Xin's sleeve, and asked, "Master, what is compassion?"

Li Xin stopped and smiled back at him: "Compassion is to love everything in the world with a heart like Bodhi. The whole life of Buddhist practice is just to become a gentle and compassionate person."

Nian'er turned her head to think about it, and then asked: "Then I also want to cultivate my compassionate heart?"

Li Xin curled the corners of her lips, raised her hand to scratch his nose lightly, and said, "No need, the Buddha wants to save all sentient beings, you just need to save yourself."

Then he took Nian'er's hand and continued to walk forward.

How can Nian'er give up, and ask again: "Where's Master?"

Li Xin stopped again and was silent for a moment, with bitterness in his words.

"For the first half of my life, I have the world in my heart, and for the second half of my life, I just want to save you, which can be regarded as saving myself."

Seeing Master like this, Nian'er didn't dare to do it again.I regretted it in my heart: alas, how could you make fun of him so much that it made him sad?

There is also a vague impression in my heart that every year on my birthday, Master seems to be very depressed, but it is pressed in my heart, and I dare not ask again.

Also suppressed is the sentence: I just want to save you for the rest of my life.

Li Xin restrained her emotions, and led Nian'er to continue wandering.Then the two entered a Wenmo Pavilion.The store is not big, but decorated in a very stylish way, with a wide variety of pens, ink, paper, inkstone, books, and picture scrolls for people to choose from.

Li Xin sized it up and said, "Nian'er, as a teacher, I want to teach you how to draw."

"Is it more fun than playing chess?" Nian'er tilted her head and asked.Immediately regretted it afterwards, thinking: This is a disease.

If this is really a problem, it can be regarded as an old disease, and it will be difficult to change it in a while.In the previous scene on the street, Nian'er grew up a lot.

Li Xin carefully selected the brushes, and said casually: "Not necessarily, it's just a matter of personal interest."

Playing chess can improve a person's pattern of viewing things, and painting can hone a person's character.Li Xin doesn't ask him to be omniscient and precise in everything; he hopes that he can cultivate his sentiments in his spare time and have an emotional sustenance when he encounters setbacks.

After leaving the shop, the two of them already had big and small bags in their hands.Li Xin couldn't hold back, and finally went to the piano store to choose an extremely expensive guqin.Satisfied, go up the mountain.

Nian'er looked at Li Xin's profile, also satisfied.After all, God treats me well, and I have to meet this person.