[HP] Return to original form

Knock knock knock, Snape knocked on the door very regularly.Soon, the door was roughly opened by someone, and when the visitor saw Snape standing outside, he frowned: "Snot, why is it you?!"

Snape also looked disgusted after swallowing a fly: "Get out of the way, stupid dog!"

"What did you say?!" Sirius seemed to be on fire. He pulled out his wand and wanted to cast a curse at Snape, but was stopped by Lupine who heard the sound and walked out: "Calm down, Sirius! He is Deng Bullido called."

Sirius struggled hard and couldn't break free, then put away his wand resentfully, and made way.

Snape kept his grip on the wand that slipped out of his cuff, saw Sirius take a step back and didn't say much, and walked in dismissively from beside him.

Snape's contemptuous eyes obviously angered Sirius, he wanted to rush to duel with Snape impulsively, but was hugged tightly by Lupine, unable to move: "Calm down, Sirius, he is also a Phoenix now Club members!"

"That snotlite is a notorious Death Eater!"...

Snape ignored the movement behind him, bypassed the scolding portrait of Mrs Black, and came to the dining room.

The scene in the dining room was somewhat similar to Yaxley House. Many members of the Order of the Phoenix gathered to discuss something seriously. Dumbledore sat beside him and listened thoughtfully, but Lily Potter was nowhere to be seen.

However, this kind of "happy" atmosphere is something he can never get into and doesn't want to blend in. In contrast, the environment of the Death Eaters makes him feel more comfortable, trusting each other but leaving room, and will never go beyond Boundaries that are unconsciously drawn from each other.

"Severus, you came just in time. We are analyzing how many people the Dark Lord has placed in the Ministry of Magic." Seeing Snape coming, Dumbledore beckoned him to sit there, "Do you have any ideas?"

Snape said in a flat tone: "I have been suspected by the Dark Lord recently, and I can't touch the core content of the plan for the time being." Although he knew the Dark Lord's arrangement in his heart, he didn't want to betray Evan anymore.

Dumbledore did not doubt Snape's words. After all, Voldemort's recent actions are indeed much more secretive, and it is normal to have doubts about Snape now.

At this time, Lily Potter rushed in suddenly, and said with a serious face: "Maybe we can put aside the death eater matter for now—I just found out that there is a third force in the Ministry of Magic!"

"The third strand?!" Everyone present was shocked, they had never felt the existence of other forces.

"Yes, the third force is the subordinates of the former Demon King Grindelwald." Lily Potter looked at Dumbledore specifically when she said this, but Dumbledore did not show any abnormality, but looked at her with some surprise, serious Listen to her report carefully.

Seeing that they couldn't find anything, Lily continued: "They are hiding too deep. If I hadn't accidentally found out that they were secretly connected, I wouldn't even know that Grindelwald's hand has reached out to the Ministry of Magic."

Dumbledore did not explore how Lily discovered these traces, but frowned and asked, "Can you be sure who they are?"

Lily Potter took out some information and handed it to Dumbledore: "There are five people identified so far, including Senney Norman who also ran for the position of minister before."

Dumbledore was obviously not very impressed with these people, and he barely remembered the existence of these people after looking through the information several times.

Snape, who was sitting next to him, looked at the list without any trace, and silently wrote down the names.Evan believed in Grindelwald too much. He probably didn't know that Grindelwald had already placed people in the Ministry of Magic. He had to remind Evan to be vigilant.

Dumbledore seemed to be in a daze looking at the information, and it took a while before he said: "From the information, Grindelwald should have been on staff for more than 20 years. However, these people have been keeping a low profile for so many years, but this time they acted suddenly. There must have been some opportunity..."

"Could it be that Grindelwald and the Dark Lord cooperated?" Lily Potter guessed.

Lily's guess made Dumbledore ponder for a long time, but in the end he shook his head and said: "Probably not, if the two parties really cooperate, in this ministerial election, they should join forces and work together, and they will not compete with each other like this." .”

"Maybe it's Grindelwald's betrayal? After all, his arrangements are very secretive." Lily didn't trust Dumbledore's answer very much, "I think we should focus on Grindelwald no matter what, he This shadowy arrangement is more menacing than the Death Eaters."

Dumbledore sighed looking at Lily who showed her sharpness, but said nothing more, allowing her to arrange other members to investigate Grindelwald.Since he has decided to make Lily the next generation leader, he should trust her...

It's just that it's not wise to make enemies blindly when the Death Eaters have not been solved. Grindelwald is not so easy to deal with...

Snape, who left the Order of the Phoenix, went directly to the Yaxley Mansion. He was eager to tell Evan the important news. Maybe, Evan would come out to meet him...

However, Snape was stopped by Bellatrix as soon as he walked past the restaurant and before he passed the conference room: "Master is busy, please don't go in and disturb him."

Not in the study but in the conference room?Is it with Grindelwald?Snape glanced across the closed door of the meeting room, and said briefly: "I have important information to tell Master."

"What information?" Bellatrix asked.

"Of course it's important information that can only be told to the master!" Snape said impatiently, "If it is revealed to you now, can you be held responsible if it is accidentally leaked?!"

Bellatrix sneered: "I'm afraid you have no information at all, just want to see the master, please forgive me?! Although I don't know what you have done to the master, but as long as you dare to harm the master, I will I will never let you go!!" The entanglement between the master and Snape has been seen by everyone recently, and Bellatrix has been unhappy with Snape for a long time because of this.

As if he didn't hear Bellatrix's threat, Snape said calmly, "It's not your turn to question my loyalty to my master!"

"You traitor!" Bellatrix was furious at Snape's "taunting" look.

"Be careful, Lestrange..." Snape looked straight at her with sharp eyes, "It's not up to you to identify the word 'traitor'!"

"You!" Bellatrix yanked out her wand, twisting her face to attack Snape.

"Bella!" A warning made both wands put away.

Snape turned his head, and saw Evan standing at the door of the living room looking at the two of them inexplicably, Grindelwald standing next to him was smiling very sincerely, but Snape felt that there was a cold sarcasm in it feel.

"It seems that you still have something to deal with, so I will leave first." Grindelwald thoughtfully proposed to leave, leaving space for Evan.

Evan nodded at him, signaling Crouch behind him to see off the guests.After several people walked away, Evan withdrew his gaze, turned his head and walked into the living room, but both Snape and Bella knew what he meant and followed him consciously.

"Bella, I have a mission for you." Evan ordered directly as if what happened just now hadn't happened, "The Order of the Phoenix has used Black's old house as its base camp, and I need you to find information."

"Yes, master!" Bellatrix responded excitedly, the master actually entrusted her with such an important task.

"Pay attention to your own safety!" Evan urged.

Bellatrix obviously understands. The master knows that she has the house elf from Black's old house as an informant, but she is still worried about her safety... She will do her best to complete the task.

Seeing that Evan had nothing else to tell her, Bella turned and left wisely, and gave Snape a glare before leaving.

But Snape hadn't noticed it, and his attention was all on the matter of "he and Evan were finally alone".

The sound of the door being closed made the whole room fall into silence, and Snape found himself at a loss for what to say when he actually faced Evan, as if it seemed like a weak excuse no matter what he said.

Silence spread, and just when Snape finally planned to start his report with the information obtained in the Order of the Phoenix, Evan spoke first: "Do you remember the first time we met?"

Snape nodded silently. Although he didn't know Evan's intentions, he still remembered the shock he saw when he saw the Moonlight Elf by the lake in the Forbidden Forest. Just when he was about to give up the resurrection plan, he searched for that The long-awaited Moonlight Elf unexpectedly appeared by his side, and at that time he really felt that it was Merlin's favor.

Thinking about it now, when I was so obsessed with resurrecting Lily, I felt as if I had fallen into a swamp, falling powerlessly into an endless abyss little by little.

Naturally, Evan didn't know what Snape was thinking. He was a little dazed, remembering the same shocking feeling he had when he saw Snape: "I will never forget the look in your eyes at that time, like a desperate person suddenly redeemed, It's as if you can't believe that you are so lucky." Evan stared closely at Snape's obsidian eyes, but he seemed to miss the amazingly hot eyes at that time through these eyes.

"For me, who had no hope in my life at that time, that was also salvation. You let me find the meaning of life."

Snape suddenly understood why Evan wanted to follow him so persistently when he first met him and begged him to adopt him.Thinking of Evan's wholehearted dependence back then, Snape's heart softened.

"And your performance did not disappoint me afterwards. You really have no feeling for life, and you are living in your past like a walking dead. So I warm you up again and again, and I want you to rekindle your hope for life. Just as I work hard When you were about to despair, you finally woke up gradually under my infection, and you also repaid my feelings."

Snape keenly felt from Evan's words that, compared with love, Evan's feelings for him were more like grabbing straws to change the meaning of his life.He suddenly felt sad, and it turned out that his only salvation was not pure in his feelings for him...

Evan looked forward nostalgicly, as if looking at the distant past through Snape standing in front of him: "However, four years of getting along has made me fall in love with you deeply, no matter whether you are a traitor in the eyes of others or not." , bastard, disgusting old bat, as long as you are exactly what I think it is enough, I will definitely believe in you and love you..."

Snape has never been so irritable and afraid of losing. Is Evan's feelings for him for so many years and such pure trust just because he is a consolation for the other's boring life, or even just a substitute for the image in his brain? ? !What about his feelings, his despair?Is it all just a joke? !

Noticing Snape's expression of pain, Evan sneered: "However, I never thought that your salvation and your feelings never belonged to me. All your emotions only came from Lily Potter finally It's saved, as for me, it's just a dispensable potion material..."

"No!" Snape finally couldn't hide his repressed feelings, and he couldn't help but confide in his heart: "You have never been a dispensable existence to me, you are too important to me... "

Evan's mocking eyes looked straight into Snape's heart: "Did you realize this before, or did you come to the conclusion after discovering that Lily Potter is not what you imagined?"

Snape wanted to say that he felt this way because he was in love with Evan, but found himself unable to utter a word.He knew that he loved Evan deeply, but this feeling was blinded by his obsession with Lily at the beginning, so he never realized it, but the hesitation in his heart made him vaguely feel that it was because Lily let him down too much that he gradually understood Feelings for Evan in my heart.

"So, you don't have to show such an affectionate look to make me sick." Evan's words hurt Snape deeply, even though he vaguely knew in his heart that his superficial feelings for Evan were definitely not cherished only after they were lost, but He himself didn't understand the true feelings in his heart, so how could he convince Evan?

"Maybe our feelings are all fake, but I will never forget the hurt you have done to me..." Until then, Evan's face faintly showed a trace of shocking despair.Snape suddenly realized that those words and cruelty before were all pretended by Evan, and he couldn't just give up on Evan so easily!

Snape walked up to Evan, knelt down on one knee, and looked at Evan sincerely: "Maybe you won't believe my feelings now, but I will prove it with time..."

Evan's eyes trembled slightly, as if he was shaken by Snape's persistence, but the next second he said decisively: "Then prove it to me now!"

Before Snape understood the meaning of Evan's words, he heard the other party say casually: "Go and lurk beside Lily Potter and help me find information."

Snape looked up in shock, but saw that Evan turned his head away and stopped looking at him, as if he was forcing himself to be ruthless: "Lily and me, which is more important, you... prove it to me!"

"Evan..." Snape felt distressed, he tentatively hugged Evan, the feeling of not being rejected made him very satisfied, but he didn't dare to be greedy too much, and soon let Evan reluctantly go, "I'll prove it..." After finishing speaking, he got up and left.

"Thank you..." Snape heard a sigh behind him when he walked to the door, "Thank you for making me a bastard who takes advantage of other people's feelings too!"

Snape's heart trembled, but he could only remind him: "Don't trust Grindelwald too much, he has secretly placed many people in the Ministry of Magic."

Snape, who didn't dare to look back from the beginning to the end, didn't see how cold Evan's expression was when he watched him leave...

The author has something to say: Huh, I finally explained Evan's feelings! !Also abused Snape! ! !Sometimes half-truths are more likely to be believed, so, professor, take advantage of you!

Originally, Zhuozuo had always obeyed the simple and rude, one-hit-kill torture, but he really didn't expect that the professor would be killed with one blow, so take your time, let the professor and Lily be disgusted like this first...

So, stop saying that Evan is a bitch, all kinds of saints. . . _

ps, thank you very much for the Queen Mother's hairpin and Achu's mine~~Mmm~~~