[HP] Return to original form

The author has something to say: I'm so sorry for the pseudo-update: this article will be entered into V this Saturday, and it is now in the hard-working article, and three chapters will be updated that day.If you can finish writing, maybe you will add more?

I am really grateful for everyone's support until now. Evan and the professor have various entanglements in their relationship, but my dear friends have not disliked seeing this at all. I am really touched.In the future, the professor will probably be abused first, and then there will be an opportunity for the two to be together again. The scars of the past will not be easily erased, but sometimes there will be a bond deeper than love that involves the two.So there will be HE later...

If you can't accept HE, please read the ending of Chapter 44~~ I'm afraid that you can't accept the following plot, so I wrote it in front to comfort everyone.

Anyway, thank you very much for your favorites, evaluations and continuous support~ um~~

The Christmas holiday finally came amidst the torment and anticipation, and Snape couldn't wait to leave Hogwarts and step into Yaxley House.At this moment, his mood is quite different from before. The vigilance and hatred in his heart every time he came here has been transformed into excitement and apprehension.

It has been a long time since Evan disappeared in the cellar last time, not only did he not show up in Hogwarts, he also didn't show up in Death Eaters for a long time.Dumbledore also asked him about Evan's whereabouts several times, but why wasn't he looking for Evan?

Snape couldn't help but think of that night. After Evan disappeared, he stood there for a long time. Now that he thinks about it, he doesn't know what he was thinking at that time, but he just remembers feeling empty and uncomfortable.

However, soon he had hope again, because he found that the Dark Mark on his arm was still there!Does this mean that Evan is not dead? !

Snape tried countless methods and tried all the people who might contact Evan, but he never got any news from Evan.During that period of time, Snape discovered for the first time that if Evan wanted to hide, he couldn't find it with all his efforts.Fortunately, he asked Lucius to help keep an eye on the news of the Dark Lord, and finally learned that Evan was back yesterday.

So on this Christmas Eve, Snape chose to skip the Hogwarts dinner and came to Yaxley Mansion. Evan always liked to dine with Death Eaters and deepen their relationship with each other. He must be able to see it now His... definitely can.

Snape put aside the speculation in his heart that Evan might not attend the dinner, and tried his best to suppress the uneasiness in his heart.He didn't know what was waiting for him ahead, was it Evan's avoidance, hatred, or... expressionless face?

Snape felt sad for all these possibilities, but was still concealed by the desire to see Evan in his heart. He calmed down and walked towards the restaurant as naturally as possible.

There were only a few Death Eaters in the dining room who sat in their usual places, and when they saw Snape coming, they just nodded to him as a greeting.Snape remained silent as usual and sat across from Barty Crouch Jr. The vacant seat next to him was for Lucius, and he always had to wait until the seats were about to start.

Snape sat there with a blank expression, and the Death Eaters who came around one after another didn't make him aroused in the slightest. He was almost exhausted just restraining himself from waiting for Evan.

Ever since Evan chose to self-destruct, burning the body and himself decisively, Snape couldn't be sure that he understood Evan, let alone guessed Evan's actions.

That night, Snape knew his fault and his injury had been discovered by Evan, but he still arrogantly thought that Evan would forgive him, and felt that it was impossible for Evan to be completely indifferent after seeing the portrait in that room Yes, I feel that Evan's feelings for him must still be as deep as before.But what he got in the end was the flame of Evan's determination...

That was the first time Snape realized that this man also had self-respect...

Evan has never been just the obedient and catering appearance before. It’s just that Evan loves him so much that he changes himself to cater to him. This does not mean that Evan will abandon everything just to love him, let alone he has done so much Things that hurt Evan.

Evan will also resolutely abandon the past, abandon him...

Snape's mood was very complicated, he couldn't tell whether he was more moved because he knew Evan again, or because he felt uncomfortable because of Evan's decision, and feared that he might lose Evan again...

It was almost time for meal, and Lucius also walked into the restaurant slowly.The Death Eaters arrived today very well. The Dark Lord disappeared for such a long time without hearing from them. The Death Eaters were uneasy. They naturally wanted to understand the situation, especially the anger that came from the Dark Mark before the Dark Lord disappeared. Very apprehensive.

"Have you met the master?" Lucius asked Snape softly after he sat down.

"No." Snape replied, after much deliberation, he decided to come to the restaurant first - he didn't know if Evan would be willing to see him.

Soon, amidst Snape's apprehension, the well-dressed Evan walked into the restaurant.Before Snape got excited, there was an extra person behind Evan who had no less presence than Evan.

"Grindelwald?" Snape watched blankly as Evan turned his head and walked in with Grindelwald talking and laughing, and personally placed Grindelwald in the main seat at the other end of the table before he came. Sit down on the main seat here, without looking at him on the way.

The sumptuous Christmas dinner didn't arouse Snape's appetite at all. He sliced ​​the steak slowly, but he didn't put a bite into his mouth. Instead, his eyes kept lingering around Evan, watching him cordially chatting with his subordinates and listening attentively. Bellatrix, who was sitting next to him, said some meaningless things, and more often...he chatted with Grindelwald leisurely with a charming smile, and the two occasionally raised their glasses in tacit understanding Greetings from afar.

Evan just had to cooperate with him... Snape was so comforted in his heart, but he still had a gloomy face in an unhappy mood. He lowered his eyes, elegantly forked up the cut steak, put it into his mouth and chewed hard with.

With Grindelwald present, the dinner atmosphere was much calmer. Everyone was a little jealous of Grindelwald, even though the other party kept smiling charmingly.

After dinner, Evan stood up and announced his decision with a smile to the quiet Death Eaters: "Mr. Grindelwald and I have decided to speed up our pace and start implementing the plan. After so long, it's time to change the Death Eaters." The embarrassing situation the gangsters are in now!"

Snape sat in his seat, and it was the first time he looked at the confident and flamboyant Evan so seriously. With just a few words, he described a bright future for everyone and aroused everyone's enthusiasm.It seems that Evan suppressed too much when he was with him before...

After the dinner, Snape wanted to say a few words to Evan, but Evan avoided his touch without a trace, and walked straight to Grindelwald.

Snape followed silently, but lost track of the two of them as soon as they went out. In the end, he could only look at the empty corridor wistfully, not knowing where to go.

"You really don't plan to go to Hogwarts?" Gellert was very puzzled by Evan's decision, and asked Evan who seemed to be sitting straight on the sofa, but looked obviously tired.

"Now is the most important moment for us, we can't relax. If we continue to stay at Hogwarts, no matter what we do, it will be too much trouble." Evan freed himself from Snape's sad look just now, picked up his coffee to cover up own absence.

"Isn't it to avoid Snape?" Gellert raised an eyebrow.He just saw that there was something wrong with the atmosphere between the two, not to mention that Evan seemed to chat with every Death Eater naturally but avoided Snape, only when Snape looked at Evan The eager eyes that hide it are very intriguing.

Evan's hand trembled imperceptibly, and was immediately suppressed by the master.Evan took a sip of coffee in a natural manner, and after putting down the cup, he replied slowly: "Compared to Snape, isn't it Dumbledore who is more worthy of fear? I have disappeared for such a long time without reason, are you sure Dumbledore Lido won't have any doubts?"

Gellert chuckled softly, and Evan was pretty good at changing the subject.Following Evan's wishes, Gellert didn't say anything, but Evan was a little restless, he always felt that Gellert's eyes seemed to see through everything.

"School life is still very good." After a moment of silence, Gellert suddenly said nostalgicly.

Evan expressed doubts about this. He doesn't believe that Gellert, who was expelled by Durmstrang early, can still have such a deep affection for the school. Is there any purpose in wishing him to stay in Hogwarts so euphemistically? !

However, after Gellert sighed, he said goodbye and left without saying anything, leaving Evan sitting on the sofa alone and thinking for a long time.